no doubt ...I didn't have no doubt." Thenarcissistinyourlife.com said what I already knew; "Being the daughter of a narcissistic mother is one of the most difficult life experiences. It causes deep psychic pain. Her serious psychopathology will never change."
You can't win if you have a nm (narcissistic mother). You will suffer tremendously with or without her. I have chosen the latter. I did not expect the scorn and retribution I have received from my own brothers and "kin". It's cool. I thought that you had abandoned me. That is not true. You were never with me or for me in the first place. She got to you early. Of course I heard her. I was a "lame" just like she said and I didn't know what she was doing. "Gwen is a snake, she sneaky." " Gwen is Miss Rich Bitch! She think she bedder dan us."
Martha is a woman that is very confused to say the least. She hates all women that she perceives to be more attractive or smarter or have more material wealth. Let me put it this way, if you are ugly, black and broke you might be safe.
She is a closet lesbian. I am sure she is the "bulldagger". Her sexual preference has nothing to do with her perversion, her pedophilia. The fact is she is a very cruel, selfish, greedy, uncaring, unloving woman. It is her greed and narcissism that cause her to exploit men, women and children sexually.
Putting all that aside, I forgive her for her slow sick torture. I will not forgive her for murdering my grandfather. That is something she never had to do. That was beyond the pale.
I will not rest. Some one is going to finally hear me. Justice will prevail for Jerome Walters!
My online psychiatrist recommended gentle hath yoga, Journaling, Walking, Solitude and Crying. I said wow, I'm ahead of the game.
Stay in His WORD children. If you were born tethered to a monster GOD will deliver you too. Remember:"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
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