I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

"Praise the Living Lord!"

Than you LORD for rescuing me. Thank you for delivering me from the hand of the unjust man. Thank you for planting a seed in my heart. Thank you for the gift of discernment.

Woman! I am telling because GOD told me to tell it. I can see you. I am looking right at you. Where are you going to run? Where are you going to hide? You ran out of lies. You ran out of excuses. Your longevity is not the result of GOD blessing you as you so proudly proclaim. GOD kept you here for a reason.

GOD wants the whole world to know that His WORD is real. His WORD is prophetic. GOD wants the world to know what happens to ignorant reprobates that try to destroy His anointed. GOD wants the world to know that it can happen in the best of families. GOD wants the world to know that GOD saves His own.

GOD will deliver you. Just wait on the LORD. GOD wants you to know that , that doesn't mean to sit down and do nothing but wait. Pursue your dreams, follow the urgings of your heart. Fulfill the destiny that GOD has laid out for you. Don't worry about the imps, GOD will take care of them in His own time, in His own way.

To GOD be the Glory!

Be richly blessed as you seek GOD's Almighty guidance in your life. Remember, GOD has not given us a spirit of fear. He has given us Holy Ghost Power! Use it or sit down there in that ditch and cry. Piss your life away feeling sorry for yourself. No one understands you. You got messed over by evil men so you are going to make up your lost by ruining every one that you can. When caught you will spew black sticky burning venom. "They will learn. Don't mess wid Mathy Jane! She de boss muthaf***** up in 'dis b****!"

Well, at least some time. Not when she is preaching, though. That's when she is a saint. That's what she wants credit for. "YOU remember too much!" she scowled, mad "Dat dis luddle black stanking b**** got the damn nerve to complain about the way I raised her black bastard ass. S***! I gave her puny narrow a** away! My damn black a** mama da one dat made me go get hur out dat 'ho house. S***! niggas make me sick."

A lie still will not get you to the Truth. "Apart from Christ you are still nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

"Come'ere!"

Sh-h-h-h-h-h! Come'ere! I got sumpin' ta tell ya. Hush ,I don't want hur ta hear me.
You got to promise! Promise you ain't gon' tell nobody. Promise, ni!

She a demon. No! Ah Dee-MAN! I swear ta GAWD! She a lying snake! Dat heifer will tell a lie 'fo fo'tee gods kin skin a minnow!

No-o-o-! She ain't Got No Dee-mon. She Is A DEMON! And one of de best, I might add. Oh she clever. She clever, ni. Don't think you 'gon run up on her and trick hur wid s***! Dat nigga be on it.

Man a long time ago she accidentally fell into the best scam of her conning dog-eat-dog life. She found out she could do anything she pleased if she pretended to love the LAWD! If she hollared LAWD! LAWD! in between her debauchery she could get over. And She Did! Fa' eighty-five long years!

She so good she even Murdered her Own daddy! And got away with it! Got clean away! You know she good! Who hur "root worker"? She is. She hur own "root worker". She got all dese books on the occult, black magic, chile. She got the Lost Book of Moses.

Oh she a god, ni! She play god, chile. She decide who hur chur'ren 'gon marry. Who 'gon stay married. Who get sick! Who 'gon be bent ova' and cripple. Who 'gon have to have surgery. Who 'gon get evicted. Who 'gon have a baby at eighteen and ruin dey 'sef lak she did. Who 'gon get in a big white college.

You kin be anything, jest not bedder d'dan hur.

Sad thing is de nigga never wanted nuttin'. No, she never wanted to be rich, de mayor, a writer, an actress, none of dat s***. She just wanted to be the top of the bottom. She just wanted eva'body in hur family ta haf ta come running ta hur when dey needed some help.

Dat's the only way she know hi ta make hursef feel good. She got ta see and know dat her "loved ones" are suffering in order to make hurself think she feel good about hurself.

No, she don't feel good about hurself. Really, deep down inside she shame of hurself. She just can't say it. She too proud. Yea, de Bible do say; "Pride goeth before a fall."

She fell! She fell on dat same sword she used to slay others. She a demon, but she a weak demon. She ain't got no power. GOD let her think she had some power. GOD let hur enjoy some minimal success because he had other plans.

Every thing she did backfired. Just like the Bible said it would. Dat old man, the one that she secretly hated and thought she murdered, the one she thought she got rid of, is still living. His spirit is still here on this earth. He is still teaching. His wisdom reigns! He taught me that; "Jesus will fix it."

Jesus fixed it children!

Be richly blessed.

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel

"The Facts!"

Just the facts, as I know them. Over the course of my life I have learned a lot. I learned that this world tried to poison me with ignorant rot. I would have believed it all had it not been for my grandfather, Jerome Walters.

#1- There is no such thing as a superior race. There is only one race, the Human race. That is common sense. It is not "color" but character . Character should dictate and determine your "place" in this world.

Well, it doesn't. It should but some evil people think they have the right to use their power and deceit to manipulate, to pull strings. These evil doers are determined to do wrong. They sit in church right beside you. Hear the same sermon. Praise the same LORD. These individuals think that they are smart enough to use GOD's Gospel as a tool to enrich their dirty little closeted lives while robbing and deceiving every one else.

#2- People who insist on using "color" as a beauty standard, as a standard of worthiness or intelligence are ignorant or evil or both. There are people that are stupid enough to hate themselves for something they have no control over. Your assigned "race" is an accident of birth. How dare any one brag or be proud of being born a certain color. How dare you announce to the world that you are better because you think the world thinks you are something special. Something blessed. How dare you be ignorant enough to think that you can live an undisciplined life and commit every atrocity known to man because GOD blessed you with a certain hue.

#3- That Bible, this Bible is real. This is the only Book you need. The Bible is the only Book you will ever need. READ it! You will be blessed. You will discover that it is your GPS.

Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel

Monday, July 4, 2011

"That Family!"

According to the AJC the matriarch of that family "bottled the secret up". Can you imagine a "family" permitting a man to savagely rape his own daughter (evidently repeatedly)? The "family" kept it a secret. Why? Were they too embarrassed to go to the law? No, the article said that the "law" came to them when she was so savagely assaulted that she had to be hospitalized. They still refused to "tell".

The "family" admits that "she" changed as a young teenage girl. She cut off all of her long hair, wore baggy clothes. Of course she did. She didn't want to look attractive to men. She didn't want to be lusted after.

I know the feeling all too well.

I come from a "family" very much like the one in the AJC. Her family was once well to do "coloureds", so was mine. That father that sexually molested his daughter over and over was no more than human vermin. He died and went to hell un-prosecuted, cloaked and secreted by a "family" of "good Christians".

His family protected him. Why? Were they afraid of the stigma? Or did they hear what I heard almost every day of my life growing up; "You! Don't tell a muthaf***** thang 'dat go on in dis house!"

We knew she meant it. How many brutal beatings, pistol whippings and stabbings do you have to see as a child to know this b**** means business?

How many "spells" do you have to see performed to know that this b**** will "root" your a**?

How many times do you have to listen to her lie and mislead to others on the phone before you realize that she hates you to?

The poor woman hates herself! She hates her weakness. She hates her "flesh". She took that 'the spirit is willing indeed, but the flesh is weak.' scripture to heart.

Poor "lady", there was no help for her. Some where she got very twisted and exchanged "sex" for power. Was that the only time she felt powerful?

Why would a grown woman hate her own child? Her own children? Then tell them!? You told me because you wanted to torture me. B**** you did torture me! When did you ever think you treated me right or fairly? Never!

I want to hate you but I can't. You are too damn ignorant! You are too f******dumb to hate. You are about the most "country" illiterate, unschooled, undereducated being I ever heard of. But, you fake so well. To talk to you ,one would think that you were Phi Beta Kappa with three of four PhD.s.

Again, it is not what happens to you, it is what happen in you.

I pray every day for GOD to take all of the hatred that has been placed in my heart away. I pray to love myself. I thank GOD for my brilliant , beautiful, talented daughter. I thank GOD for "natural affection".

I will "stay on the battlefield for abused children." I am just like the Little Red Hen,; "I will bake this bread by myself!"

What a great scam artist you are, Martha. You are the best. But, don't scam GOD. "He's been too good, down through the years." Yes, GOD's been good to you. GOD's been good to you and GOD knows your evil heart. Yes, He could have been much better. But, you would not let him.

Granddaddy always told you; "Dawthur, lean not to your own understanding." That is a good rule because most of our thoughts are wrong. That is why GOD gave us our own private GPS, the Bible.

You be blessed, now, you hear. And remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel

Sunday, July 3, 2011

"She is not worth it"

She isn't worth it. She is not worth all of the pain and grief she causes. She is evil! There is no doubt in my mind about that. Her incredible denial is worse than her episodes when she dishes out bone crushing terror with her mouth, with her secret hatred, with her schemes and scams.

A person that spends all of their time trying to destroy others secretly is destroyed. She is a very small person. She is a piece of dust. She has to do it secretly, these "things" are so low and depraved, she can't admit them even to herself. Sadly, she is demented indeed, but she is in full control. She likes "mess". She lives to stir up hatred, exploit jealousies. She is a trouble maker. (Without natural affection, truce breakers...)She is delusional, she knows it and she loves it. It is her choice.

She is right. Very few people in this world care about what she did to me. No one would care if she killed me. She killed my granddaddy. I think I am the only person in my entire family that gives a flying flip.

This great man didn't just love and help me. He was a great man with a great vision plagued by an evil daughter and a selfish uncaring society with too many *"all'fa de'sef" family members. (That is her exact term. The one she would manipulate me with so she could rob me over and over.)

I care. I care about my fellow man and I always will. (Love ye one another as I have loved you.)

I am injured but I will survive. She is not that special. She has no power. She is a witch, she is a demon. GOD has stopped her. She can't hurt me any more.

I hope all that cruelty goes into her dirty little grave with her. Her name will rot.

There was an article in the Atlanta Journal and Constitution today ("Broken home sheds light on a tragedy" By Tim Eberly Sunday, July 2, 2011), about a homeless woman that was crushed to death. This poor woman was seeking refuge in her abandoned house. I don't know if she was a crack addict. The article didn't say, it said that she was a homeless person that begged for spare change. The fact that she was or was not a crack addict and homeless is unimportant. What is important is the fact that she was a sexually abused child. So much so that she had to be hospitalized after a savage RAPE by her own FATHER.

Just another little black orphaned bastard. They said she never knew her mother. Some one let her slip into the hands of her "father". After he ruined her, the other men came. The most important part of this story must be relayed to you verbatim;
"At about 12 years old, she confided to Thomas' mother that her father had been sexually molesting her, according to Thomas and Durham's sister, Brenda Durham.
Thomas' mother took the accusation to her own mother, who was raising Durham. Instead of saving the girl, the matriarch bottled up the secret, the family said."

"...The molestation continued for years, family members believe, and Durham underwent a radical makeover as a teenager. She cut her hair off. She started wearing boys clothing. She stopped wearing bras and got baggier clothes."

"She shut down, " Thomas said. "Her whole personality - her way of thinking- she didn't trust men, ...Some people can bounce back from things like that and some people can't. And I just think she couldn't bounce back."

No she couldn't bounce back. This poor woman did not have a righteous man in her life. She did not have a good GOD fearing wise patriarch in her life like I did. I know the only man that saved me from a sick vile murdering pedophile was Jerome Walters.

You don't have to know. Stop up your ears. Call me crazy. Continue to revile me, rebuke me. Join in with her chorus of curses. Take her side so that she will give you fifty dollars worth of crap and five million dollars worth of secret curses and ditch digging.

You don't believe me? How many times have you been married? How much of your love life did you confide in her? Have you ever witnessed her go manic? Has she ever cursed you out? Has she ever told a big lie on you? Has she ever tricked you out of your money? Has she ever led you astray?

Family, this is a generational curse. Generational curses can be broken. I'm glad that I didn't end up crushed in the house that got bulldozed. I am glad that I don't have to depend on "closeted" family members to protect me.

No, I don't expect for you to do anything. The fact that you are willing to listen, to read this blog is a blessing. I know it is much too shocking. Much to macabre. It is unreal but it is as real as real can get.

There is no help for her. Don't waste any more of your time. You will probably find her cold stiff demonic body stretched out on some murdered man's grave one day. Yea, she will go out collecting "goofer dust". That is all she knows. "Root working" and destroying is all she wants to do.

Remember, GOD created some vessels for honor, some for dishonor. She was obviously created for dishonor.

I will not continue to live under this generational curse. I will be heard. I am a Truth Teller and I am telling.

Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love,Peace and Happiness,
Rachel

Friday, July 1, 2011

"I Don't Care Who You Are!"

I don't care who you are. I don't care where you are, how old you are, what color you are. You are going to reap exactly what you sow!

If you don't like it ,tough. Tell GOD!

I was still marveling over GOD's awesome mysteries when I remembered how you used to taunt us with that; "Come get ya beatin'!"

I understood. Come get your punishment. Let me beat all of the hope and life out of you. Let me sexually molest you to insure that you will be totally messed up. I am a selfish demonic creature and I don't have the capacity to care about any one else. I don't have the courage to leave you alone. I know that I messed you up bad and I'm glad. I wish I could have hurt you worse. I am going to continue to be a loving preacher so that I can 'get up on ya 'mo better.'

I am still the low life rattlesnake (that refuses to rattle) that I always was. I'm still "working my roots".

I can't help it! I can't stand 'fa nobody to out do me! You ought to know better. Plus I will always help you when you are down, if you are humble enough and don't owe me no money.

No one will ever know because you niggas are too scared to tell it.

No, you didn't admit, repent or even suggest that you are sorry. That's fine. That is not why I am telling. I am telling because GOD's WORD is REAL!!!

This succubus thought that she was playing GOD for eighty-five years and now it is obvious that she got played.

"For the wrath of GOD is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who hold the TRUTH in unrighteousness;" Romans 1:18

Brenton Wood - "Oogum Boogum" (1967)