You will have to

search the world high and low to find someone dumb enough to "go your bail".  Didn't you know this day  was coming?  The only thing you ever had over me was 26 years.  I was three years old and somehow I knew that you were common.

You are common!  No, let's not move from that very important fact. No, you can't fight me.  Sure, go ahead and cuss me.  Is that all you have left in your arsenal?  What happened to your good "goofer dust"?  All that fabulous "root working" you are famous for?

No, you can't change a thing that you did.   But, you can say that you are sorry.  You can apologize.  Your supreme arrogance will not help you now.  I could not possibly careless about your "color" and hair.  Your pseudo education is not impressive.

I am so overwhelmed by your "commonness" I can hardly breathe.  Hiding behind the fact that  you call yourself my "mother", you are a woman, a preacher. In fact those are good reasons to refuse or fail to know the truth.   Foolish, easily manipulated people look for logic.  (I looked for logic for 58 years)  Of course there is no logical reason for your existence, for your common low carnal life.

You did it because you are a reprobate with no desire for salvation.  You thought you were so smart.  It never occurred to you that GOD is real.  Not just a tool for you to use to snare His children.

So you are caught in your own net.  Sitting down there in the pit you dug for me, for others.  Any body that wants to love you, can.  They have my full permission.  You know you are going to do something bad to them just as some as you can.  You can't help it.  You are a "bad seed".

Please do not tell me that I am the only one you confided in.  Don't they know that you talk  about everyone like a dog?  They might not know that you work "roots" on them specifically.  We all know that you are a "root worker".

Rather than getting the weak and gullible to say nice things about you, why don't you just repent?  GOD is not going to change His WORD for you.  I am shocked.  A woman that did every thing to try to destroy her own family.  A woman that had her hand in destroying as many lives as she could has the nerve to want a good name.

Keep searching.   Try to find a worthy good person to "go your bail", to say something good about you.  Tell them to tell GOD what a great person you are.


Try praying.  Try fasting.