I greet you ...

in the name and saving Grace of our LORD and Savior Jesus Christ.  "I'm gettin' up soon in the morning, I believe I'll dust my broom."  That means I am going to clean what I clean with, that I've had a great epiphany and I've seen the light and I'm going to make some major changes in my life.

True, there are some sick people on this earth.  Do your best to avoid them, unfortunately some can't be avoided.  Catch on as soon as you can and move on.

We live in an absolutely beautiful world with many wonderful truly good people.  Pray for them.  Cherish them, cherish their memories.  You are going to run into some ugliness in this world.  It can not be avoided.  No, that is not the world GOD designed or wants for us, but there are some demonic forces that insist on troubling, having their way.  Rebellious spirits suffering from the sin of envy.  "A sound heart is life to the body, but envy is rottenness to the bones." (Proverbs 14: 30 NKJV)

"Rottenness to the bones" is an understatement.  The sin of "envy" will make a fool out of you.  Here I am at sixty-one years old still trying to scrape up a little joy.  Only because I just happened to be born into the wicked clutches of the most miserable woman that ever lived.  A confused creature, a fallen woman full of "love", full of hate.

True this all could have been avoided if she were not guilty of the sin of pride and rebellion.  "A merry heart makes a cheerful countenance, but by sorrow of the heart the spirit is broken." (Proverbs 15:13)

"A broken spirit" is what she attempted to afflict me with.  I can not say that my spirit is not broken still.  I do know that I am in recovery.  I know that the LORD is healing me.  What kind of mother spews vicious vulgar curses on their own flesh and blood?  Better yet what kind of person enjoys it, derives pleasure from it?

"Folly is joy to him who is destitute of discernment, but a man of understanding walks uprightly." (Proverbs 15:21)

Poor Martha is and has always been desperately void of any understanding, other than to do evil.  It is a fact.  Why would I ever want to keep her wicked life a secret?  My grandfather was a very wise man.  He walked uprightly.  Not to be seen or for any reward.  He did it just because he carried the love of Christ in his heart.

I am a product of my grandfather's wisdom and I am exceedingly proud.  His great granddaughter is a brilliant intellectual, the product of Boston University.  She carries his proud legacy, walks worthy and she is blessed.

That ignorant evil monster tried to deafen her, to cripple her.  The fool didn't get away, only exposed.  That was just another piece of this huge  unexplainable jigsaw mystery.  A mystery I solved by reading my Bible, studying GOD's WORD.

Dear LORD thank you for protecting and delivering me from that demon.  A demon kept secret by fear, manipulation, voodoo and shame.  We were all controlled and kept helpless by one of the most maniacal demon possessed creatures that ever walked the earth.  Therefore I do not hold any negative feelings toward my brothers and other relatives.  They remain her blind minions and I understand.  It took me 58 years to finally see the light and I was one of her chief victims!  I do pray for the deliverance of my loved ones, my family,  everyday.

You cause every one to fear you, pretend to revere you, to need you financially.   Just so you can talk about them, ridicule them, rip them open and rake them over hot coals.   How does that make you feel better?  I heard that you call yourself a matriarch.  No such thing.  You are a vile repugnant, despicable monster that never came to the knowledge of GOD's Supreme Plan or Holy Ghost.  You insisted on being famous, lauded and known.  You will be known, that's for sure.  You actually think you can do anything you please as long as you please.  "The LORD is far from the wicked, but He hears the prayer of the righteous." (Proverbs 15:29)

I have a Holy Ghost party every day.  I am jubilant.  I jump and cry with joy.  I thank GOD for giving me eyes to see through you, ears to hear.  Praise the LORD!

Stay in His WORD children.  If some demon has you down, pray for deliverance.  Make sure you say the LORD's Prayer every day.   Read some scripture every day.  Do not leave your soul salvation up to some preacher or church.  Jesus warned us that these ravenous wolves would invade the church.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)