I WILL NOT BE ROBBED!

I will not be broken and utterly destroyed as you wish.   I will not be your stepping stone or proof that you are somebody.  You can not take my brain, my eyes or my ears.  Blind Ray Charles can see from the grave that you are a common deceitful manipulative conniving greedy selfish woman, who had the audacity to try to replicate herself through her children.

A woman too stubborn, wicked and depraved to own up to her responsibility or admit one single mistake.  I don't have to be foolish because you are.  I don't have to live in fear because you are a terrorist.

I will not be robbed of my inheritance by a dim-witted demon.  I know who I am and whose I am.

"But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should show forth the praises of Him who hath called you out of darkness into His marvelous light:" (1 Peter 2:9)

Remember we are engaged in Spiritual warfare.  The enemy wants you to abandon your inheritance, your great legacy.  That demon wants you depending on the meager crumbs from her table.  The stingy ***** teases you with a few token fleeting "gifts".  She will give you something wrapped in an insult, packaged in defeat and self loathing.  She will make you feel about an inch tall, remind you that your life didn't turn out so well.  She will make you think that she is laughing with you when in fact she is laughing at you.    She will tear you down with her two edged tongue.  She can't help it.  She is jealous.  You can never fall low enough for her.  She wants you under her feet.  Tell her that it is impossible.  She saddled you with her darkest sin.  You are forgiven.  You were a child,  it is not your fault.  Don't think you share any secrets with her.  She ran ahead of you, told every one your secrets and laughed.  No, she left out all the parts that involved her.  Do know she gleefully told about your past, your indescretions.  If you didn't do anything dark enough to shame you with, she lied.

Don't ever forget, she is a backstabber.  A low common one, one that stabs you in the back repeatedly, twisting it.  She can't get her daggers deep enough while she laughs in your face, hugging and kissing you.  Pretending to care and love you.

WARNING! Any person that could coldly, violently , maliciously with forethought and malice, take the life of her saintly father is not to be trusted EVER!

What is her defense?  A lame "Why I do dat?"  While still bragging she tried to kill him when she was sixteen!  You know the many horrible sins she committed against you.  You can wait on the ***** to die.  I won't!  I refuse to be held hostage by her horrible unbearable deeds.  I want no part of her.  I wish I could rip her terrible memory out of my brain.

I can read *****!  I can think.  I do have good sense.  My some times very tragic life has taught me a few things:

#1 - Never wait on the world to validate you.  Let GOD place His stamp of approval on you.

#2 - Some people are pure garbage.  Just stank evil.  You can try to help them and lift them up if you want to.  They will only pull you down into that filthy pit with them.  Jesus told you to shun them.  I suggest you listen to Jesus.   You can put lipstick on a sow.  She will still be a sow, not a prom queen.

#3 - GOD will do just what He said.  He will keep every promise.  He will never leave or forsake you.  He will deliver you from all evil if you ask Him.  If you pray, if you seek His face.

#4 - What is done in the dark shall surely come to light.  It might come kicking and screaming and denying, but it is coming.

#5 - Some demons will fight GOD's Almighty truth to their dying day.  That's pride.  GOD told us about such people.

As for me I am going to sing in the sunshine.  I am going to salvage what is left of my life and enjoy it.   I am abundantly blessed.  I am anointed and appointed to tell GOD's Truth and I am telling.  If you can't receive it, that's on you.   If you want to continue to be held hostage by her lies and manipulation, that's on you.  If you claim you love her and you are foolish enough to believe that she loves or cares one wit about you, you are dumber than I thought.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster, (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)