Deja Vu

Deja Vu all over again. I get it. You poor woman. A depraved decadent life caught in a loop. Never able to admit the truth about your frailties you cleverly covered them up and repeated them over and over.

As a child you smashed a puppy and sexually violated your little brother. If it is a lie you told it. "My mama was always accusing me of touching *Zack's peepee! that damn luddle shawt a** nigga wuz playind wid his own peepee."

I didn't know how to take it when you dropped that bomb on me. Like always I just listened and tucked that "information" neatly away. I had a place deep down in my soul reserved just for you, just for your "acts", those unexplainable events that I had no name for. GOD promised to help me deal with them one day and he has.

As an adult mother you could not quell your lustful desires. So you violated your children knowing they loved you and would never tell. That added layer of terrifying fear certainly has helped you pull off the perfect scam.

As the years passed you perfected your lies and disguises. You did well. Some one gave you a license to preach. That license to preach doesn't make you worthy! A license to preach is not substitute for repentance!

You did wrong Mathy Jane. Take a poll, there are very few women of any color or creed that would do what you did.

Here is the irony; here is the beautiful silver lining in all this misery; your taunting and ridiculing your children indicts you, it proves every word I tell is true. You see Mathy only a cold calculating common predatory "mother", common enough to commit the kinds of acts you did would compound the effects of her abuse with sour ridicule.

You ridicule and low rate your children trying to pull them down to your level. That laugh, that attitude could only come from a heartless reprobate.

True your type of evil is rare(I hope) and can only be explained by the book of Acts ( chapter 19).

Study that scripture children. Please allow me to give you my interpretation of that scripture. These vagabond Jews that called themselves exorcists tried to mimic Jesus and His disciples. But, the demon in the possessed man called them out;"Jesus I know and Paul, but who are you?" That vicious demon proceeded to beat the so called exorcists so brutally that they escaped bloody, beaten and naked.

You and I laughed about that same scripture many times. We laughed at the fact that that had to be a serious demon. A demon so horrid and diabolical that he could not be defeated by those that were unworthy. Those vagabond Jews didn't come correctly, they were making light of Jesus and His power.

I think there are a lot of vagabond Christians in this world. Believing that they can mimic the power of Jesus. No one should ever pretend that they have the Holy Spirit. If you don't have it, pray for it, but don't fake it.

You have to live right! You can not fake GOD's anointing. True there are enough fakes hiding in the "Church" for you to get by. But one day they are all going to be found out, just like you.

No I am not trying to exercise any demons out of you. You have a demon that only Jesus Christ can defeat.

You are hilarious, snake bite, it would take you to go out and collect the most diabolical demon known to mankind.

Well you keep that demon to yourself.

GOD is so wonderful. You gave me "religion" to enslave me and GOD showed me how it could free me.

I only have one thing to say; "Praise the Lord!"

You! be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel