The truth is my mother sincerely believed that there were only two kinds of people in the world; The Used and The Get Used, the "user" or the "use-ee", the used.
She set out to prove her theory right and did. The unfortunate consequence she thought she could live with was, self-hate, self-doubt, a type of paranoia. I laugh when I think about all the plates of food she brought home from her "best friend's" house and deposited directly in the trash.
We both knew why she wasted that food she had just raved about in the woman's face. Hoodoo. "As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he." Of course she thought *Delia was "rooting" her. Because she was rooting *Delia. It all makes sense now.
Truthfully, Martha was possessed by such or so many raging diabolical spirits, she had to die, in order to be known. There is no way on this earth I would have written or told this much in this blog, had that horrid whore, still been living.
It is one thing to suspect your mother of evil, but when you know. When you know, you know. When you creep around her house on egg shells, spooked by every foreign sound, smell, wondering if you should eat the food. Always; "Did she eat it?" lay in the recesses of your common sense.
Hilarious my ass! satan went too far with this one. You will have to go into your secret closet on this one. You will have to fast and pray for forty days and nights, on this one. Mathy's demon is not one that can be ignored or wished away. Gird up your loins buddy! This generational curse must be faced!
I shall say this to all my kit and kin, if you had a relationship, a friendship, with that known hoodoo woman, please get baptized! And always Praise the LORD!
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