I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Saturday, March 31, 2012

It rained last night.

GOD drenched the earth and washed all my sins and pain away.  It is another beautiful day in Covington.  No demon can rob me of my joy.

I have a beautiful, brilliant daughter, and I am delighted.  I have reasonable strength, good health and a burning desire to right one horrific wrong.  I will not let the world believe that my grandfather killed himself.  I will not let his grave go unmarked.

We knew his murderer was an idiot.  Did we know that she was demonic?  Yea, we knew, but we were afraid to know.  It was too weird, too ghastly.

Did I hate her?  In a strange way I always knew that enmity existed between us.  Like my grandfather before me my heart ached to see such great talent and beauty go wrong.   There was nothing that we could do.  She was not going to be controlled or admonished by any one for any reason.

How can you help or correct any one that delights in your torture?  The more you tell her about the anguish and pain she causes the happier she gets.  There is no way to correct or help a demon.   That is why Jesus told us; "From such stay away."

When a woman is beyond fallen, beyond common, beyond lost.  When a woman decides that she will have her sadistic pleasure at any cost while pretending to be a loving, nurturing, saved and sanctified woman of GOD.  She is "messed up".

Jesus told us to "Shun the very presence of evil." ; for a reason.  Evil people will suck the life out of you.  Cause you to live in fear, isolation, depression and finally exhaustion.

"No weapon formed against me shall prosper."  I am Glorified! Sanctified! Thank You Jesus for saving me from the hands of uncommon evil.  Thank you for delivering me out of the hands of a sick succubus.

I have some art to do today.  I have some dolls to make, an oil painting of my grandfather that I must finish.  I have a novel and a book of poetry to publish.   I have so many great and positive things that I must do.

To GOD be the Glory! What a beautiful day!  Rejoice and be glad in it!  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing!"

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel

P.S. "Count it All Joy!"

3 comments:

  1. Praise God for rain, health and family, and most importantly for forgiveness of sin. I believe all the talents you possess, art, doll-making, painting, writing, etc. are enhanced by the pain and suffering you endured. Not that one would desire such a past, but the depths of the soul are better expressed in art of such a one as you. Be Blessed in all that you do.

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    1. Thank you so much famous amos! It is in my spirit, has been embedded in me from my conception. I am starting to understand that old Gospel song; "I'm going to run on..." Be Blessed, Rachel

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    2. I do feel very sorry for people who won't care for others. They pretend that they can't. They can, just refuse to. The saddest fact is all of the selfish people that refuse to care about others demand that you care about them. They demand all of your attention. One antic, crisis, illness, episode after another. They do burn their bridges. They do end up on their beds of afflictions with no one or very few caring whether they live or die. You will get you "Just and honest due."

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