he wuz waitin' back dere to kill me." ; she said. It was a casual observation she made out of nowhere. We were waiting for the funeral. I got there immediately. She called me that Saturday morning (February 10, 1979). I am sure I pulled up to 825 Dwain Drive, that evening, in shock, in disbelief, "numb to death".
"Why would granddaddy want to kill you?" I questioned. She did not answer. Accustomed to her "zoning out" I left it alone. How did you know he was "waiting"? "Waiting" indicates that you knew something was about to occur. You have always prided yourself in your ability to trick and manipulate. You sure can make things happen. You can make handsome fine men fall in "love" with hideously ugly women. You can make and old man get his "nature" back. You can make people quit their jobs, pack their clothes and go nowhere. "He wuz waiting..." and you were tired. Too cheap to hire a nurse, too selfish to put in in a nursing home, you kept him in your house where you could torment him.
I am so ashamed. I look at the last picture of him and I can see the pleas for help in his eyes. He tried to tell me. I could not hear. Please forgive me granddaddy for not being woman enough to rescue you. I am sorry. I was still her slave myself. I could not save myself. How could I save you?
"XXX come ova' here and brought him dat gun. No, daddy called him and axed him to bring it. Dey wuz some break-ins and daddy wuz scared." Since when did granddaddy start fearing burglars? He had a shotgun and a .22 rifle. He was 84, sickly and infirm. He only had one leg. When and why does he all of a sudden want to become a vigilante?
"Dey gave me a paraffin (gun residue) test!" LIAR! They wouldn't have done that without launching a formal investigation. The Fayetteville police simply took your word. An old black man in 1979, please. Plus you had your "goofa dust" to back you up. We were no help. Beat down, beat upon, no-count minions that only lived to do your biding.
Wait, "heifa"! I was there that Thanksgiving (1978). I heard and witnessed how you treated him. We were all gone, had finally moved away. Finally found our escape. I was teaching in Atlanta, happy as I could be to be away from your foul mouth and negativity. We had all escaped, all but the little one, he was too young, and you chose not to enslave and abuse him like you did us. I know how lazy and irritable you can be. You were never a person to nurse and care for anyone.
I heard you when you kept screaming at him:"WHEN ARE YOU GON DIE OLD MAN!?" Don't you lie "heifa". You are a selfish s*** and GOD kept your demonic a** here for a reason.
Do you really think that you are that smart? Did you really believe that you were going to get away?
I loved my granddaddy. I know my life would have been lost without him. I am not going to let some sorry reprobate like you murder him and get away scott free. It is not going to happen! I don't need anyone of my "relatives" to help me. GOD will send me some help. GOD has always made intercession for me and He always will.
"No mo' lies Mathy". You have run clean out of lies. "You dun run out dawthur. You ain't got nowhur to go 'cept hell...dat might be the best place fa' you I reckon....Go tuh hell den!"
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
You obviously put too much faith in your cruelty and stealth. You have zero respect for GOD. You had zero respect for your father. You can't and or won't respect GOD but you insist on using His WORD to slay people. That WORD is real. You might want to check and see if you have brain cancer. How are you going to collect your "goofer dust" and cast your spells in the name of the LORD, then turn around and serve the devil? Are you really that stupid? Did you think that I couldn't see the hatred in your eyes? feel it in your touch? sense it in your advice? detect it in your lies? did you think I forgot? how could I ever forget? (You thought I forgot b/c it was so easy for you to forget. You molested, maimed, murdered and never blinked. That's b/c you are a sciopath.) Didn't you know that GOD would make intercession for me? Did you think GOD was too slow? Where did you mess up ? You should have stopped that "mess" when I returned to your lair. GOD sent both of your children home and you had to go for the jugular "one mo' gin" You just needed a little more debauchery. You just needed to see me suffer horribly one more time. Yea, keep it up. You know that bed of affliction is coming, don't cha?
ReplyDelete