"Be not envious."

Scripture warns us against being envious, covetous. Please don't. Focusing on, desiring the talents and gifts of others will cause  nothing but grievous injury to those you purport to love.  You will end up ruining you life and causing nothing but grief and misery every where you go,  as long as you live.  What GOD has for you , is for you.

Do YOU dumb ass! Live YOUR life, stop trying to block blessings! You are not GOD. You are not a god. You are an idiot! Be ashamed, bow down, come humbly to the Cross! Stop lying! Stop denying.

I must admit that my life minus my Mathy Jane Experience grows brighter every day. No, I had no earthly idea any one could be so common, so lying, so deceitful, so absolutely putrid,  for so long.

She was. She finally died. Praise the LORD!

Am I still jaded, still cautious, do I still rage from time to time? Yes. But she's dead! Really dead, actually rotting in the ground as I type.  Praise the LORD!

I must laugh, every thing that low whore did to me, to torment me BACKFIRED! EVERYTHING!

I do pray for my fellow victims. I am astonished. They all know better. We ALL hated that stanking  low-'hoeish-slut with a passion! Why they insist on pretending in this last hour of their destroyed lives , does cause me some concern but, I refuse to drown in their boat. 

Was she trying  to cover for being just another common lascivious whore? Was she ever ashamed of her proclivities for carnal, sadistic demonic behavior? No! Martha was one happy demon.  The only thing that ever bothered Martha was criticism. She was not to be criticized by any one for anything, EVER.PERIOD! Shut the fuck up! Compliment her, give her many gifts. Sacrifice your life to make her horrid life livable.

 Be something lower than that slut. Let her pretend to be a loving caring mother. sister, daughter, pastor. All garbage, all rubbish. "You black ass niggas better not nevah tell shit that go on in dis house!"

Why did she say that? Repeat that shit daily for eighty-seven years? She knew who she was! That whore tried to sex traffic me. THAT LOW WHORE FOR SATAN DID SEX TRAFFIC ME, US!  

THAT STANKING LOW WHORE FOR SATAN SOLD US TO HER PERVERTED HUSBAND WHEN WE WERE STILL SMALL CHILDREN! SHE SOLD US FOR COINS!
ROT SLUT!!!

Something went very wrong, very early  in Martha's life. Something rendered her the vilest, lowest, most despicable vermin to ever live. I can certainly understand why she was kept a deep dark secret.

If there was ever a clever demon that had to be endured to end, Martha Jane Walters, was. The things my mother did to us were unheard of, unmentionable in the fifties, sixties, seventies, eighties, nineties, through out the twentieth Century.

Granddaddy used to warn her daily; "Time change all things dawthur."  Martha was warned, chose to rage and hate, to hit and hide, duck and dodge, conjure and lie.  Dig pits, entice, annihilate and destroy,  all under the guise of an ORDAINED MINISTER. All under the camouflage of loving mother, sister, daughter, aunt, cousin.

Martha was never more than a vile predator, NEVER!

She's dead now. I can finally exhale. PRAISE THE LORD!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"