"None but the righteous..."

I keep singing that song.  I can't get it out of my head.  "None but the righteous shall see GOD."  That goes for me, you, every body.  You have to be righteous, you have to live right.  We don't sing "The ones that got away with the most shall see GOD."   "The ones that are thought the most of and held in high esteem shall see GOD."   "The truly wickedest that conned their congregation, friends and relatives shall see GOD." Or "The longest livers shall see GOD."

Fact is there are far too many wicked people on this earth.  Too many that occupy high places are in authority over good, silent, clueless innocent victims.  Sure, we would like to believe kind words, a beautiful smile and even token gifts mean that "they" are in fact good people also. Calling out and identifying "demons" is hard and thankless work.  Naive "deceived believers" would rather cast dispersion on you, revile and hate you.  Treat you with the disdain they would never have the courage to show that "demon".

Just grin with her.   Continue to laugh with her.  Live with her.  She's not that bad.  Just go along with her lies and deny what you know to be true.  You know what she did to you but it is too painful , you refuse to believe it, recall it or relive it.  That would make your mother a monster.  You don't want her to be a monster, so you just play along.  You refuse to believe that she is the sick nauseating brain scrambling revolting headache that she is.  She plays normal and playful so easily.  Go along with that until her next episode.  She'll be dead soon anyway.

No, son there will be another episode.  She can't help it.  She has no control.  What ever that demonic spirit dictates, she will do.  Brace your self it it coming.  You and I know it is coming.  You stayed away for decades.  Waiting for her to be healed.  You can't heal from what you deny.  You can't heal calling every accuser  a liar and insisting that you and only you  are perfect.  You can't play kind "Christian" if you are in fact a closeted sadist demonic freak.

The world must continue to believe that you are perfect.  You must pretend that you are not fractured, injured or damaged in any way.   That your life is together, a smooth oiled machine.  You refuse to believe that she ruined your first marriage, caused your house to burn down or to be foreclosed on.   It doesn't make any sense.  "Why I do dat?" she questions plaintively, pretending to be an innocent grandmother.

Not a chance.  GOD let me know better.  GOD let me know some things.  Yes, they are repulsive, repugnant.  True, I would rather not know them.  Evidently these are things that GOD said you must know.  The world needs to know.

Young girls, young men, rebelliousness is not cute.  Talking disrespectfully to your parents and cussing them out to prove you have mastered a vulgar vocabulary will not serve you well.  Refusing to take responsibility for your own actions and deliberately telling lies on others to make you look good will not last.  Extreme cruelty may keep you "unknown" for a long time.  But, you will be known.

 There will come a day when you have to pay up.  You will have to give in account to GOD.  Refusing to remember or own up to your terrible past will not help.  Demanding loyalty from the very people that you have ruined and tortured your whole life is actually more selfish than your foul sadistic life.

Where is your help?  Where is Satan when you need him?  Why did GOD let you get away with so much so long?  How can a sick sadist be such a whimpering coward?

No, it is not too late.  When you are covered up in that box with your foul corpse rotting will be too late.  No, your living was not in vain.  I assure you the example you set will save perhaps millions.  I don't think as many will be as quick to run to "witchcraft".  Even fewer will "touch" their children.  I am sure more will read and search their Bibles for themselves.

I continue to pray for your courage and deliverance.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Truth, engulf you. cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)