"Count it ALL Joy!" I have unspeakable Joy! My soul looks back and wonders how I got over. It was the divine hand of the my Living LORD. I am humbled by GOD's Goodness. I am in Awe because I know He chose me! GOD picked me up out of the muck and mire and set my feet on a solid rock. "On Christ a solid Rock I stand."
I bear my soul and expose my life so that others might have the opportunity to share in this Faith, this Knowing, this Blessing.
I was set up from the beginning. Born to a perverted sick demented woman, what hope did I have? None! Not only is she depraved beyond human comprehension she is supernaturally brilliant. No male brain can match her intelligence. This woman is a formidable foe. You would be hard pressed to defeat or outwit her in anything.
Living, surviving and thriving while under her jaundiced eye is no less than a miracle. If you have never had to endure the maniacal screams, rants and raves of an absolute lunatic you are truly blessed. Foul filthy cussing and cursing for hours and hours. This woman would get up at five or six in the morning and start ranting and raving until sleep over took her well past midnight.
What I thought was her worse "infirmity" was in actuality the kindness. This sick maniac was busy "working roots".
Dear LORD I am so ashamed. I announce to the world that my "mother" is ignorant and primitive. She is a left over slave, a volunteer slave, a skank.
I am telling you that you better walk wide. From such stay away.
Now I know what was eating you, that Demon you serve.
It is more than ironic that you are always "testifying" about how GOD removed the scales from your eyes while you manufacture lie after lie on people that you have violated. People with the potential to "Out" you.
N**** if you wanted to be a Lesbian why didn't you tell somebody. Who told you that you had to play "mother"?
Yes, I have something against you. I will not discuss all of the pre-teen sexual abuse I suffered right now. That Ft. Gordon situation? Just what did you hope to accomplish? I could not have been for money. You took all the n****'s money. You laughed about how you put him on an allowance. He could have money for one pack of cigarettes per week. All of his E-6 money had to go to you. If it wasn't the money what was it? I was tiny, I was fourteen, I am sure that I didn't weigh eighty pounds.
It was my innocence that you were after. What kind of mother tries to force their child into whoredom?
You two demons raped me when I was eight then you had the damn greedy lustful sick nerve to come back when I was fourteen! "A dog will return to his vomit."
You miscalculated that time, my fifteen year old brother was there to rescue me. That was the hand of the LORD Mathy Jane.
I tell you this before you go. I am ashamed of you and all women like you. I am ashamed of all the people that continue to cover for you.
How dare you demand that I respect you. I don't even like you.
I must tell you how I finally caught on to you. Your behavior concerning cousin *Emma Lou. You lost your jealous mind when she earned her master's degree. The horrible things you said about her. Your jealousy is irrational, it is uncalled for.
You will get your just and honest due on this planet earth. "I tell thee thou shalt not depart thense, till thou hast paid the very last mite." (Luke 12:59)
Yes, you destroyed all of my writing, book manuscripts, dug ditches and set your traps, but I am not defeated.
GOD is restoring every thing you stole from me. "Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ." (Philippians 1:6)
You! be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Friday, March 4, 2011
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Deja Vu
Deja Vu all over again. I get it. You poor woman. A depraved decadent life caught in a loop. Never able to admit the truth about your frailties you cleverly covered them up and repeated them over and over.
As a child you smashed a puppy and sexually violated your little brother. If it is a lie you told it. "My mama was always accusing me of touching *Zack's peepee! that damn luddle shawt a** nigga wuz playind wid his own peepee."
I didn't know how to take it when you dropped that bomb on me. Like always I just listened and tucked that "information" neatly away. I had a place deep down in my soul reserved just for you, just for your "acts", those unexplainable events that I had no name for. GOD promised to help me deal with them one day and he has.
As an adult mother you could not quell your lustful desires. So you violated your children knowing they loved you and would never tell. That added layer of terrifying fear certainly has helped you pull off the perfect scam.
As the years passed you perfected your lies and disguises. You did well. Some one gave you a license to preach. That license to preach doesn't make you worthy! A license to preach is not substitute for repentance!
You did wrong Mathy Jane. Take a poll, there are very few women of any color or creed that would do what you did.
Here is the irony; here is the beautiful silver lining in all this misery; your taunting and ridiculing your children indicts you, it proves every word I tell is true. You see Mathy only a cold calculating common predatory "mother", common enough to commit the kinds of acts you did would compound the effects of her abuse with sour ridicule.
You ridicule and low rate your children trying to pull them down to your level. That laugh, that attitude could only come from a heartless reprobate.
True your type of evil is rare(I hope) and can only be explained by the book of Acts ( chapter 19).
Study that scripture children. Please allow me to give you my interpretation of that scripture. These vagabond Jews that called themselves exorcists tried to mimic Jesus and His disciples. But, the demon in the possessed man called them out;"Jesus I know and Paul, but who are you?" That vicious demon proceeded to beat the so called exorcists so brutally that they escaped bloody, beaten and naked.
You and I laughed about that same scripture many times. We laughed at the fact that that had to be a serious demon. A demon so horrid and diabolical that he could not be defeated by those that were unworthy. Those vagabond Jews didn't come correctly, they were making light of Jesus and His power.
I think there are a lot of vagabond Christians in this world. Believing that they can mimic the power of Jesus. No one should ever pretend that they have the Holy Spirit. If you don't have it, pray for it, but don't fake it.
You have to live right! You can not fake GOD's anointing. True there are enough fakes hiding in the "Church" for you to get by. But one day they are all going to be found out, just like you.
No I am not trying to exercise any demons out of you. You have a demon that only Jesus Christ can defeat.
You are hilarious, snake bite, it would take you to go out and collect the most diabolical demon known to mankind.
Well you keep that demon to yourself.
GOD is so wonderful. You gave me "religion" to enslave me and GOD showed me how it could free me.
I only have one thing to say; "Praise the Lord!"
You! be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
As a child you smashed a puppy and sexually violated your little brother. If it is a lie you told it. "My mama was always accusing me of touching *Zack's peepee! that damn luddle shawt a** nigga wuz playind wid his own peepee."
I didn't know how to take it when you dropped that bomb on me. Like always I just listened and tucked that "information" neatly away. I had a place deep down in my soul reserved just for you, just for your "acts", those unexplainable events that I had no name for. GOD promised to help me deal with them one day and he has.
As an adult mother you could not quell your lustful desires. So you violated your children knowing they loved you and would never tell. That added layer of terrifying fear certainly has helped you pull off the perfect scam.
As the years passed you perfected your lies and disguises. You did well. Some one gave you a license to preach. That license to preach doesn't make you worthy! A license to preach is not substitute for repentance!
You did wrong Mathy Jane. Take a poll, there are very few women of any color or creed that would do what you did.
Here is the irony; here is the beautiful silver lining in all this misery; your taunting and ridiculing your children indicts you, it proves every word I tell is true. You see Mathy only a cold calculating common predatory "mother", common enough to commit the kinds of acts you did would compound the effects of her abuse with sour ridicule.
You ridicule and low rate your children trying to pull them down to your level. That laugh, that attitude could only come from a heartless reprobate.
True your type of evil is rare(I hope) and can only be explained by the book of Acts ( chapter 19).
Study that scripture children. Please allow me to give you my interpretation of that scripture. These vagabond Jews that called themselves exorcists tried to mimic Jesus and His disciples. But, the demon in the possessed man called them out;"Jesus I know and Paul, but who are you?" That vicious demon proceeded to beat the so called exorcists so brutally that they escaped bloody, beaten and naked.
You and I laughed about that same scripture many times. We laughed at the fact that that had to be a serious demon. A demon so horrid and diabolical that he could not be defeated by those that were unworthy. Those vagabond Jews didn't come correctly, they were making light of Jesus and His power.
I think there are a lot of vagabond Christians in this world. Believing that they can mimic the power of Jesus. No one should ever pretend that they have the Holy Spirit. If you don't have it, pray for it, but don't fake it.
You have to live right! You can not fake GOD's anointing. True there are enough fakes hiding in the "Church" for you to get by. But one day they are all going to be found out, just like you.
No I am not trying to exercise any demons out of you. You have a demon that only Jesus Christ can defeat.
You are hilarious, snake bite, it would take you to go out and collect the most diabolical demon known to mankind.
Well you keep that demon to yourself.
GOD is so wonderful. You gave me "religion" to enslave me and GOD showed me how it could free me.
I only have one thing to say; "Praise the Lord!"
You! be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Monday, February 28, 2011
I found Glory in Tribulation!
Time runs out for all of us. "We didn't come here to stay always."; my grandfather reminded me often. How many of you are preparing to leave this earth with a good name? A good name that you earned and demonstrated in your walk with Christ? I found out that a lot of people think that when they die they are done. Some people are honest enough to admit that they don't believe in an after life.
I firmly believe in an after life, in heaven and hell. I have no idea of the intricate processes, but I trust GOD. There are many people that laugh at true believers and call us fanatics or crazy. "Talk about me all you please, I'll talk about you on my knees." There is a GOD! Make no mistake about that. I can appreciate the people that do not believe and are honest enough to tell you that they don't believe. They certainly have that right. With that they also have the right to ridicule, to cast doubt. But they do not have the right to persecute.
I am very disappointed to discover so many "Christians" that lack faith. I have no tolerance for phony people. Always in church, punctuate every sentence with "Praise the Lord", drive around with a Bible resting in the back of their car window, while living and maintaining a very low life. Their religion is all for show, wearing the vestiges of "religion", pretending to trust in a god or a higher power, they wear the trappings and speak the language as a ploy only.
The truth is that I am more than intolerant of these people, I detest them, I shun them. When you know that your "mother" is the greatest hypocrite on earth you become super sensitive because you know how incredibly dangerous these people are.
My life has taught me that you can never know what is in a person's heart. Take your time, listen carefully, examine their fruit.
Every one wearing a cross or calling him or herself a "Christian" is not a Cristian. Perhaps that person wants to be a "Christian" but more than likely it is all a ruse, a mask, a gimmick, a get over.
How can you tell when you see a fake "Christian"? They have no faith. They are cowards. They see wrong doing on their jobs but they won't tell. They are cold and spineless, they will not do anything to help anyone, ever. They will proudly tell you why you should have trepidation and share in their great fear and are quick to call you a fool for believing and demonstrating your faith.
The Bible is just another book to them, an object that you can use to manipulate the weak minded. Far too many people see religion as a way to get over on people they consider to be stupid or gullible. Not so monsieur. Pay close attention to the events taking place in our world. Wayward hypocrites are being found out and cast down.
I will not shrink, I will not withdraw. I will expose this demon if I have to do it all by myself. I know there are some good people on this planet. There are people that genuinely care about children. There are people that do not tolerate demon tares infiltrating their churches, their families. There are people strong enough to handle this TRUTH and will not turn their back on GOD.
I am astounded by the events in my life, GOD's intercession and His awesome Power. I was four years old and GOD spoke to Me! Every thing that has happened to me in fifty-nine years GOD foretold. He told me that my life would be rugged, but He would be with me. Haggai 1: 13b "I am with you.", that is GOD's promise to those that love Him, love Him out of a pure heart.
It is more than a string of miracles or examples of karma. Born into the clutches of one of the most diabolical minds known to man, a clever sick narcissist, I learned to trust GOD and to trust in Him only. Very few people know the depths of her depravity. I know and can list the horrible plots that demon designed for me and many others. Few recognize the reasons they should suspect her. She lies so much few even pay attention. She is a consummate actress, I would name her "Mother of the Year" had I not been victimized by her over and over.
My life is miraculous. I am in AWE! I am humbled by the goodness of GOD. GOD saw my plight and rescued me from that demon. Demon is a strong term and I do not use it casually.
The wicked will continue to revile you, to hate you, and slander your name if you try to live right, practice justice, show mercy. There is one thing that the wicked fail to understand; they taunt and menace the just for what they consider stupidity. They do not live right because they see no reason to. There is no after life for them so they intend to rape, loot and rob as much as they can while they are still on this earth.
I have news for my "mother", I do not live right for a reward in heaven or here on earth. I live right because it is in me to do so. Something GOD deposited in my spirit eons ago. I understand, by the same token, evil was deposited in her spirit. There are some vessels for honor, some for dishonor. My "mother" is a vessel created for dishonor which is evidenced by her long despicable life.
Do not judge my life by your life. You probably had a mother that had good sense, genuine maternal instincts. It was my luck to be born to an evil confused ignorant woman. You can "honor" her, and you can continue to lie for her , to fear her. GOD knows and GOD is moving.
I know what she did to me as a child, as a teenager, young adult. I know that she has plagued and stalked me my entire life. I know that she is a ruthless, scandalous creep and hard to catch. I know, I saw her work roots my entire life, I saw her call on evil spirits. I witnessed her brutal beatings. I know that she is nothing but a liar and she is some where lying and working roots right now.
I will not tolerate anyone that ignorant in my life. "If you see a fool, SHUN HIM!"
"Come ye out from among them."
I know that GOD has a purpose and a plan for my life and this succubus hangs on like a rabid pit bull. She is determined that she is going to win. She firmly believes that no one is smart enough to catch her.
I hope and I pray that you never encounter, never have to confront and battle such a creature.
Dear LORD Bind this Demon! Shut her lying mouth! Interrupt the activity of her sick demented brain! Expose her for the evil succubus that she is, in the Mighty Name of JESUS I pray!
You! be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
I firmly believe in an after life, in heaven and hell. I have no idea of the intricate processes, but I trust GOD. There are many people that laugh at true believers and call us fanatics or crazy. "Talk about me all you please, I'll talk about you on my knees." There is a GOD! Make no mistake about that. I can appreciate the people that do not believe and are honest enough to tell you that they don't believe. They certainly have that right. With that they also have the right to ridicule, to cast doubt. But they do not have the right to persecute.
I am very disappointed to discover so many "Christians" that lack faith. I have no tolerance for phony people. Always in church, punctuate every sentence with "Praise the Lord", drive around with a Bible resting in the back of their car window, while living and maintaining a very low life. Their religion is all for show, wearing the vestiges of "religion", pretending to trust in a god or a higher power, they wear the trappings and speak the language as a ploy only.
The truth is that I am more than intolerant of these people, I detest them, I shun them. When you know that your "mother" is the greatest hypocrite on earth you become super sensitive because you know how incredibly dangerous these people are.
My life has taught me that you can never know what is in a person's heart. Take your time, listen carefully, examine their fruit.
Every one wearing a cross or calling him or herself a "Christian" is not a Cristian. Perhaps that person wants to be a "Christian" but more than likely it is all a ruse, a mask, a gimmick, a get over.
How can you tell when you see a fake "Christian"? They have no faith. They are cowards. They see wrong doing on their jobs but they won't tell. They are cold and spineless, they will not do anything to help anyone, ever. They will proudly tell you why you should have trepidation and share in their great fear and are quick to call you a fool for believing and demonstrating your faith.
The Bible is just another book to them, an object that you can use to manipulate the weak minded. Far too many people see religion as a way to get over on people they consider to be stupid or gullible. Not so monsieur. Pay close attention to the events taking place in our world. Wayward hypocrites are being found out and cast down.
I will not shrink, I will not withdraw. I will expose this demon if I have to do it all by myself. I know there are some good people on this planet. There are people that genuinely care about children. There are people that do not tolerate demon tares infiltrating their churches, their families. There are people strong enough to handle this TRUTH and will not turn their back on GOD.
I am astounded by the events in my life, GOD's intercession and His awesome Power. I was four years old and GOD spoke to Me! Every thing that has happened to me in fifty-nine years GOD foretold. He told me that my life would be rugged, but He would be with me. Haggai 1: 13b "I am with you.", that is GOD's promise to those that love Him, love Him out of a pure heart.
It is more than a string of miracles or examples of karma. Born into the clutches of one of the most diabolical minds known to man, a clever sick narcissist, I learned to trust GOD and to trust in Him only. Very few people know the depths of her depravity. I know and can list the horrible plots that demon designed for me and many others. Few recognize the reasons they should suspect her. She lies so much few even pay attention. She is a consummate actress, I would name her "Mother of the Year" had I not been victimized by her over and over.
My life is miraculous. I am in AWE! I am humbled by the goodness of GOD. GOD saw my plight and rescued me from that demon. Demon is a strong term and I do not use it casually.
The wicked will continue to revile you, to hate you, and slander your name if you try to live right, practice justice, show mercy. There is one thing that the wicked fail to understand; they taunt and menace the just for what they consider stupidity. They do not live right because they see no reason to. There is no after life for them so they intend to rape, loot and rob as much as they can while they are still on this earth.
I have news for my "mother", I do not live right for a reward in heaven or here on earth. I live right because it is in me to do so. Something GOD deposited in my spirit eons ago. I understand, by the same token, evil was deposited in her spirit. There are some vessels for honor, some for dishonor. My "mother" is a vessel created for dishonor which is evidenced by her long despicable life.
Do not judge my life by your life. You probably had a mother that had good sense, genuine maternal instincts. It was my luck to be born to an evil confused ignorant woman. You can "honor" her, and you can continue to lie for her , to fear her. GOD knows and GOD is moving.
I know what she did to me as a child, as a teenager, young adult. I know that she has plagued and stalked me my entire life. I know that she is a ruthless, scandalous creep and hard to catch. I know, I saw her work roots my entire life, I saw her call on evil spirits. I witnessed her brutal beatings. I know that she is nothing but a liar and she is some where lying and working roots right now.
I will not tolerate anyone that ignorant in my life. "If you see a fool, SHUN HIM!"
"Come ye out from among them."
I know that GOD has a purpose and a plan for my life and this succubus hangs on like a rabid pit bull. She is determined that she is going to win. She firmly believes that no one is smart enough to catch her.
I hope and I pray that you never encounter, never have to confront and battle such a creature.
Dear LORD Bind this Demon! Shut her lying mouth! Interrupt the activity of her sick demented brain! Expose her for the evil succubus that she is, in the Mighty Name of JESUS I pray!
You! be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
GOD Has A Purpose and a Plan For Your Life
I am so excited, so jubilant that I am giddy. This news is so wonderful I have no other recourse, I am commanded to tell everyone insightful enough to listen.
It is all finally clicking, the pieces of this awful nightmare are finally falling into place. I must start with the book of Haggai 1:3-13 where the Prophet Haggai admonishes the children of Israel for building fine homes for themselves and neglecting GOD's temple. He was telling them that they were living wrong, they were living foul and GOD was not going to let them prosper until they did right by GOD.
That is exactly what is wrong with us today. Too many of us are living wrong, living selfish foul filthy lives and deluding ourselves. Yes, we go to church, but unfortunately most go for the wrong reasons.
I am not judging you, but I am obligated to come to your rescue, to give someone the opportunity to hear GOD's WORD in order that you might know. Too many people are living wrong out of ignorance. Too many people think that attending church, hollering and screaming, and tithing is enough. Too many people pack churches every Sunday seeking a blessing that they are never going to get because they are clueless concerning GOD's Gospel and righteousness.
Too many people are just cowards, weak impotent hypocrites. Tired and frustrated we claim that we are searching for TRUTH when in actuality we fear going near it.
I am going to break down my TRUTH for you. Maybe some people will get a clue, see their own mistakes and want to change.
My TRUTH is that I survived (along with my five siblings) a mentally disturbed schizophrenic evil delusional narcissist. For fifty-nine years I have suffered the affects of Stockholm syndrome. All mothers are not good. Last night I watched a Lion eat his own cub on the Discovery channel. Things can go wrong in nature. Mothers can hate and attempt to destroy their children.
My mother is unique because she always knew better. She did it because she is EVIL! And the best part of all she attempted to use GOD as part of her ruse. People need to know about this near perfect demon.
I almost leaped out of my seat Sunday. The pastor preached ;"I am with you.", four little words from the book of Haggai. What my pastor did not know, could not know, that is exactly what GOD told me when I was four years old.
My mother came an snatched me from the loving arms of my nurturing grandfather. I know now it was not that she had finally matured or finally developed motherly instincts. She came to destroy!
How could I know that she held her entire family captive with her perennial evil plots? How could I know that few were brave enough to challenge her, to attempt to stop her?
My mother is a modern day witch, a disciple of Satan trying to hide behind GOD's cross.
I am standing flat footed on GOD's Gospel telling you the absolute TRUTH. I have a string of horrible memories and just as many victories in Christ. GOD has always been with me, He has never left me or forsaken me.
My life is an open book, I bear my soul so that you will know that every prophetic word in His Book is real. I am a living, breathing testimony.
Looking back her evil was so obvious. But it was not obvious to a helpless child. It is not obvious when you have been shaped, molded and indoctrinated by that demon. It is even harder to discern when the monster pretends to be a Christian, pretends to love GOD.
If you have a mother that is a pathological liar you are in trouble and there is no way out for you other than GOD's grace and mercy.
GOD's grace and mercy saved me and He will save you too if you will listen.
Study the Book children. Get in His WORD. Live right! Love ye one another and most of all fear no man.
Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember,"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
It is all finally clicking, the pieces of this awful nightmare are finally falling into place. I must start with the book of Haggai 1:3-13 where the Prophet Haggai admonishes the children of Israel for building fine homes for themselves and neglecting GOD's temple. He was telling them that they were living wrong, they were living foul and GOD was not going to let them prosper until they did right by GOD.
That is exactly what is wrong with us today. Too many of us are living wrong, living selfish foul filthy lives and deluding ourselves. Yes, we go to church, but unfortunately most go for the wrong reasons.
I am not judging you, but I am obligated to come to your rescue, to give someone the opportunity to hear GOD's WORD in order that you might know. Too many people are living wrong out of ignorance. Too many people think that attending church, hollering and screaming, and tithing is enough. Too many people pack churches every Sunday seeking a blessing that they are never going to get because they are clueless concerning GOD's Gospel and righteousness.
Too many people are just cowards, weak impotent hypocrites. Tired and frustrated we claim that we are searching for TRUTH when in actuality we fear going near it.
I am going to break down my TRUTH for you. Maybe some people will get a clue, see their own mistakes and want to change.
My TRUTH is that I survived (along with my five siblings) a mentally disturbed schizophrenic evil delusional narcissist. For fifty-nine years I have suffered the affects of Stockholm syndrome. All mothers are not good. Last night I watched a Lion eat his own cub on the Discovery channel. Things can go wrong in nature. Mothers can hate and attempt to destroy their children.
My mother is unique because she always knew better. She did it because she is EVIL! And the best part of all she attempted to use GOD as part of her ruse. People need to know about this near perfect demon.
I almost leaped out of my seat Sunday. The pastor preached ;"I am with you.", four little words from the book of Haggai. What my pastor did not know, could not know, that is exactly what GOD told me when I was four years old.
My mother came an snatched me from the loving arms of my nurturing grandfather. I know now it was not that she had finally matured or finally developed motherly instincts. She came to destroy!
How could I know that she held her entire family captive with her perennial evil plots? How could I know that few were brave enough to challenge her, to attempt to stop her?
My mother is a modern day witch, a disciple of Satan trying to hide behind GOD's cross.
I am standing flat footed on GOD's Gospel telling you the absolute TRUTH. I have a string of horrible memories and just as many victories in Christ. GOD has always been with me, He has never left me or forsaken me.
My life is an open book, I bear my soul so that you will know that every prophetic word in His Book is real. I am a living, breathing testimony.
Looking back her evil was so obvious. But it was not obvious to a helpless child. It is not obvious when you have been shaped, molded and indoctrinated by that demon. It is even harder to discern when the monster pretends to be a Christian, pretends to love GOD.
If you have a mother that is a pathological liar you are in trouble and there is no way out for you other than GOD's grace and mercy.
GOD's grace and mercy saved me and He will save you too if you will listen.
Study the Book children. Get in His WORD. Live right! Love ye one another and most of all fear no man.
Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember,"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Saturday, February 26, 2011
"Under the Influence"
If I ever hurt your feelings in any way, with a cold callous remark or insensitive comment, please forgive me, I was under the influence of a demon.
While that is not a good excuse, it is my reality.
A child naturally loves his or her mother. I am no different. But, there is one thing that I sensed early on, my "mother" didn't love me. Why? I don't know. I only know what the Bible says. God promised to turn certain types of people over to a reprobate mind for sexual deviance. Maybe that's what happened to her or maybe she just hated me because that is all she is capable of.
Cool, aloof, critical, hateful, verbally abusive, physically abusive, sexually abusive are the words that describe my "mother's" behavior toward me.
There were times that she "loved" me, praised me, gave me a gift, came to my rescue. At least that is what she lead me to believe.
I know now that she was doing just enough to stay close to me, to "stay up on me". She wanted a good seat, she demanded to be ring side while she watched, cheered and orchestrated my destruction.
Why? There is no "why". Demons don't care why. She is serving her master. She obeys the dictates of Satan.
How do I know? GOD revealed it to me. (Revelation 2:10)
If He didn't reveal it to you it is because you are not saved, you don't live right. Like most people you are just a "hearer" of the WORD. You must be a "DOER" as well as a "HEARER".
How do you know if you are a hearer only? You lie, you're still lying, you're unrepentant, you're full of pride and hatred. The beautiful thing about GOD's Gospel is that He forgives you. Jesus said that even in the last hour you can enter the kingdom.
You must repent however. You can't slick talk your way pass GOD. You can't lie and slander, you sure can't "root" and bully your way.
Don't bear anyone else's shame children. Don't stay in that closet with that incorrigible reprobate. She will destroy you. Now that's a fact. She can't help it, she is disciple of Satan.
What is the greatest lesson this "experience" has taught me? GOD RIGHTS EVERY WRONG!
"Fear No Man!". Fear is nothing but contaminated Faith. Where is your Faith? Don't put your Faith in MAN, in your looks, in the lottery, or "root working". Put ALL of your Faith in GOD!
Well your plot backfired. You didn't utterly destroy me. I'm still here and I'm telling every thing!
Jesus said "Defraud no man.", yet the vast majority of people are engaged in some type of fraud. Many claim it is out of fear. Afraid they will not be able to pay their bills or ride in a fine car. But, I think most people defraud strangers, or commit what they consider victimless crimes like riping off the government or insurance companies.
I think most people are cautious or suspicious of predatory lenders, or strangers at their door. Most people share some degree of paranoia. But how many people have to be on the look out for a PREDATORY MOTHER?
How many of you have a nasty mother? A woman that will do anything sexually, no matter how sick or repugnant? How many of you have to call a sick delusional sociopath "mother"?
How many mothers set their sights on luring the innocent into captivity and put all of their energy into destroying their own children? How many women shoot their own father's in the heart and are stupid enough to think that they are going to get away with it? How many adult children carry these horrible truths but are too terrified to tell?
Fear is what gives that Devil access to your life. Do not tolerate Fear! Man Up! Fear is not natural. Stand on GOD's WORD and become fearless. Read your Bible, stay in His WORD children.
Time changes all things and the "unexpected" is always there, are just some of the gems of wisdom that my grandfather shared with his children.
I know that I am humbled and awe struck by the Goodness of GOD! I know that GOD delivered me from one of the worst demons to ever walk this earth! THANK YOU JESUS!!! HALLELUJAH!!! I know that GOD can and will do the same for you. I will not have you ignorant children. I am going to share His Goodness and Proclaim His Name.
Dear LORD tread on that serpent! Vanquish that foe! Reverse EVERY Curse LORD! Bind that demon to the lowest depths of Hell. Shut her lying mouth! Interrupt the activity of that treacherous deceitful brain. Reveal her LORD! Shine a spot light on her LORD! Restore every thing she stole from me. Restore and strengthen all of her children.
Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
While that is not a good excuse, it is my reality.
A child naturally loves his or her mother. I am no different. But, there is one thing that I sensed early on, my "mother" didn't love me. Why? I don't know. I only know what the Bible says. God promised to turn certain types of people over to a reprobate mind for sexual deviance. Maybe that's what happened to her or maybe she just hated me because that is all she is capable of.
Cool, aloof, critical, hateful, verbally abusive, physically abusive, sexually abusive are the words that describe my "mother's" behavior toward me.
There were times that she "loved" me, praised me, gave me a gift, came to my rescue. At least that is what she lead me to believe.
I know now that she was doing just enough to stay close to me, to "stay up on me". She wanted a good seat, she demanded to be ring side while she watched, cheered and orchestrated my destruction.
Why? There is no "why". Demons don't care why. She is serving her master. She obeys the dictates of Satan.
How do I know? GOD revealed it to me. (Revelation 2:10)
If He didn't reveal it to you it is because you are not saved, you don't live right. Like most people you are just a "hearer" of the WORD. You must be a "DOER" as well as a "HEARER".
How do you know if you are a hearer only? You lie, you're still lying, you're unrepentant, you're full of pride and hatred. The beautiful thing about GOD's Gospel is that He forgives you. Jesus said that even in the last hour you can enter the kingdom.
You must repent however. You can't slick talk your way pass GOD. You can't lie and slander, you sure can't "root" and bully your way.
Don't bear anyone else's shame children. Don't stay in that closet with that incorrigible reprobate. She will destroy you. Now that's a fact. She can't help it, she is disciple of Satan.
What is the greatest lesson this "experience" has taught me? GOD RIGHTS EVERY WRONG!
"Fear No Man!". Fear is nothing but contaminated Faith. Where is your Faith? Don't put your Faith in MAN, in your looks, in the lottery, or "root working". Put ALL of your Faith in GOD!
Well your plot backfired. You didn't utterly destroy me. I'm still here and I'm telling every thing!
Jesus said "Defraud no man.", yet the vast majority of people are engaged in some type of fraud. Many claim it is out of fear. Afraid they will not be able to pay their bills or ride in a fine car. But, I think most people defraud strangers, or commit what they consider victimless crimes like riping off the government or insurance companies.
I think most people are cautious or suspicious of predatory lenders, or strangers at their door. Most people share some degree of paranoia. But how many people have to be on the look out for a PREDATORY MOTHER?
How many of you have a nasty mother? A woman that will do anything sexually, no matter how sick or repugnant? How many of you have to call a sick delusional sociopath "mother"?
How many mothers set their sights on luring the innocent into captivity and put all of their energy into destroying their own children? How many women shoot their own father's in the heart and are stupid enough to think that they are going to get away with it? How many adult children carry these horrible truths but are too terrified to tell?
Fear is what gives that Devil access to your life. Do not tolerate Fear! Man Up! Fear is not natural. Stand on GOD's WORD and become fearless. Read your Bible, stay in His WORD children.
Time changes all things and the "unexpected" is always there, are just some of the gems of wisdom that my grandfather shared with his children.
I know that I am humbled and awe struck by the Goodness of GOD! I know that GOD delivered me from one of the worst demons to ever walk this earth! THANK YOU JESUS!!! HALLELUJAH!!! I know that GOD can and will do the same for you. I will not have you ignorant children. I am going to share His Goodness and Proclaim His Name.
Dear LORD tread on that serpent! Vanquish that foe! Reverse EVERY Curse LORD! Bind that demon to the lowest depths of Hell. Shut her lying mouth! Interrupt the activity of that treacherous deceitful brain. Reveal her LORD! Shine a spot light on her LORD! Restore every thing she stole from me. Restore and strengthen all of her children.
Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Friday, February 25, 2011
The Most Despicable Horrible TRUTH Known to Man
"Oh ye of little faith" how can GOD save you when you won't let Him? You refuse to know the TRUTH. There is a woman living and breathing on this earth right now that is not fitting , she is amoral (no morals what so ever), she is a sick demented pathological liar and a murderer!
And very few people care. Are we that heartless and uncaring? We call ourselves a body of believers, but are we really?
I thought about it for a very long time. There is no reason for any human being to be that common.
Her despicable perverted acts replay in my head every day and I am disgusted. The fact that she is a foul demon is compounded by the fact that she appears to have gotten away clean. There are some that laugh with her when she puts me up to ridicule.
You need to think about it. She puts you up for ridicule too. You know that she is a two faced back stabber. You know that she is a ROOT WORKER! She hasn't been that careful. She can't even get along with her pulpit associates. Satan puts tares in the church to attempt to thwart GOD's WORD. The "tares" are the children of the wicked one. Read and study Matthew 13: 24- 30, 36-43.
These tares infiltrate GOD's Church, they destroy good families, they lead our children into captivity.
I am ashamed of her.
I am heartbroken but I am not defeated. Her day is coming.
I blog because every day I think of something else I want to tell her.
Do not congratulate yourself yet. It was never your superior intelligence that slayed me. It was your guile and treachery. I never heard of such evil. I did not know that a mother, any woman, was capable of such dark sick evil.
In the mean time put on the whole armor of GOD. Live right!
Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
You call me stupid, GOD calls me blessed.
I call you nasty, common and selfish. You weren't even on drugs!
Again I thank you for your cruelty and my grandfather.
Dear LORD I pray that you bind this demon to the lowest depths of Hell! Shut her lying mouth! Interrupt the activity of her treacherous deceitful brain. Reveal her LORD! Expose her sick deeds, all of them. May our children learn that this is not a woman to be emulated.
I pray for the weak and the blind that are gullible enough to believe her lame lies.
Shine your spot light on her GOD.
And very few people care. Are we that heartless and uncaring? We call ourselves a body of believers, but are we really?
I thought about it for a very long time. There is no reason for any human being to be that common.
Her despicable perverted acts replay in my head every day and I am disgusted. The fact that she is a foul demon is compounded by the fact that she appears to have gotten away clean. There are some that laugh with her when she puts me up to ridicule.
You need to think about it. She puts you up for ridicule too. You know that she is a two faced back stabber. You know that she is a ROOT WORKER! She hasn't been that careful. She can't even get along with her pulpit associates. Satan puts tares in the church to attempt to thwart GOD's WORD. The "tares" are the children of the wicked one. Read and study Matthew 13: 24- 30, 36-43.
These tares infiltrate GOD's Church, they destroy good families, they lead our children into captivity.
I am ashamed of her.
I am heartbroken but I am not defeated. Her day is coming.
I blog because every day I think of something else I want to tell her.
Do not congratulate yourself yet. It was never your superior intelligence that slayed me. It was your guile and treachery. I never heard of such evil. I did not know that a mother, any woman, was capable of such dark sick evil.
In the mean time put on the whole armor of GOD. Live right!
Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
You call me stupid, GOD calls me blessed.
I call you nasty, common and selfish. You weren't even on drugs!
Again I thank you for your cruelty and my grandfather.
Dear LORD I pray that you bind this demon to the lowest depths of Hell! Shut her lying mouth! Interrupt the activity of her treacherous deceitful brain. Reveal her LORD! Expose her sick deeds, all of them. May our children learn that this is not a woman to be emulated.
I pray for the weak and the blind that are gullible enough to believe her lame lies.
Shine your spot light on her GOD.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
I've Got Some Good News For You!
I've got some good news for you, generational curses can be broken. Dear LORD break every Curse! Bind every demon to the lowest depths of Hell. Dear LORD reverse this curse that has plagued our family.
"No weapon formed against me shall prosper!"
"Now I beseech you, brethren mark them which cause division and offences contrary to the doctrine which ye have learned, and AVOID THEM!" Romans 16:17
"AT YOUR WORD LORD!" "Faith cometh by hearing" Romans 10:17 You must hear me children. GOD wants you to have life and to have it abundantly. GOD does not want to see his children just scraping to get by. GOD did not bring you to this earth to run scams and play games.
If you live in fear and want to continue to live in fear GOD's WORD is not for you. First of all; "Know ye the TRUTH and the TRUTH shall set you free!"
Having a baby doesn't make a woman a mother no more than fathering a child makes a man a father. Sometimes a woman's womb is just a vehicle, a means by which you were given life. That woman doesn't own you. That woman has no right to control you. There are some women so lost and depraved that they do not know how to accept GOD's gift. Suffering from self loathing they hate their children and try to destroy them, lead them into captivity. They live phony hypocritical lives. Raging with hate they perfect pretending to love. Their love is in their mouth only. They will slobber on you, tell you how pretty you are, how smart you are. That's a ploy. They just want to get up close to you so they can sabotage and destroy your dreams. Their little pee brain tells them that you are the cause of their utter failure in life. Knowing full well that their whoredom and low character deprived them of the dream that they were promised. You can see. Their foot prints are all up and down your back. You have documented evidence that this creature means you no good. "From such stay away."
"You might be my kin, but you are not my kind!" "I will not give up the right for the wrong because you tell me too."
Don't cling to the tentacles of a succubus because she taught you to call her mother.
Your mother/father is in heaven and anything you want or desire, just ask him. He will give it to You!
GOD's greatest pleasure is to Bless You! GOD loves you!
If a woman is too wicked and ignorant to be a real mother pray for her. But in the mean time thank GOD for the gifts he gave you and use those gifts for the uplifing of His kingdom.
Tell the TRUTH and shame the devil!
"And I heard another voice from heaven saying, "Come out of her, my people, lest you share in her sins, and lest you receive of her plagues." Revelation 18:4
You can not help the circumstances of your birth, but you can help the circumstances of your life. You have Free Will. Hopefully you have good sense. I pray for your courage. Man Up! Go out in the world and claim your divine destiny. GOD did not bring you to this earth to forsake you. Step out on faith and claim your great legacy. Your grandfather had sixty-five acres of land! He had a huge rambling ranch house. He was a good Christian man that GOD blessed abundantly. He had a wayward daughter that led her family into captivity. BREAK THE CURSE! "Fear no man" Ask GOD to give you courage.
I know she crippled you. I know that you are in pain because she is an awful coward. What kind of demon picks on babies, on innocent children that can't protect themselves? That is a creature that you need to stay away from.
These demonic creatures are every where. You can't avoid them, but you can recognize them by their deeds. Their deeds don't lie. Their deeds are repulsive, they are sick and vile. You can't help them. Do not drown in their sea of misery.
I praise you LORD! I thank you for Your TRUTH and mercy. Thank you for lifting me out of the muck and the mire. Thank you for my many gifts Thank you for my voice.
If you truly want to be blessed ask Christ to come into your heart, to dwell there in.
Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
"No weapon formed against me shall prosper!"
"Now I beseech you, brethren mark them which cause division and offences contrary to the doctrine which ye have learned, and AVOID THEM!" Romans 16:17
"AT YOUR WORD LORD!" "Faith cometh by hearing" Romans 10:17 You must hear me children. GOD wants you to have life and to have it abundantly. GOD does not want to see his children just scraping to get by. GOD did not bring you to this earth to run scams and play games.
If you live in fear and want to continue to live in fear GOD's WORD is not for you. First of all; "Know ye the TRUTH and the TRUTH shall set you free!"
Having a baby doesn't make a woman a mother no more than fathering a child makes a man a father. Sometimes a woman's womb is just a vehicle, a means by which you were given life. That woman doesn't own you. That woman has no right to control you. There are some women so lost and depraved that they do not know how to accept GOD's gift. Suffering from self loathing they hate their children and try to destroy them, lead them into captivity. They live phony hypocritical lives. Raging with hate they perfect pretending to love. Their love is in their mouth only. They will slobber on you, tell you how pretty you are, how smart you are. That's a ploy. They just want to get up close to you so they can sabotage and destroy your dreams. Their little pee brain tells them that you are the cause of their utter failure in life. Knowing full well that their whoredom and low character deprived them of the dream that they were promised. You can see. Their foot prints are all up and down your back. You have documented evidence that this creature means you no good. "From such stay away."
"You might be my kin, but you are not my kind!" "I will not give up the right for the wrong because you tell me too."
Don't cling to the tentacles of a succubus because she taught you to call her mother.
Your mother/father is in heaven and anything you want or desire, just ask him. He will give it to You!
GOD's greatest pleasure is to Bless You! GOD loves you!
If a woman is too wicked and ignorant to be a real mother pray for her. But in the mean time thank GOD for the gifts he gave you and use those gifts for the uplifing of His kingdom.
Tell the TRUTH and shame the devil!
"And I heard another voice from heaven saying, "Come out of her, my people, lest you share in her sins, and lest you receive of her plagues." Revelation 18:4
You can not help the circumstances of your birth, but you can help the circumstances of your life. You have Free Will. Hopefully you have good sense. I pray for your courage. Man Up! Go out in the world and claim your divine destiny. GOD did not bring you to this earth to forsake you. Step out on faith and claim your great legacy. Your grandfather had sixty-five acres of land! He had a huge rambling ranch house. He was a good Christian man that GOD blessed abundantly. He had a wayward daughter that led her family into captivity. BREAK THE CURSE! "Fear no man" Ask GOD to give you courage.
I know she crippled you. I know that you are in pain because she is an awful coward. What kind of demon picks on babies, on innocent children that can't protect themselves? That is a creature that you need to stay away from.
These demonic creatures are every where. You can't avoid them, but you can recognize them by their deeds. Their deeds don't lie. Their deeds are repulsive, they are sick and vile. You can't help them. Do not drown in their sea of misery.
I praise you LORD! I thank you for Your TRUTH and mercy. Thank you for lifting me out of the muck and the mire. Thank you for my many gifts Thank you for my voice.
If you truly want to be blessed ask Christ to come into your heart, to dwell there in.
Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
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