Yes, we are all dragging a rusty ball and chain, racism. Deep irrational hatred for people we don't know and claim we don't want to know. We all know it is an evil spirit yet, we hold on to it.
Why? We have nothing else. We are all lazy, few are willing to study, to actually earn a degree. Most people cheat, buy degrees. Wear their titles proudly, just as dumb as tRump.
My mother was an evil racist, tried to teach me to be one. Perhaps she would have succeeded if I had been the "right color". Now that my mother is safely dead I can see she was never truly color struck at all. "Color" and "good hair" was all she had.
Martha was not about to read a book! She would read a book on witchcraft, voodoo and conjure but she was not about to cultivate her evil carnal mind on any intellectual philosophy. Not even the Bible and she preached!
Yes, my mother squandered her "virginity" by age eight. Was it rape as she claimed? Was Martha a little Lolita? Her morals were always quite low. She was always quite sadistic and she was never wrong.
Luckily for Martha, tragically for us, every one just feared her. People feared my mother just like she was Lucifer in the flesh. (Satan was Martha Jane Walters wearing my mother's skin. Evil incarnate wearing a dress , a wig and Fashion Fare.)
I am up early again this morning. No matter what, I love to get up early, enjoy a cup of Columbian coffee, pray and meditate. I Thank GOD for the strength, the courage to do exactly that for thirty years, attempting to "teach", to educate.
Yes, I fell in among thieves. How could I not, born to a viper. To this day I feel sorry for any man (or woman) that "got with" my mother. S/He surely lived to rue the day.
She is in Proverbs, she is that whore that bats her long luscious lashes, bids you to come in to her, then reduces you to a crust of bread. Do know that whore is someone's mother. Do know that lying beast knows no boundaries. Do know that if Jesus had met my mother at the well, she would have beat Jesus' ass.
Martha had no manners, no respect for anyone in eighty-seven years. Sure she knew better, evil was her choice. That is something truly righteous people fail to grasp, to comprehend, to understand.
If people are dumb enough to nod yes, to listen to , to co-operate with so called lawmakers lining their pockets with bribe money from the NRA, witness so many mass shootings we have lost count, and simply send prayers and condolences, we deserve to suffer.
My family deserved to suffer the madness of Mathy Jane. We deserve our Mathy Jane Experience. We feared! That slut would strip you naked, gag you, tie you up and beat you viciously, beat you bloody. She would make the innocent parties watch and worse of all we were forbidden to ever tell anyone.
Yes, she was an incestuous pedophile slut that drug us to church every Sunday and I'm still mad.
Yes, I'm up early thanking the Dear LORD for "traumatic amnesia". We all need traumatic amnesia if we are to experience any joy while waiting on the Rapture.
Yes, I'm up early thanking GOD for all of my good days, all the days I failed to realize what a hopeless demonic whore my mother was. I thank GOD for all the good days I taught hungry minds brilliantly!
Brothers, if you still fear a dead demon, you deserve to suffer.
Racism is truly a ball and chain, irrational jealousy hidden by fake religion. There is no way any Christian could ever be a tRump lover. No one on this earth is that fucking stupid. You may fear him, be absolutely terrorized! Afraid to go against the gain, to walk alone.
It could be you are just another jealous hater. You have no true talent, no true gifts so you do all you can do to block others. You block people because you are "running on empty". You lack self-love. You lack self-love because you do not love The Holy Spirit.
The Holy Spirit is foreign to you. You are not attracted to it, nor it to you. So!? Quit lying, quit denying. PRAY! STUDY! FAST! PURGE!
There is no way any real Christian, a true Christ lover, would dare tell me to honor the likes of my mother! To keep silent, to bury my pain with a fake phony smile, to grin and bear it. The Holy Spirit taught me better.
REVERSE THE CURSE!
"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"
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