"Something evil this way comes" The Bible says that reprobates do not have natural affection, their feet are swift to run to mischief. Rebellious disrespectful children are a vexation to the soul. Jezebel spirited imps come here to destroy and lead into captivity.
First of all I am so grateful to have a place, an opportunity and clarity of mind to vent. To attempt to discover and explore the misery I (we) suffered for my entire long life.
My terrible saga did not begin nine months before June 4, 1951. My sorrow began in a twisted mind that refused correction, rejected genuine love many years before my conception. I don't care that I was just a roll in the hay, perhaps the result of some drunken one night stand. I don't mind that at all. But my monster mother decided, made it up in her corrupt mind that she would crucify me, she would make me hate the air I breathed. I would pay and pay dearly. She would deliberately keep me confused, longing and hurting. The five pounds of flesh she pushed out of her corrupt well worn vagina on that awful day when she wanted to go to the beach would rue the day she came to this earth! She would personality make my life a living hell and laugh. To this day I can not bear to visualize her. It terrifies me, reduces me to tears.
It also angers me. To know that I live in an inept, impotent world. This mongrel of a woman was allowed to roam and ruin unencumbered for 87 years!
What kept us in her clutches? Was it our unbelief? weak faith? Were we frightened , frozen in our disbelief? We saw, we witnessed, yet we thought it would end. Foolishly, I believed every horrendous shocking act was a fluke, the result of ignorance and n**** mentality. We falsely believed kind words could control her. Her deeds were always too disgusting for polite conversation. How does a father say to his daughter; "Don't make sex toys out of your children …out of any children." "You can't have sex with your relatives, daughter. That is incest. GOD prohibits incest." "Don't beat your children viciously because you don't want them." "No, daughter a lie, a great performance is not as good as the truth."
Am I angry? Am I crushed? I am powder, I am dust. But, I am going to gather enough strength to tell my story, to warn the world. These vicious whores are on the increase, not the decrease. Be a fool and refuse to study your Bible daily. Fall for her beauty and honey dipped words. You will suffer mightily. This ***** didn't come to play. This whore came to destroy and to destroy with a vengeance . She proved that evil can put on a robe, crawl up in a pulpit, welcome.
This ogre proved that she can take down a family dynasty. Utterly destroy it, secretly, continue blocking blessings, bating them all down, for 87 years! Could put a .38 bullet in a saint's heart. Get clean away and laugh. Be beloved, called pastor, mother of the church.
Martha Jane Walters, et al, is not the problem. The problem of this world is blindness, deafness, ineptness. Too many incompetents, too many undeserving, in high places, making wrong decisions.
Come Jesus.
[Excerpt from The JR WALTERS CHRONICLES August 23, 2014 All rights reserved.]
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