There is Joy!

Get this, catch on quickly.  I call it a "brain worm", a negative debilitating idea or image deliberately placed in your head by a closet evil doer.  The reason is always the same, sabotage .  The evil doer is a semi-closet imp, an out of control demon that just happens to be kin, a loved one.

If you are like me you will be very old before you finally catch on.  Yes, that succubus is that good.  Not, "good" as in anything positive, just the opposite, diabolically evil.  World, when a woman can murder her own father and her hand never so much as shake, her voice never quiver, you have an ABOMINATION FROM THE DEPTHS OF HELL!

If you escape you are blessed.  I am blessed.  I have joy.  Sure, I suffered.  We all suffer.  Life is suffering, struggling.  We struggle in the "birth canal".  The most important thing you can do as a human being is observe, discern, obey GOD"S voice.  Discern and distinguish GOD'S voice from man's.

Do so quickly.  If hate is in it, GOD is not in it.

Dear Right Wing Evangelical Christians; there is no such thing as a SUPERIOR RACE, superior gender, superior culture.  You can NOT cherry pick GOD"S Word.  If you see "color" you need to pray for deliverance from that demonic spirit.

Yes, we must all pray for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit.  We must nurture that spirit tenderly everyday.  Praise the LORD! We must humble ourselves, we must submit and permit GOD to guide us.

We must pray for Almighty GOD to destroy that "brain worm" successfully planted in your head during conception.

I was born for Greatness

If I am to Be

What I want to Be

It is up to ME!

It is imperative that you finally define yourself, love yourself.  Please be the real authentic You that you want to be.  Please hurry and put all the pieces of your puzzle together.  To this day I am still fascinated by my mother's evil.  It was HORRID!  Our collective fear, our collective refusal to face it, to stand up to her did not help us.  If anything we were all greatly hindered on purpose.

That is how childish and immature Mathy always was.  If she wasn't going to be number one, the center of attention, if people were not going to be bowing, floundering and worshipping at her feet , it wasn't going down.

No one was OUT DOING  Mathy Jane! No matter what subterfuge Martha had to use to destroy you, she was willing.  What ever method Martha had to use to fool the masses, to keep us entertained pretending we believed her bullshit, she was using.  Including primitive ignorant methods of "voodoo". 

Actually a pretty brilliant move on Mathy's and satan's part.  How do you tell that? How do you reveal such evil without the world thinking you are a first class idiot? Especially when that imp preaches, has a license.  So!  Evil is evil and evil can NOT hide behind good, behind the Cross!

"Come ye out from among them."