"Nobody wants you"; is a message from

the evil doer.  "We the people" born into the clutches of such women do have to bear excruciatingly painful rejection .  The greatest tragedy is having such a disgustingly evil mother, secondly discovering not one person on this earth cares.

 The worse part of any helpless child's plight is that they are taken advantage of before they know the score.  It is like taking candy from a baby because it is taking "candy" from a baby.  It is wrong, it is cowardly and you will not get away.

Who is worse, the child abuser, the baby beater/rapist or the people that remain mum, terrified into stunned silence? You have culpability because you have knowledge.  You too are tainted! You can not get away. You must make a decision .  You must be hot or cold.

The most important lesson I keep trying to teach myself is love, "self love".  I am full of self loathing, of   self neglect,  of not loving myself.  The self love we develop for ourselves is modeled by our mothers.  If our mothers deliberately hate us covertly, slyly, stealthily and unendingly,  we do have a difficult time believing we even deserve self love.

By the Grace of GOD I found love.  First my grandfather, Jerome Walters then my daughter.  I'm winning! I'm beaming!

Praise the LORD!