satan does more than give you opportunities to serve him, s/he invites you, entices you, literally tricks you. You inadvertently help satan by being willful, full pride, deceitful by lying to yourself. The sad, sad fact is the more you help satan, plot evil, lie, and do wrong, the more you hate yourself. The more you hate yourself the more you put on, the more you envy. It is a vicious cycle brought on by your wrong decisions and missed opportunities.
I will be the first to admit that my mother was truly and enigma, a very complicated woman. Very capable of winning your love. Not just for her beauty , but for her personality and sense of humor. But out of no where, with out warning, she would become the greatest, sickest, diabolical, sadistic, ravenous monster ever unleashed on this earth!
The only proof I have is us, her six children, f***** up! That "stanking b****" put a hurt on us from before our birth and continued to taunt, harass, menace, confuse and destroy us until the day she finally expired. Expired as in time up!
My mother was beautiful, charming and extremely talented. I am sure she was the apple of her daddy's eye. I know her mother made her a princess. She was never allowed to wash dishes, clothes or do any form of house work. Her mother said she was going to make sure her daughter would never have to wash white men's "shitty draws".
An idle mind is the devil's worship. Brilliant Martha, (at least she was brilliant by Wade Station standards) grew into an extremely corrupt, diabolically cruel, extremely immoral sadist. Martha lived to hate and destroy secretly. I don't think her desire to be closeted had anything to do with shame or embarrassment. She didn't want people to know because that would complicate future plots. If we ever truly knew her black demonic heart we would have shunned her like Jesus told us to.
My mother was an awesome writer. When I was eight years old I discovered a book of poetry complete with illustrations she must have completed as a college assignment. (She did attend prestigious Virginia Union University very briefly). There was so much genius in her work, the penmanship, the word flow, the art work. I was impressed. I was so impressed, I made up my mind to do the exact same thing. But, I wasn't waiting to get grown. I started writing, committing my thought s paper right then.
The man my mother married was too short for her, much too black, too country, too ignorant, etc. This is what my mother screamed at him every day! "Whored" around on him notoriously. (Now this is nearly 60 years before Jerry Springer and Maury) Beat, brutalized and pistol whipped him on the regular .
This "ignut nigger" in a fit of rage destroyed all of her writing, her art, her pictures, her memories. Both perverts, they remained married for ten years, enjoying a double life of living in the church all day every Sunday and practicing demonic , lustful, lunatic sexual debauchery during the the rest of the week.
Why am I telling you? Just pulling your coat, just giving you some insight into satan's diabolical plan.
Now I want you to do what you in your hear of hearts want to do. As for me I'm praying. I am on my knees. I read and study my Bible. I am in the WORD. Be abundantly blessed today and every day of your life and may your life be long. Praise the LORD!
[Excerpt from The JR WALTERS Chronicles September 18, 2014 All rights reserved.]
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