What you do for GOD will last.

His WORD is everlasting.  I reiterate, "What you do for GOD will last."  Leading young people, your own children into captivity because you were foolish enough to go, will not last.  It will not sustain your "high", your "narcissistic supply".

GOD will ask you, how many did you lead out of captivity?  Playing coy, unaware, naive or mentally infirm can no longer suffice.  Why didn't you notice that you had become too evil, too depraved?

There is room at the alter.  There is room at the foot of the cross.  "Who so ever will let him come."  There is Joy in GOD's house.  There is Joy because there is no lying there, no demon possessed children there.  "Always howdy, howdy and never good-bye."

I pray to GOD with the greatest conviction that one day I will be able to say that I don't hate my "mother".  You must forgive me.  You must pray for me.  I truly hate her with a passion.  I hate her trickery, depravity, her lying, her stealth.  I hate the fact that she is loved, or thought to be loved.  To be totally truthful, I don't even like people that I think like her.  I find them to be pitifully stupid.

But, I was pitifully stupid once also.  Blindly following every stupid command.  GOD sent her to this earth for a reason.  GOD  let her rage and ruin for a reason.  "Trouble don't last always" is the truth I hold on to.

I do thank GOD that she was unable to do her worse.  I thank GOD for her father Jerome Walters.  I pray that GOD will lead others out of the captivity she had me bound in.

Am I sorry that I will not be able to attend the family reunion?  I can't break bread with her.  Not now, not knowing full well that I know what I know.  As a matter of fact I never want to lay eyes on her again in life.  She is an abomination, a needless thing.

People try so hard to better themselves, to get an education, to live right, to live for the LORD.  Then you have these kind of creatures to crawl up into innocent families to do do their worse.  To do their damnest to destroy every shred of happiness and joy secretly.  GOD warned us about this generation of vipers.

GOD is going to tear them asunder.  In that day they will wish that a millstone had been tied around their necks.  Was she needed?  Evidently.  She's still here.  She's still lying and attempting to "work" her "roots".  Yes she looks like a complete fool, a throw back to the most primitive form of slavery.

Of course I am embarrassed and ashamed.  But, I am compelled by the Holy Spirit.  I can not keep her a secret.  I will not hide her in a closet.  If nothing else I must warn the innocent.  "Come away from there! Stay away from her.  She is a deep ditch.  She is a narrow pit.  Read Proverbs 22!  Read every WORD of it!"

"Drive out a scoffer, and strife will go out, and quarreling and abuse will cease."  You can't fix a lying harlot.  Loving on her and pretending she is not what she is will not help.

"(S)He who sows injustice will reap calamity, and the rod of (her)his  fury will fail."  Calamity is here.  Calamity is on her doorstep (finally).

I do thank GOD for His Grace, Mercy and Truth as I search for that Perfect Peace.