Love and Happiness

"Love and Happiness is not yours to give."; would have been the words on my lips for my mother if I had known what she was up to.

For some reason Martha Jane Walters felt that every human being that grew in her corrupt womb was indeed her property,  to do with as she pleased. She could flush your worthless flesh down the toilet or she could keep you for her "particular needs".  One thing for sure, your life was never going to to be yours. At best, you could be an extension of her, a pathological liar, a "root worker", closet homosexual, sadistic, mentally ill and insufferable.

Something just as evil and corrupt or you could be  her footstool.  Just someone to blame when some of her "hoodoo" backfired in her lying face.

My mother's demand for extreme dominance may have seemed alright in normal "mother-child" relationships, not ours.

In our case it was extremely tragic because Martha was a full fledged monster, an abomination unto GOD! Not only was Mathy   a closet homosexual, she was a closet pervert, a closet sadist. a closet practitioner of voodoo, conjure. Martha loved to work "roots". Nothing ever gave her greater joy than actually believing she was controlling shit.

On the surface, it may appear so to many. She claimed to have "rooted" all of her husbands.  But, what did she get, other than a "check"?

The first one , was old and blind. Why didn't your "roots" get you that fine man you eyed? And damn! He soon got rid of your worthless lazy ass!

So, you find a second victim, this time,  too young, this time one sick ass, ignorant ass pervert.

"Your attitude does determine your altitude."  Martha you had a bad attitude! You were not only a lying bully, you were sadistic, selfish, greedy, whorish. and MURDEROUS!   Yes, Mathy you were one messed up human being!

Worse, you failed to grasp the simple concept of love and happiness. Honesty,  was your missing ingredient. You lived a life of lies.  Nothing but lies and fabrication, nothing but blame and more lies.

You labeled me "The Snitch" when I was four years old! A label I was once ashamed to wear, I now wear it proudly.  You taught my family to hate me for always "telling", for always "running my mouth".

You encouraged my brothers to abuse me, to curse me, assault, hate me,  with your silent permission. I learned to fight! Yes, I became a warrior super woman!

"No Love" ; was the punishment meted out to me by you, my own mother,  because your ignorant ass claimed I was "too black".  Too black for whom, bitch? GOD made me! Why should Almighty GOD make something [HE] does not love?

Bitch! Just who the fuck did you think you were? What good did all your years and years of phony preaching do?  It didn't undo your filth!

You tried to get into the "Kingdom" unwashed!  Ass stanking! Unrepentant! You did not repent because you could not repent.  You could not repent because you were NOT sorry!  Dumb bitch, you were actually proud.

That's exactly what your dumb ass gets, what your dumb ass deserves!

Yes, you MURDERED  my grandfather! Just flat out shot him in the heart and got away.  Not, really.  We all know you did it, the shit is just too fucked up, too disturbing to deal with.  Who in this world wants to discuss "Conjure", Voodoo in the Twenty-First Century?

We ALL better! Sluts like Martha are not rare! They are many!!! Discern! Read! Study! Fast! Pray! Purge!

The Holy Spirit wants us ALL to know that we ALL have a right to win, to have abundant joy, Love, Peace and Happiness!

No viper can steal it. No mongrel can acquire a "license to preach" and consider herself a god, above The Holy Ghost! Martha you thought you were the user but, you are the one that got used!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"