The nerve! B****! I wasn't yours, your plaything. What pisses me off, even now, you knew better! You common muthaf******! Ho'they don't fall lower than you! I can't wait for Almighty GOD to whoop yo' stanking ass!
You knew better! You sure did! Your "so called secrecy" proved it. I call it "so called" because you didn't mind any one knowing, it was the telling that you objected to.
I am 63 and still not right in the head. Yea, I know you were never right in the head either b****! Not one f****** day of my entire life, of your entire long life! The world's nastiest, foulest housekeeper. ( You just did that because you didn't want me to invite any friends over. You sure got your wish on that score. Trifling ! I have been washing my own clothes since age 5!)
We put up with you because we did genuinely love you, were totally blind to your faults. All of us were brain washed and your dutiful slaves, everyone but me, loyal to this very day!
I am very ashamed of you now. Not, so much for the filth you did, for taking down an entire dynasty. I am ashamed of you for teasing me, teasing us. Becoming an ordained minister as a ploy, for a joke, to disrespect GOD. Flim-flaming us, making us truly believe you were something you never had any true desire to be or become.
True you never respected anyone or anything! You were a horrible woman. I knew, but I refused to know because I just could not bring myself to my awful truth. It was a hard journey, one that I put off for my entire life. Seriously, I (think ) I knew, I think I recognized that demon seed in you as young as age 2.
You know that you could have prayed for His Holy Spirit! You didn't! You didn't because you simply didn't want it. You were dumb enough, niggerish, enough to think your dumb black ghetto country ass was winning! You really knew that you weren't winning. That you were exploiting that much younger man for his check!
That was the life you choose, ... prostitute, con-artist, root worker, jack leg preacher, LIAR! So, why be ashamed? Why harm us? Why block our blessings? Look at the long wonderful life you could have enjoyed if you had just trusted GOD, quelled that sick envy and jealousy.
XXX forgave you. He would have become a great doctor, very wealthy. No, you preferred your "stank", lying, low sneaky life, blaming everything including the weather, on me! You still did it! You still guilty you "stank ho'"! I know you ain't gon' try and drag yo' old ass up to heaven talking' 'bout "GAWD you didn't giv' me 'nuf time! Duh white man robbed me! He wuz prejudice 'gaisnt me! Duh world too hard on a nigga!"
I'm mad because you knew better! You knew all the time why XXX stayed away! B****! You had the nerve to steal 10,000 dollars from YYYY and claim you loaned it to XXX! You took that lie to your grave!
Yes, I'm pressing on the Upward Way! Burn B****! Thank you for the good times, a sense of humor. LOL! And thank you for your mistreatment! GOD knew what I needed.
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