Just how "retarded" did Mathy Jane think I was? Or did she really believe she was that smart, that devious, that manipulative? She did have a hypnotizing smile and absolutely no fear of anything evil and repulsive.
When I think about it, the day little Mathy Jane smashed that puppy between two bricks , it was over for us, over for me, over for the entire Walters clan. We lived in mortal fear! Small children forced to watch bloody beatings. Badly beaten and brutalized ourselves, constantly confused by the infrequent gifts and bribes. Mathy professed undying love while she dug ditches, pits, told notorious lies, and left a trail of her "dust" every where she visited , coveted or lusted. Martha made us feel it was a privilege to kiss her "yalla" ass because we were so hideously black!
That is exactly what the evil slave master did, obliterated any hope for self love or true self esteem. All slaves were forced to gather around and watch the savage brutality meted out by the black overseer.
That ensured the self hatred that afflicts most black people today. If a person is ignorant they should seek knowledge. Stop absorbing every ignorant excuse and lie in order to justify your corruption, your silence, your stupidity. Pay attention. "Study to show yourself approved." Every answer you need is in that Book!
Think critically. Quit nodding your head and agreeing with satan himself because he wears a dress, is androgynous.
Warning! Now is not a good time to pretend that you don't know, that my message or blog has caught you unawares. When the whole world finally knows and recognizes my truth, what will you say then?
There is an old Blues song, one of the lyrics is ; "don't send me no bad news." Some "Bad News" is for your protection. GOD wants you to know how evil some people are, can be. He wants you to know that some people hollering "LORD! LORD!" don't mean it.
"Know ye the truth!"
[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES September 24, 2014 All rights reserved.]
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