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wrong two "somebodies" this time heif- fa! When I look back, you weren't that smart.  You were just cruel.  Cruel out of your mind.  If I had been more like you, I would have killed you.   I know I would have.  I "wuz gon' kill yo' huzband."  I gave "dat black muthaf***** one mo' time to come at me with hiz red eyes and hard ****.  I was going to stab him until I had no more strength in my body." I was going to bathe in "dat n**** blood."  That's how much I hated him.

I was a child!  You had no business subjecting me to such filth!  I WILL NOT LIE TO PROTECT YOU!!! I will not pretend that you were not behind it, were not instrumental, did not orchestrate it.

(Whoa! Let me straighten you "deceived believers" out right now!  It is not your language! There is no such thing as bad language or vulgar language, only bad experiences.  I had some bad experiences.  I must tell them the only way I know how.  To use any other language would be a lie.  I was reading this lady's autobiography a few years ago.  I was very intrigued , she was a survivor of spousal abuse.  I couldn't finish her book.  In describing some of the abuse she experienced she called her husband a "punk".  A punk!? I thought.  I was immediately disappointed.  She is a great lady.  I like her as a person.  But, instantly she lost all credibility with me.)

A foul mouth is nothing to be proud of.  But, you don't have to be ashamed of it either.   Tell the truth!  How many people curse?  How many people scream obscenities at crazy drivers?  No, I would never curse in church.  Most of my cursing I leave up to my readers.  But, honestly I do curse.  I curse in my mind when I don't curse out loud.

Some of my foul curse words are indelibly imprinted on my brain.  I was programmed to curse by a cursing mother.  Most babies say "da-da" or "ma-ma" as their first word.  If muthaf***** wasn't my first word, it was my second.

O.K., all you "white bread perfect primadonnas" get your head out of the clouds.  I don't think your life was as perfect as you make it out to be.  Some of your scorning and scoffing is just a put on.  You've had a rocky ride too.   Every day hasn't been lovely.  Someone has wronged you.  Well, you've wronged someone.  Maybe you are the pariah , the culprit, the selfish manipulative one.

At any rate I am going to tell it like it is.  If your toes get mashed, move them.

My point is you can go on for a long time.  You can do wrong for a long time.  But, one day all of your sins, your wrong doing, is going to come to a squeaking halt!  What are you going to do then?  Play crazy?  Your bullying won't help.  What are you going to do, gum me to death?  No, you "ain't gon' git up on me 'cause I ain't going nowhere near yo' stanking a**!".

You can clearly see GOD is being kind to you.  Must I spell it out.  JEROME WALTERS was a prayed up true Christian!  I am his granddaughter, his seed and I am just like him.  YOU ARE NOT GOING TO MURDER HIM AND GET AWAY!!!

It is not going to happen. It is All in Divine Order!