I can understand it ...

So sad, but so true.  Destiny, fate, "it is what it is", "It is going to be what it is going to be."

I lost count of the number of times I caught my grandfather crying.  He never boo-hooed.  He never made a sound.  I would catch him some where alone, tears streaming down his face, locking under his strong, stoic chin.

I am sure he was crying over that wayward daughter, that beautiful, brilliant beast, that insisted that she was smarter than her "ignut, country, farmer ass daddy".  She didn't need him or his GOD!

He told me often, you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make him drink.  He also said; "Every tub must sit on it's own bottom."

• a hard head makes a soft ass
• niggas buy whut dey want, beg fuh what dey need
• a man's bounds are set, it's fate.  When a man come here, he gon' be whut he gon' be.
• we are saved by Grace
• Jesus will fix it             

Do remember that "we die daily".  GOD is merciful, He intercedes on our behalf while we are yet unawares.  He comforts our broken hearts.

He also warns us, gives us a heads up, a "knowing".

I know that He didn't give it to every one.  But does a person, a normal, regular human being,  have to go through,  what I went through, experience what I suffered so mightily, for so long, to care?

No, GOD told me that it is a choice, it is in fact Spiritual and not too many are going to have the right Spirit.  Not because they can't get, THEY DON'T WANT IT!

It is called FREE WILL!