"There is a WORD from the LORD ..."

I have heard this WORD all week long.  GOD spoke this WORD into my spirit.  This WORD thundered in my head while I tried to sleep.  This WORD blocked out my pastor's sermon as he tried to preach to me today.

The WORD is Ab- er-ra-tion (ab-uh-rey-shun) noun 1. the act of departing from the right, normal or usual course  2. the act of deviating from the ordinary, usual, normal type  *3. deviation from truth or moral rectitude 4. mental irregularity, or disorder, especially of a minor or temporary nature, lapse from a sound mental state.

Synonyms: 1. wandering, deviation, divergence 4. abnormality, eccentricity, illusion, delusion, hallucination.

Of course I knew GOD was trying to tell me something about my "mother".  He told me that it is number three that He wanted me to see and to tell the world about.  #3 "Deviation from truth or moral rectitude"

Praise The LORD!  That's her.  A woman jubilant and rejoicing over wrong doing.  "Rec-ti-tude", noun. 1. Moral uprightness; righteousness.  See synonyms at honesty. 2. The quality or condition of judging correctly. 3. the quality of being straight.

Now GOD told me to tell you that He is tired of her and her kind.  "No demon from hell should call His Name!"

PTL! I should have known.  I should have heeded.  But, she was certainly too cunning.  After all she was my  "mother".  There was no getting rid of her.  She is like fly paper.  Imposing, demanding, dictatorial, pushy, clueless, ignorant, and most of all demonic.  How do you get rid of a demon when you do not know that demons do in fact exist?


Continually slayed and mystified, what do you do?  You do pray.  You do ask GOD to intervene in your life.  You do seek GOD's protection and guidance.  "Trouble don't last always."  "The wicked shall cease from troubling."

Pray for her.  She is an aberration.  Something so foul and despicable no one wants to know her, to recognize her.  Every one suddenly has amnesia.  Just like tiny puppets on a string they dance to her tune.  Are they really waiting on her to die?  Do they really think they are going to reap anything?  Do they really love her as they claim?  Are they as terrified as that look locked in their eyes?

So what if she does die?  You will still be her slave.  Imprisoned in her awful ignorance.  Thinking color matters, "When bedder cars are built Buick will build them."   That all GOD wants is for you to pretend to be a good Christian.  That real "Christianity" is an  impossibility, a pipe dream.  That you should take all of your embarrassing shameful secrets to your grave.

That she was a mere damsel in distress, that was taken advantage of by some vile man.  That her daughter, your sister, is in fact crazy, some lying nut.

Does a serpent, a true demonic viper have to look like one in order for you to recognize her, to finally and fully know the truth?  Can't you see all of those demonic shadows, those ghosts hovering over her?  Do you believer that GOD is too weak to smite her?  Do you really believe that you are as insignificant and worthless as she claims you to be?

Why don't you think?  Why don't you make a list of the wrong she's done to you?  Make a list of the humiliation you had to suffer at her hands .  Didn't you have a brand new beautiful white on white in white Apollo Buick?  Didn't  you keep it pristine?  Didn't she swell your head about owning such a car at sixteen?  What was that beautiful hood ornament you put on it?  Weren't you one of the first to have rims, wire wheel covers?  For one year you were the bomb, the man.  The car was purchased in her name for you.  She convinced your father to pay half of the note.  You had that car for one solid year.  For one solid year she devised a scheme to improve her credit rating.  On the one year anniversary of you owing, driving and profiling, she announced that you didn't deserve such a gift.  You did the unthinkable.  You made your drunken baby brother sit in the back seat.  She "cut the fool".  Pretended to be so offended, that any one dare mistreat her "Doster baby".  The same son she never wanted and tried to abort.  The same son she beat and brutalized as an infant.  The same son that she called ugly and bug-eyed and pop-eyed his whole life.

Suddenly he has been wronged and she is outraged!  She runs to his rescue, for once in his entire life.  She over punishes you.  She blind sided you.  Who knew that she ever liked Billy?She cut the fool!  Acted like some kind of crazed lunatic.  She devised a very unusual punishment.  She went straight away and traded your car.  The car you put an eight track player in.  A car that you improved with some gadget or technology daily.  A car that you did not eat in or allow any one to eat in.  She traded your car in on a brand new Cadillac.

Suddenly you are on foot.  You went from sugar to s*** in one day.  As bad as that punishment was you were forbidden from telling your father.  Your father went to his grave believing that he paid for a car that you never got to own.  Your brother tried to tell and she broke his toe.  He learned his lesson and never told.  (Family secret #999,999) Why can't you see that you have never been anything to her but a pawn?

What kind of mind is that?   She plotted that whole thing from beginning to end.  That is what she is, a plotter, a schemer, a demon.

Your brother is obviously not your whole brother.  But I am the pariah for noticing, for telling.  Like no one ever noticed but me.  No one could tell.  He's tall as a bean stalk, you're short as a stump.  You're black and he is brown.  No, she is not the first woman to pull off such a feat.  My granddaddy always said; "All  caught in your net is yearn."  At lest that's what she said he always said.

When caught why do you deny?  Why do you hate?  You're the one that fornicated.  You're the one bold enough to plot that deed. That ruse about coming down with pneumonia.  Classic.  A woman that always bragged about her many abortions.  A woman common enough to laugh, brag, proclaim to the world; "I flushed ? of dem muthaf*****!"

You are obviously possessed. Am I  the only one dumb enough to notice?  Why preach?  Do you have multiple personalities?  Am I lost in space? the "Twilight Zone"?  They say nothing. The world does not move.  You are a total impossibility.  Never in the history of the world have you been heard of therefore you do not exist.  I remember and complain too much.  I am ungrateful.  I am disloyal, a blabbermouth.  I think too much of myself.

A despicable thing, who wants to know her?  To recognize her?  She is very charming.  She is a laugh a  minute even if you are laughing at yourself.  She has a form of charisma.  She would be a fun person if it were not for her supreme wickedness and perversion.

She blamed every man smart enough to quit her, smart enough to get away.  She made sure that last one wasn't getting away.  She gave him a frontal lobotomy.  Not physically, but spiritually.  The "roots" she put on him are truly complicated.  He is in love with a b**** that he hates, that he abhors.  Caught like a rat in a trap, he will never get away.  Could that be the same spirit that holds her sons?  Are they little zombies?

Dear LORD thank you for leading and guiding me through this frightening journey that I call "Mathy Jane".  Thank you for delivering me from her awful grasp.  Truly an invisible "anti-Christ", a threat to all happiness and every dream.  A corrupt viper, a ravenous wolf cloaked in GOD's WORD.  I see her fangs, the blood dripping off of her lips.  I scream!  She is the worse possible nightmare and by far the longest.
"Depart from me you worker of iniquity!"

Dear LORD I pray for your perfect peace.  I want to live in a day when she does not matter.  I long for a day I don't feel compelled to warn others about her.  Why do I warn anyway?  They need to know.  No, they don't want to know.  They absolutely refuse to know.  But, they must know!  She is a hindrance.  She is standing in the way, blocking so many from Christ.

"He has shown you, O man, what is good, And what does the LORD require of you.  But to do justly, To love mercy, And to walk humbly with your GOD." (Micah 6:8)

GOD wants you "deceived believers" to know that is exactly what you are.  Read Ephesians 4:14
"That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive."

"Cunning craftiness" wherein Martha is the master.  No this is not the end of my story.  Stay tuned.  I have a lot more to tell you.

In the mean time; stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (The exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)