"She a fool!"

"She crazy...she ain't got good sense...she on drugs....she jealous of my color".  Don't blieve hur...she duh lying-ess woman dat eva' s*** 'tween two shoes!  Don't y'all say nuttin' to hur!...stay way from hur!"

"GAWD sits high and He looks low! ...I once wuz young and ni I'm old and I ain't nevah seen the righteous fuh' saken!  He said a liar wudden tary in Hiz sight! ...I did duh best I cud ... I don't live in duh pass ... I live fuh' de LAWD! ...I'm jest sending up timber!"

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Relax!  I remembered.  I mourned and now I'm healing.  I am in recovery.  I found a great support group, ASCA, Adult Children of Child Abuse.

I forgive you.   But, you can't bludgeon me any more.  You can't set me up for ridicule any more.  Yes, you can continue to tell your vicious lies on me if it makes you feel better.  Naw, you "hoodoo" will not work.  That fear and trembling you instilled in all of us is waning.

There is no lie big enough, no one dumb enough to trust you.  Don't hate me because you are untrustworthy and common.  So, you mad because I told, am telling.  I told you when I was eight years old that I was going to tell.  Did you beat me?  Where you beating me when you kept screaming; "You ain't gon' tell S***!" ?

No you are not mentally ill. YOU ARE COMMON!  No you can't blame that man because YOU WERE THE RING LEADER!

Yes, I am ashamed of you.  I have every right to be.   In my journey to wholeness I have discovered a lot of men and women like you.   It is not a black thing or a white thing.  It has nothing to do with with wealth or status.

The reason? You are a selfish cruel manipulative CUNT!  And you had the nerve to think that you could fool people hiding behind GOD'sWORD, His Bible.

Shame on you and shame on any one still dumb enough or weak enough to still "honor" you.

Honor GOD people! Honor GOD or the rocks will cry out.