I am not doomed and ...

I am not forsaken.  I am blessed and highly favored.  I can say that for real and mean it.  I know it.  I know a lot of people say that, just repeating something they heard.  Some people say it for the sake of their "fake religion".

GOD blessed me to be able to say it for real.  To say I am jubilant is an understatement.  You see GOD saved me from one of the most brilliant demons the devil ever created.  Who knew, who can know, that the most vile, treacherous, conniving, selfish, cruel, carnal being can be closeted and protected in good church going families?

Why is it that the church is the last place we look for demons?  Jesus warned us.  We heard, but refused to listen.  I tell you when I look back over my life I can scarcely believe all the evil she got away with.  Yet, GOD protected me, saved me from her sick depravity.

Lets get her depravity out of the way right now.  First, remember I taught you that the woman you know as Martha Jane Walters is no more.  She sold herself to the devil at age sixteen.  That flesh and blood you see is an aberration.

If you don't want to know GOD's Truth stop reading.  GOD needed some one to tell you, to save you.  GOD sent me.  I am the only one that no longer fears her.  I pray for my family's salvation.  I pray for their courage.  I pray that GOD will touch their hearts with a finger of love and deliver them from that monster.

Stop!  This is not anger talking.  This is love.  I loved my grandfather and I am very proud of his legacy.  He has nothing to be ashamed of.   I will not let his name be slandered and tarnished by a sick demon.

You don't think she is a demon, huh?  Why? Because she purrs like a cat and compliments?  Because she is a laugh a minute and will slip a little change in your pocket?  Jesus told you to look at her fruit.  LOOK!  I  know I am not the only one she committed her carnal deeds in front of, or against.

She frightened us, she terrorized us, forbade us to tell.  I am ashamed of her.  GOD is ashamed of her.  She is blind and foolish and refuses to hear.  She is an abomination.  She will not be criticized or admonished by anyone for any reason.  That is why she MURDERED  her 84 year old invalid father.  He always kindly admonished her.

She is perfect!  A perfect fool.  To this very day, at eighty-six you better not think of saying anything against her.  She comes unglued.  Always known for her vile temper, foul mouth and black magic.  If Mathy won't slap a "root" on you before 40 gods can skin a minnow, it can't be done.  She will do it and in her sick depraved mind she feels justified and will brag that she did it!  Poor Mathy Jane is still a child.  Unfortunately a very wicked child.  So evil you don't want to know about her.  You don't want to hear about such.  You must!  GOD wants you to know.  Knowledge of such evil is your only hope for protection from such.  She is one among millions.   Yes, unfortunately too many are hiding in the church just like her.  BEWARE!  Don't be foolish.  Don't be intimidated.  Stand up to the devil!  Stand up to evil.

I will tell you one thing I know.   You can search the world over and you will not find anyone more cruel and sadist than Martha Jane Walters!  It is the truth, bear it.  A woman so cruel we grew accustomed.  She taught us not to question and above all to never tell.

I am sickened by her depravity and my cowardice.  I finally forgive myself.  She was my "mother".  She shaped me and molded me.  We all had to lose ourselves, give up our spirits and humanness.  We knew that we were to never have any joy, any love, any peace in our lives without her permission.

I refuse to be her dutiful slave any longer.   She taught me that she was brilliant and beautiful.  That I was lucky to be in her presence.  Yes, she is a fool.  No, she will never repent.  If you are ever to get away from her you will have to take the initiative to free yourself.

She has no power, just a loud vulgar mouth an the ability to commit the cruelest acts unimaginable without a care in the world.  She is a "bad seed".  As horrible as she is, do not fear her.  She has done her worst.  I still pray for her.  My prayers may be in vain.  I pray for you.  I pray for my five brothers.  May they wake up and see clearly through her maniacal scheme.  She involved them in her "sickness" just to keep her cover.  She does not love them.  She does not love herself.  Satan rendered her incapable of love decades ago.

She made a terrible mistake, hiding in the church.  The greatest mistake she made was leaving me with my grandfather for the first four years of my life.  That was enough time for his manly influence, truly Christian influence to effect me.  It took me a long time to get up.   It took a lot a prayer and Bible study for me to gain the courage to stand up to her.

If you have a demon in your life, some creature still demanding to control you, read the book of Acts.  GOD gives us Holy Ghost Power.  Stand on the head of that viper and crush her.

Stay in His WORD children.  Read and study your Bible for yourself.  Remember ; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."  STAND ON HIS PROMISES!

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)