I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

"Love ye one another"

"Love ye one another as I have loved you.": a simple enough commandment I always thought. Treat people the way you want to be treated. You know; "Do unto others as you would have others do unto you." I learned that in church, my grandfather and my "mother" taught me that.

My "mother" always said that but she rarely lived it. The fact is my "mother" is no more than a selfish heartless blood thirsty whorish Demon. No you don't, don't you dare feel sorry for her or show her any sympathy. Sympathy is the tool she uses to enslave you. A very skillful manipulator and a perfect Demon you have no chance of ever outwitting her.

The fact is MJW has lived the life she loves to the fullest. She willfully engaged in and continues to practice witchcraft, the occult, "root working" or what ever you want to call it.

Of course she denies it. She is not stupid. "I don't do dat no 'mo." she declares. Why would she stop? She claims that she gave her life to the LORD. "If any man be in Christ he is a new creature." If you are a new creature your behavior, your fruit supports that assertion. You can't claim to be in Christ and continue to Lie! You can't be in Christ and continue to harbor hatred and jealousy.

The "magic arts" served her too well to just give up, to just let go. She still drives her trademark Cadillac, lives pay check to pay check, wears fine clothes and travels a bit on someone else's dime.

Anyone who wants to believe that she suddenly found the LORD and mended her evil ways better think again. If you know her and share your business with her I can assure you that you will suffer IRS audits, college loan collectors, broken relationships and poor health. If you have any kind of suit pending you will lose. You will feel snake bit. Read your Bible, associating with her will render you broke and disgusted.

This blog is my release. I vent in order to heal. Perhaps the facts of my life will help others to learn to love and trust in the LORD only.

It seems that my mother was on target to be "somebody", attractive, intelligent, loving supportive parents, a financially prosperous father. Every thing was lined up for her then she made a "mistake". She got "messed up", had a baby at sixteen. No, her family did not revile her or shun her in any way. So she had no excuse for mistreating her son.

I don't know much about what happened in the ten years following her first child's birth. All I know is that I woke up one day and I was in Hell living a horrific nightmare.

I really don't care about all the things she did before I was born or the torture that I survived in my childhood. It is the stalking and sabotage after reaching adulthood that infuriates me! It infuriates me because she knows better. Visualizing her slithering around working her "black magic" enrages me. I feel this way because I am human. But my LORD Jesus told me not to worry about her. He told me that in due time he will take care of her for good.

Growing up with her as a "mother" was not easy. Looking back I can see clearly that I became the mother figure. We reversed roles. My "mother" the perennial wayward adolescent, funny, fun loving, always up to mischief, I learned how to survive, how to circumvent her. I had to be more mature, more responsible. Certainly I became a more cautious person, a critical thinker, a determined force.

Coming home from school having no choice but to clean a filthy nasty house, cook dinner and supervise my little brothers all before sitting down to do my homework strengthened my resolve to be "somebody". Stretching two blouses, three skirts, one sweater and one pair of shoes into clean decent "outfits" taught me creativity and independence.

Blocking out her rants, rages and frequent tirades taught me concentration. Her sexual proclivities encouraged my celibacy.

Nothing prepared me for the discovery of her true vile nature. I knew that she was ignorant, over sexed, greedy and lying. I even knew that she was cruel and insensitive. I did not know that she was pure EVIL!

GOD knew and GOD knows. She knows the TRUTH, yet refuses to accept it.

She has no power over me because Jesus told me; "Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you." (Luke 10:19)

I know that you have to be born again (John 3:7) I know that we all have to repent of our sins (Acts 17:30) You must believe in the Lord Jesus Christ to be saved (Acts 16:30-31), not voodoo and hoodoo.

I know GOD saved me! plucked me out of the muck and the mire. Thank you Heavenly Father. Thank you for my story.

Stay in His WORD children. Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel

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