"A stiff-neck people"

Those are the people you can NOT tell any thing.  All descendants of Doubting Thomas, I am sure.  It is heart breaking, crushing.  It will enrage you if you fail to pray.  Prayer is the answer.

It is a mind numbing blow from satan.   Never forget Job lost everything before his faithfulness was seen, rewarded and known as purely genuine.  "Why don't you curse GOD and die , already?"

Just give up the ghost Rachel!  Little black ass bastard!  Your mother told you, society told you,  every one you have every known, (except for your grandfather), has told you repeatedly for 63 years, that you are too black, too outspoken, too truthful, too honest, too racist, too short, too old, too vulgar, too something.

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Well world, I have news for you!  GOD did not bring me through the greatest, longest, most diabolical nightmare,  unknown to mankind, to just forget it!  The hell you preach!  That's why you dumb ass field and house niggers remained in slavery (4 million of you "jest wait on duh LAWD" niggers, in the freest , most Democratic nation, from 1619, until NOW!)

Now we are all some (Blanety- blank) slaves!  We are all lock stepping for that filthy lucre.  Yea, I can talk shit now because I am finally free!  Don't have to hit that Deathway called a highway.  Don't have to take no shit off of no 34 year old online educated so-called administrator.


I certainly do not have to grin and bear  it with parents I want to grab in their ****ing- phony-up-to-their-ass-in-debt-flossing-want-to-be-bossing asses.  Oh,  the things I wish I could have said to some parents as I trudged that road of "Lowered expectations and 'Phonied' up Test Results"

Sure, my mother treated me like pure shit for 62 years!  But she gave me the best alter ego in the entire world, Ms D. The Run Away Teacher.  I love her!  I write jokes for her all day long.  She is a hoot.

Look, it is your life.  You can divide yourselves into competing teams,  if you want to.  You can live the same predatory, unsaved, unrepentant,  secretly GOD hating , PATHOLOGICAL LYING life if you want to.

Bottom line, it is still spiritual.  Many are called and few are chosen.  Roy Orbison, one of the greatest musicians to ever live, experienced more than his share of heartbreak in his life.  Thus the dark glasses and he always wore black with his jet black hair.  His entire family perished in a house fire.

Some of us lose love ones slowly, over time.  Some in one tragic moment.  We all have to leave here one day.  Of course, most will leave lying, hating, deceiving and being deceived.  What ever floats your boat.  I prefer GOD, The LORD Jesus Christ.  I can NOT and will not compromise on that issue.

Serve the one you want to serve.  Martha was much too cowardly and sneaky to ever admit hat she loved satan, diabolical evil was her preference.  But, do it better than Martha.  Live the life you want to live.  But, do so honestly.  Hate out loud, never lie or seek to deceive.

All deceivers suffer.  They must look in the mirror.  Martha had a conscience, but she loved herself the most and her guilt was soon forgotten as she moved on to the next plot, collected some more dust or told more lies.