Is This Love?

Is this love? Human beings crowding buildings every Sunday, praising and praying to a "Being" they can't see,  while simultaneously reeking with vile putrid  hatred for their fellow man , claiming they are the wrong color.

Look dumb ass racists,  "The Holy Spirit" is NOT color struck! The Holy Spirit has no interest in color, ethnicity, rank, gender or material wealth. If you are a follower of tRump you are a LIAR and the truth is not in you.

First of all "Church" is not in that building, it is in your heart. No, you can't see it but you can sure feel it.  Yes, many are called, few are chosen. The Jesus you seek is in your heart and we all break Jesus' heart when we follow ignorant mongrel miscreants like tRump, like my mother.

If you really believe Donald J. Trump to be brilliant, a wise leader and you pledge your allegiance to him , you are a fool. "Get thee behind me satan!"

Judas betrayed Jesus with a kiss. My own mother did the exact same thing.  She loved to hug and kiss us when she wasn't beating the hell out of us.

 Martha Jane Walters was never more than a selfish sadistic mongrel whore. She was indeed satan's lowest whore .  The saddest part of my reality is finally accepting the fact Martha was what she was,  because that is what she wanted to be.

I am so brokenhearted, completely broken, shattered ,  knowing the woman that I always truly loved, was never worthy of my love, never deserved it.  I really loved my mother for far too long. Yes, she deliberately hurt me over and over for sixty-two years yet, I clung to a "love ", a lie, that was never going to be.

Martha had NO MORALS! NONE! "NOT NAR'UN!" Sure,  she had "Game", she was a "con-artist", was always full of mischief. MARTHA WAS A REPROBATE.  GOD RELEASED HER OVER TO A REPROBATE MIND YEARS AND YEARS BEFORE ANY OF US WERE BORN. 

She was indeed a pedophile, a sexual predator!  She loved to sexually abuse children. No, you could not be too young, too small , too precious , for Martha to violate.

Martha lived eighty-seven years with only one rule; "Nun'of you black muthafuckers bed'not nevah tell a muthafucking thang dat go on in dis house!"

That was it. I call it Martha's Law, it worked.  Of all the people Martha raped, assaulted, robbed, ripped off, deliberately humiliated and destroyed,  I am the "lone wolf". FUCK THAT BITCH! I HATE THAT MUTHAFUCKER! LOW LIFE PIECE OF DOG SHIT!

Am I mad, angry, raging,  about all of the abuse, sexual, physical, and financial , she inflicted covertly?  Perhaps, on bad days.  That bothers me some but,  nothing causes me to hate her more than knowing that LOW WHORE FOR sATAN SUCCESSFULLY MURDERED MY GRANDFATHER!

THE SLUT GOT AWAY WITH IT! I'm angry that I am the only grandchild, descendant, remnant  of Jerome and Rachel Walters,  willing to reveal that vile whore!

Yes, she was a dumb , demonic whore that always bragged about how much she was winning. She was a terrorizing beast,  hiding in the "Church" , LYING, FORNICATING, MURDERING , CHUNKING DUST!

Martha never tired of bragging about how white she looked. Always capitalizing on her skin color to lure and enslave the stupid gullible people that worshiped her.  tRump is doing the exact same thing, dividing, judging, ranking, lying, smearing, spreading hatred, glorifying in the pain he deliberately inflicts.

If you think following the likes of tRump to be love, go ahead. If any one in my family dares think hiding and cloaking for a dead demon will bring them peace, pleasure or prosperity, you better think again.

If you ever learned anything in all of your years of worship in a "Church" , I hope you learned to come boldly to the Throne of Grace. Come boldly bearing nothing but the pure truth.

My own mother deliberately volunteered to become a satanist, a ravenous wolf,  because she only lived to please herself, to look good, wear the finest clothes, drive the finest cars, live in the finest house.  While deliberately robbing every one she knew of any possibility of love, peace or happiness.

She may have appeared to be winning to many for a very long time.  No, no, no, Martha was never more than a demonic loser. I'm glad she's dead! Of course, I hate she ever lived but, then how would I have ever known?

Born to a "normal" mother I never would have questioned the hypocrisy of the "Church". I am sure I would have never read the Bible. I'm laughing because without Martha I would have been among the lost. Dumb ass people that think GOD is some invisible "White Man" in a"Heaven" taking attendance, counting tithes and condemning people to hell for uttering vulgar words.

Without suffering under the lash of that demon , I would have been as racist as most people. The worse of the worse,  could have happened to me, I could have been a tRump supporter. How dreadful! This entire world shall RUE  the day our government chose to ignore this Jim Jones character.

I know I rue the day I didn't leave at age eighteen like my grandfather told me. I rue the day I lied to GOD. I promised GOD that if [HE] allowed me to see my eighteenth birthday, I would never come back.

I lied. LORD, I'm sorry, please forgive me.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"