The greatest liar and the greatest truth ...

First of all lets Praise the LORD.  Everything you do should be in honor of your Holy Father.  It is not slavery and you are not missing out on some phenomenal pleasure.  It is a good thing.  It is refreshing, very much like getting up early on a cool spring morning.  Survey the land.  Admire the beautiful flowers blooming, trees budding, birds singing.  Inhale, pact your lungs with GOD's pure clean oxygen, smile, thank GOD that you are alive, that your Magnificent Father gave you one more day.  One more day to get it right, to order your steps, your life, to clear your mind, to settle accounts.

Dear LORD I thank you.  True, I personally experienced and survived the most demon controlled mother that ever lived.  But, I survived! I am still hear to tell about it.  I get to examine the whole long long mystery.  It is my privilege to warn you against the workers of iniquity.  Jesus told us that our enemies would be in our own household.

WE heard, I heard, but it didn't register, I didn't get it until GOD took the blinders off.  I suffered from severe insecurity and masked it by being gregarious and flirty, dressing very provocatively while hiding the fact I was as frigid as an iceberg.

So after all these years we finally know, can safely say the woman we loved was an imp for satan, satan had his hand up her a**, made her his puppet.  Martha was helpless, weak as a newborn babe when it came to mischief, every form of debauchery and mayhem.  Became addicted to sadistic pleasure as a child apparently.

I certainly know my family did wrong by hiding her, never warning us.  Never speaking of or discussing Her "sins", deeds, and mysterious actions.  "Sumpin' wrong wid hur ...sumpin' wrong wid hur!"; was never a murmur I heard.  "Just tiptoe and do what ever she says ... duh b**** crazy!"

Well we lived through it.  Personally I am relieved.  For some reason every time I think about or review the thousands of wrongs she secretly brutalized me with (us with) I am shocked that so many people can endure so much evil for so long and still remain duped.  Still happy to be in her clutches.  No, I am not saying hate her, I am simply asking you to recognize, acknowledge what she did to you and why.

Free yourself of "Mathy Jane Mentality".  Purge and cleanse yourself of her ignorant opinions and commands.  She thought she could serve two masters. You can't.  She never loved us.  That poor woman never loved anyone or anything.  It was all a game.  We loved someone that never existed.  We loved the sheep's clothing, couldn't see the ravenous wolf.  Dear LORD rescue us.  Save us from ourselves, from our own self imposed stupidity.  Open our eyes LORD.  Open our ears that we might hear you.

Humble us LORD.  Break us down to our very last fiber.  Cleanse us.  Wash us white as snow.

The plain and simple fact is Martha was jealous, so jealous she was jealous of herself.  Ignorant and corrupt.  She was brilliant, extremely talented but she had very low self esteem.  Had very little faith, went the wrong way in search of success.  Said GOD was too slow.

No children, GOD is not too slow, He is right on time.  Serve Him.  Put your armor on.  This satan is not playing.   He knows His days are numbered and he is going out in a blaze of glory.  There is one thing the evil one relishes are those that are too stubborn to pray, too busy to serve or genuinely love. satan loves people that swear he doesn't exist.  satan's number one target is a person that thinks he or she can make it without GOD.

I am 62 years old and I know GOD has lead and guided me every step of the way.  I didn't know my own mother was a ravenous wolf in sheep's clothing.  She played macho woman to the max but in reality was a very frail fallen woman that was convinced that she alone was right, would win,  and would never be discovered in her life time.

Dear LORD thank you for saving us.  Help us to save others, in Jesus' name I pray.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Copyright March 11, 2014  All rights reserved.

P.S.
True, I was afflicted with the worse mother on earth.  The experiences I shared with her made me strong.  GOD blessed me with the greatest grandfather and daughter this world has ever known.  "GOD keeps a ram in the bushes." ;0)