Thank you for my delivery. Thank you for your WORD. Thank you for granting me your courage, wisdom and understanding. Thank you for my cross.
Perverted, perverted to her core. Brilliantly wicked, stealth and clever enough to hide it from most for 86 years. Genius enough to hide it from the "loved ones" she violated repeatedly using a combination of terror and feigned love, token gifts and embarrassing shame. Professing to be a preacher knowing full well she in nothing but a rank lascivious demon. The only way to protect yourself from Martha is to stay away.
I am healing that little abused unloved horribly violated little girl. She will get a chance to grow up and thrive. She will be the artist and published author that she always wanted to be. Martha will die and continue to rot in the hell she created for others. No, she never had any reason to be so common. It was and is her personal choice. She pretends to be unaware. She is uncaring. She can not care for another human being if her life depended on it. She must lie, feign and fake. She can not dare share her real thoughts. She must guard the despicable thoughts that run through her mind. Her need to inflict pain is insatiable.
Every once in a while she will let her true feelings slip. She is so manipulative you don't know if it is in fact a slip or just another ploy. The truth is I don't like anyone that likes her. I can't. If you are too blind to see through her you must be lost as well. I will pray for you. That is the best I can do. I will pray for your cowardice and obvious lack of faith.
If you can not stand up and honor Jerome Walters you are spineless. You have no heart, no human compassion. You are easily duped. You let her trick you into giving up the right for the wrong. You would rather suffer for her feigned love than trust GOD to love and protect you.
No, I love you but I can't wait on your unbelief. I will not continue to suffer with you. I will not let this succubus torture me any longer. There are far too many women like her. GOD help the man that finds himself in the clutches of such a Jezebel.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
Monday, July 2, 2012
Who taught you to fear?
Just what are you afraid of? Her cruel wrath? Are you afraid she might hate you openly? You do know that she hates you secretly? She hates all of us. Why did she tell us that she hated the day we were ever born? What did she do to you? I know she did something so evil you had to bury it deep like I did.
It is ironic. Her vicious lacerating two edged tongue brought it back, stirred my memory. Jealous. She hates you for making something out of your life despite her secret sabotoge. She never factored GOD into the senario.
How can a preacher forget GOD? How can a preacher fail to trust in GOD? She can if it is all an act.
Don't lie and act like you love me while stinking with your filthy hatred. Hatred for no reason. Hating every one without a cause. Hating people for knowing your truth. Hating everyone because you are a liar, an unworthy reprobate. Hating me because I know.
Hate on as you rot in the hell you created. Take all of your fellow "haters" with you. You can't claim GOD and His righteousness. Any one that thinks or believes that you are a righteous woman of GOD is a fool.
It is ironic. Her vicious lacerating two edged tongue brought it back, stirred my memory. Jealous. She hates you for making something out of your life despite her secret sabotoge. She never factored GOD into the senario.
How can a preacher forget GOD? How can a preacher fail to trust in GOD? She can if it is all an act.
Don't lie and act like you love me while stinking with your filthy hatred. Hatred for no reason. Hating every one without a cause. Hating people for knowing your truth. Hating everyone because you are a liar, an unworthy reprobate. Hating me because I know.
Hate on as you rot in the hell you created. Take all of your fellow "haters" with you. You can't claim GOD and His righteousness. Any one that thinks or believes that you are a righteous woman of GOD is a fool.
If you believe in the LORD Jesus Christ ...
you never have to live in fear of any woman or man. If you love the LORD you know that you are protected. That demon might roar, attempt to terrorize you. Pay her no mind. She is powerless, an empty headed fool. She is lost. Do not waste another minute trying to save her. When your head is swelled by her sick demonic deeds, pray.
GOD needed her, you needed her. You are blessed simply for surviving her. You are my witnesses. I begged and pleaded for her repentance. So did my grandfather. He tried to love her, tried to admonish and save her. He got a bullet in the heart for his trouble. He is fine. He is at peace, resting in the arms of Jesus.
He did well. His journey on this earth was blessed. Ask GOD to purge you of all the fear she inculcated. Purge your minds and hearts of her ignorant nonsense.
Be blessed. Know that you are protected and guided by GOD's Grace if you love Him.
PRAISE THE LORD! Don't be afraid. She can't hurt you. She is an ignorant piss ant, an abomination, an aberration. Shun her. Pray and ask GOD to show you how. If you tell her the truth about herself she will run. Resist the devil and she will flee.
GOD needed her, you needed her. You are blessed simply for surviving her. You are my witnesses. I begged and pleaded for her repentance. So did my grandfather. He tried to love her, tried to admonish and save her. He got a bullet in the heart for his trouble. He is fine. He is at peace, resting in the arms of Jesus.
He did well. His journey on this earth was blessed. Ask GOD to purge you of all the fear she inculcated. Purge your minds and hearts of her ignorant nonsense.
Be blessed. Know that you are protected and guided by GOD's Grace if you love Him.
PRAISE THE LORD! Don't be afraid. She can't hurt you. She is an ignorant piss ant, an abomination, an aberration. Shun her. Pray and ask GOD to show you how. If you tell her the truth about herself she will run. Resist the devil and she will flee.
Do you have pleasure in unrighteousness?
Praise the LORD! Praise the LORD! II Thessalonians 2 :1-17. Read the whole chapter please. "Now we beseech you, brethren,...That ye be not soon shaken in mind, or be troubled, neither by spirit, nor by word, nor by letter as from us, as the day of Christ is at hand. Let no man (woman) deceive you by any means; for the day shall not come , except there come a falling away first, and that man (woman) of sin be revealed, the son (daughter) of perdition. Who opposeth and exalteth himself (herself) above all that is called GOD, or that is worshipped; so that he (she) as GOD sitteth in the temple of GOD, showing himself (herself) that he (she) is GOD."
LORD I racked my brain! Why would such and evil person want to preach? When you take an elderly infirm man's 84 year old life and you don't bat an eye you have exalted yourself. You are beyond evil! (I did not know that it was possible) YOU ARE AN ABOMINATION! When you spend thousands of dollars on your robes and crosses, you think you are a god. When you fight with your pulpit associates over where to sit and who gets to pray and who gets to preach you are not there for GOD or the people. You are there for yourself, you think that you are some kind of god.
"For the mystery of iniquity doth already work: only he (she) who now letteth will let, until he (she) be taken out of the way." "The mystery of inquity" Praise the LORD! You know I have been mystified, confused, puzzled, tormented trying to figure this "woman" out. She will never stop on her own. She will never repent. She will have to be taken out of the way.
"And then shall that Wicked be revealed, whom the LORD shall consume with the spirit of His mouth, and shall destroy with the brightness of His coming." Please look, please listen. Look how the Wicked have been revealed around the world. (Jerry Sandusky, et al)
"And with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of truth, that they might be saved. And for this cause GOD shall send them strong delusions, that they should believe a lie. That they all might be damned who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness."
Do you take pleasure in her unrighteousness? Why can't you believe GOD's truth? Why do insist on believing her lies? All believers and supporters of Martha Jane Walters are damned. (Don't hate the messenger or the message. Pray to heed GOD's truth)
GOD has comforted my heart and established me in every good word and work.
PRAISE THE LORD!
LORD I racked my brain! Why would such and evil person want to preach? When you take an elderly infirm man's 84 year old life and you don't bat an eye you have exalted yourself. You are beyond evil! (I did not know that it was possible) YOU ARE AN ABOMINATION! When you spend thousands of dollars on your robes and crosses, you think you are a god. When you fight with your pulpit associates over where to sit and who gets to pray and who gets to preach you are not there for GOD or the people. You are there for yourself, you think that you are some kind of god.
"For the mystery of iniquity doth already work: only he (she) who now letteth will let, until he (she) be taken out of the way." "The mystery of inquity" Praise the LORD! You know I have been mystified, confused, puzzled, tormented trying to figure this "woman" out. She will never stop on her own. She will never repent. She will have to be taken out of the way.
"And then shall that Wicked be revealed, whom the LORD shall consume with the spirit of His mouth, and shall destroy with the brightness of His coming." Please look, please listen. Look how the Wicked have been revealed around the world. (Jerry Sandusky, et al)
"And with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of truth, that they might be saved. And for this cause GOD shall send them strong delusions, that they should believe a lie. That they all might be damned who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness."
Do you take pleasure in her unrighteousness? Why can't you believe GOD's truth? Why do insist on believing her lies? All believers and supporters of Martha Jane Walters are damned. (Don't hate the messenger or the message. Pray to heed GOD's truth)
GOD has comforted my heart and established me in every good word and work.
PRAISE THE LORD!
INCONSCIONABLE
In- con-scion-a-ble. I am going to educate you today. Inconscionable means excessive, extreme, unreasonable, unwarranted, unjustifiable, outrageous, preposterous, unpardonable, unforgiveable, inexcusable, indefensible.
What Martha Jane Walters did, has done and is doing to her family is INCONSCIONABLE!. A wicked, selfish, self-absorbed woman that refuses to hear GOD. A woman that has thoroughly enjoyed being the most demonic closet reprobate that has ever lived.
For you who disbelieve me, perhaps you can't help it. So human you look for logic, a reason. So blind you can't see. Perhaps it is not GOD's will for you to hear me. "I am mad as hell with hell" and I will not take it any longer.
I understand now this is a demon we inherited. It was certainly very easy for her to snare and enslave us since she gave birth to us. I broke ranks with you. I will have no part of her. I will not lower myself . I will not continue to try and love such a person. I recognized long ago you can't win with her. She hates! She rages with a sick deep hatred that is inexplainable.
The only thing I know for sure is trying to love Martha Jane Walters is much too painful. She is not worth it. I will not do it. I will not give up the right for the wrong.
Fear and ignorance of GOD's WORD kept her entrenched in our lives. Certainly we feared her. A woman so cruel she lacked common sense. I broke rank. I have no family, just my beautiful, brilliant daughter. (She is all I need) They all shun me, too ignorant, too blind to shun evil. They proudly and foolishly give up the right for the wrong.
When you told me that you hated my brother for ruining your life, I could have admonished you right there. I could have attempted to correct your wrong thinking. I did not dare. You were too brutal and savage. You were notorious for your inability to take criticism. I knew that you would have cussed me out immediately and I would have to listen to you ranting , raving, and "back lying" for hours, perhaps days.
So I just listened, begged you to visit your son in the hospital anyway. We did finally go. You drove your long white Sedan de ville Cadillac. I was stunned when you saw them wheeling him into the operating room. You put on an Academy award winning performance. "Dat's my son! Dat's my son!" you wailed, tears flowing. (Is this the same ***** that complained about using her gas and time to drive the forty long miles to Durham?)
You shared your secret hatred for your oldest son with me. You never came out and declared your hatred for me or my grandfather. True, you showed us on a daily basis. But, you turned around and confused us constantly declaring your tremendous undying love. You think your stealth hatred, cruelty and perversion is warranted. The fact is you hate authority, GOD and all righteousness. You are a fake, phony "Christian". Your only interest in Christ is a tool to slay the innocent. Jesus predicted you, called you out.
You did every thing to the excess, fornicated, lied, brutalized, violated, molested, MURDERED,Witchcraft. You are an abomination Martha. Why GOD has allowed you to live so long and to destroy so many lives I may never know. The fact is I do know! All that don't want to know don't have to.
I will not abide you. I will not hide you. I refuse to be ashamed of you any longer. "Get thee behind me Satan!" I know that my redeemer lives. I am protected from you and your kind. ROT IN HELL!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
P.S.
GOD revealed to me what you did on Greensboro St, ext. I know all about J***** F*** and L****** F*****. I know why you left my brother on 6C Honyecutt Road and drove us to Richmond. No, don't rot in hell, ROAST *****!
What Martha Jane Walters did, has done and is doing to her family is INCONSCIONABLE!. A wicked, selfish, self-absorbed woman that refuses to hear GOD. A woman that has thoroughly enjoyed being the most demonic closet reprobate that has ever lived.
For you who disbelieve me, perhaps you can't help it. So human you look for logic, a reason. So blind you can't see. Perhaps it is not GOD's will for you to hear me. "I am mad as hell with hell" and I will not take it any longer.
I understand now this is a demon we inherited. It was certainly very easy for her to snare and enslave us since she gave birth to us. I broke ranks with you. I will have no part of her. I will not lower myself . I will not continue to try and love such a person. I recognized long ago you can't win with her. She hates! She rages with a sick deep hatred that is inexplainable.
The only thing I know for sure is trying to love Martha Jane Walters is much too painful. She is not worth it. I will not do it. I will not give up the right for the wrong.
Fear and ignorance of GOD's WORD kept her entrenched in our lives. Certainly we feared her. A woman so cruel she lacked common sense. I broke rank. I have no family, just my beautiful, brilliant daughter. (She is all I need) They all shun me, too ignorant, too blind to shun evil. They proudly and foolishly give up the right for the wrong.
When you told me that you hated my brother for ruining your life, I could have admonished you right there. I could have attempted to correct your wrong thinking. I did not dare. You were too brutal and savage. You were notorious for your inability to take criticism. I knew that you would have cussed me out immediately and I would have to listen to you ranting , raving, and "back lying" for hours, perhaps days.
So I just listened, begged you to visit your son in the hospital anyway. We did finally go. You drove your long white Sedan de ville Cadillac. I was stunned when you saw them wheeling him into the operating room. You put on an Academy award winning performance. "Dat's my son! Dat's my son!" you wailed, tears flowing. (Is this the same ***** that complained about using her gas and time to drive the forty long miles to Durham?)
You shared your secret hatred for your oldest son with me. You never came out and declared your hatred for me or my grandfather. True, you showed us on a daily basis. But, you turned around and confused us constantly declaring your tremendous undying love. You think your stealth hatred, cruelty and perversion is warranted. The fact is you hate authority, GOD and all righteousness. You are a fake, phony "Christian". Your only interest in Christ is a tool to slay the innocent. Jesus predicted you, called you out.
You did every thing to the excess, fornicated, lied, brutalized, violated, molested, MURDERED,Witchcraft. You are an abomination Martha. Why GOD has allowed you to live so long and to destroy so many lives I may never know. The fact is I do know! All that don't want to know don't have to.
I will not abide you. I will not hide you. I refuse to be ashamed of you any longer. "Get thee behind me Satan!" I know that my redeemer lives. I am protected from you and your kind. ROT IN HELL!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
P.S.
GOD revealed to me what you did on Greensboro St, ext. I know all about J***** F*** and L****** F*****. I know why you left my brother on 6C Honyecutt Road and drove us to Richmond. No, don't rot in hell, ROAST *****!
Sunday, July 1, 2012
Premeditated Murder!
Murder with malice and forethought. How can you stop a premeditated murderer? One that has schemed, planned and perfected her treachery? You can't. You can do nothing if you don't know. What can you do if you are a "sitting duck", a "lame", a "deceived believer".
What I am revealing today took me decades to piece together. I saw, but I didn't "see". I was victimized and hurt over and over , yet I foolishly believed that she truly loved me. Why? Because she declared it. Every day after "DON'CHA N****TELL A MUTHAF****** THANG DAT GO ON IN DIS HOUSE!" It was:" I just luv my churnin'! I sho love me some XXX and Gwen"
I assure you no bigger lie was ever told. This woman ached with hatred. Secret sexually molestation that I can trace back to four years old. I am sure they began earlier. Brutal beatings and sever emotional and psychological scarring.
"I gave yo' black a** away!"
"You black as TAR! Stay out dat sun gettin' black. You black enuf! I need to put a white bow in yo' hair to see yo' black a**" This she hollered from the window of our quarters on Smoke Bomb Hill. I was four years old.
"I gave you to a madame dat ran a 'ho house. Her name was Margie. My mama made me go get you."
"Well my mama said 'least you human'."
"You UGH-A-LEE! You bug eyed and Ugly. Hi you get such nappy hair?"
On and on every day of our lives. When she wasn't humiliating us or beating us or molesting us she was plotting our down fall. Premeditated MURDER! Murdering our dreams, our self confidence, murdering any hope of ever having a normal life. Any hope of joy or contentment.
My eighth grade teacher, Mr. Everette, absolutely loved me. To this day I can't believe she actually went to the parent-teacher conference. He made the mistake of bragging on me. He told her how beautiful I was, how smart and scholarly, that he nominated me to be the first black office aide in the history of the school.
How could I know that she burned with jealousy? Beautiful "yalla" , "good haired", perfect teeth, big legged, flat butt like a white woman Mathy Jane had failed. Detesting all authority she messed up bad. The only thing she succeeded in was bringing babies home for her mother to "tend to".
Who knew that she would never be corrected? That she would never come to know GOD's Truth? Who knew that she would become a consummate liar? a voodoo priestess? a MURDERER?
Fourteen year old XXXXX started a band, Black Brew, it toured the state. She slithered her way into that band and destroyed it. One son was determined to become a medical doctor and he did. What she did to him is reserved for my second book.
I went to college, graduated with honors, on time. How could I know that she truly hated me with a passion? She is very secretive. She makes sure to say only the right things to your face. Strangely, her words never matched her deeds.
"Doster sent you $50 dollars. I sure needed it. Thanks, mother" the letter read. I was a freshman attending NCA&T State University. I had No money, no clothes, nothing. Believe me, $50 was a lot of money in 1969. My tuition was only $1,000 a year and that included tuition, housing and books.
I remember being very angry. I thought she was just being selfish and ignorant as usual. I didn't know that it was some premeditated ploy to trick me out of school. Too wild and wayward to finish college herself she decided the way up was to keep everyone else down, by any means necessary. Lying, manipulating, "gas lighting" , beating, emotional , sexual and psychological scarring. Nothing is off limits to Martha, nothing, including witchcraft. I should say especially witchcraft. That is her specialty, her true love.
She meant all of her terrible secretive closeted deeds for bad, GOD meant them for good. GOD turned all of her premeditated plots, plans and schemes into a blessing for me.
PRAISE THE LORD!
What I am revealing today took me decades to piece together. I saw, but I didn't "see". I was victimized and hurt over and over , yet I foolishly believed that she truly loved me. Why? Because she declared it. Every day after "DON'CHA N****TELL A MUTHAF****** THANG DAT GO ON IN DIS HOUSE!" It was:" I just luv my churnin'! I sho love me some XXX and Gwen"
I assure you no bigger lie was ever told. This woman ached with hatred. Secret sexually molestation that I can trace back to four years old. I am sure they began earlier. Brutal beatings and sever emotional and psychological scarring.
"I gave yo' black a** away!"
"You black as TAR! Stay out dat sun gettin' black. You black enuf! I need to put a white bow in yo' hair to see yo' black a**" This she hollered from the window of our quarters on Smoke Bomb Hill. I was four years old.
"I gave you to a madame dat ran a 'ho house. Her name was Margie. My mama made me go get you."
"Well my mama said 'least you human'."
"You UGH-A-LEE! You bug eyed and Ugly. Hi you get such nappy hair?"
On and on every day of our lives. When she wasn't humiliating us or beating us or molesting us she was plotting our down fall. Premeditated MURDER! Murdering our dreams, our self confidence, murdering any hope of ever having a normal life. Any hope of joy or contentment.
My eighth grade teacher, Mr. Everette, absolutely loved me. To this day I can't believe she actually went to the parent-teacher conference. He made the mistake of bragging on me. He told her how beautiful I was, how smart and scholarly, that he nominated me to be the first black office aide in the history of the school.
How could I know that she burned with jealousy? Beautiful "yalla" , "good haired", perfect teeth, big legged, flat butt like a white woman Mathy Jane had failed. Detesting all authority she messed up bad. The only thing she succeeded in was bringing babies home for her mother to "tend to".
Who knew that she would never be corrected? That she would never come to know GOD's Truth? Who knew that she would become a consummate liar? a voodoo priestess? a MURDERER?
Fourteen year old XXXXX started a band, Black Brew, it toured the state. She slithered her way into that band and destroyed it. One son was determined to become a medical doctor and he did. What she did to him is reserved for my second book.
I went to college, graduated with honors, on time. How could I know that she truly hated me with a passion? She is very secretive. She makes sure to say only the right things to your face. Strangely, her words never matched her deeds.
"Doster sent you $50 dollars. I sure needed it. Thanks, mother" the letter read. I was a freshman attending NCA&T State University. I had No money, no clothes, nothing. Believe me, $50 was a lot of money in 1969. My tuition was only $1,000 a year and that included tuition, housing and books.
I remember being very angry. I thought she was just being selfish and ignorant as usual. I didn't know that it was some premeditated ploy to trick me out of school. Too wild and wayward to finish college herself she decided the way up was to keep everyone else down, by any means necessary. Lying, manipulating, "gas lighting" , beating, emotional , sexual and psychological scarring. Nothing is off limits to Martha, nothing, including witchcraft. I should say especially witchcraft. That is her specialty, her true love.
She meant all of her terrible secretive closeted deeds for bad, GOD meant them for good. GOD turned all of her premeditated plots, plans and schemes into a blessing for me.
PRAISE THE LORD!
"Warning! Beware of Dog"
Decent people put up a sign, warn you if they have a vicious animal. A rattle snake will rattle. It is only fair. People deserve a fair warning before they proceed onto your property. Society tries to protect us from the violent and criminally insane. How many families kept a vicious rabid snake closeted in their homes? How many families try to pass off a wayward deranged "child" as normal? Dress her up and send her to church, encourage her to keep her proclivities a secret?
It does happen. I know because it happened to me, to us. I prayed, GOD delivered me from that sick succubus. I blog to heal. It is part of my therapy.
It is mind boggling! You will question your faith. You will question GOD. My deep abiding faith in GOD sustains me. I know it could have been worse. My big tattling mouth actually protected me.
I don't know why but I do know incredible evil does exist. The saddest part of my saga is that the Bible predicts and exposes her. How could a devoted Christian family end up saddled with such a demon? Fear. Fear and shame. I think my family was too ashamed to reveal her. Most of her acts were (are) far to repugnant to repeat. She is real folks and she is here.
Go around her, love on her if you want to. All you are going to get is a curse. Read your Bible. Don't hate me. I'm just the messenger. Hate GOD's message if you want to, you can't change it. If you think she is a real preacher, has the love of Christ in her heart, you are a bigger dummy than she makes you out to be.
I am still astounded by my own stupidity. When has she NOT (ever) been a pathological liar? When has she NOT talked about every one you know like a dog? Think about it. What person in the family does she like? She has a personal vendetta against everyone she knows. Sure, I laughed with her often as she shared details of every secret of every one she knows. Shocking secrets.
Why does she tell on everyone she knows while keeping herself a secret? Is it guilt? Is she gloating? Is she trying to make herself feel better?
"The wicked fleeth when no one pursueth."
She is smart, very insightful. She often shares brilliant useful knowledge, things that are true and that make sense. She described how she refused to have knee replacement surgery for years but finally relented; "If you hurt bad enough you will change your mind."
That's what happened to me. She finally hurt me bad enough to finally see. I finally realized that she is truly a sick woman, a closeted blood thirsty demon. No, I didn't want to know. Sure I wanted her to be every thing she claimed to be. Yes, I did start looking at her fruit. One day I was no longer mystified.
She will not warn you. She will sneak up on you, waylay you, then laugh. She will blame you; "You duh fool..shudna' believed me! He-he-he-he-he-he-he-he!"
I will not be defeated by a secret succubus. Dear LORD thank you for delivering me!
Stay in His WORD Children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
It does happen. I know because it happened to me, to us. I prayed, GOD delivered me from that sick succubus. I blog to heal. It is part of my therapy.
It is mind boggling! You will question your faith. You will question GOD. My deep abiding faith in GOD sustains me. I know it could have been worse. My big tattling mouth actually protected me.
I don't know why but I do know incredible evil does exist. The saddest part of my saga is that the Bible predicts and exposes her. How could a devoted Christian family end up saddled with such a demon? Fear. Fear and shame. I think my family was too ashamed to reveal her. Most of her acts were (are) far to repugnant to repeat. She is real folks and she is here.
Go around her, love on her if you want to. All you are going to get is a curse. Read your Bible. Don't hate me. I'm just the messenger. Hate GOD's message if you want to, you can't change it. If you think she is a real preacher, has the love of Christ in her heart, you are a bigger dummy than she makes you out to be.
I am still astounded by my own stupidity. When has she NOT (ever) been a pathological liar? When has she NOT talked about every one you know like a dog? Think about it. What person in the family does she like? She has a personal vendetta against everyone she knows. Sure, I laughed with her often as she shared details of every secret of every one she knows. Shocking secrets.
Why does she tell on everyone she knows while keeping herself a secret? Is it guilt? Is she gloating? Is she trying to make herself feel better?
"The wicked fleeth when no one pursueth."
She is smart, very insightful. She often shares brilliant useful knowledge, things that are true and that make sense. She described how she refused to have knee replacement surgery for years but finally relented; "If you hurt bad enough you will change your mind."
That's what happened to me. She finally hurt me bad enough to finally see. I finally realized that she is truly a sick woman, a closeted blood thirsty demon. No, I didn't want to know. Sure I wanted her to be every thing she claimed to be. Yes, I did start looking at her fruit. One day I was no longer mystified.
She will not warn you. She will sneak up on you, waylay you, then laugh. She will blame you; "You duh fool..shudna' believed me! He-he-he-he-he-he-he-he!"
I will not be defeated by a secret succubus. Dear LORD thank you for delivering me!
Stay in His WORD Children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
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