Shhhhhhhh! Come here, let me tell you a secret. HE chose me! Praise the LORD he plucked me out of the muck and the mire. HE stopped the devil in his tracks. I'm so excited I don't know how to act. Growing up I used to listen to all of those old Gospel songs. I sang right along with the choir and the records; "...it just won't let me hold my peace." "...He's able, just keep holding on...It's JESUS! It's JESUS! It's JESUS...there is POWER in the name, there is deliverance in the name."
Do not dismiss what I tell you as some ignorant nonsense. I know what I know. I was a small child and that woman had a very bad habit of brutalizing and beating us sometimes on a daily basis. I understand now that she was frustrated and burdened down with five children that she didn't want. That's my guess. I really don't know why she beat us, but beat us she did. This was in the fifties, there was no 911, there were no abuse hot lines, there was no one to call. But for some reason I had sense enough to call on the name of JESUS!
I got the Holy Ghost! I was a small child but I would shout and praise the LORD. I would run around the apartment leaping and hollaring. I would do a Holy Ghost "James Brown" spasmic dance. I clearly remember screaming;"Save Me JESUS!" I mean I got the "sho nuff" Holy Ghost. I don't know for sure, but I think I spoke in tongue.
My "mother" would get so tickled that she couldn't beat me. She would laugh and let me go. So I learned as a small child that there was POWER in that Name.
Don't forget that children. There is POWER in that name. Anything that you want, ask GOD for. Do you want your bills paid? Ask GOD. Do you want deliverance from sin? Ask GOD. What ever it is, ask GOD.
If your faith is weak ask GOD to strengthen you. If you are cowardly and ultimately defeated, stretch out your arms to our Living LORD.
Please know that you have to live right. You can not tithe your way into heaven. Your works will not get you there. It is not your beauty, your color, your race, your money, your fair speeches. Of course you know that you can not lie your way into heaven.
It is not hard to live right. That is a lie from the devil. It is not hard to obey GOD's WORD. Getting His Word may prove to be a little difficult if you are depending on "preachers" to deliver His WORD.
My grandfather taught me by example. He read and studied his Bible everyday. I do the same. It excites me, it refreshes me, it guides me.
Thank you LORD for your WORD! Thank you for telling me to "Fear No Man!"
Help our children LORD. Help our poor lost "throwed away" babies. Teach them LORD, lead and guide them every step of the way. Open their blinded eyes LORD. Unstop their deaf ears. Remove every stumbling block from their path. REVERSE EVERY CURSE LORD! Pour out your blessings upon us LORD. Forgive us of our sins LORD! Teach us how to pray and fast LORD. Teach us how to Love one another.
My brilliant grandfather taught me so many wonderful things. He spoke the truth. He lived to be eighty-four years old and I never heard him tell one lie. He was an honest man and he would not lie. You might not like what he told you, but he always told you the truth.
My grandfather was murdered February 10, 1979. Shot dead through the heart with a
.38 pistol. I was devastated. I tell you I was brought low. I never want to experience that kind of pain again. Foolish people will say ;"Well he was old...he was going to die any way." Foolish people believe that he killed himself. There is a foolish woman that thinks she is going to get away with it. Please let me remind you that GOD is just and that He is mighty to Save.
Don't be afraid of the Truth children. Never let the devil intimidate you. Don't let the devil tell you to mind your own business. Don't let the devil tell you ;"What's done in the past, keep in the past!" Don't let the devil tell you;"It ain't gon do no good. Don't nobody care."
"Why she just now telling it?" the devil asks. For your information I have been telling this story since 1988. Nobody cared, nobody listened, so I thought. People do care and people will listen.
No, I do not want my mother prosecuted. What would be the point? A life sentence would not be long enough. She has already been punished beyond human endurance. Living a fake phony existence is the worst punishment I can think of.
Her life can do wonders for yours. Do not mess with "roots", sorcery, the occult, none of that madness. Do not lie, do not fabricate a fake existence and if you can't feel real love ask GOD to come into your heart. Ask Him for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit.
The most important message that I can give you is ; "Love the LORD with all your heart. Lean not to your own understanding. LOVE YE ONE ANOTHER AS I HAVE LOVED YOU!"
Pray for my poor "mother". I can see clearly what happened to her. She is double minded. She is neither hot or cold. Her faith is very weak. She can not trust GOD. The devil confused her and blinded her. The devil tricked her and snatched her away from her saviour's saving grace.
My mother and I have something in common. We were both violated by vile evil men. A demon got a hold of her and has used her many many years. Demons are real, read your Bible. Jesus cast out demonic spirits. He gave us the same power, read the book of Acts. You can't cast out a devil if you are afraid. And you can not cast out a demon where he is welcome. Come BOLDLY to the throne of grace. The only power the devil has over your life is the power you give him.
Be a Blessing! and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Sunday, January 9, 2011
There is POWER in the Name!
I tell you it was hot steamy tears that rushed down my cheeks this morning as I turned into the parking lot of the Potter's House. No, I was not crying for myself. I was crying for the defenseless innocent children that are being ravaged by vile creatures as we watch and pretend that no such thing exists. Or if if does exist it is not that bad and it only happens to low class undesirables.
Why is this still going on in 2011? The vile creatures are not the problem, WE are the problem! WE don't want to make a fuss. WE don't want to embarrass anyone. WE don't believe it. WE really don't care. WE are afraid. What will people say? What can I do?
I am going to tell you one more time, Call them out! Name them by name! Shine a spotlight on them!
There are too many lukewarm "Christians" serving GOD for their own purpose.
Did you go to church today? Did you go to serve or to be seen?
Do you study your Bible for yourself? Do not rely on some man or woman to interpret the Bible for you.
My "mother", a "preacher" told me not to read the book of Revelation; "Can't nobody understand it!" Well, the devil is a liar!
"These will make war with the Lamb, and the Lamb will overcome them, for He is LORD of Lords and KING of Kings, and THOSE WHO ARE WITH HIM ARE CALLED CHOSEN AND FAITHFUL." Revelation 17:14
If you are a child of GOD you can not do like everyone else. If you are His you obey His WORD, every WORD. If you are His you are full of LOVE, you can not hate. If you are His you understand that GOD has a purpose and a plan for your life. There is a great blessing that comes from obedience to His voice. There is POWER in His Name! Every tongue shall confess and every knee shall bow. That's Bible. That's not me. I am a messenger. I am a Truth Teller.
I do believe that our All Knowing, All Seeing GOD "permits" certain situations or circumstances for His own purpose.
"I tell the truth in Christ, I am not lying, my conscience also bearing me witness in the Holy Spirit, that I have great sorrow and continual grief in my heart." Romans 9:1 -2
Children do know that I have great sorrow and continual grief in my heart. I am healing, I am getting better. What hurts worse, the fact that my own "mother" was instrumental in the pain and anguish I have suffered my whole life or the fact that she is still a selfish reprobate and cares more for her cat? She can't help it. She is one that GOD lost.
"That is, those who are the children of the flesh, these are not the children of GOD; but the children of the promise are counted as the seed." Romans 9:8
Are you children of the "flesh" or are you children of the "promise"?
My poor "mother" is a child of the "flesh". She is a great liar. She is lost and can't be found. The poor woman is blind and deaf. She fell into the wrong hands. Granddaddy tried, you can lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink. It may be too late for her. But it is not too late for you.
Claim you blessing today. Come and get some of His Holy Ghost POWER; " that if you confess with your mouth the LORD Jesus and believe in your heart that GOD has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved." Romans 10:9
It is that easy. "For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the POWER of GOD." 1 Corinthians 1:18
I want you to know that your life is no joke children. You are on this earth for a reason. Don't let the devil tell you that I'm crazy or that I lost my mind. I want you to know that GOD saved me, He plucked me out of the muck and the mire.
PTL! for that scripture. I will admit that I am still ashamed of my life. I am ashamed of the things that happened to me, that happened to members of my family. I have experienced incredible pain my entire life, most of it at the hands of my "mother".
It is one of the most revolting gut wrenching stories that you've ever read. But GOD brought me through!
I tell you there is POWER in His Name!
Not only is there POWER in the Name, GOD makes intercession for us. (Romans 8:34) GOD looks out for us even when we don't know that we need His protection.
Do not fool yourselves children. There is some terrible evil on this earth. "...Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen, and has become a dwelling place of demons, a prison for every foul spirit and a cage for every unclean and hated bird." Revelation 18:2
Praise GOD I have suffered mightily on this earth. I was forced to experience some sick decadent things in my childhood, in my innocence. But GOD brought me through. I have a warning for the vile reprobates running around in sheep's clothing; Your time is Up. "Touch not my anointed."
I am writing this blog because I want the world to know that I am somebody. I am a child of the Most High King, I am a child of GOD.
I just want to tell that woman one thing. You had no right to mistreat me. You had no right to torture me. (You had no right to torment any of us. But I will not tell their story.)
You are evil and you are caught like a deer in the headlights. You think the whole world is stupid. You think that we are all your "tricks".
You came up with every reason in the world to violate me. I was a bastard, I was black, I was weak and wimpy, I was a blabber mouth, I didn't have good sense, I was a snake, I was sneaky, you were trying to teach me how to make money.
When finally caught you lied, you cursed, you worked "roots" and you lied some more and you are still lying. Lie on.
Yes I'm black, I'm illegitimate, I'm female, I'm poor, I'm old, I'm fat, but I am Blessed. You gave me a granddaddy that taught me and encouraged me to read the Bible. You gave me a loving nurturing grandfather that taught me to love the LORD.
"And I heard another voice from heaven saying, "Come out of her, my people, lest you share in her sins, and lest you receive of her plagues." Revelation 18:4
Why is this still going on in 2011? The vile creatures are not the problem, WE are the problem! WE don't want to make a fuss. WE don't want to embarrass anyone. WE don't believe it. WE really don't care. WE are afraid. What will people say? What can I do?
I am going to tell you one more time, Call them out! Name them by name! Shine a spotlight on them!
There are too many lukewarm "Christians" serving GOD for their own purpose.
Did you go to church today? Did you go to serve or to be seen?
Do you study your Bible for yourself? Do not rely on some man or woman to interpret the Bible for you.
My "mother", a "preacher" told me not to read the book of Revelation; "Can't nobody understand it!" Well, the devil is a liar!
"These will make war with the Lamb, and the Lamb will overcome them, for He is LORD of Lords and KING of Kings, and THOSE WHO ARE WITH HIM ARE CALLED CHOSEN AND FAITHFUL." Revelation 17:14
If you are a child of GOD you can not do like everyone else. If you are His you obey His WORD, every WORD. If you are His you are full of LOVE, you can not hate. If you are His you understand that GOD has a purpose and a plan for your life. There is a great blessing that comes from obedience to His voice. There is POWER in His Name! Every tongue shall confess and every knee shall bow. That's Bible. That's not me. I am a messenger. I am a Truth Teller.
I do believe that our All Knowing, All Seeing GOD "permits" certain situations or circumstances for His own purpose.
"I tell the truth in Christ, I am not lying, my conscience also bearing me witness in the Holy Spirit, that I have great sorrow and continual grief in my heart." Romans 9:1 -2
Children do know that I have great sorrow and continual grief in my heart. I am healing, I am getting better. What hurts worse, the fact that my own "mother" was instrumental in the pain and anguish I have suffered my whole life or the fact that she is still a selfish reprobate and cares more for her cat? She can't help it. She is one that GOD lost.
"That is, those who are the children of the flesh, these are not the children of GOD; but the children of the promise are counted as the seed." Romans 9:8
Are you children of the "flesh" or are you children of the "promise"?
My poor "mother" is a child of the "flesh". She is a great liar. She is lost and can't be found. The poor woman is blind and deaf. She fell into the wrong hands. Granddaddy tried, you can lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink. It may be too late for her. But it is not too late for you.
Claim you blessing today. Come and get some of His Holy Ghost POWER; " that if you confess with your mouth the LORD Jesus and believe in your heart that GOD has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved." Romans 10:9
It is that easy. "For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the POWER of GOD." 1 Corinthians 1:18
I want you to know that your life is no joke children. You are on this earth for a reason. Don't let the devil tell you that I'm crazy or that I lost my mind. I want you to know that GOD saved me, He plucked me out of the muck and the mire.
PTL! for that scripture. I will admit that I am still ashamed of my life. I am ashamed of the things that happened to me, that happened to members of my family. I have experienced incredible pain my entire life, most of it at the hands of my "mother".
It is one of the most revolting gut wrenching stories that you've ever read. But GOD brought me through!
I tell you there is POWER in His Name!
Not only is there POWER in the Name, GOD makes intercession for us. (Romans 8:34) GOD looks out for us even when we don't know that we need His protection.
Do not fool yourselves children. There is some terrible evil on this earth. "...Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen, and has become a dwelling place of demons, a prison for every foul spirit and a cage for every unclean and hated bird." Revelation 18:2
Praise GOD I have suffered mightily on this earth. I was forced to experience some sick decadent things in my childhood, in my innocence. But GOD brought me through. I have a warning for the vile reprobates running around in sheep's clothing; Your time is Up. "Touch not my anointed."
I am writing this blog because I want the world to know that I am somebody. I am a child of the Most High King, I am a child of GOD.
I just want to tell that woman one thing. You had no right to mistreat me. You had no right to torture me. (You had no right to torment any of us. But I will not tell their story.)
You are evil and you are caught like a deer in the headlights. You think the whole world is stupid. You think that we are all your "tricks".
You came up with every reason in the world to violate me. I was a bastard, I was black, I was weak and wimpy, I was a blabber mouth, I didn't have good sense, I was a snake, I was sneaky, you were trying to teach me how to make money.
When finally caught you lied, you cursed, you worked "roots" and you lied some more and you are still lying. Lie on.
Yes I'm black, I'm illegitimate, I'm female, I'm poor, I'm old, I'm fat, but I am Blessed. You gave me a granddaddy that taught me and encouraged me to read the Bible. You gave me a loving nurturing grandfather that taught me to love the LORD.
"And I heard another voice from heaven saying, "Come out of her, my people, lest you share in her sins, and lest you receive of her plagues." Revelation 18:4
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Private Notes Friday, 11/5/10
Thank you heavenly father! I was obedient to your WORD. You told me to reconcile with my "mother" and I did. You told me not to worry about what she did to my grandfather. I listened. I heeded. Thank you for re-uniting me with my brother. We never left, she ran us off to conceal her guilt.
Our success incited jealousy and rage in her.
Pick *Micky up LORD! Whisper in his ear that he is somebody. Let him know that he is not defeated. Let him hear LORD!
When you told me that I was too black to be voted most attractive I believed you. You made me think that I bore some kind of stain, some kind of taint. You were not that ignorant then, nor have you ever been that ignorant. You feign that simple coon mentality just to get over on people. Your wickedness is unspeakable. No one wants to know about it. Few people can conceive of a creature such as you.
The only reason I believe it is because I lived it. I am glad that you bragged to my cousin that you sent me a letter that you wiped your behind in. I have other eye witnesses but they are still too afraid of you.
I am deeply ashamed of you. You are my cross, you are my torn in the flesh. GOD knows what I needed. In His Grace and Goodness He promised to protect me, to never leave me and He never has.
My weird sense of humor makes me laugh at you. You have always committed shocking acts of depravity but you have never accepted any responsibility for one of them.
When challenged or admonished you always viciously attacked your admonisher. You taught us well, we knew instinctively; "Let her have her way!" "Don't get her mad! Do what ever she demands." A mad Mathy Jane was something that you didn't want to see or experience.
I can't believe that you actually thought that you were going to get away. That is it, you didn't think. For over eighty-five years you have only had two concerns; your lust and your greed.
I stopped by to tell you that my GOD will fix it! Anything that you want all you have to do is ask him.
My LORD! Dear LORD thank you for sparing me. I didn't know why you threw the dishwasher in the yard when I told you how I appreciated your buying it. That is some serious hatred.
I believed you when you threw all of the clothes in my closet on the floor and dumbed out my dresser drawers at 3 o'clock in the morning. You busted in my room cursing and ranting; "Clean dis muthf**** room up! Get de f*** up!" I thought you were really concerned with my house keeping skills. It didn't occur to me that you never cleaned up anything, well you rarely cleaned.
It is funny how 20/20 hindsight reveals the absolute truth. You got some bad fruit. No, I am not going to bet on your ever repenting. I will not hold my breath waiting on you to say "I'm sorry."
I am not your only victim. You may be good but you are not that good. People know about you and they know that I speak nothing but the truth. Like me, or like I was, they are scared. I can not condemn them. It took me fifty years to confront you about my sexual abuse.
We should call you Iceberg Mathy because you are one cool criminal. I didn't take my eyes off of you when granddaddy "died". There were no tears but there was no fear, no nervousness, no hint of guilt other than your slip of the tongue. I still have the obituary. You tried to show off your "education" by calling it "Obsequiae Services". You are a riot Mathy. Who could contain you? Who could stop you? Why did you call his death a "tragic accident" in the obituary? Why did you list *Gino? He had been gone for years.
Did you blame me for your young trophy husband leaving you? I had nothing to do with that. He probably suspected that you were trying to do to him what you did to your last husband.
You are double-minded, how shameful.
I see you down there in that hole. I can't help you get out. You dug that pit. You are right where you ought to be.
Attention All ditch diggers, haters and the unrighteous; YOU CAN"T WIN! The GOD I serve is too mighty. He is all knowing and His eye is truly on the sparrow.
No you could never love me, but Praise the LORD! GOD DID! GOD LOVES ME! GOD loves all of His children and He protects us from all unrighteousness.
You are hilarious! putting your little pee brain up against GOD! I guess that is a form of insanity.`
Satan is real, don't you fool yourself. The devil will blind you, deafen you, confuse you. The devil will destroy you, don't serve him, don't entertain his schemes. The devil is the opposite of GOD, he will show you no mercy. He will destroy you then turn his back on you.
Remember children; "Apart from Christ you are nothing!"
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Our success incited jealousy and rage in her.
Pick *Micky up LORD! Whisper in his ear that he is somebody. Let him know that he is not defeated. Let him hear LORD!
When you told me that I was too black to be voted most attractive I believed you. You made me think that I bore some kind of stain, some kind of taint. You were not that ignorant then, nor have you ever been that ignorant. You feign that simple coon mentality just to get over on people. Your wickedness is unspeakable. No one wants to know about it. Few people can conceive of a creature such as you.
The only reason I believe it is because I lived it. I am glad that you bragged to my cousin that you sent me a letter that you wiped your behind in. I have other eye witnesses but they are still too afraid of you.
I am deeply ashamed of you. You are my cross, you are my torn in the flesh. GOD knows what I needed. In His Grace and Goodness He promised to protect me, to never leave me and He never has.
My weird sense of humor makes me laugh at you. You have always committed shocking acts of depravity but you have never accepted any responsibility for one of them.
When challenged or admonished you always viciously attacked your admonisher. You taught us well, we knew instinctively; "Let her have her way!" "Don't get her mad! Do what ever she demands." A mad Mathy Jane was something that you didn't want to see or experience.
I can't believe that you actually thought that you were going to get away. That is it, you didn't think. For over eighty-five years you have only had two concerns; your lust and your greed.
I stopped by to tell you that my GOD will fix it! Anything that you want all you have to do is ask him.
My LORD! Dear LORD thank you for sparing me. I didn't know why you threw the dishwasher in the yard when I told you how I appreciated your buying it. That is some serious hatred.
I believed you when you threw all of the clothes in my closet on the floor and dumbed out my dresser drawers at 3 o'clock in the morning. You busted in my room cursing and ranting; "Clean dis muthf**** room up! Get de f*** up!" I thought you were really concerned with my house keeping skills. It didn't occur to me that you never cleaned up anything, well you rarely cleaned.
It is funny how 20/20 hindsight reveals the absolute truth. You got some bad fruit. No, I am not going to bet on your ever repenting. I will not hold my breath waiting on you to say "I'm sorry."
I am not your only victim. You may be good but you are not that good. People know about you and they know that I speak nothing but the truth. Like me, or like I was, they are scared. I can not condemn them. It took me fifty years to confront you about my sexual abuse.
We should call you Iceberg Mathy because you are one cool criminal. I didn't take my eyes off of you when granddaddy "died". There were no tears but there was no fear, no nervousness, no hint of guilt other than your slip of the tongue. I still have the obituary. You tried to show off your "education" by calling it "Obsequiae Services". You are a riot Mathy. Who could contain you? Who could stop you? Why did you call his death a "tragic accident" in the obituary? Why did you list *Gino? He had been gone for years.
Did you blame me for your young trophy husband leaving you? I had nothing to do with that. He probably suspected that you were trying to do to him what you did to your last husband.
You are double-minded, how shameful.
I see you down there in that hole. I can't help you get out. You dug that pit. You are right where you ought to be.
Attention All ditch diggers, haters and the unrighteous; YOU CAN"T WIN! The GOD I serve is too mighty. He is all knowing and His eye is truly on the sparrow.
No you could never love me, but Praise the LORD! GOD DID! GOD LOVES ME! GOD loves all of His children and He protects us from all unrighteousness.
You are hilarious! putting your little pee brain up against GOD! I guess that is a form of insanity.`
Satan is real, don't you fool yourself. The devil will blind you, deafen you, confuse you. The devil will destroy you, don't serve him, don't entertain his schemes. The devil is the opposite of GOD, he will show you no mercy. He will destroy you then turn his back on you.
Remember children; "Apart from Christ you are nothing!"
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Private Notes 1/8/11
You were wrong to assume your successful plots were the result of your brilliance and black magic.
I believed you, I believed that you were really color struck. Ranting and raving about Earl's color was a ruse. You were in fact insanely jealous. It is as simple as that.
"You Quit Him!!! You quit dat black muthaf*****! I ain't gon have dat black muthaf***** in my house!"
You hooped and hollered for hours. I had no choice. I was fourteen. I lived in your house under your rules. You were my mother. A mother should not cross certain boundaries. Some where you got your wires crossed. You are a woman that firmly believes that you have the right to do anything that crosses your mind, including murder.
It is so hard to not hate you. You deserve nothing but vile hatred, but GOD won't let me. You poor sick selfish woman. The life you have wasted is punishment enough.
I do want you to know that some how in GOD's miraculous way He turned all of your senister plots into gifts for me.
You refused to talk to me and refused to let me talk.
"Why don't you shut de f*** up You talk too f***** much!"; you told me as a little girl and I turned to books, art and writing. Thank you.
I am going to find out what you did in Wade. Someone is going to tell me.
You thought you got away. GOD was just giving you time and space. But just like Jezebel you will not repent.
To GOD be the Glory!
Dear children if you have an unction. If you know that you love the LORD you are surely blessed. If you don't have it and want it, just pray for it.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
I believed you, I believed that you were really color struck. Ranting and raving about Earl's color was a ruse. You were in fact insanely jealous. It is as simple as that.
"You Quit Him!!! You quit dat black muthaf*****! I ain't gon have dat black muthaf***** in my house!"
You hooped and hollered for hours. I had no choice. I was fourteen. I lived in your house under your rules. You were my mother. A mother should not cross certain boundaries. Some where you got your wires crossed. You are a woman that firmly believes that you have the right to do anything that crosses your mind, including murder.
It is so hard to not hate you. You deserve nothing but vile hatred, but GOD won't let me. You poor sick selfish woman. The life you have wasted is punishment enough.
I do want you to know that some how in GOD's miraculous way He turned all of your senister plots into gifts for me.
You refused to talk to me and refused to let me talk.
"Why don't you shut de f*** up You talk too f***** much!"; you told me as a little girl and I turned to books, art and writing. Thank you.
I am going to find out what you did in Wade. Someone is going to tell me.
You thought you got away. GOD was just giving you time and space. But just like Jezebel you will not repent.
To GOD be the Glory!
Dear children if you have an unction. If you know that you love the LORD you are surely blessed. If you don't have it and want it, just pray for it.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Friday, January 7, 2011
A Word from the LORD
Dear children won't you you stop by here for a minute and get a word from the LORD. If you have "near 'bout good sense" you can hear me.
I know that you don't believe in Santa Claus and The Tooth Fairy, but you do hold some ridiculous ideas in your head. Every person on this earth is not good. All evil people do not announce that they are in fact dreadfully demonic. If they did it would be too hard for them to victimize the innocent. Your ignorance and denial is their joy. Getting away with evil is their greatest pleasure. Hearing your heartbreaking stories knowing that they are the direct cause gives them no end of pleasure. The Bible says that Jesus was without guile. He was without deceit, He was purely honest.
I would dare say that most people have some form of guile or deceit. In our humanness and greed many of us perfect guile. That is why GOD told us to look well to our going. Jesus told us to be as wise as a serpent but as gentle as a dove.
I have been trying to share some very disturbing facts with my family for a very long time. I do believe that some will finally hear me.
I will not have you ignorant children. Very evil vile creatures do live among us. They are creeps, disciples of the devil. The evil they practice is beyond imagination and comprehension.
That devil wants to discredit me. That creep has put me down and degraded me my whole life. No, not just me, my entire family. She laughs, it is fun to her. It is her sport, a form of recreation.
Because she is quite charming and attractive you refuse to believe me. Because she wears expensive "crosses" and robes you are deceived. She lays it on thick when she blesses you, prays for you and quotes the Bible. I am going to tell you one more time; RUN! Head for the hills. Keep her out of your business and your house. Do not eat her food. If she sends you a gift throw it away.
This is a fact that you must accept and get clear in your mind; Evil exist on this earth. There are demonic forces at work and they are very busy. Jesus warned us, he said that you shall know them by their fruit.
I am not brilliant but I can think and I can see. After suffering her foul mouth and foul deeds my entire life I prayed for courage and I finally heard GOD; "FEAR NO MAN!"
People who have lived "normal" lives just can not comprehend my paralyzing fear or believe my incredible story. I think my brothers are still in a terrifying state of fear. I tell you her deeds add up to you better RUN!
Maybe I am extra sensitive, you tell me. I will share just some of the things she did to me, you tell me if I described a demon.
She cursed me like a dog when I was three years old because I told my cousin *W. W who my father was. I was three years old and she cursed me until she could not see or talk. She called me the foulest filthiest names in the world. She shook me violently. I know now that I was terrified. "You don't tell a muthaf***** thang dat I do you luddle black muthaf****!" That wasn't the end she went on and on. Yes it affected me deeply. I remember it clearly. We were walking from the highway. We crossed the road at my cousin Asberry's house, walked past the Jacob's house. The sandy dirt road turned into a trail, we crossed over a huge sheet of iron that had been thrown across a creek creating a makeshift bridge. We passed a deserted crumbling house where the whole family had died out from tuberculosis. It was when we rounded the bend, just before we got to granddaddy's house.
I know now that this was her true character. I know now that she is not just a phony preacher. She is phony person, Caligula in drag.
As a small child I dismissed her slamming my hand in the car door and severely burning my arm on the heater as true accidents.
My cousin told me that she once smashed a puppy between two bricks. I witnessed her beat people savagely. She bragged about stabbing a woman that called her a whore.
I caught her popping a blown up paper bag in my new born's ear. She demanded to hold my baby while holding a hot cup of coffee. I had the good sense to not let her.
Then there was all of the sex abuse and promiscuity, dreadful lies and treachery. She is still laughing. She has yet to recognize that she is languishing in a hole.
I know for a fact that she murdered my grandfather and no one wants to believe me. My cousin *C.R. was a very wise man and he knew and he told you. You didn't believe him either. Is it easier to label me crazy than to confront her? Few people want to admit that they are terrified of her. She taught us all well, do not confront her.
I understand. Who wants to mess with a "root worker". Her now husband tried to leave her once. He had threatened to leave her many times. He had finally gotten it right. He bought land and a mobile home. The next thing he knew he was curled up in a fetal position, writhing in pain on the floor. He lost the mobile home and his land, he almost lost his life. He knows that he is hopelessly "rooted". He knows why he is married to a woman sixteen years his junior and he gives her every penny he earns. She takes his money and throws it away gambling or buying loyalty. She will dole out a few dollars to her future or present victims. You can check. There has never been a day in her adult life that she did not attach her greedy exploitive hands to some soldiers' check.
She is good. I am an eye witness to her summoning evil spirits for her exploitation.
I do want you to know that you do not have to fear her. Her time is up!
If you love her and every thing in your life has gone wrong. You lost your job, your house. You can't get right. The more she helps you the worse you get. It is her! She is your enemy, she is not your friend. She hates you, she could not love you if she tried. She is laughing hysterically.
Well I want you to know that GOD is about to wipe that hideous grin off of her face. He is doing a New Thing children.
I am revealing a wasted life. A life dedicated to evil and pain. My LORD is a deliverer. Won't you let him deliver you today.
Pray children. Pray fervently for the indwelling of The Holy Spirit. Pray for her too. If you know that you are doing wrong, if you know that you are headed in the wrong direction do not be too proud to turn around.
If she has wronged you, you are not defeated, you are not ultimately destroyed. Ask GOD for His tender mercy and deliverance. Any thing that you want you can have. GOD will pick you up. He will deliver you if you ask Him.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
I know that you don't believe in Santa Claus and The Tooth Fairy, but you do hold some ridiculous ideas in your head. Every person on this earth is not good. All evil people do not announce that they are in fact dreadfully demonic. If they did it would be too hard for them to victimize the innocent. Your ignorance and denial is their joy. Getting away with evil is their greatest pleasure. Hearing your heartbreaking stories knowing that they are the direct cause gives them no end of pleasure. The Bible says that Jesus was without guile. He was without deceit, He was purely honest.
I would dare say that most people have some form of guile or deceit. In our humanness and greed many of us perfect guile. That is why GOD told us to look well to our going. Jesus told us to be as wise as a serpent but as gentle as a dove.
I have been trying to share some very disturbing facts with my family for a very long time. I do believe that some will finally hear me.
I will not have you ignorant children. Very evil vile creatures do live among us. They are creeps, disciples of the devil. The evil they practice is beyond imagination and comprehension.
That devil wants to discredit me. That creep has put me down and degraded me my whole life. No, not just me, my entire family. She laughs, it is fun to her. It is her sport, a form of recreation.
Because she is quite charming and attractive you refuse to believe me. Because she wears expensive "crosses" and robes you are deceived. She lays it on thick when she blesses you, prays for you and quotes the Bible. I am going to tell you one more time; RUN! Head for the hills. Keep her out of your business and your house. Do not eat her food. If she sends you a gift throw it away.
This is a fact that you must accept and get clear in your mind; Evil exist on this earth. There are demonic forces at work and they are very busy. Jesus warned us, he said that you shall know them by their fruit.
I am not brilliant but I can think and I can see. After suffering her foul mouth and foul deeds my entire life I prayed for courage and I finally heard GOD; "FEAR NO MAN!"
People who have lived "normal" lives just can not comprehend my paralyzing fear or believe my incredible story. I think my brothers are still in a terrifying state of fear. I tell you her deeds add up to you better RUN!
Maybe I am extra sensitive, you tell me. I will share just some of the things she did to me, you tell me if I described a demon.
She cursed me like a dog when I was three years old because I told my cousin *W. W who my father was. I was three years old and she cursed me until she could not see or talk. She called me the foulest filthiest names in the world. She shook me violently. I know now that I was terrified. "You don't tell a muthaf***** thang dat I do you luddle black muthaf****!" That wasn't the end she went on and on. Yes it affected me deeply. I remember it clearly. We were walking from the highway. We crossed the road at my cousin Asberry's house, walked past the Jacob's house. The sandy dirt road turned into a trail, we crossed over a huge sheet of iron that had been thrown across a creek creating a makeshift bridge. We passed a deserted crumbling house where the whole family had died out from tuberculosis. It was when we rounded the bend, just before we got to granddaddy's house.
I know now that this was her true character. I know now that she is not just a phony preacher. She is phony person, Caligula in drag.
As a small child I dismissed her slamming my hand in the car door and severely burning my arm on the heater as true accidents.
My cousin told me that she once smashed a puppy between two bricks. I witnessed her beat people savagely. She bragged about stabbing a woman that called her a whore.
I caught her popping a blown up paper bag in my new born's ear. She demanded to hold my baby while holding a hot cup of coffee. I had the good sense to not let her.
Then there was all of the sex abuse and promiscuity, dreadful lies and treachery. She is still laughing. She has yet to recognize that she is languishing in a hole.
I know for a fact that she murdered my grandfather and no one wants to believe me. My cousin *C.R. was a very wise man and he knew and he told you. You didn't believe him either. Is it easier to label me crazy than to confront her? Few people want to admit that they are terrified of her. She taught us all well, do not confront her.
I understand. Who wants to mess with a "root worker". Her now husband tried to leave her once. He had threatened to leave her many times. He had finally gotten it right. He bought land and a mobile home. The next thing he knew he was curled up in a fetal position, writhing in pain on the floor. He lost the mobile home and his land, he almost lost his life. He knows that he is hopelessly "rooted". He knows why he is married to a woman sixteen years his junior and he gives her every penny he earns. She takes his money and throws it away gambling or buying loyalty. She will dole out a few dollars to her future or present victims. You can check. There has never been a day in her adult life that she did not attach her greedy exploitive hands to some soldiers' check.
She is good. I am an eye witness to her summoning evil spirits for her exploitation.
I do want you to know that you do not have to fear her. Her time is up!
If you love her and every thing in your life has gone wrong. You lost your job, your house. You can't get right. The more she helps you the worse you get. It is her! She is your enemy, she is not your friend. She hates you, she could not love you if she tried. She is laughing hysterically.
Well I want you to know that GOD is about to wipe that hideous grin off of her face. He is doing a New Thing children.
I am revealing a wasted life. A life dedicated to evil and pain. My LORD is a deliverer. Won't you let him deliver you today.
Pray children. Pray fervently for the indwelling of The Holy Spirit. Pray for her too. If you know that you are doing wrong, if you know that you are headed in the wrong direction do not be too proud to turn around.
If she has wronged you, you are not defeated, you are not ultimately destroyed. Ask GOD for His tender mercy and deliverance. Any thing that you want you can have. GOD will pick you up. He will deliver you if you ask Him.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Thursday, January 6, 2011
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