Fall!

I am up early this morning, the first day of Fall thanking and praising GOD for His infallible WORD.  GOD in His infinite wisdom created seasons.  He told US that there is a season, a time for all things.

I love the Fall, the cool crisp mornings, the Autumn leaves turning brown, orange, yellow and red.  Things are dying, going back to Mother Earth.  From their death we are assured of a beautiful Spring.  Look at the "signs".  Pay attention, learn from the lessons GOD sets before us.  Study His WORD.   I am asking you to "fall" today.  Fall into GOD's arms.  Trust Him with your life.  Let Him lead and guide you.

I have a fresh anointing this morning.  Every day that I live I realize more and more why GOD gave me this life.  I once called it tortured.  There were times that I agreed with others that it was wasted, lost.  No, my friends GOD has blessed me with a beautiful life. GOD has protected and guided me all the way.

I look back now and fully recognize and accept the fact that my own mother is a sick sadist, a brilliant sociopath.  A woman determined to do nothing but evil and get away with it.  GOD has no such plans.  I too was completely fooled and confused by her contradictory behavior.

It was only by the Grace of our loving GOD that He placed Jerome Walters in my life.  A man wise enough to follow the will and inclinations of his Christ like heart.  Granddaddy put me on the path of GOD's Almighty WORD at age eight.

Lonely, frightened, robbed, disillusioned, persecuted, I sought guidance in the only way I knew how.  Through prayer, supplication and GOD's mighty WORD.  GOD told me to look at her fruit, never mind her cunning deceitful spell.  Martha has a ready answer for every demonic deed.  She hides in the shadows laughing, too self assured, confident, that she has succeeded.  No mam! There will be no more days like that.  Not for me anyway.  Your time is up!

Study the scripture!  Don't be fooled by a title or a robe that a man or woman conceals their evil hatred in.  Jesus told us that we will be hated by ALL for His name's sake.  (Matthew 10:24)  I am hated!  I am hated by my own family.  Proud to abuse and use me for her sake.  Proud to disown and shun me for a demon.  I forgive you for you know not what you do.

How could you know that this woman is possessed with a very old demonic spirit?  How can you know that she plans to deliver you up to Satan?  You would know if you read and understood your Bible.  You would know if you read and understood  Matthew 10:34 - 40:
"Do not think that I came to bring peace on earth.   I did not come to bring peace but a sword.  For I have come to set a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law; and a man's enemies will be those of his own household.' He who loves father or mother more than Me is not worthy of Me.  And he who loves son or daughter more than Me is not worthy of Me.  And he who does not take his cross and follow after Me is not worthy of Me.  He who finds his life will lose it, and he who loses his life for My sake will find it.  He who receives you receives Me, and he who receives Me receives Him who sent me."

GOD's WORD is clear.  You can't get around it.  What was once a mystery to me is very clear now.  Sick! Sick and perverted.  Talking "GOD" while practicing EVIL!  Beating and brutalizing everyone that noticed, that talked, that criticized, everyone that called you out.  Resorting to MURDER when you could not fool your father. Tired of his kind admonishments.  Raging with jealousy because he was loved and admired by everyone that knew him.  A thief, you were determined to steal his mantel, his good name.  No, Martha, you can't have have it!  You are unworthy!  You are a clown performing on Sundays to a bunch of hypocrites just as ignorant as you are.

 Relying on demonic hatred and witchcraft to have your way.  You've spent your entire life digging pits for others.  Setting traps, laughing and celebrating your "delicious deceit".  You are caught in your own web, your own net.  You are too entangled to ever get out.   GOD's Almighty Truth is the only thing that will get you out and you refuse to have any part of it.

 I refuse to be your coward, your dog any longer.  I will not hide and quiver in the shame you thrust upon me.  GOD gave me the courage to finally accept the awful truth about you.

GOD snatched your cloak off, opened my eyes.  He will open your eyes if you pray for the courage to see.  She took your courage, your manhood, your honesty.  She deliberately destroyed your morals, led you into captivity just so she could laugh.

She is the same sadist that smashed that puppy, stabbed that woman for calling her a whore.  She is the same woman that violated you sexually, screamed vulgar hateful insults at you every day.  She is the same woman so embroiled in her jealous hatred she can't love.  Refuses to learn, defiantly declares that she will never repent.

Jesus told us to come out from among them and I did.  For years and years she convinced me that she truly loved me.  Empty words.  No real mother would do the kinds of things she did.  A Terror!

I once thought I was lost, cursed, the most pitiful wretch on this earth.  I did question GOD.  Why me?  Why us?  I know now that it was truly a blessing.  If you can overcome a woman like Martha, you are a blessed child of GOD.

I over came.  I know!  I humbly thank GOD each and every day , all day for delivering me.  I pray that GOD will deliver my brothers, my family.  Give them the courage LORD.  Grant them Your vision.  In the mighty name of Jesus I pray.

I am not unusual. I am not alone.   I am Blessed!

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."  Fall into His arms today.  Trust GOD to catch you, to lift you up.  Dare to know GOD's Almighty TRUTH!

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster,( the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)