Sunday, January 13, 2013
"You got to move!"
...When the LORD gets ready, you got to move." (I'm singing. Like you I have a terrible voice. But that's alright, I'm singing anyway.)
Thank you for raising me up in the church. Thank you for teaching me to pray and making me memorize Bible verses. Thank you for marrying that soldier that you claimed that you hated so I could get the best grade school education possible.
Perhaps I should thank you for my supreme intelligence. But, we both know that we got that from granddaddy. Handed down from his African grandmother to his mother.
You know you went wrong, way wrong. My great great grandmother had enough sense, enough unction, to buy her own freedom! Acquired land and a house prior to the end of the Civil War!
That was unheard of! That was not done. She continued to live among racist white folks! ...a free woman. She was independent hard working. She was literate, could read and write. She taught her daughter, Mary Wright (Walters) to be independent, out spoken, to not take any guff off of anyone. Mary Wright Walters poured her heart and values into her son, Jerome Walters.
They were all kind,honest and hard working. You dismissed your whole family and labeled all of them as foolish. You are wrong.
I follow a blog about narcissists. I must say, I was shocked when I discovered it. I had no idea that there was a name for you. You have a "severe personality disorder" and millions of others right along with you.
"Narcissists can NOT have relationships. They are expert at using others, manipulating them, seducing, exploiting and in the end discarding them."
That's you alright. You will seduce a man, any man, boy or child any where and when you can. "This person can NOT and will NOT change. (She) is getting all of (her) needs met by diminishing the lives closest to (her)"
I watched you do it over and over for my entire life. There was never a month, not one single month that you didn't go to your father with your hand out. He never denied you one time, never! You were always selfish and greedy, plotting on others, hating and secretly destroying. When your father was too old and infirm, was cripple with one leg. When we all grew up and left you, you shot him in the heart like he was some old dog.
"This person can NOT and will NOT change." That is from the word of a PH.D. That is not the WORD of Almighty GOD. First of all she thinks you have a personality disorder. Hog wash! You are wicked, full of hell and the devil. GOD released you over to a reprobate mind.
You can be healed. You can be saved! Quit lying! Quit hiding! Quit believing in some dirt from a murdered man's grave. Give up being an absolute fool!
Give your life to Christ. Hand Him your hand. It is later than you think. "We didn't come here to stay always dawthur."
No matter what;"You got to move!...when the LORD gets ready...You got to move."
Come clean. There is really no point in your living a lie. You make your despicable life more despicable by refusing to accept Jesus Christ as your savior.
How dare you teach others to love GOD, to trust GOD and not do it yourself. GOD's waiting. You will move sooner or later. Do you want to spend eternity in hell because of your pride? Would you rather rot in hell before you will admit the truth?
You haven't fooled anyone. You can go ahead and take that robe off. GOD is not impressed. Preaching for the "Lawd" won't cover your sins. You know the debt has already been paid. I "outed" you so you may as well confess.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Thank you for raising me up in the church. Thank you for teaching me to pray and making me memorize Bible verses. Thank you for marrying that soldier that you claimed that you hated so I could get the best grade school education possible.
Perhaps I should thank you for my supreme intelligence. But, we both know that we got that from granddaddy. Handed down from his African grandmother to his mother.
You know you went wrong, way wrong. My great great grandmother had enough sense, enough unction, to buy her own freedom! Acquired land and a house prior to the end of the Civil War!
That was unheard of! That was not done. She continued to live among racist white folks! ...a free woman. She was independent hard working. She was literate, could read and write. She taught her daughter, Mary Wright (Walters) to be independent, out spoken, to not take any guff off of anyone. Mary Wright Walters poured her heart and values into her son, Jerome Walters.
They were all kind,honest and hard working. You dismissed your whole family and labeled all of them as foolish. You are wrong.
I follow a blog about narcissists. I must say, I was shocked when I discovered it. I had no idea that there was a name for you. You have a "severe personality disorder" and millions of others right along with you.
"Narcissists can NOT have relationships. They are expert at using others, manipulating them, seducing, exploiting and in the end discarding them."
That's you alright. You will seduce a man, any man, boy or child any where and when you can. "This person can NOT and will NOT change. (She) is getting all of (her) needs met by diminishing the lives closest to (her)"
I watched you do it over and over for my entire life. There was never a month, not one single month that you didn't go to your father with your hand out. He never denied you one time, never! You were always selfish and greedy, plotting on others, hating and secretly destroying. When your father was too old and infirm, was cripple with one leg. When we all grew up and left you, you shot him in the heart like he was some old dog.
"This person can NOT and will NOT change." That is from the word of a PH.D. That is not the WORD of Almighty GOD. First of all she thinks you have a personality disorder. Hog wash! You are wicked, full of hell and the devil. GOD released you over to a reprobate mind.
You can be healed. You can be saved! Quit lying! Quit hiding! Quit believing in some dirt from a murdered man's grave. Give up being an absolute fool!
Give your life to Christ. Hand Him your hand. It is later than you think. "We didn't come here to stay always dawthur."
No matter what;"You got to move!...when the LORD gets ready...You got to move."
Come clean. There is really no point in your living a lie. You make your despicable life more despicable by refusing to accept Jesus Christ as your savior.
How dare you teach others to love GOD, to trust GOD and not do it yourself. GOD's waiting. You will move sooner or later. Do you want to spend eternity in hell because of your pride? Would you rather rot in hell before you will admit the truth?
You haven't fooled anyone. You can go ahead and take that robe off. GOD is not impressed. Preaching for the "Lawd" won't cover your sins. You know the debt has already been paid. I "outed" you so you may as well confess.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, January 6, 2013
"Woke up this morning...
feeling fine (fine,fine,fine) Woke up with heaven on my mind (mind,mind,mind). That was the intro to Brother Strickland's theme song for Round the Market House News ( a local radio program).
I'm not sure how many decades I listened to that program with my grandfather. I know that I wasn't allowed to talk while it was on. Brother Strickland was truly a Christian man. I never met him, but I always admired him. He delivered good Christian messages in a beautiful white southern twang between paid advertisements and the news.
"The Market House" was one of the buildings left over from the antebellum period. My grandfather told me that some of our relatives were sold there. It is a beautiful brick edifice with a heart breaking history. Many people tried to blow it up but they always failed.
I personally love it. I never want to see it destroyed or torn down. I cherish it. We should always be reminded of where we came from. The "Market House" sits right in the middle of downtown Fayetteville, North Carolina in a round-about where four streets converge. One is Hay Street, the other is Person Street. (I can't recall the other two right now).
I remember Person Street quite clearly. Person Street was the place to be if you were black . Country folk crowded it on "Sat'dey". The black doctors and lawyers were on that street, Dr. Bugg and Lawyer George. There were rows of stores that sold what I considered to be gaudy clowny clothes to the country bumpkins fresh from the tobacco fields.
McCrorey's sat nearby on Hay street. They sold the best chilli dogs I ever ate. If you were "colored" you went to the end of the counter and put in your order. They put it in a bag and you politely left and ate it outside. It was against the law for you to sit at the counter.
Brother Strickland spared no one. If you were arrested for the least crime he reported it. Drunk driving, shop lifting, burglary, flim-flaming. Flim-flaming was my favorite. My cousin, granddaddy's nephew, ***** Walters was often mentioned on Brother Strickland's program.
We called him Junebug. He was tall and handsome, looked a lot like my granddaddy. He loved my granddaddy and my granddaddy loved him. Life had been hard for Junebug, his daddy was a gambler and his mother was a bootlegger, among other things. But, Junebug was smart. He was a true hustler, pool, cards, dice, boosting. He was a criminal. But he was never a stick-up man. He was the greatest flim-flam artist I ever heard of.
They say there is "honor among thieves". I believe that about my cousin. I never heard of him wronging or taking advantage of a single relative. He was very generous and caring. He always shared the loot he stole.
I would characterize him as an honest criminal.
The worse criminal is the criminal without a heart. A criminal void of all morals. A man or woman that will do anything to small defenseless children and the infirm elderly. Common people like that do exist. Stay away from them. For GOD's sake don't hide or cloak them. A person that can't say that they are sorry are the sorriest creatures on earth. Shun them.
Wake up with heaven on your mind. Thank GOD every day for His Love and protection. Free yourself from the demons that haunt you and you will be walking on air, singing in the sunshine.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
I'm not sure how many decades I listened to that program with my grandfather. I know that I wasn't allowed to talk while it was on. Brother Strickland was truly a Christian man. I never met him, but I always admired him. He delivered good Christian messages in a beautiful white southern twang between paid advertisements and the news.
"The Market House" was one of the buildings left over from the antebellum period. My grandfather told me that some of our relatives were sold there. It is a beautiful brick edifice with a heart breaking history. Many people tried to blow it up but they always failed.
I personally love it. I never want to see it destroyed or torn down. I cherish it. We should always be reminded of where we came from. The "Market House" sits right in the middle of downtown Fayetteville, North Carolina in a round-about where four streets converge. One is Hay Street, the other is Person Street. (I can't recall the other two right now).
I remember Person Street quite clearly. Person Street was the place to be if you were black . Country folk crowded it on "Sat'dey". The black doctors and lawyers were on that street, Dr. Bugg and Lawyer George. There were rows of stores that sold what I considered to be gaudy clowny clothes to the country bumpkins fresh from the tobacco fields.
McCrorey's sat nearby on Hay street. They sold the best chilli dogs I ever ate. If you were "colored" you went to the end of the counter and put in your order. They put it in a bag and you politely left and ate it outside. It was against the law for you to sit at the counter.
Brother Strickland spared no one. If you were arrested for the least crime he reported it. Drunk driving, shop lifting, burglary, flim-flaming. Flim-flaming was my favorite. My cousin, granddaddy's nephew, ***** Walters was often mentioned on Brother Strickland's program.
We called him Junebug. He was tall and handsome, looked a lot like my granddaddy. He loved my granddaddy and my granddaddy loved him. Life had been hard for Junebug, his daddy was a gambler and his mother was a bootlegger, among other things. But, Junebug was smart. He was a true hustler, pool, cards, dice, boosting. He was a criminal. But he was never a stick-up man. He was the greatest flim-flam artist I ever heard of.
They say there is "honor among thieves". I believe that about my cousin. I never heard of him wronging or taking advantage of a single relative. He was very generous and caring. He always shared the loot he stole.
I would characterize him as an honest criminal.
The worse criminal is the criminal without a heart. A criminal void of all morals. A man or woman that will do anything to small defenseless children and the infirm elderly. Common people like that do exist. Stay away from them. For GOD's sake don't hide or cloak them. A person that can't say that they are sorry are the sorriest creatures on earth. Shun them.
Wake up with heaven on your mind. Thank GOD every day for His Love and protection. Free yourself from the demons that haunt you and you will be walking on air, singing in the sunshine.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, January 5, 2013
"She MURDERED my granddaddy!"
"Let it GO!!! Gweeeeeeeeeeeeennn! LET IT Goooooooooooo!" my brother screamed.
I was stunned, knocked unconscious on my feet. "Are you crazy? Have you lost your mind?" I thought. How can I let it go? The only person on this earth that ever truly loved me. The only person that ever advised me correctly. The only person that ever took time with me. Taught me to read and extrapolate the Bible. Taught me to be honest, upright and courageous. Taught me to "keep myself up." To not be a whore or a prostitute.
I don't know about the rest of you but I truly loved my granddaddy. His untimely death devastated me. I cried so that I should have been hospitalized.
I watched that evil monster "Mathy" closely. Never one tear. Not one. She strained out some crocodile tears when his relatives came around. Offered proof that she wasn't the culprit right away. "Dey gave me a paraffin test...said they didn't find no gun powder residue."
"The wicked fleeth when no one pursueth." No one had accused her. We were all still in shock from the news. "Granddaddy, Jerome Walters, the holiest most upright man that any of us ever knew...killed himself?"
Then she came in with more proof. Opened her Bible to "I got my letter..." "She whur your daddy outlined his sermon in duh Bible!?...I got my letter...I can cross over..." I looked at the perfectly straight red lines drawn under the scripture. Granddaddy couldn't draw a straight line if his life depended on it. I was his "secretary". I wrote all of his letters for him because his hands shook. Why would a man that was suicidal be concerned about the scripture, about going to heaven?
"Daddy killed his'sef on the exact anniversary of Junior's death. Dey both died on duh same day. Junior was killed wid a .38 revolver on February 10, 1939 and daddy was killed ...I mean he killed his'sef February 10, 1979. I think duh same pistol killed both of them."
"Daddy didn't know though. He didn't have no sense. He didn't even know what day it was." Bi-polar, a confused mind. One minute granddaddy was smart, the next minute he was feeble minded. "He asked ****** to bring dat pistol ova heah 'cause dey had been some burglaries in the neighborhood."
If he was so mentally infirm as you claim, why was he concerned with protecting the house from burglars? Don't forget I was just there that Thanksgiving. I witnessed how you mistreated him. I heard you screaming at him repeatedly; "WHEN YOU GON DIE OLD MAN!!!?"
I was a coward. The coward you made me. I did nothing to protect my granddaddy. He always protected me from you. I would scream ;"Save me granddaddy! Save me!" He would come to my rescue every time and he would tell you to "look into your own life."
I'm sorry granddaddy. I apologize for being a coward. It may be late in the day, but I'm standing up for you now. I may be standing alone. But, I'm standing!
I thought everything. He took too many Darvon. I read where Darvon made you suicidal. I couldn't believe she could ever be that low, that mean and heartless. I had ample proof and evidence, but still could not bring myself to believe the obvious. I had seen too much blood growing up in her house. She would attack you. Knife, machete, hammer, gun, anything she could get her hands on. She was famous for her terrible temper and no one ever wanted to rile her. "Keep dat b**** happy and keep her off your a**!"
We learned early, don't talk back to her. Don't correct her. Don't look at her hard. Don't think back. DON'T TELL ON HER! Go to church every Sunday. Sit beside her on the front row and don't open "your dumb a**, black a** n***** mouf!" "Don't ask her for s***! Don't follow her in the store begging fa' a muthf****** thang!"
"Be glad I let yo' sorry a** live n****! I keep you n***** muthaf******* a** holes open!" was her daily mantra in between praying, cussing, cursing and reading the Bible.
I still couldn't do it. I knew the horrible things that she had done to me. I knew many of the horrible things she did to my brothers and others. I knew how she mistreated my granddaddy. But, I couldn't do it. I couldn't face the horrible truth. It was too hard, too painful.
It was only when I got tired of the excruciating pain that she inflicted that I finally accepted the truth.
"Know ye the Truth! And the Truth will set you Free!"
I was stunned, knocked unconscious on my feet. "Are you crazy? Have you lost your mind?" I thought. How can I let it go? The only person on this earth that ever truly loved me. The only person that ever advised me correctly. The only person that ever took time with me. Taught me to read and extrapolate the Bible. Taught me to be honest, upright and courageous. Taught me to "keep myself up." To not be a whore or a prostitute.
I don't know about the rest of you but I truly loved my granddaddy. His untimely death devastated me. I cried so that I should have been hospitalized.
I watched that evil monster "Mathy" closely. Never one tear. Not one. She strained out some crocodile tears when his relatives came around. Offered proof that she wasn't the culprit right away. "Dey gave me a paraffin test...said they didn't find no gun powder residue."
"The wicked fleeth when no one pursueth." No one had accused her. We were all still in shock from the news. "Granddaddy, Jerome Walters, the holiest most upright man that any of us ever knew...killed himself?"
Then she came in with more proof. Opened her Bible to "I got my letter..." "She whur your daddy outlined his sermon in duh Bible!?...I got my letter...I can cross over..." I looked at the perfectly straight red lines drawn under the scripture. Granddaddy couldn't draw a straight line if his life depended on it. I was his "secretary". I wrote all of his letters for him because his hands shook. Why would a man that was suicidal be concerned about the scripture, about going to heaven?
"Daddy killed his'sef on the exact anniversary of Junior's death. Dey both died on duh same day. Junior was killed wid a .38 revolver on February 10, 1939 and daddy was killed ...I mean he killed his'sef February 10, 1979. I think duh same pistol killed both of them."
"Daddy didn't know though. He didn't have no sense. He didn't even know what day it was." Bi-polar, a confused mind. One minute granddaddy was smart, the next minute he was feeble minded. "He asked ****** to bring dat pistol ova heah 'cause dey had been some burglaries in the neighborhood."
If he was so mentally infirm as you claim, why was he concerned with protecting the house from burglars? Don't forget I was just there that Thanksgiving. I witnessed how you mistreated him. I heard you screaming at him repeatedly; "WHEN YOU GON DIE OLD MAN!!!?"
I was a coward. The coward you made me. I did nothing to protect my granddaddy. He always protected me from you. I would scream ;"Save me granddaddy! Save me!" He would come to my rescue every time and he would tell you to "look into your own life."
I'm sorry granddaddy. I apologize for being a coward. It may be late in the day, but I'm standing up for you now. I may be standing alone. But, I'm standing!
I thought everything. He took too many Darvon. I read where Darvon made you suicidal. I couldn't believe she could ever be that low, that mean and heartless. I had ample proof and evidence, but still could not bring myself to believe the obvious. I had seen too much blood growing up in her house. She would attack you. Knife, machete, hammer, gun, anything she could get her hands on. She was famous for her terrible temper and no one ever wanted to rile her. "Keep dat b**** happy and keep her off your a**!"
We learned early, don't talk back to her. Don't correct her. Don't look at her hard. Don't think back. DON'T TELL ON HER! Go to church every Sunday. Sit beside her on the front row and don't open "your dumb a**, black a** n***** mouf!" "Don't ask her for s***! Don't follow her in the store begging fa' a muthf****** thang!"
"Be glad I let yo' sorry a** live n****! I keep you n***** muthaf******* a** holes open!" was her daily mantra in between praying, cussing, cursing and reading the Bible.
I still couldn't do it. I knew the horrible things that she had done to me. I knew many of the horrible things she did to my brothers and others. I knew how she mistreated my granddaddy. But, I couldn't do it. I couldn't face the horrible truth. It was too hard, too painful.
It was only when I got tired of the excruciating pain that she inflicted that I finally accepted the truth.
"Know ye the Truth! And the Truth will set you Free!"
"Take the LORD with you...
everywhere you go." Never be ashamed of the Holy Ghost. It is a lamp unto your feet.
My grandfather taught me that. My grandfather held me in his lap and gave me Biblical instructions. He never thought a child was too young to learn about the LORD. Teach your children early that they have a Father in heaven that loves and protects them. That will pick them up when their mother and father forsake them.
The world wants you to be ashamed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. "You too Holy, too Christian...you a fool, you bedder look out fah yo'sef!"
You can't look out for yourself. If you are as wise as King Solomon, you are not wise enough for the predatory demons crawling this earth.
I thank GOD for an unwavering faith, a growing faith. "I know it for myself. No one had to tell me. Praise the LORD."
Every day, "step by step", I understand it more. I never could have made it without the LORD on my side. The deck was stacked against me. The LORD knows I was hopelessly entangled in the clutches of ravenous demon. A demon that devours her young just for the fun of it. She found the perfect place to hide, in the "church". She knows all of the right words to say. She coos, cajoles, plants seeds of doubt. Convinces her victims that they must stick with her, must be loyal to her.
"Honor thy mother!" she screams pretending to be an authority of GOD's infallible WORD. Cherry picking the Bible to find scripture to uphold her. She will never admit that she has never loved a single solitary person on this earth. Not One! She will never admit that she is greedy and selfish, a complete pervert, a liar, a witch, a "root worker". Trilled to death that she is still able to terrify and inflict pain covertly, anonymously, while calling herself a minister of the Gospel.
She is still blind ,deaf and dumb. She doesn't know that she has been defeated. Too cocky, too proud, too "smart" for her own good.
"Take the LORD with you every where you go." Pray! Ask Him to build a fence all around you. Don't believe every one that claims to love you, loves you. Look at their fruit. She will say that you live in the past, that you are digging in the archives, that you are unforgiving. She will even claim that you are a sneaky snake. She will lie and put all of her sins on you.
If you are simple minded, gullible, easily frightened and intimidated from long years of indoctrination you will side with her. You will falsely believe that you have no choice. So glad not to be vulgarly cussed out and threatened you will gladly sit at her feet listening to her grandiose lies. Glad for her token gifts. You will delight in her phony praise.
She will lull you to sleep, elated that she robbed you blind. Robbed you of your manhood. Robbed you of your college degrees, musical career and medical practice. She will pick at you for being poor and underfoot. She will slyly call you a loser to your face ever day. Every day of your long life you will have to serve her. Pay her compliments, declare your undying love. It will never be good enough. You will never be good enough. You will always be too black. Your nose too "niggerish". Your hair too nappy.
She knows that she is repulsive but she loves it. She would far rather inflict pain and anguish. She stands behind doors and windows, hiding in closets rejoicing at your pain. Pain that she secretly inflicted. You will pay for embarrassing her. You will pay for ruining her life. She was beautiful, looked almost white, then you came along. You made people think she was a whore. You will have no joy. Get anything, any hint of happiness and she is there like a frog on a Junebug to snatch it away.
Catch on to her schemes and you are suddenly a fool, an ingrate, a lying whore, a fool. She will hate you and connive others to hate you. She will get all of your family and friends to hate you. They will turn their backs on you, "de-friend" you on Facebook.
My Bible says "Wait on the LORD."
All I know is what my grandfather taught me. "The unexpected is always there." We never expected her to murder him. How could we know how much she truly hated him and blamed him for her mistakes?
"My mama would lie fa' me. But my daddy nevah wud. My mama told eva'body dat I wuz married. Dat nigga round dey telling eva'body dat I wudden!"
"There I wuz wid three bastard younguns and no husband!...N****** ain't s***!" That was her first mistake blaming her out of wedlock children on the men. "I nevah wud'dauh had ****** if daddy hadden been running a juke joint." (Your daddy didn't tell you to open your legs.)
"Dem dumb ass country n****** didn't teach me s***! I was sixteen, I didn't know whur babies came from...I thought dey came out duh cabbage patch lak dey told me."
What a liar! It is impossible to grow up on a farm and not know where babies come from. A born liar, a pure prevaricator. Lying to ease her conscious, deliberately lying in order to assign blame to some one else. 87 years old and perfect. The most beautiful perfect woman that ever lived. A woman that had to suffer her entire life from the lies of jealous women. Women (including her own daughter) that are just jealous of her beauty and brilliance and COLOR.
She tries tirelessly to convince you that she couldn't do the things that she is accused of because she is a preacher. GOD has always loved her more than any one on this earth. She doesn't have to repent or ever say that she is sorry to anyone. "Ah gave dem n***** my a** to kiss." ; has always been her parting insult. She will do harm to you, laugh and walk away.
Keep walking Martha.
Stay in GOD's WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceeding proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
My grandfather taught me that. My grandfather held me in his lap and gave me Biblical instructions. He never thought a child was too young to learn about the LORD. Teach your children early that they have a Father in heaven that loves and protects them. That will pick them up when their mother and father forsake them.
The world wants you to be ashamed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. "You too Holy, too Christian...you a fool, you bedder look out fah yo'sef!"
You can't look out for yourself. If you are as wise as King Solomon, you are not wise enough for the predatory demons crawling this earth.
I thank GOD for an unwavering faith, a growing faith. "I know it for myself. No one had to tell me. Praise the LORD."
Every day, "step by step", I understand it more. I never could have made it without the LORD on my side. The deck was stacked against me. The LORD knows I was hopelessly entangled in the clutches of ravenous demon. A demon that devours her young just for the fun of it. She found the perfect place to hide, in the "church". She knows all of the right words to say. She coos, cajoles, plants seeds of doubt. Convinces her victims that they must stick with her, must be loyal to her.
"Honor thy mother!" she screams pretending to be an authority of GOD's infallible WORD. Cherry picking the Bible to find scripture to uphold her. She will never admit that she has never loved a single solitary person on this earth. Not One! She will never admit that she is greedy and selfish, a complete pervert, a liar, a witch, a "root worker". Trilled to death that she is still able to terrify and inflict pain covertly, anonymously, while calling herself a minister of the Gospel.
She is still blind ,deaf and dumb. She doesn't know that she has been defeated. Too cocky, too proud, too "smart" for her own good.
"Take the LORD with you every where you go." Pray! Ask Him to build a fence all around you. Don't believe every one that claims to love you, loves you. Look at their fruit. She will say that you live in the past, that you are digging in the archives, that you are unforgiving. She will even claim that you are a sneaky snake. She will lie and put all of her sins on you.
If you are simple minded, gullible, easily frightened and intimidated from long years of indoctrination you will side with her. You will falsely believe that you have no choice. So glad not to be vulgarly cussed out and threatened you will gladly sit at her feet listening to her grandiose lies. Glad for her token gifts. You will delight in her phony praise.
She will lull you to sleep, elated that she robbed you blind. Robbed you of your manhood. Robbed you of your college degrees, musical career and medical practice. She will pick at you for being poor and underfoot. She will slyly call you a loser to your face ever day. Every day of your long life you will have to serve her. Pay her compliments, declare your undying love. It will never be good enough. You will never be good enough. You will always be too black. Your nose too "niggerish". Your hair too nappy.
She knows that she is repulsive but she loves it. She would far rather inflict pain and anguish. She stands behind doors and windows, hiding in closets rejoicing at your pain. Pain that she secretly inflicted. You will pay for embarrassing her. You will pay for ruining her life. She was beautiful, looked almost white, then you came along. You made people think she was a whore. You will have no joy. Get anything, any hint of happiness and she is there like a frog on a Junebug to snatch it away.
Catch on to her schemes and you are suddenly a fool, an ingrate, a lying whore, a fool. She will hate you and connive others to hate you. She will get all of your family and friends to hate you. They will turn their backs on you, "de-friend" you on Facebook.
My Bible says "Wait on the LORD."
All I know is what my grandfather taught me. "The unexpected is always there." We never expected her to murder him. How could we know how much she truly hated him and blamed him for her mistakes?
"My mama would lie fa' me. But my daddy nevah wud. My mama told eva'body dat I wuz married. Dat nigga round dey telling eva'body dat I wudden!"
"There I wuz wid three bastard younguns and no husband!...N****** ain't s***!" That was her first mistake blaming her out of wedlock children on the men. "I nevah wud'dauh had ****** if daddy hadden been running a juke joint." (Your daddy didn't tell you to open your legs.)
"Dem dumb ass country n****** didn't teach me s***! I was sixteen, I didn't know whur babies came from...I thought dey came out duh cabbage patch lak dey told me."
What a liar! It is impossible to grow up on a farm and not know where babies come from. A born liar, a pure prevaricator. Lying to ease her conscious, deliberately lying in order to assign blame to some one else. 87 years old and perfect. The most beautiful perfect woman that ever lived. A woman that had to suffer her entire life from the lies of jealous women. Women (including her own daughter) that are just jealous of her beauty and brilliance and COLOR.
She tries tirelessly to convince you that she couldn't do the things that she is accused of because she is a preacher. GOD has always loved her more than any one on this earth. She doesn't have to repent or ever say that she is sorry to anyone. "Ah gave dem n***** my a** to kiss." ; has always been her parting insult. She will do harm to you, laugh and walk away.
Keep walking Martha.
Stay in GOD's WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceeding proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Thursday, January 3, 2013
"Fear the LORD"
When we are admonished to "fear" the LORD it means to respect, to honor, heed and obey. It doesn't mean to live in trembling terror. That's what the devil or evil forces want you to do. It gives them tremendous joy to watch you tremble. That's why they beat and torment little children.
We are taught that GOD is a jealous GOD. It means that He loves us purely, sincerely and compassionately. He doesn't want us to muddle that love by sharing His love with our idols and superstitions. He does not want us to confuse His pure love with ignorant demonic superstitions from the world. If you love and trust GOD you know that you don't need a rabbit's foot, a talisman, a "high John duh conquer" root.
Rid yourself of that ignorant nonsense left over from slavery. Doing it on the q.t., in secret doesn't make it less abominable. How dare you be so ignorant in the 21st century.
Why are you still seeking "root workers"? Still planting "goofer dust"? GOD sees you. GOD knows you. Why are you lying?
If you can't trust GOD just say so. Go your way. Put your trust in the god you serve. The worse thing you can be is "double minded". You confuse yourself and a lot of people with you.
The Emancipation Proclamation was set to go into effect January 1, 1863. It was a "carrot", a last ditch attempt by President Abraham Lincoln to get the wayward Confederate states to come peacefully back into the union. He never freed a single slave in the Border states (Kentucky, Missouri, Maryland, Delaware, West Virginia) He deliberately didn't free a single slave where he could. (He did free the slaves in D.C. Never bothered to give them any aid or assistance. He did manage to find Federal money to compensate the owners, however)
The Civil War was never fought or waged to free a single slave! The Civil war was fought to force eleven wayward states back into the Union. It was GOD's Providence, His intervention that set the captives free.
Abraham Lincoln was as guilty of vile hatred and prejudice against the black person as most people were in this country. "America would be well rid of the negro."; Lincoln advised. He was looking to repatriate the entire black population out of this country when he was assassinated. Read Abraham Lincoln by Carl Sandberg if you don't believe me.
Black people are the most hated race on this planet. Unwanted, misused and abused. An unfortunate people that participate in their own demise.
For far too long I really believed that I was truly a victim. Horribly mistreated by a demonic mother that desperately needed to believe that her color made her better. That her color gave her the right to be a sick demented monster. A great deal of wickedness and ignorance in the black community today can be traced back to slavery. Foul ignorance and reliance on witchcraft can be traced back to slavery.
The thirteenth amendment to the Constitution ended chattel slavery. It didn't end mental slavery. Stop dividing people into races, into groups. There is only one race, the Human race. How are you going to love and serve One GOD and turn around and say "my people"?
Learn to think for yourself. Your color does not corrupt or justify you. It is your character! People with low character try to hide behind man's ignorance. They are quick to exploit your ignorance for their gain. If you are dumb enough to believe that certain colors are of more value or should be highly desired you're stupid and the world is going to give you exactly what you deserve.
The devil is a liar! I will not be held captive by man's stupidity. I will think for myself. I will speak the Truth no matter who it offends.
I thank GOD for sitting me Free!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
We are taught that GOD is a jealous GOD. It means that He loves us purely, sincerely and compassionately. He doesn't want us to muddle that love by sharing His love with our idols and superstitions. He does not want us to confuse His pure love with ignorant demonic superstitions from the world. If you love and trust GOD you know that you don't need a rabbit's foot, a talisman, a "high John duh conquer" root.
Rid yourself of that ignorant nonsense left over from slavery. Doing it on the q.t., in secret doesn't make it less abominable. How dare you be so ignorant in the 21st century.
Why are you still seeking "root workers"? Still planting "goofer dust"? GOD sees you. GOD knows you. Why are you lying?
If you can't trust GOD just say so. Go your way. Put your trust in the god you serve. The worse thing you can be is "double minded". You confuse yourself and a lot of people with you.
The Emancipation Proclamation was set to go into effect January 1, 1863. It was a "carrot", a last ditch attempt by President Abraham Lincoln to get the wayward Confederate states to come peacefully back into the union. He never freed a single slave in the Border states (Kentucky, Missouri, Maryland, Delaware, West Virginia) He deliberately didn't free a single slave where he could. (He did free the slaves in D.C. Never bothered to give them any aid or assistance. He did manage to find Federal money to compensate the owners, however)
The Civil War was never fought or waged to free a single slave! The Civil war was fought to force eleven wayward states back into the Union. It was GOD's Providence, His intervention that set the captives free.
Abraham Lincoln was as guilty of vile hatred and prejudice against the black person as most people were in this country. "America would be well rid of the negro."; Lincoln advised. He was looking to repatriate the entire black population out of this country when he was assassinated. Read Abraham Lincoln by Carl Sandberg if you don't believe me.
Black people are the most hated race on this planet. Unwanted, misused and abused. An unfortunate people that participate in their own demise.
For far too long I really believed that I was truly a victim. Horribly mistreated by a demonic mother that desperately needed to believe that her color made her better. That her color gave her the right to be a sick demented monster. A great deal of wickedness and ignorance in the black community today can be traced back to slavery. Foul ignorance and reliance on witchcraft can be traced back to slavery.
The thirteenth amendment to the Constitution ended chattel slavery. It didn't end mental slavery. Stop dividing people into races, into groups. There is only one race, the Human race. How are you going to love and serve One GOD and turn around and say "my people"?
Learn to think for yourself. Your color does not corrupt or justify you. It is your character! People with low character try to hide behind man's ignorance. They are quick to exploit your ignorance for their gain. If you are dumb enough to believe that certain colors are of more value or should be highly desired you're stupid and the world is going to give you exactly what you deserve.
The devil is a liar! I will not be held captive by man's stupidity. I will think for myself. I will speak the Truth no matter who it offends.
I thank GOD for sitting me Free!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
Happy New Year!
Praise the LORD! Dear LORD thank you for bringing me through! Thank you for your manifold blessings and tender mercies.
Thank you for your infallible truth. Thank you for my beautiful brilliant daughter that helped bring me to the truth. Thank you for your WORD. Thank you for taking the blinders off!
Dear LORD remove the blinders from our eyes. Give us the courage to see. Prop us up LORD!
It is now crystal clear. That term ""ambush predators" still resonates with me. How obvious, ridiculous, unnecessary, uncalled for evil. But, true, GOD's infallible Truth.
What kind of woman can holler and scream at her babies, beat them mercilessly, rape and sexually abuse them? Teach them that they are black worthless n******. Play loving mother and coil her serpentine body around them and slyly snatch all hope of happiness away.
GOD forbid such a monster exist. She exists but you promised to never leave or forsake me and you didn't.
The unfortunate truth is there are a lot of women like Martha. Sneaky, vile, whorish, manipulative women still falsely believing they are smarter than GOD. Still resorting to witchcraft and voodoo while masquerading as ministers and mothers of the church. They study the WORD but they can't comprehend it. No, you can't do your dirt, lie about it, deny it, try to hide it with some feigned "religion" that you don't feel.
I think there are going to be a lot of phony clowny "preachers" running up to Heaven's gate trying to get in talking about; "Lawd, Lawd...did't ah serve you? didn't ah preach sum good sermons?...didn't duh folks love me? didn't ah put on a good show fuh you?"
"Get them behind me satan! I never knew you!"
"Except ye Repent!" You have to Repent! You have to come clean! You have to tell the Truth! Yes, your sin is reprehensible, despicable! You knew that when you were doing it. You did it anyway.
For once in your life do something decent. Own your sins and help the ones you destroyed to come to salvation! Pray, fast, give the rest of your life to Christ.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Thank you for your infallible truth. Thank you for my beautiful brilliant daughter that helped bring me to the truth. Thank you for your WORD. Thank you for taking the blinders off!
Dear LORD remove the blinders from our eyes. Give us the courage to see. Prop us up LORD!
It is now crystal clear. That term ""ambush predators" still resonates with me. How obvious, ridiculous, unnecessary, uncalled for evil. But, true, GOD's infallible Truth.
What kind of woman can holler and scream at her babies, beat them mercilessly, rape and sexually abuse them? Teach them that they are black worthless n******. Play loving mother and coil her serpentine body around them and slyly snatch all hope of happiness away.
GOD forbid such a monster exist. She exists but you promised to never leave or forsake me and you didn't.
The unfortunate truth is there are a lot of women like Martha. Sneaky, vile, whorish, manipulative women still falsely believing they are smarter than GOD. Still resorting to witchcraft and voodoo while masquerading as ministers and mothers of the church. They study the WORD but they can't comprehend it. No, you can't do your dirt, lie about it, deny it, try to hide it with some feigned "religion" that you don't feel.
I think there are going to be a lot of phony clowny "preachers" running up to Heaven's gate trying to get in talking about; "Lawd, Lawd...did't ah serve you? didn't ah preach sum good sermons?...didn't duh folks love me? didn't ah put on a good show fuh you?"
"Get them behind me satan! I never knew you!"
"Except ye Repent!" You have to Repent! You have to come clean! You have to tell the Truth! Yes, your sin is reprehensible, despicable! You knew that when you were doing it. You did it anyway.
For once in your life do something decent. Own your sins and help the ones you destroyed to come to salvation! Pray, fast, give the rest of your life to Christ.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
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