Wish You Were Here

Never permit yourself to become so thirsty for love you volunteer to become some one's footstool.
Be very careful when you finally realize you were used, just a dirty dishrag for wo/men that refuse to love themselves.  People that lie, lack faith, refuse to believe love and righteousness a possibility on this earth.  Or at least that is the lame ass excuse the "wo/man" offers when caught.

"As a wo/man thinketh in his heart, so is he."  If you think you are unworthy, if you think you are something low and untrustworthy, that is what you are.

My grandfather always gave me his wallet for safe keeping when he was hospitalized.  This one act caused my mother to rage more than usual. She hated me for my honesty! She hated me for earning granddaddy's trust.

Why did it bother her? She bragged about how untrustworthy she was, always would be! Yes, my mother was always proud of how corrupt and immoral she in fact was.

Did Martha expect that fake preaching to save her, to erase her past? Not without an apology. We all must repent.

The longer I think about it, the more time I have to dwell on it,  to dissect it, the better I understand "it".  The more I understand , the more humble and grateful I grow. The Holy Spirit is indeed a way maker!

Looking back over my long life, recalling all of Martha's horrid acts, demonic behavior, leaves no doubt in my mind; "THERE IS A GOD!"  Not only was my mother a deeply disturbed lunatic sadistic slut, the whore suffered with irrational, unjustifiable jealousy for everyone!

Martha Jane Walters had NO morals! No, not one! Had the nerve to live eighty-seven years talking about every one else's lack of morality.  Calling every one else a deplorable viper! She was common. I do understand why she could not seek help.

Not, sure why she could not stop, could not change but,  was always brilliant enough to get away, to never be suspected.

A fake preacher! The nerve! The fake preachers, teachers, coaches have had a good run. There time is up now,  Roy Moore! "Time changes all things".

"KNOW YOUR TRUTH AND BE SET FREE!"

• Love and trust The HOLY SPIRIT!
• Love and trust yourself
• Seek
• Study
• Pray
• Fast 
• Purge
• LOVE YOURSELF ENOUGH TO PLUCK YOUR RIGHT EYE OUT IF IT OFFENDS THEE

 My mother was my right eye!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"