Ain't Understanding Mellow

Understanding is certainly mellow. It is "mellow-er"  if some one understands you, if some have the courage,  to not only recognize the truth but,  help you call out the evil doers.

"Twenty-twenty" hindsight reveals an extremely mentally disturbed woman/child, a demonic brute locked in the mind of a simple eight year old.  A person that was a "woman" by chronological standards, status and occupation.  While rendered purely infantile by  all emotional standards: jealous, lying, destructive, greedy.

That was prison enough.  Martha's deeply disturbed mental condition was punishment enough for her never ending paranoid jealous plots.

Her feet were swift to run to mischief no matter what. Martha enjoyed disrespecting her, shaming her,  father much too much.  She was indeed sadistic.  If was as if she derived some secret joy, some secret pleasure from breaking his heart, for using him for his "check".

It is all predicted, prophesied in GOD's Word.  Martha lucked out being born into a family so rooted and grounded in slave mentality.  People so accustomed to never ending pain and degradation, Martha was "par for the course".  " Love, suffer, forgive."  It is very unfortunate that so many people are still stuck in that cycle.

Just who taught us to ; "Love, suffer, forgive"? Our tormentors! Notice, they never suffer.

She was our mother. She was ignorant, loud, lying and 'hoeish.  She was a brute but, we didn't "snitch".  She taught us that,  well.  It didn't matter if we did snitch, she was not going to admit it.  She was going to lie, to get away.  Then she was going to turn around and afflict you FOREVER!

My daughter  is right, we should have "offed" the bitch! We should have worked together.

In  our defense, it is ALL in Divine Order! I am pleasantly surprised and honored that I didn't turn out worse.  I 've done better than most people , people with "normal" families and very few ever gave me a leg up.

I do bristle still, I still have horrific nightmares recalling the sick physical and sexual abuse.  Martha may have pretended she didn't know any better, she played a brilliant "coon",   For some reason she always had sense enough to never get caught.

Any mongrel too smart to get caught in their filth,  has sense enough to not do the filth they lie about and attempt to cover up.

Some people are just poison, snakes in the woodpile.  Some of us are born into families we need to leave immediately!  Look around, discern.  Are they trifling? Do they lie and steal? Are they envious, jealous? Do they start drama? Are they loud? Vulgar? Why are you still there?

"Get away from your people and your people's people.  Go into a far country."  Don't look back. Don't be racist! Seek people on your level.  Love yourself! Don't squander your youth then work feverishly to destroy every one else's dream because you were foolish.

This Earth is the LORD's and the fullness thereof.  If 1% of this world's population owns and controls 99% of this world's wealth while 99% of the population wars over the 1% , the 1% permit the 99% to keep, good.

"We all get our just and honest due on this planet Earth."

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"