"Time changes all things."

Nothing remains the same.  Life demands a cycle.  The blossom blooms only once. There are some women too jealous to give up their seat as princess.  Evil whores that demand to be king, queen and princess.

My mother was born at a time when no man wanted to admit he was abused by his wife.  Men beaten by their wives, just cowered and obeyed.  The same as a battered woman.  When small children witness brutal beatings such as the ones my mother meted out they learn silence is their best option, best defense.  Soon they forget, just absorb the horrendous shit and move on.

"Time changes all things."  Abusive psychotic women can be revealed.  Many will accept the warning revealing  such mothers, such pastors and heed.  Not every one up preaching, praying, laying on hands, is good.  You better start discerning.  You better start thinking for yourself.  Is hate in it?

Hatred is not in my testimony.  Vile language, sure.  That is the way I talk. That is the authentic, real, honest to goodness me.  It is how I feel.

I did falsely believe I was alone in my pain once.  Not so.  For some reason these hideous whores are a plague on our world.  I chalk it up to our collective silence.  The nerve of my mother basing her popularity on our demise while she kept  her sorry life top secret.

I was shocked but pleased when I returned after my nine year break to learn she finally claimed her son as her son.  For years he was her "brother".  Call him her son and get cussed out! That was going to be a three day none stop tirade for sure.  And a "root".  Just move along.  Let this slut have her way. Pray for adulthood.  Pray for independence. Pray to escape.

Evil doers are never going to do right.  What you witness an evil doer do unto others they are going to do unto you.   "There is honor among thieves."  That's a lie.  Another myth perpetuated from movies.

For some reason we learned, we were taught to believe ignoring Martha's extremely evil wrong doing would be to our benefit and she assured us that she would never do that kind of evil to us, personally.  Martha always justified every evil act she plotted.  This person or that person had done such and such, had disrespected her therefore her "rooting" was justified.

Invariably Martha's target would fall upon some very "bad luck".  No matter, Mathy  was taking credit for it.  I saw my damn knee! I saw what the bitch could do! MURDERED her own Daddy! "From such stay away!"

That is the way of the evil doer.  My mother was fond of defending why she did not help the poor.  "Jesus said the po' you will have with you always."  How do you stretch that scripture into justifying your stinginess?

Sure,  Jesus told us the poor will always be with us because the greedy and manipulative will always be  with us.  The simple and easily lead will always be with us.

Women like my mother are a dime a dozen .  There are too many, they are too prolific.

"Come ye out from among them."