GOD truly has a sense of humor. She demanded our silence. "YOU N******DON'T TELL A MUTHAF****** THANG DAT GO ON IN DIS HOUSEEEEEEEEEEEEE!" was our daily mantra. In addition every day I had to hear how I talked too much. "Yo' mouf run lak goose s*** by duh moon light!"
GOD messed around and invented the Internet, gave me the activity of my limbs and my brain. Now I can't shut up. I won't shut up. No, I have not told her most guarded secrets (yet). Telling my story heals me, frees me.
My grandfather told me to never do anything I would be too embarrassed to admit that I did. He told her too. But she was too rebellious, too stubborn and cruel to listen.
To GOD be the Glory! Praise His Holy Name!
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Tell it sister as God directs you. I guarantee some good is coming from the telling, and for more souls than yours. All actions will be exposed to the light sooner or later. That's mine, yours and all who walk under the Sun.
ReplyDeleteI've been replying w/o hitting reply. I just go to comment. I wonder does it matter? well I replied under comment.
DeletePraise The LORD! The unique triumphant truth is that I have been speaking this, proclaiming this, since I was four years old! She tried to dismiss me, ignore me, pretend I was invisible. That demonic spirit refused to hear the truth and tried in vain to destroy me. She really tried every trick in the book to ruin me. From sick sexual molestation, violent brutality, emotional and psychological scarring, and primitive "root working"! What if she had used that mind and that energy to improve herself? How foolish. If you don't want a baby use some birth control. If it's born, don't hate it, give it to a proper family. Don't be childish your whole life. Own up to your responsibility. Why lie, deny, hate and sabotage? You just prove that they were right about you in the first place. They just never had any idea something like you was in fact possible. GOD SAVED ME! PTL!!!
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