Are You Crazy?!!!

Act normal!? Just how am I supposed to do that? I am not NORMAL! That all ended the day you decided to put your nasty hands on me!

"Just go be normal." I can't be normal. I lost normal along with my innocence. If you wanted me to be normal you should have been normal. Of course I'm telling. Why shouldn't I tell? People deserve to know. What have you always done? Talked about people. I'm full of more stories, more gossip, more wives tales than anyone I know.

Aunt *"Mury" poisoned Uncle Tom for leaving her for a young pretty woman. Sister *Slovella used to be a 'ho. *Aunt ThisandThat had an abortion and all of her teeth fell out., on and on.

There is a difference here. I am not telling my story for entertainment value or out of a sense of revenge. I am telling because this is a subject that must be talked about. We are ruining thousands, perhaps millions of children every day.

These children are being robbed, they are traumatized. Do not worry about the victimizer worry aboiut the VICTIMS!

You don't have to care about me. I am used to people not caring about me. I came in this world alone and I will leave alone. But, I will not keep your dark secrets. Your mother died in 1954! She is about the only person that would love you enough to cloak for you.

If you can't fit in, stand out. You "fixed" me so that I can't fit in. I was fine! I was beautiful. I had the most beautiful head of luscious hair you've ever seen. You had to wear wigs. I am not saying that in a conceited way. It is a fact. I have photographic evidence. What good is fine when you are cold as ice? You two perverts deserve the death penalty.

You did that on purpose. You are the "C" word. You knew better. You always knew better. That is why you were always so clever in your deceit.

You were a wayward reprobate that ran from the TRUTH. You ran to the dark side. You made a conscious decision to do evil. You don't get a pass because you "preach". Your "preaching" makes you a worse reprobate.

It is not about you. You are the exact same selfish whore at eighty-five that you were at fourteen. You will soon be gone. None of us came here to stay always.

GOD established His laws for a reason. You can not sexually victimize children! Then when you get caught, you can not verbally abuse your victim. Wrong strategy.

No, you can not undo it. You can repent! You have that much sense. You are just arrogant and full of pride. Plus, I know that you really don't care, you know that you really don't care. If you cared you would not have done it. It would have never crossed your mind. The term is "common", you are common. You are exactly where you want to be. "Nobody put a gun to yur head." You haven't changed. You are still "working roots". That embarrasses me more than the sexual abuse.

Hey, get a grip. You never stopped me from doing anything I wanted to do, and you never will.

Just like granddaddy always told you; "Apart from Christ you are nothing." May the Dear LORD have mercy on your miserable soul.

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel