I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Saturday, June 30, 2012

PTL!

Witnessing your sexual acts with multiple partners at age 19 was shocking!  Why did I think it was a one time fluke?  I could not believe it.  I would not believe it.  When the men realized all eyes were on them, when they noticed every one in that day room was frozen in fear and loathing they picked you up and took you into another room and closed the door.

Every one in that day room was agasp.  Everyone was talking about you.  One man whispered; "Hey man! That's her mother!"  I didn't know what to say, how to react.  I was still a child, still a virgin (so I thought).  "Oh I don't care." ; I lied, pretending to be non-chalant, worldly.  I was so ashamed I was speechless, my brain was numb.  I screamed at you in the car when we left, after what I thought was an endless night.  "WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTHER!?"  You would not answer me.  You would not look at me.  Your eyes fixated on the road, staring blankly straight ahead.  My pleading fell on deaf ears.  Like so many of your terrible shocking deeds, I let it go.  What's the use? I thought.  Within a few days I rejoined your "posse", engaged in your fantasies, played my bit part and stuffed that deed away with hundreds of other mystifying acts.

We went to church the very next day.  We went to church every Sunday.  You never let us miss "church".  Why?  Why did we attend churches that taught us nothing?  Churches that taught me to forgive you and to take your crap?  Churches that taught "GAWD don't put no mo' on you than you can bear".

I discovered 2 Thessalonians, chapter 2 on my own.  It explains you.  "We beseech you, brethren....That ye be not shaken in mind, or be troubled, neither by spirit, nor by word.....as the day of Christ is at hand.  Let no man deceive you by any means...and that (wo)man  of sin be revealed; Who opposeth and exalteth himself above all that is called GOD, or that is worshipped; so that he as GOD sitteth in the temple of GOD showing himself that he is GOD."

That is why you preach, sit proudly in your fine robes, dangle your five thousand dollar gold cross.

I am going to give you babes in Christ this milk very slowly and very tenderly.  GOD turned Martha over to a reprobate mind.  She is delusional, thinking she is GOD.  Arrogant and lascivious , lustful, coveteous, despising authority she became an abomination.  It can easily happen to you.  Hate and disrespect authority, feign "religion", hate and plot against your love ones, demand to do what ever you please, when you please.  Become vain, over admire yourself, call yourself pretty, demand constant compliments.

"For the mystery of iniquity doth already work: only he who now letteh will let, until he be taken out of the way."  In other words when you allow yourself to become a rank reprobate there is no help for you, just death.

"And then shall that Wicked be revealed, whom the LORD shall consume with the spirit of His mouth, and shall destroy with the brightness of His coming:"  You are being revealed, exposed.  GOD's prophetic WORDS are being shared and repeated by His children.  There is a Revival going on.  There are some true Holy Ghost filled, will not be fooled, will not be intimidated true Christians on this earth that will not be terrorized by you or your kind any longer.  We shine brightly!  We testify boldly.

You and your kind are going to perish Martha.  "...because they received not the love of truth, that they might be saved."

"And for this cause GOD shall send them strong delusions, that they should believe a lie; That they all might be damned who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness."

That is all the milk I will give you today.  Please ponder this question; "Do you take pleasure in unrighteousness?"  Does sin make you happy?  Have you laughed at me with her?   Do you delight in my pain?

Study this chapter children.  Get understanding.  I stand fast and hold the traditions which were taught to me by my grandfather.  I am comforted by GOD's WORD and I know that I am doing a good work.

Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing.

"May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
P.S.
GOD has revealed to me that your shocking cruelty was designed to keep you a secret.  In your serious delusion you did believe your anonynity made you guiltless.  You truly can not care or love.  You are totally void of compassion or caring. In your sick delusional mind you believe yourself to be above GOD, smarter than GOD.  Your hatred for GOD and all His children is rank .  You are in shock and disbelief.  For the first time in your 86 years your tired "mojo" is not working.  GOD truly took all the fear and trembling you planted in my heart away from me.  Not only do I tell on you I do it proudly! PRAISE THE LORD!!!

1 comment:

  1. One correction. I did not find 2 Thessalonians on my own, GOD directed me, turned the page of my Bible. PTL!Did you really think I was GOD forsaken? garbage? some worthless bloodclot? Did you ever listen to one of your sermons?

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