Predatory!

A predator is someone or something that lives by hunting.  They seek and hunt down the weak to devour and destroy for their own pleasure or gain.  That is certainly acceptable in the animal kingdom.  Unfortunately that seems to be the way for far too many men and women.

My mother often told me this was a "dog eat dog world", that only dummies were honest.  She criticized her parents for teaching her to be honest.  "My ignut a** parents were honest.  Honesty don't get'cha no where."  Obviously she certainly believed the rot she spewed because she has lived a totally dishonest life for her whole life,  86 years.  Let me rephrase that.  I will call it a quasi-dishonest life.  She always worked, always had an honest 9 to 5 job.  Often had a part time job to supplement that job.  But for some reason she was always a thief.  An excellent salesclerk (she could sell an Eskimo a freezer).  She made a lot of money for Capitol department store.   You can be sure she wasn't leaving there every night with out stealing something, a blouse, a scarf.  Frankly I didn't see anything wrong with it.  So my mother was a little "clepto"?  Who was she harming?  We always laughed together because everything she stole was always a little pissy.  (She smuggled her ill gotten gain out stuffed between her legs, hidden in her underwear)  They loved her, named her saleswoman of the month repeatedly.

We called her a hustler, reading palms, tarot cards, selling "lucky hands", removing demonic spells.  A hustler , flea marketing.  A hustler fronting for her pimp drug dealer cousin with his bail bonding company.  I didn't see anything wrong with it.  Make your money, make your paper.  The thing was she  didn't want you to make any paper.   She didn't want you to prosper.  If she heard that you might be happy the top of her ears turned red.

Then she complained.  We were the reason she never made it in life, never got rich.  My thieving brother, his thieving wife and his thieving kids kept her from prospering in the flea market business.  "I felt sorry fa' dah sorry n****** ... I let dem work fa' me.  Dem n**** out 'dere selling my stuff fa' less dan I paid.  Plus dey was stealing me blind!  You can't have nuttin' trying to help sorry n****!"  That's why she would not sell him her van when she finally quit flea marketing.  "I'll give it away before I'll give it to him!"  And that's what she did.  She gave it away.

Honest ignorant parents, a thieving son, n***** that would not pay.   Poor Mathy Jane was always trying to help people.  Always putting cars in her name for ungrateful relatives.  She couldn't rise in that church because of all the f***** bishops.

Poor Mathy Jane, just a loving, sharing ,giving woman trying to live for GOD.  Her secret dirt did not matter.  It did not affect her.  There are two things Martha is never going to do, admit to her wrong doing or tell the truth, ever.  She is a pathological liar.  Often humorous, a consummate liar, just the same.  You can't heal or come to GOD's Truth lying.  Lying, screaming, performing, will not get you to GOD's Truth.  Making everyone responsible for your sins will not help you.  Martha's greatest weakness is her awful envious, covetous nature.

I was eleven years old and I came running home all excited.  This lady gave me my first piano lesson.  She marveled at my talent.  She told me she would teach me for twenty-five cents a lesson.  I ran home and told my mother.  She scowled, forbade me.  "YOU AIN'T TAKIN' NO PIANO LESSONS!"  That was the end of that.  She was my mother. She was the authority figure in my life.  I look back and can clearly see what the problem was.  She was jealous.  Jealous, common, lustful, low down, and just plain scummy.  You could not get another pornographic magazine or book under her bed.  She prowled Vick's drive-in every night looking for prey.  Created a a sex den in the back bedroom.  Brought some stranger home every night.  She made me clean up her empty Emko bottles, disgarded used condoms and towels up once. I protested so much I didn't have to do it again.  She made me wear a huge red padded bra to school  when I was in the seventh grade.  I was flat chested, still undeveloped.  I'm  sure I did not weigh over seventy pounds.  I was humiliated.  When I got home I threw that bra away.

That's my point.  In order to love Mathy Jane you must be willing to be humiliated (over and over).  You must keep her secrets.  You must never tell.  Tell and you get cussed out, get jumped on, get a "root" put on you.  She lies.  She is going to put a "root" on you regardless.  She is going to watch you like a hawk.  Do not share your goals and ambition with her.  She will run ahead of you to block it.  Mathy is a freak.  She will follow you around menacing, doing things like throwing one of your shoes away.  Just one, it is more fun that way.  If you have a beautiful favorite suit that you look stunning in,  she will steal just the skirt or the pants.

You have to watch her closely.  She will throw your phone charger away.  Or she will invite you to her home, tell you to bring your cat, then secretly throw your cat out.  Yea, Mathy Jane is messed up.  You can't help her.  You can't help a person that fakes Christ.  You can't help a person that is proud to be demon possessed.  Jesus said "Shun the very presence of evil".    I know you want a mother.  I want a mother, but not at any cost.

I don't want to be mothered by some freak that I can't trust.   A woman that has only one desire for me, my destruction.  Some people are in fact predatory.  They live in an animal kingdom.  I am a Christian.   I love the LORD!  It is my desire to live in GOD's kingdom.  I will not abide her, hide her or lie for her.  If you have a relative with a predatory mentality,  I pray that you will see the light.

Martha is that foolish woman in the book of Proverbs that plucketh down her house with her own hands.  I found some beautiful scripture that I want to share with you.  "She openeth her mouth with wisdom; and in her tongue is the law of kindness." (Proverbs 31:26)

"She looketh well to the ways of her household, and eateth not the bread of idleness." (Proverbs 31:27)

"Every wise woman buildeth her house: but the foolish plucketh it down with her hands." (Proverbs 14:1 )

" (S)He that hideth hatred with lying lips, and (s)he that uttereth a slander is a fool." (Proverbs 10:18)

GOD told her that she was going to be known.  She didn't care, had no respect for GOD and His laws.  She still think she's winning.  She still has far too many supporters.  I'm sorry, I can't do it.   I grew tired and exasperated.  MURDERING  my grandfather did it for me.  I tried to forgive her.  I tried to forget.  I caught her up to her eye balls in witchcraft not too long ago.  That was it for me.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)