search the world high and low to find someone dumb enough to "go your bail". Didn't you know this day was coming? The only thing you ever had over me was 26 years. I was three years old and somehow I knew that you were common.
You are common! No, let's not move from that very important fact. No, you can't fight me. Sure, go ahead and cuss me. Is that all you have left in your arsenal? What happened to your good "goofer dust"? All that fabulous "root working" you are famous for?
No, you can't change a thing that you did. But, you can say that you are sorry. You can apologize. Your supreme arrogance will not help you now. I could not possibly careless about your "color" and hair. Your pseudo education is not impressive.
I am so overwhelmed by your "commonness" I can hardly breathe. Hiding behind the fact that you call yourself my "mother", you are a woman, a preacher. In fact those are good reasons to refuse or fail to know the truth. Foolish, easily manipulated people look for logic. (I looked for logic for 58 years) Of course there is no logical reason for your existence, for your common low carnal life.
You did it because you are a reprobate with no desire for salvation. You thought you were so smart. It never occurred to you that GOD is real. Not just a tool for you to use to snare His children.
So you are caught in your own net. Sitting down there in the pit you dug for me, for others. Any body that wants to love you, can. They have my full permission. You know you are going to do something bad to them just as some as you can. You can't help it. You are a "bad seed".
Please do not tell me that I am the only one you confided in. Don't they know that you talk about everyone like a dog? They might not know that you work "roots" on them specifically. We all know that you are a "root worker".
Rather than getting the weak and gullible to say nice things about you, why don't you just repent? GOD is not going to change His WORD for you. I am shocked. A woman that did every thing to try to destroy her own family. A woman that had her hand in destroying as many lives as she could has the nerve to want a good name.
Keep searching. Try to find a worthy good person to "go your bail", to say something good about you. Tell them to tell GOD what a great person you are.
Try praying. Try fasting.
Saturday, June 23, 2012
When you are too dumb
to know that you are stupid, you are in bad shape. The headlines today roared with "Coach guilty of 45 counts" Penn State's Sandusky used position to lure boys into abuse. And America pretends to be in shock. " BELLEFONTE, Pa. - Jerry Sandusky was convicted Friday of sexually assaulting 10 boys over fifteen years, accusations that had sent shock waves through the Penn State campus and led to the firing of the schools beloved Hall of fame coach, Joe Paterno."
Why all the feigned disbelief and shock? "..in the words of lead prosecutor Joseph McGettigan III, Sandusky was a 'predatory pedophile.' "
Predatory pedophile, why do people act like that is a "condition" so rare? Every family I know has at least one. Growing up we called them "nasty". Notice, I said every family I know. Maybe I am just cursed? Am I cursed or honest?
If you haven't had that talk with your child you better. Every parent should warn their child about that "touch". You know, they have that "talk" in the public schools now. If some one touches you in a place that makes you feel uncomfortable... Or if some adult wants to play a game called "we have a secret". Why do we have so many agencies devoted to child protection if "predatory pedophilia" is not a serious problem?
I can not say that sexual child abuse is on the rise. I don't think so. The Bible warns against incest and sins or carnal lust. I personally think honesty and courage is on the rise. (Praise the LORD)
Theses "predatory pedophiles" think they are so smart. They sincerely think that they are undetectable and will never be known. Their immediate lust is their only concern. Plus they justify their deed. Sandusky established a charity, The Second Mile, for at-risk youth.
Very good logic for a "demon". They are poor destitute children anyway. Who cares about them? Some of their parents probably gladly took the money. We see it all over the world. "White collared, wealthy businessmen" from the U.S. make frequent visits to Mexico, Brazil, Peru, Thailand to find "happiness" with pre-pubescent little boys (and girls).
We don't care. They are poor, so what? "Dey just gon' be luddle hoes anyway."
This man is 68 years old and he is awaiting sentencing. They claim that he could get life. He's 68! So what?
How and why was he allowed to violate innocent children so long? We are an uncaring nation of selfish narcissists, too dumb to know that we are stupid.
One of Sandusky's defenders allowed herself to be filmed saying;"But he helped thousands!" No sweetheart, you can't trade your filth for innocence.
"Defense witnesses, including Jerry Sandusky's wife, Dottie, described his philanthropic work with children over the years, and many spoke positive terms about his reputation in the community." That's why he did it. "A wolf in sheep's clothing." Don't look for horns, a pitchfork or a red suit. Look at their fruit. Listen to their conversation. Do not dare think common carnal behavior is a proclivity unique to any particular race or gender.
I firmly believe that it is not on the rise. Sincere bold "Christians" are on the rise. GOD's Grace is manifesting Itself.
We all need to sweep around our own front door. My "mother" is a predatory pedophile. I proudly tell you. I tell you because it is true. She is low and common, refuses to come to repentance and the Holy Spirit compels me to tell you.
She hides in the church as an associate pastor. I know, the nerve! Why would GOD hide you? Your fake preaching "ain't that good". You don't give up enough cash for me to keep my mouth shut. You ought to be ashamed of yourself. But, then again you are too dumb to know that you are stupid.
Stay in His WORD children. Not only will Our Father give us the power of discernment, He will give us boldness. He will give you the strength, the courage to step on that demon's neck and He Will give you a VOICE. GOD will put the eloquent WORDS in your mouth child! (Praise the LORD!)
Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you. cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Why all the feigned disbelief and shock? "..in the words of lead prosecutor Joseph McGettigan III, Sandusky was a 'predatory pedophile.' "
Predatory pedophile, why do people act like that is a "condition" so rare? Every family I know has at least one. Growing up we called them "nasty". Notice, I said every family I know. Maybe I am just cursed? Am I cursed or honest?
If you haven't had that talk with your child you better. Every parent should warn their child about that "touch". You know, they have that "talk" in the public schools now. If some one touches you in a place that makes you feel uncomfortable... Or if some adult wants to play a game called "we have a secret". Why do we have so many agencies devoted to child protection if "predatory pedophilia" is not a serious problem?
I can not say that sexual child abuse is on the rise. I don't think so. The Bible warns against incest and sins or carnal lust. I personally think honesty and courage is on the rise. (Praise the LORD)
Theses "predatory pedophiles" think they are so smart. They sincerely think that they are undetectable and will never be known. Their immediate lust is their only concern. Plus they justify their deed. Sandusky established a charity, The Second Mile, for at-risk youth.
Very good logic for a "demon". They are poor destitute children anyway. Who cares about them? Some of their parents probably gladly took the money. We see it all over the world. "White collared, wealthy businessmen" from the U.S. make frequent visits to Mexico, Brazil, Peru, Thailand to find "happiness" with pre-pubescent little boys (and girls).
We don't care. They are poor, so what? "Dey just gon' be luddle hoes anyway."
This man is 68 years old and he is awaiting sentencing. They claim that he could get life. He's 68! So what?
How and why was he allowed to violate innocent children so long? We are an uncaring nation of selfish narcissists, too dumb to know that we are stupid.
One of Sandusky's defenders allowed herself to be filmed saying;"But he helped thousands!" No sweetheart, you can't trade your filth for innocence.
"Defense witnesses, including Jerry Sandusky's wife, Dottie, described his philanthropic work with children over the years, and many spoke positive terms about his reputation in the community." That's why he did it. "A wolf in sheep's clothing." Don't look for horns, a pitchfork or a red suit. Look at their fruit. Listen to their conversation. Do not dare think common carnal behavior is a proclivity unique to any particular race or gender.
I firmly believe that it is not on the rise. Sincere bold "Christians" are on the rise. GOD's Grace is manifesting Itself.
We all need to sweep around our own front door. My "mother" is a predatory pedophile. I proudly tell you. I tell you because it is true. She is low and common, refuses to come to repentance and the Holy Spirit compels me to tell you.
She hides in the church as an associate pastor. I know, the nerve! Why would GOD hide you? Your fake preaching "ain't that good". You don't give up enough cash for me to keep my mouth shut. You ought to be ashamed of yourself. But, then again you are too dumb to know that you are stupid.
Stay in His WORD children. Not only will Our Father give us the power of discernment, He will give us boldness. He will give you the strength, the courage to step on that demon's neck and He Will give you a VOICE. GOD will put the eloquent WORDS in your mouth child! (Praise the LORD!)
Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you. cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Friday, June 22, 2012
I will not keep silent!
"Now the LORD spoke to Paul in the night by a vision, "Do not be afraid, but speak, and do not keep silent; for I am with you, and no one will attack you to hurt you, for I have many people in this city." (Acts 18: 9 - 10 NKJV)
I Will Not keep silent. I will tell every thing I know. I witnessed it. I saw it with my own two eyes. She "rooted" my cousin Rachel. Her own first cousin! Her uncle Dan's daughter. I heard that hideous laugh . She squealed like a hog. I was involved. She sent that demonic spirit through me. She laughed.
I Will Not keep silent. She is a pervert. There is no act too common for her. She is greedy. She can't get enough of "nothing". She is selfish and self-centered. It is impossible for her to love herself more.
She is a MURDERER! She took the life of her own father! He was a good Christian man! How could she? Better yet, how could we keep silent? Refuse to know, refuse to tell? FEAR! But, Jesus said "Fear no (wo)man!" We could not or would not hear him. I can hear Him now. I WILL NOT SHUT UP! I WILL NOT KEEP SILENT!`
I did not know. I could not know that she practiced her witchcraft on her own family, on me. I have infallible proof and I am telling! If you don't find freedom, if you don't break free, it is your own fault.
She preaches for cover. Too foolish to understand her Bible, the one she fake preaches from, she does not believe that she will be known. She believes that everyone will believe that I am the nit-wit she makes out I am.
If I am lying. If I am the horrible drug addicted person that you have always painted me to be, why didn't you as a mother get me some help? If you are as religious as you pretend to be, why didn't you get your church to pray for me?
You wasted your whole life Martha. You wasted your whole life being a demon for nothing. The devil tricked you. You got nothing for all of your evil. Nothing, but the sick depraved name you deserve. Serves you right!
I Will Not keep silent. I will tell every thing I know. I witnessed it. I saw it with my own two eyes. She "rooted" my cousin Rachel. Her own first cousin! Her uncle Dan's daughter. I heard that hideous laugh . She squealed like a hog. I was involved. She sent that demonic spirit through me. She laughed.
I Will Not keep silent. She is a pervert. There is no act too common for her. She is greedy. She can't get enough of "nothing". She is selfish and self-centered. It is impossible for her to love herself more.
She is a MURDERER! She took the life of her own father! He was a good Christian man! How could she? Better yet, how could we keep silent? Refuse to know, refuse to tell? FEAR! But, Jesus said "Fear no (wo)man!" We could not or would not hear him. I can hear Him now. I WILL NOT SHUT UP! I WILL NOT KEEP SILENT!`
I did not know. I could not know that she practiced her witchcraft on her own family, on me. I have infallible proof and I am telling! If you don't find freedom, if you don't break free, it is your own fault.
She preaches for cover. Too foolish to understand her Bible, the one she fake preaches from, she does not believe that she will be known. She believes that everyone will believe that I am the nit-wit she makes out I am.
If I am lying. If I am the horrible drug addicted person that you have always painted me to be, why didn't you as a mother get me some help? If you are as religious as you pretend to be, why didn't you get your church to pray for me?
You wasted your whole life Martha. You wasted your whole life being a demon for nothing. The devil tricked you. You got nothing for all of your evil. Nothing, but the sick depraved name you deserve. Serves you right!
I greet you ...
in the name and saving Grace of our LORD and Savior Jesus Christ. "I'm gettin' up soon in the morning, I believe I'll dust my broom." That means I am going to clean what I clean with, that I've had a great epiphany and I've seen the light and I'm going to make some major changes in my life.
True, there are some sick people on this earth. Do your best to avoid them, unfortunately some can't be avoided. Catch on as soon as you can and move on.
We live in an absolutely beautiful world with many wonderful truly good people. Pray for them. Cherish them, cherish their memories. You are going to run into some ugliness in this world. It can not be avoided. No, that is not the world GOD designed or wants for us, but there are some demonic forces that insist on troubling, having their way. Rebellious spirits suffering from the sin of envy. "A sound heart is life to the body, but envy is rottenness to the bones." (Proverbs 14: 30 NKJV)
"Rottenness to the bones" is an understatement. The sin of "envy" will make a fool out of you. Here I am at sixty-one years old still trying to scrape up a little joy. Only because I just happened to be born into the wicked clutches of the most miserable woman that ever lived. A confused creature, a fallen woman full of "love", full of hate.
True this all could have been avoided if she were not guilty of the sin of pride and rebellion. "A merry heart makes a cheerful countenance, but by sorrow of the heart the spirit is broken." (Proverbs 15:13)
"A broken spirit" is what she attempted to afflict me with. I can not say that my spirit is not broken still. I do know that I am in recovery. I know that the LORD is healing me. What kind of mother spews vicious vulgar curses on their own flesh and blood? Better yet what kind of person enjoys it, derives pleasure from it?
"Folly is joy to him who is destitute of discernment, but a man of understanding walks uprightly." (Proverbs 15:21)
Poor Martha is and has always been desperately void of any understanding, other than to do evil. It is a fact. Why would I ever want to keep her wicked life a secret? My grandfather was a very wise man. He walked uprightly. Not to be seen or for any reward. He did it just because he carried the love of Christ in his heart.
I am a product of my grandfather's wisdom and I am exceedingly proud. His great granddaughter is a brilliant intellectual, the product of Boston University. She carries his proud legacy, walks worthy and she is blessed.
That ignorant evil monster tried to deafen her, to cripple her. The fool didn't get away, only exposed. That was just another piece of this huge unexplainable jigsaw mystery. A mystery I solved by reading my Bible, studying GOD's WORD.
Dear LORD thank you for protecting and delivering me from that demon. A demon kept secret by fear, manipulation, voodoo and shame. We were all controlled and kept helpless by one of the most maniacal demon possessed creatures that ever walked the earth. Therefore I do not hold any negative feelings toward my brothers and other relatives. They remain her blind minions and I understand. It took me 58 years to finally see the light and I was one of her chief victims! I do pray for the deliverance of my loved ones, my family, everyday.
You cause every one to fear you, pretend to revere you, to need you financially. Just so you can talk about them, ridicule them, rip them open and rake them over hot coals. How does that make you feel better? I heard that you call yourself a matriarch. No such thing. You are a vile repugnant, despicable monster that never came to the knowledge of GOD's Supreme Plan or Holy Ghost. You insisted on being famous, lauded and known. You will be known, that's for sure. You actually think you can do anything you please as long as you please. "The LORD is far from the wicked, but He hears the prayer of the righteous." (Proverbs 15:29)
I have a Holy Ghost party every day. I am jubilant. I jump and cry with joy. I thank GOD for giving me eyes to see through you, ears to hear. Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. If some demon has you down, pray for deliverance. Make sure you say the LORD's Prayer every day. Read some scripture every day. Do not leave your soul salvation up to some preacher or church. Jesus warned us that these ravenous wolves would invade the church. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
True, there are some sick people on this earth. Do your best to avoid them, unfortunately some can't be avoided. Catch on as soon as you can and move on.
We live in an absolutely beautiful world with many wonderful truly good people. Pray for them. Cherish them, cherish their memories. You are going to run into some ugliness in this world. It can not be avoided. No, that is not the world GOD designed or wants for us, but there are some demonic forces that insist on troubling, having their way. Rebellious spirits suffering from the sin of envy. "A sound heart is life to the body, but envy is rottenness to the bones." (Proverbs 14: 30 NKJV)
"Rottenness to the bones" is an understatement. The sin of "envy" will make a fool out of you. Here I am at sixty-one years old still trying to scrape up a little joy. Only because I just happened to be born into the wicked clutches of the most miserable woman that ever lived. A confused creature, a fallen woman full of "love", full of hate.
True this all could have been avoided if she were not guilty of the sin of pride and rebellion. "A merry heart makes a cheerful countenance, but by sorrow of the heart the spirit is broken." (Proverbs 15:13)
"A broken spirit" is what she attempted to afflict me with. I can not say that my spirit is not broken still. I do know that I am in recovery. I know that the LORD is healing me. What kind of mother spews vicious vulgar curses on their own flesh and blood? Better yet what kind of person enjoys it, derives pleasure from it?
"Folly is joy to him who is destitute of discernment, but a man of understanding walks uprightly." (Proverbs 15:21)
Poor Martha is and has always been desperately void of any understanding, other than to do evil. It is a fact. Why would I ever want to keep her wicked life a secret? My grandfather was a very wise man. He walked uprightly. Not to be seen or for any reward. He did it just because he carried the love of Christ in his heart.
I am a product of my grandfather's wisdom and I am exceedingly proud. His great granddaughter is a brilliant intellectual, the product of Boston University. She carries his proud legacy, walks worthy and she is blessed.
That ignorant evil monster tried to deafen her, to cripple her. The fool didn't get away, only exposed. That was just another piece of this huge unexplainable jigsaw mystery. A mystery I solved by reading my Bible, studying GOD's WORD.
Dear LORD thank you for protecting and delivering me from that demon. A demon kept secret by fear, manipulation, voodoo and shame. We were all controlled and kept helpless by one of the most maniacal demon possessed creatures that ever walked the earth. Therefore I do not hold any negative feelings toward my brothers and other relatives. They remain her blind minions and I understand. It took me 58 years to finally see the light and I was one of her chief victims! I do pray for the deliverance of my loved ones, my family, everyday.
You cause every one to fear you, pretend to revere you, to need you financially. Just so you can talk about them, ridicule them, rip them open and rake them over hot coals. How does that make you feel better? I heard that you call yourself a matriarch. No such thing. You are a vile repugnant, despicable monster that never came to the knowledge of GOD's Supreme Plan or Holy Ghost. You insisted on being famous, lauded and known. You will be known, that's for sure. You actually think you can do anything you please as long as you please. "The LORD is far from the wicked, but He hears the prayer of the righteous." (Proverbs 15:29)
I have a Holy Ghost party every day. I am jubilant. I jump and cry with joy. I thank GOD for giving me eyes to see through you, ears to hear. Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. If some demon has you down, pray for deliverance. Make sure you say the LORD's Prayer every day. Read some scripture every day. Do not leave your soul salvation up to some preacher or church. Jesus warned us that these ravenous wolves would invade the church. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
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