didn't know exactly what it was. Yes, it was creepy and it was extremely painful. But, she was happy! She was pretty and well dressed. She was charming, always in the "in-crowd", always in the know. She knew how to get around, she knew how to remain the talk of the town.
I learned early, any pain I felt, any perversion and rejection I felt was my own fault. It was a Dr. Jekyll/ Mr. Hyde thing. Loving and charming one moment, viciously diabolically evil the next. I get it now, Rev. Watson, Madame Watson, two polar opposite personalities in the same body. No wonder I felt like a yo-yo. I learned to live with it. I learned to avoid her, stay out of her way and most of all "keep my ***** mouth shut!"
Last night I found this definition and realized the only fact this definition lacked was her name.
Diabolos; the devil, from the preposition dia, through , and the verb ballo, to cast. One who falsely accuses and divides people without reason. That's her, that's her my brain screamed.
"You dah 'cause of it! You duh cause of my son forsuking me!" she screamed this bloody lie at me repeatedly. In my youth I just thought she was some kind of nut. Just ignorant, like my grandfather said. Granddaddy you were wrong. She is way past ignorant. I did try to feebly defend myself. (You didn't rise up on Mathy. You knew to stay in your humble place.) "I didn't have anything to do with that! (are you crazy)"
You blamed your trophy husband finally leaving you on me didn't you? You treated the man worse than a dog and had the nerve to "'ho round" on him. You coward! You always did your dirt, your filth and you always blamed it on someone else. You are still perfect aren't you? No, he shouldn't have left you. No, he shouldn't have stolen your Cadillac that you put his name on. He should have split your head open with an ax and pled self defense.
You are nothing but a "man eater". You hate men!
You divide people. You have six children and we are all complete strangers, thanks to you. Lying, pretending you never know any one's address or phone number. Then you have the nerve to slither up to them whispering your little lies in their ears. Put enmity between your children. Don't let them get together so they can compare notes. Plant seeds of jealousy by over praising some. Lie, lie on all of them just for the fun of it. Pretend you don't know why they stay away. "S/He is a slanderer." She will lie on you. She will slander your name.
"averse to the increase of man's knowledge and Happiness." "increase of knowledge", how many of your children did you help educate? "not nah'un!" How many did you trick out of college, out of graduate school? How many do you encourage to go to school? You will never be happy as long as you keep her in your life. Listen to her; "You did what!? You bought what?" No matter what you get, hers is better.
Yes, she knows, she knows very well. She is counting on your fear. She is counting on your deprivation. She is counting on your misplaced loyalty. Be loyal to GOD not a demon possessed woman.
Tell her that she has been found out. There is no hiding place. Tell her GOD is the answer. Tell her that she can still be saved.
To GOD be the Glory! Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace engulf you and keep you in perfect peace,
Rachel
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
Someone in our family taught us to always let her have her way. Someone thought that loving her and praying for her was the answer. Some where she got the impression that she was right, was perfect, was all knowing, and deserving.Some one should tell her that she is one messed up individual. Some one should have told her that she is not all that a long, long time ago.An 86 year old demon possessed "preacher" My LORD!
ReplyDelete