heal that inner child. There are too many adults suffering, masking their pain and shame with drugs, alcohol and other forms of self punishment. That little innocent violated child is still screaming. Heal your inner child.
Come to your truth. Your selfish abuser doesn't love you. She never did. She has never loved anyone. She can't. Care more for yourself than you do for her. Why do you continue to spare her feelings? to protect her? Why do you feel the need to wait for her to die?
She can't beat you any more. You will never be good enough. She will never love you. If you will heal that inner child you will stop hurting.
Trust me, I know. First I remembered. Then I mourned, but I am finally healing. :)
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Wise words from the lips of one who has lived what she speaks. Regardless as to the intensity of abuse or neglect all of us could stand to heal our inner child because no household is perfect, there was something that wounded us and needs healing to stop the loud scream that no one else hears. I guess the remembering is the hardest part because we learned to be out of body when it happened. So to reintegrate so many years later takes focused recollection and trusting the images you see. The mourning while most painful will occur naturally. Healing is what you have to allow God to do with his word.
ReplyDeleteFamos amos, your response is so poetic, I want to frame it. I am in a rush right now, I will reply later. Rachel
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