You can be restored to the greatness GOD intended for you. The LORD Jesus Christ will lift you out of that horrible pit He will open your blind eyes and unstop your deaf ears. GOD will stop that demon dead in her tracks and reveal her evil satanic life to the entire world.
Praise the LORD! Trust Him! Seek His Wisdom, seek His face. Give your life to Christ today. No matter what this world tells you. It is never too late. "Come ye out from among them."
I am jubilant today. Full of absolute Joy and deeply humbled by the goodness of my GOD. Thank you Jesus!
I am sharing my fantastic journey with the world because GOD compels me to. He told me to share the Good News. To rid myself of all shame, pain and anguish. He told me to stand up and face that demon. He told me that she would run. He told me that she was nothing but a coward. He told me; "Fear No Man or Woman". He told me,He put the words in my mouth; "You will get your just and honest due on this planet earth."
Praise the LORD! Plant his love in your heart. Don't plaster Jesus on your lips, dress up in gaudy "religious" trinkets to appear to be a Christian. Be a real Christian. "Walk worthy."
When GOD delivers you from evil you will finally find Joy. The Holy Ghost will engulf you and you will not lie. You will not live in fear and trembling. You will not be angry and full of hate. You will not regret a single day that you suffered for Christ.
I am so happy I'm laughing. I am truly delighted. I am honored to tell my story.
I was born June 4, 1951 and immediately abandoned by my "mother". GOD saved me, dispatched His Angels to save me. Put me in the warm loving arms of my grandparents. One day that demon came, stole me away for her own demonic pleasure. I suffered mightily. She took advantage of every opportunity she could to break my little heart. She cursed me and beat me, starved me for love and affection. But, GOD kept Jerome Walters in my life. Keep him there to lead and guide me, to plant the love for Christ in my heart.
One day that demon and her peon did the unthinkable. They savagely raped me. She deliberately got me drunk. Came home with a bottle of Creme de Mint liqueur. Claiming that she didn't want us to grow up "ignut lak her dumb a** parents raised hur". "I want y'all to learn hi to drink"
I was eight years old! My brother was nine. Why did we need to learn how to drink liquor? She forced me to drink a big tall glass. I am not sure of all that transpired in that bedroom. But, I remember clearly screaming "I Am Going To TELL! I am going to tell GOD on YOU!"
Her response was; "You ain't telling S***!"
Yes it took me a mighty long time by man's standards. But, it is right on time. GOD in His infinite wisdom was preparing me, strengthening me. That demon foolishly believed that she was winning, thought her evil "goofer dust" was working.
Don't ever wrap yourself in GOD's WORD half believing. Don't ever think that you can serve GOD and the devil. "...you will love the one and hate the other."
If you have a sick proclivity, if you lust in your flesh for carnal unnatural acts, pray and fast. Don't try to have your way. Don't live a double hypocritical life. Don't you dare think you can browbeat, intimidate, lacerate, rape and plunder and never be found out. Don't you dare think that license to preach means anything to GOD.
I know you are ashamed. (Well you ought to be, anyway) I forgive you. I thank GOD for you. Everything you did to me made me strong, resilient and courageous. You never robbed me of anything I needed. Surviving you created a fierce tenacity in me. Isolating and shunning me taught me to stand alone. Depriving me of every childhood joy taught me to be inventive and creative.
You still have time Martha. You can still repent and finally give your life to Christ. You don't have to put on an act. You can pray your own prayers, preach your own sermons. You never had to be jealous and envious of anyone. GOD gave you a brilliant mind and many talents to use for Him, for the uplifting of His Kingdom.
It is not too late. I do pray daily for your soul. I no longer hate you. My grandfather never hated you. He never gave up on you. I am sure he never knew that one day you would murder him. It doesn't matter. If he had known he would have continued to love you anyway.
I know why you killed him. "Don't tell My granddawthur no such rot as dat! She ain't no such a woman as you!" For the first time in your life you remained speechless. Shamed you never uttered a word. You plotted and you waited though. It was when he was infirm with one leg when you hatched your diabolical plan.
You may fool others for the rest of your life. They may remain your hapless, docile pawns. But, praise the Living LORD I know better. GOD delivered me. In His infinite wisdom and miraculous way He delivered Me! Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, January 26, 2013
Monday, January 21, 2013
Do you have a dream?
Do you have a burning desire in your heart to do something unique and spectacular? DO IT! Let nothing or no one dissuade you.
Pursue your goals. Caution! Do know that many will attempt to block your way. Don't let them. Mow them over if you have to. Pray, ask GOD to help you. Never let go of His unchanging hand.
I am a student of history and I know for a fact that slavery had a very negative psychological effect on our world. There are far too many people on this earth that feel superior because of their light or white skin. And far too many accept dark colors as a badge of inferiority.
I am a beautiful brown woman and GOD made me brown for His own purpose. I love my color and I love myself. No one can ever convince me otherwise.
Forget race, forget status. Pursue your dream! Avoid ignorant jealous people that just want to hold you back.
Know that they are imps from the bowels of hell. They are a disgusting abomination to GOD. Shun them!
No matter what they call themselves. If she calls herself your mother she should treat you like a mother. There are some animals on this earth that eat their young.
You can give her all the love and allegiance in the world. She will never love you. She is incapable. GOD has let her live and destroy on this earth for His own reasons and His own plans. Do not question GOD.
If you love GOD obey His laws. " Obedience is better than sacrifice." Do not feel dirty and unworthy because your mother dirtied you, took advantage of your innocence when you were still a little child. You don't have to be ashamed. She should be ashamed.
So you never had a mother? You had a great grandfather. He loved and nurtured you. Don't let his living be in vain. Don't let some demon possessed monster parading as your mother rob you of your crown. Rebuke her and rebuke all evil.
"Come ye out from among them!"
I will not claim her! She is satan's spawn, a disciple of the devil and she is going to rot in hell! No woman has ever voluntarily sunk so low for so long.
"Come Jesus!"
Pursue your goals. Caution! Do know that many will attempt to block your way. Don't let them. Mow them over if you have to. Pray, ask GOD to help you. Never let go of His unchanging hand.
I am a student of history and I know for a fact that slavery had a very negative psychological effect on our world. There are far too many people on this earth that feel superior because of their light or white skin. And far too many accept dark colors as a badge of inferiority.
I am a beautiful brown woman and GOD made me brown for His own purpose. I love my color and I love myself. No one can ever convince me otherwise.
Forget race, forget status. Pursue your dream! Avoid ignorant jealous people that just want to hold you back.
Know that they are imps from the bowels of hell. They are a disgusting abomination to GOD. Shun them!
No matter what they call themselves. If she calls herself your mother she should treat you like a mother. There are some animals on this earth that eat their young.
You can give her all the love and allegiance in the world. She will never love you. She is incapable. GOD has let her live and destroy on this earth for His own reasons and His own plans. Do not question GOD.
If you love GOD obey His laws. " Obedience is better than sacrifice." Do not feel dirty and unworthy because your mother dirtied you, took advantage of your innocence when you were still a little child. You don't have to be ashamed. She should be ashamed.
So you never had a mother? You had a great grandfather. He loved and nurtured you. Don't let his living be in vain. Don't let some demon possessed monster parading as your mother rob you of your crown. Rebuke her and rebuke all evil.
"Come ye out from among them!"
I will not claim her! She is satan's spawn, a disciple of the devil and she is going to rot in hell! No woman has ever voluntarily sunk so low for so long.
"Come Jesus!"
I was privileged and honored ...
to be born into the capable devious mischievous hands of a demon possessed mother in 1951. It was indeed a privilege, the best opportunity a child of GOD could have.
My experiences with her taught me that GOD is Good! That Almighty GOD has a plan. I know first hand that GOD will speak to you, will lead and guide you. GOD will give you unspeakable Joy and the Holy Ghost.
I am so blessed because I don't have to fake "religion". I don't have to pretend that I'm saved, that I love my fellow man.
Living with that demon taught me self-discipline. Robbed of a childhood, forced to wash dishes, clothes and clean the house at age five I grew into the maturity and wisdom of an adult well beyond my peers.
I read ravenously, studied diligently, became a great scholar. I appreciate it. I look back on my life and I can't help but beam with pride. GOD blessed me. No matter what that monster threw at me I persevered. She had the audacity to teach my brothers to hate me. Called me "Miss Rich B****". Said I thought I was better than them. She called me a liar and snitch. Said I was "too holy", was "Miss Goody Two Shoes".
Yes, I went through the fire. All the impurities were burned out of me. She broke me, she broke this old earthen vessel. Reduced me to dust. But GOD laid me on His potters wheel and remade me, made me strong, beautiful and resilient.
I feel so sorry for Martha. Born beautiful and brilliant but volunteered for the other side. Convinced that she was clever enough to pull of her devious schemes. Convinced that she was the greatest liar and con artist in the world she set her heart on destruction, on secretly tearing down anything she thought was good or Holy. She made a pac with the devil to thwart all goodness, all innocence.
She joined forces with satan and he gave her the desires of her evil heart. She volunteered to be his imp. "Destroy your family, destroy your loved ones. Destroy any and everyone that tries to love you. Destroy everyone you meet that claims to love Christ. Do it secretly now. You must be a creep. Put Jesus on your lips but block him out of your heart. Get a license to preach from them dumb n***** in the AME Zion church. Put on a flowing robe. Hoop and holler, cut the fool. All those dumb n****** want is entertainment. They are just as phony as you are."
I am not sure when Martha's evil started. I know that she smashed a puppy as a child. I know she was always around when each one of us was severely burned. One brother was two years old when she said that he reached up and pulled a pot of hot boiling coffee on his chest.
I know she slammed my hand in the heavy door of a 1958 Oldsmobile and tried to convince me that I did it.
I know that she used to have loud vulgar sex with the door open. I know of so many horrible things that she did very successfully to me, my family and others. I know she thinks it was her voodoo, her witchcraft. She is a witch, a soot sayer, a practitioner of the black arts.
All these years she has foolishly believed she had some power. I am sure she glowed, beamed with pride as she watched us lose our houses, medical practice, husbands and wives. She laughed when we lost our minds, cursed and forsaken. Her favorite torment; "Heah you come wid yo' broke a**. Hi come you ain't nevah got no money? Ya life didn't turn out lak you planned did it?"
Why am I telling you this? I am telling you this to save you. I want you to know that every WORD in that Book is true. You will reap what you sow. GOD will release you over to a reprobate mind. GOD does protect His children. He will make a way out of no way.
"If MY people who are called by my name will humble themselves and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven."
I hope and I pray that very few of you have sunk to the low level of Martha. I hope and pray that you never become so wicked and full of foolish pride. But by any chance that you do. Know that you won't win, can't win.
Know that it is never too late to give your life to Christ. It is never too late to see the light. GOD is throwing out a life line to Martha. He loves her. Her schemes failed. Her mantra was wrong; "You can't win fa'duh fix you in! I can't lose fa'duh stuff I use."
You are wrong Martha. For eighty-seven years you have been wrong. You thought you robbed me. But, GOD lifted me.
I thank GOD for you. I truly do. May the Dear LORD open you blind eyes, unstop your deaf ears. May you finally give your heart to Christ. Serve Him in truth and in the admiration of the LORD. Humble yourself and seek the LORD Jesus Christ first.
Seek GOD First! Everything that you want will be added unto you.
Increase your faith children. Stay in His WORD. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
My experiences with her taught me that GOD is Good! That Almighty GOD has a plan. I know first hand that GOD will speak to you, will lead and guide you. GOD will give you unspeakable Joy and the Holy Ghost.
I am so blessed because I don't have to fake "religion". I don't have to pretend that I'm saved, that I love my fellow man.
Living with that demon taught me self-discipline. Robbed of a childhood, forced to wash dishes, clothes and clean the house at age five I grew into the maturity and wisdom of an adult well beyond my peers.
I read ravenously, studied diligently, became a great scholar. I appreciate it. I look back on my life and I can't help but beam with pride. GOD blessed me. No matter what that monster threw at me I persevered. She had the audacity to teach my brothers to hate me. Called me "Miss Rich B****". Said I thought I was better than them. She called me a liar and snitch. Said I was "too holy", was "Miss Goody Two Shoes".
Yes, I went through the fire. All the impurities were burned out of me. She broke me, she broke this old earthen vessel. Reduced me to dust. But GOD laid me on His potters wheel and remade me, made me strong, beautiful and resilient.
I feel so sorry for Martha. Born beautiful and brilliant but volunteered for the other side. Convinced that she was clever enough to pull of her devious schemes. Convinced that she was the greatest liar and con artist in the world she set her heart on destruction, on secretly tearing down anything she thought was good or Holy. She made a pac with the devil to thwart all goodness, all innocence.
She joined forces with satan and he gave her the desires of her evil heart. She volunteered to be his imp. "Destroy your family, destroy your loved ones. Destroy any and everyone that tries to love you. Destroy everyone you meet that claims to love Christ. Do it secretly now. You must be a creep. Put Jesus on your lips but block him out of your heart. Get a license to preach from them dumb n***** in the AME Zion church. Put on a flowing robe. Hoop and holler, cut the fool. All those dumb n****** want is entertainment. They are just as phony as you are."
I am not sure when Martha's evil started. I know that she smashed a puppy as a child. I know she was always around when each one of us was severely burned. One brother was two years old when she said that he reached up and pulled a pot of hot boiling coffee on his chest.
I know she slammed my hand in the heavy door of a 1958 Oldsmobile and tried to convince me that I did it.
I know that she used to have loud vulgar sex with the door open. I know of so many horrible things that she did very successfully to me, my family and others. I know she thinks it was her voodoo, her witchcraft. She is a witch, a soot sayer, a practitioner of the black arts.
All these years she has foolishly believed she had some power. I am sure she glowed, beamed with pride as she watched us lose our houses, medical practice, husbands and wives. She laughed when we lost our minds, cursed and forsaken. Her favorite torment; "Heah you come wid yo' broke a**. Hi come you ain't nevah got no money? Ya life didn't turn out lak you planned did it?"
Why am I telling you this? I am telling you this to save you. I want you to know that every WORD in that Book is true. You will reap what you sow. GOD will release you over to a reprobate mind. GOD does protect His children. He will make a way out of no way.
"If MY people who are called by my name will humble themselves and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven."
I hope and I pray that very few of you have sunk to the low level of Martha. I hope and pray that you never become so wicked and full of foolish pride. But by any chance that you do. Know that you won't win, can't win.
Know that it is never too late to give your life to Christ. It is never too late to see the light. GOD is throwing out a life line to Martha. He loves her. Her schemes failed. Her mantra was wrong; "You can't win fa'duh fix you in! I can't lose fa'duh stuff I use."
You are wrong Martha. For eighty-seven years you have been wrong. You thought you robbed me. But, GOD lifted me.
I thank GOD for you. I truly do. May the Dear LORD open you blind eyes, unstop your deaf ears. May you finally give your heart to Christ. Serve Him in truth and in the admiration of the LORD. Humble yourself and seek the LORD Jesus Christ first.
Seek GOD First! Everything that you want will be added unto you.
Increase your faith children. Stay in His WORD. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, January 20, 2013
"Rise Up!"
I'm not talking about the Falcons. I'm talking about "Christians". If you are a real Christian, a true Christian "Rise Up!" for Christ. "Rise Up" for the kingdom.
"Fear No Man!" Don't run and hide, don't shrink when the enemy comes against you. Look that demon dead in the eye and speak GOD's Truth. Don't worry he or she will flee.
If you don't know what I'm talking about. If you have never faced evil. If no one has ever tried to throw stumbling blocks in your path You may not be living right.
The devil is here to attempt to stop, to thwart GOD's Divine purpose for your life. This world's system belongs to satan. But, GOD gave us a sword, a sword of the Spirit. He gave us the Holy Ghost. There IS Power in His WORD. There is Holy Ghost Power in the name of Jesus Christ.
"Rise Up!" Claim your greatness! Claim your place. Do not live defeated and depressed. What ever you do never give up.
I'm so glad about it. GOD saved me! Little old nothing black bastard me. Born hated, pre-hated in the womb by a worldly reprobate. Scared, torn down, ridiculed, molested, raped, ruined. Ruined! So she thought.
The GOD I serve said ;"Oh no baby! It is not over for you. I have keep my hand on you. I sent a host of angels to guard over you. I made sure that you kept yourself up. Earned a college degree with honors with the help of no one but your granddaddy. I didn't bring you this far to let you fail. Rise Up! Rise Up! daughter. Tell them the Good News!"
I have Good News. You can not serve GOD and satan. You can't preach on Sunday and work "roots" on Monday. You can't fornicate all week and give communion. Be not deceived for GOD is not mocked. What soever you sow that shall you also reap.
If you have a demon, suffer with unnatural urges, get some help. Pray, fast, seek GOD's face. Don't play the foolish hypocrite thinking you can fool GOD the way you can deceive simple men and women.
If you did wrong, have done wrong for many many years. Give it up. Trust GOD. Have faith. Have the faith you always pretended you had. It is not too late.
Don't lose your life and suffer for eternity because you lived a low common life. Don't let the devil trick you into going to hell because he tricked you and deceived you. Made you think you were winning when you were losing.
I forgive you. I totally forgive you because I know you were foolish and easily deceived by the "wisdom" of this world. I know you were envious and jealous because you suffered from low self-esteem. You let the devil blind you, rob you.
Turn the tables on the devil. This time You trick the devil. Don't let the devil use you. "Rise Up!"
In the mighty name of Jesus I pray that you will confess your sins and give your life to Christ. GOD will be honored.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
"Fear No Man!" Don't run and hide, don't shrink when the enemy comes against you. Look that demon dead in the eye and speak GOD's Truth. Don't worry he or she will flee.
If you don't know what I'm talking about. If you have never faced evil. If no one has ever tried to throw stumbling blocks in your path You may not be living right.
The devil is here to attempt to stop, to thwart GOD's Divine purpose for your life. This world's system belongs to satan. But, GOD gave us a sword, a sword of the Spirit. He gave us the Holy Ghost. There IS Power in His WORD. There is Holy Ghost Power in the name of Jesus Christ.
"Rise Up!" Claim your greatness! Claim your place. Do not live defeated and depressed. What ever you do never give up.
I'm so glad about it. GOD saved me! Little old nothing black bastard me. Born hated, pre-hated in the womb by a worldly reprobate. Scared, torn down, ridiculed, molested, raped, ruined. Ruined! So she thought.
The GOD I serve said ;"Oh no baby! It is not over for you. I have keep my hand on you. I sent a host of angels to guard over you. I made sure that you kept yourself up. Earned a college degree with honors with the help of no one but your granddaddy. I didn't bring you this far to let you fail. Rise Up! Rise Up! daughter. Tell them the Good News!"
I have Good News. You can not serve GOD and satan. You can't preach on Sunday and work "roots" on Monday. You can't fornicate all week and give communion. Be not deceived for GOD is not mocked. What soever you sow that shall you also reap.
If you have a demon, suffer with unnatural urges, get some help. Pray, fast, seek GOD's face. Don't play the foolish hypocrite thinking you can fool GOD the way you can deceive simple men and women.
If you did wrong, have done wrong for many many years. Give it up. Trust GOD. Have faith. Have the faith you always pretended you had. It is not too late.
Don't lose your life and suffer for eternity because you lived a low common life. Don't let the devil trick you into going to hell because he tricked you and deceived you. Made you think you were winning when you were losing.
I forgive you. I totally forgive you because I know you were foolish and easily deceived by the "wisdom" of this world. I know you were envious and jealous because you suffered from low self-esteem. You let the devil blind you, rob you.
Turn the tables on the devil. This time You trick the devil. Don't let the devil use you. "Rise Up!"
In the mighty name of Jesus I pray that you will confess your sins and give your life to Christ. GOD will be honored.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, January 19, 2013
I plead the blood
of the LORD Jesus Christ against every foul demon that will raise his or her ugly head against me! Against my daughter, against my family, against my loved ones. Your day is done devil. It is come and it has come to naught. You lived for far too long, plaguing, mauling, destroying in secret.
If you are so great why do you hide? Why do you throw a rock and hide your hand? Why do you tell lies and tear down?
Yea, your day has come and you have nothing to show for your wicked life. You can't even opening brag of the deceitful deeds you managed to get away with.
Rebuke the devil and he will run. Coward. Why did you pick on little innocent children? Why did you target your own family? Why didn't you go into the real world and face your equal?
Are you still spewing that sick venom? "Don't piss on my grave when I'm dead?" Are you still full of putrid hatred? Are you still lying on your daddy? on your brother? on your daughter? on your sons?
Are you still the most beautiful brilliant anointed preacher on earth? Can you still get any man you ever wanted? Does your church still uphold you? Are they still honoring you? Are they still asking you to pray? to lay hands on them?
I see some of your grandchildren and cousins are still coming to see you. Are you still talking trash about them behind their backs? Are you still accusing them of molesting their little half white daughters? Do you still claim X took those children in for the check?
Is your "idiot son" still no sense-ED? Is your other son still a drunk? Have you ever done any wrong yet? Is your cousin still the "lying est woman that ever pissed between two shoes?" Are you still trying to work your "roots", still shaking your "dust"?
Are you still ignorant and depraved? Are you still jealous? Lost? Blind? Deaf and dumb? Is your neck still stiff with pride? Can you look in the mirror and call yourself a woman of GOD?
No matter what you've done, GOD still loves you. Only GOD has the capacity, the wisdom and understanding to love anyone that allowed herself to get in the shape you are in.
We are all in bad shape. We are all lost and drowning in sin. By the grace of Almighty GOD most of us didn't go to the lengths you did. I hope and pray that most people have a moral compass, have faith and have a conscious. I hope people do not lie as much as you do. I hope most people do not live in absolute denial.
I do hope and pray that you find the LORD before it is too late. The hour is growing nigh. That day is rapidly approaching for all of us. "We didn't come here to stay always."
I know that Jesus is calling and patiently waiting. We don't have to suffer in sin. Jesus paid the cost, bleed and died on that cross for our sins. I praise Him and I thank Him.
Do it to today. Praise the LORD. Praise Him for real, not for show. Ask Him to come into your heart and dwell there in. Ask Him to forgive you of your ignorant sins. Tell Him that you are sorry. Tell Him that you were wrong, that you were led astray.
In the Mighty name of Jesus I pray.
If you are so great why do you hide? Why do you throw a rock and hide your hand? Why do you tell lies and tear down?
Yea, your day has come and you have nothing to show for your wicked life. You can't even opening brag of the deceitful deeds you managed to get away with.
Rebuke the devil and he will run. Coward. Why did you pick on little innocent children? Why did you target your own family? Why didn't you go into the real world and face your equal?
Are you still spewing that sick venom? "Don't piss on my grave when I'm dead?" Are you still full of putrid hatred? Are you still lying on your daddy? on your brother? on your daughter? on your sons?
Are you still the most beautiful brilliant anointed preacher on earth? Can you still get any man you ever wanted? Does your church still uphold you? Are they still honoring you? Are they still asking you to pray? to lay hands on them?
I see some of your grandchildren and cousins are still coming to see you. Are you still talking trash about them behind their backs? Are you still accusing them of molesting their little half white daughters? Do you still claim X took those children in for the check?
Is your "idiot son" still no sense-ED? Is your other son still a drunk? Have you ever done any wrong yet? Is your cousin still the "lying est woman that ever pissed between two shoes?" Are you still trying to work your "roots", still shaking your "dust"?
Are you still ignorant and depraved? Are you still jealous? Lost? Blind? Deaf and dumb? Is your neck still stiff with pride? Can you look in the mirror and call yourself a woman of GOD?
No matter what you've done, GOD still loves you. Only GOD has the capacity, the wisdom and understanding to love anyone that allowed herself to get in the shape you are in.
We are all in bad shape. We are all lost and drowning in sin. By the grace of Almighty GOD most of us didn't go to the lengths you did. I hope and pray that most people have a moral compass, have faith and have a conscious. I hope people do not lie as much as you do. I hope most people do not live in absolute denial.
I do hope and pray that you find the LORD before it is too late. The hour is growing nigh. That day is rapidly approaching for all of us. "We didn't come here to stay always."
I know that Jesus is calling and patiently waiting. We don't have to suffer in sin. Jesus paid the cost, bleed and died on that cross for our sins. I praise Him and I thank Him.
Do it to today. Praise the LORD. Praise Him for real, not for show. Ask Him to come into your heart and dwell there in. Ask Him to forgive you of your ignorant sins. Tell Him that you are sorry. Tell Him that you were wrong, that you were led astray.
In the Mighty name of Jesus I pray.
GOD will spare you
The mighty GOD I serve in His infinite wisdom will spare His children from needless debilitating pain. He promised us in His WORD he would and He will. GOD can NOT lie .
I am just so happy today! I am praising and thanking the LORD for His tender mercy. I thank Him for sparing my life, for making a way out of no way and most of all for protecting me from the greatest incomprehensible indefensible evil.
How and why could such a pretty little girl be so evil? It is my belief that she was born evil and grew more and more demonic with each passing day. She had beauty and she had brains. She had loving "well to do" parents that cherished her.
When and where did she go wrong? When and where did she learn the practice of hoodoo, voodoo, conjure and witchcraft? Why? Why does she put more faith in evil than in Almighty GOD?
Is it left over from slavery? She told me that my grandmother was clairvoyant and she was. I am too. I have had many strange "encounters". Things that can not be explained, only believed. Something other than her cruelty put me onto the scent of my "mother".
That was GOD. I know that it was the LORD Jesus Christ speaking to me, warning me, reassuring me that He would be with me and never leave me when I was four years old. I can still see the evil in their lecherous eyes. His eyes were bloodshot red, his teeth pearly white. They were grinning. She was bragging about being newly married. Coming to get "hur churin'"so she could finally be a good mother. She was 30 with three bastard children and had finally snagged her second husband.
He was a "soldier in Uncle Sam's Army". That meant an allotment check. She got pregnant right away to make sure she tied a knot in his tail. She deliberately got him involved in all kinds of incest and sexual debauchery. They targeted that boy because he didn't talk. At five years old he was still damn near a mute.
"That fast tail talkin' gal couldn't be trusted." They had to be more careful with her. She would have to send that man, that stepdaddy, to do what she really wanted to do.
Didn't know you were going to be found out did you? You didn't believe that I would ever put it together did you? You thought you were so smart didn't you? You think that you are smarter that GOD don't you? You think that you are crawling off of this planet unscathed and unrecognized don't you?
You thought GOD "forsuke" me, didn't you? You think because you are "light bright and damn near white" you can do anything your little demonic heart believes, don't you?
Where is your god now? Where is the evil one you served for eighty-seven years? Who took my blinders off? You know they are all coming off don't you? Everyone is going to see you for who you are, for what you are?
Repent of find a rock.
I am just so happy today! I am praising and thanking the LORD for His tender mercy. I thank Him for sparing my life, for making a way out of no way and most of all for protecting me from the greatest incomprehensible indefensible evil.
How and why could such a pretty little girl be so evil? It is my belief that she was born evil and grew more and more demonic with each passing day. She had beauty and she had brains. She had loving "well to do" parents that cherished her.
When and where did she go wrong? When and where did she learn the practice of hoodoo, voodoo, conjure and witchcraft? Why? Why does she put more faith in evil than in Almighty GOD?
Is it left over from slavery? She told me that my grandmother was clairvoyant and she was. I am too. I have had many strange "encounters". Things that can not be explained, only believed. Something other than her cruelty put me onto the scent of my "mother".
That was GOD. I know that it was the LORD Jesus Christ speaking to me, warning me, reassuring me that He would be with me and never leave me when I was four years old. I can still see the evil in their lecherous eyes. His eyes were bloodshot red, his teeth pearly white. They were grinning. She was bragging about being newly married. Coming to get "hur churin'"so she could finally be a good mother. She was 30 with three bastard children and had finally snagged her second husband.
He was a "soldier in Uncle Sam's Army". That meant an allotment check. She got pregnant right away to make sure she tied a knot in his tail. She deliberately got him involved in all kinds of incest and sexual debauchery. They targeted that boy because he didn't talk. At five years old he was still damn near a mute.
"That fast tail talkin' gal couldn't be trusted." They had to be more careful with her. She would have to send that man, that stepdaddy, to do what she really wanted to do.
Didn't know you were going to be found out did you? You didn't believe that I would ever put it together did you? You thought you were so smart didn't you? You think that you are smarter that GOD don't you? You think that you are crawling off of this planet unscathed and unrecognized don't you?
You thought GOD "forsuke" me, didn't you? You think because you are "light bright and damn near white" you can do anything your little demonic heart believes, don't you?
Where is your god now? Where is the evil one you served for eighty-seven years? Who took my blinders off? You know they are all coming off don't you? Everyone is going to see you for who you are, for what you are?
Repent of find a rock.
"Stand fast!"
Stand fast little ones. Stand strong, confident in the LORD. Know with assurance that GOD's angels are camped about you and no evil can defeat you.
"Yea, though I walk through the valley of death, I will fear no evil;" Believe that, know that. Have that blessed assurance.
I've been rejected once again. But I know the LORD is working it out. I know it is all in Divine Order. The thief, the wicked one comes but to steal and destroy. The evil one wants your joy, your courage. The evil one wants to slay you, to make you give up and serve him.
He is wasting his time. I know my Savior lives! I have sixty-one years of irrefutable proof. I was blessed in the womb! GOD has blessed me every step of my journey. We live in a cold cruel world but we don't have to succumb to it or be a part of it.
The world and my "mother" told me that I was broken and destroyed. GOD told me that He made me strong. The world told me that I was nothing but a little black nigger female, a worthless pile of flesh brought to the world to be some one's whipping post, dirty dish rag, a black bastard child not worth feeding. My "mother" told me that there would be no love for me.
She certainly kept that promise. But she didn't do it honestly or forthrightly. She had to be a creepy, slippery, slimy serpent. She had to hug and kiss me, praise and build me up in between tearing me down. No, not just me, my entire family. For eighty-seven years this closet monster has plagued and terrorized us. A demon of the highest order she remains cloaked behind quotes of scripture, beautiful clerical robes, a licence to preach and a radiant pearly white smile.
She thinks she won. I came to tell you she lost. The foolish of this world may be charmed beyond belief but I know better. Yes it took me an extremely long time by man's standards to finally see and understand. So be it. Now I know and I know that I know. No I will not shut up! The world will know of this "mother", this "grandmother", this "daughter", this "sister", this "aunt" and "cousin".
Yes, we do live in a very cruel world but you don't have to humble yourself, cower or appease to get along. Increase your faith. Pray, ask GOD to come into your heart and dwell there. Know the Truth, speak the Truth. Never lie and deny no matter how painful and revolting that Truth may be.
Yes, I am in pain but I am not broken. True, I have very few friends but I am not utterly forsaken. And some how by the Grace of GOD I have Joy! Pure Joy! down in my heart. I can't explain it. I can't contain it. It must be the Holy Ghost! Praise the LORD!
I do pray that if it is your will LORD to release Martha from that awful demon that enslaves her. I pray that you will open the eyes, ears and hearts of my entire family. Let them know that all is not lost, that Martha did not and can not win. Break the chains of fear and ignorance that bind them.
A good man, a Christian man was shot down like a dog. A frail amputee. An eighty-four year old infirm man suffering from emphysema, stomach cancer and debilitating arthritis. Shot in his heart as he lay suffering in his bed form the mental and physical abuse of his only daughter. A woman so evil and greedy she refused to put him in a rest home because she wanted his checks. His social security, his pension, his tobacco allotment. Cooing and conning in front of her relatives and children; "I luv my daddy...I sho luv my daddy!"
A pure demon from the bowels of hell that always put on act, a complete sham about who she loved. Every boyfriend, every lover, every husband, every child she ever had, every child she ever molested.
A woman with a million dollar smile, full of guile and deceit, has played the world for eighty-seven years. Still unrepentant, still raging with hatred and pure jealousy, refusing to believe that she has been recognized, found out. Still stingy and cheap doling out token gifts to those still foolish enough to come near her.
"GET THEE BEHIND ME SATAN!"
Jesus told you; "Suffer the little children to come unto me. Forbid them not the kingdom of heaven." A foul demon you couldn't wait to defile little children. Terrorizing little children into keeping your sick secrets. Laughing, delighted that you did the unspeakable and got away with it. Falsely believing your evil "goofer dust" saved you.
"You can't win fa'duh fix you in! I can't lose fa'duh stuff I use!" you cackled and laughed. DEMON FROM HELL! You will pay. The world WILL know. You will NOT get away. "You will get your just and honest due on this planet earth."
Yes, you have caused a great deal of pain and anguish on your journey to a fiery hell. I will remind you that it was your choice. So, few people care. You can continue to call me a nothing, a nobody. Keep screaming at me ;"You ain't s***!" At least now I understand why I had to suffer such degradation. Now I know why you called me a lesbian. Now I know why you ridiculed and rebuked me for being black every day of my life.
Perhaps very few people will ever care about my life or trauma. But, GOD cares. GOD loves and protects me. Always did and always will. GOD turned all of my nightmares into bright sunny days. He pulled me out of that pit that I shared with you.
I can still hear you screaming; "When you gon' Die!!!!!old man!" I can still smell the stench of the urine that permeated your house because you were too lazy to change him and to wash his sheets. I still have that phony obituary that you wrote full of lies. Claiming that your tall fine too young husband was in Chicago. That man had left you high and dry for years before granddaddy's funeral.
A man that you trapped with voodoo and conjure.
Woman you have lived in a complete demonic fantasy for eighty-seven years pretending that GOD has blessed you with a long life because you honored your parents. Hogwash! Complete hogwash! You are not decent. You have never been decent one day in your entire long life. It is not GOD "blessing" you with a long life.
True you have been on this earth an extremely long time menacing, maiming and destroying. You are a foul demon but you will not get away. "LOOK AT YOUR FRUIT!" Look at your fruit and howl at the moon you depraved animal.
Sick! Lost! Blind, cripple and crazy! Look at the many lives you deliberately destroyed. YOU LOST! Look at your sons and lament what could have been if you had not been so carnal, selfish, greedy and abusive.
My poor brother secretly hating you and clinging to you at the same time. Lost and destroyed for no reason. I pray that he will stand up to you and defy you. I pray that you will say the wrong thing to him and he will snap. Snap back into the man that GOD created him to be.
I may never know why a woman so evil, so despicable ,so revolting and repulsive has been allowed to live, to ravage so long. But, GOD knows. It is all in Divine Order.
Your life is so repugnant it is hard for the faint of heart to read my blog. But, if they know like I know they will gird up their loins and prepare for the worse. My grandfather taught me that the "Unexpected is always here." No greater truth has ever been spoken.
No greater evil has ever crawled this earth than you Martha. You cursed me for knowing the truth and being "no sense-ED enough to tell it". "Honor your mother!" you holler. "HONOR GOD!"
"HONOR GOD WITH THE TRUTH" If your truth is too hard to bear, to face, REPENT!
Repent anyway. Get on your knees and beg GOD to forgive you, to release you from the prison of your ignorance.
I know I've been very long winded today but I have a lot on my heart.
Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in perfect peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn, (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
"Yea, though I walk through the valley of death, I will fear no evil;" Believe that, know that. Have that blessed assurance.
I've been rejected once again. But I know the LORD is working it out. I know it is all in Divine Order. The thief, the wicked one comes but to steal and destroy. The evil one wants your joy, your courage. The evil one wants to slay you, to make you give up and serve him.
He is wasting his time. I know my Savior lives! I have sixty-one years of irrefutable proof. I was blessed in the womb! GOD has blessed me every step of my journey. We live in a cold cruel world but we don't have to succumb to it or be a part of it.
The world and my "mother" told me that I was broken and destroyed. GOD told me that He made me strong. The world told me that I was nothing but a little black nigger female, a worthless pile of flesh brought to the world to be some one's whipping post, dirty dish rag, a black bastard child not worth feeding. My "mother" told me that there would be no love for me.
She certainly kept that promise. But she didn't do it honestly or forthrightly. She had to be a creepy, slippery, slimy serpent. She had to hug and kiss me, praise and build me up in between tearing me down. No, not just me, my entire family. For eighty-seven years this closet monster has plagued and terrorized us. A demon of the highest order she remains cloaked behind quotes of scripture, beautiful clerical robes, a licence to preach and a radiant pearly white smile.
She thinks she won. I came to tell you she lost. The foolish of this world may be charmed beyond belief but I know better. Yes it took me an extremely long time by man's standards to finally see and understand. So be it. Now I know and I know that I know. No I will not shut up! The world will know of this "mother", this "grandmother", this "daughter", this "sister", this "aunt" and "cousin".
Yes, we do live in a very cruel world but you don't have to humble yourself, cower or appease to get along. Increase your faith. Pray, ask GOD to come into your heart and dwell there. Know the Truth, speak the Truth. Never lie and deny no matter how painful and revolting that Truth may be.
Yes, I am in pain but I am not broken. True, I have very few friends but I am not utterly forsaken. And some how by the Grace of GOD I have Joy! Pure Joy! down in my heart. I can't explain it. I can't contain it. It must be the Holy Ghost! Praise the LORD!
I do pray that if it is your will LORD to release Martha from that awful demon that enslaves her. I pray that you will open the eyes, ears and hearts of my entire family. Let them know that all is not lost, that Martha did not and can not win. Break the chains of fear and ignorance that bind them.
A good man, a Christian man was shot down like a dog. A frail amputee. An eighty-four year old infirm man suffering from emphysema, stomach cancer and debilitating arthritis. Shot in his heart as he lay suffering in his bed form the mental and physical abuse of his only daughter. A woman so evil and greedy she refused to put him in a rest home because she wanted his checks. His social security, his pension, his tobacco allotment. Cooing and conning in front of her relatives and children; "I luv my daddy...I sho luv my daddy!"
A pure demon from the bowels of hell that always put on act, a complete sham about who she loved. Every boyfriend, every lover, every husband, every child she ever had, every child she ever molested.
A woman with a million dollar smile, full of guile and deceit, has played the world for eighty-seven years. Still unrepentant, still raging with hatred and pure jealousy, refusing to believe that she has been recognized, found out. Still stingy and cheap doling out token gifts to those still foolish enough to come near her.
"GET THEE BEHIND ME SATAN!"
Jesus told you; "Suffer the little children to come unto me. Forbid them not the kingdom of heaven." A foul demon you couldn't wait to defile little children. Terrorizing little children into keeping your sick secrets. Laughing, delighted that you did the unspeakable and got away with it. Falsely believing your evil "goofer dust" saved you.
"You can't win fa'duh fix you in! I can't lose fa'duh stuff I use!" you cackled and laughed. DEMON FROM HELL! You will pay. The world WILL know. You will NOT get away. "You will get your just and honest due on this planet earth."
Yes, you have caused a great deal of pain and anguish on your journey to a fiery hell. I will remind you that it was your choice. So, few people care. You can continue to call me a nothing, a nobody. Keep screaming at me ;"You ain't s***!" At least now I understand why I had to suffer such degradation. Now I know why you called me a lesbian. Now I know why you ridiculed and rebuked me for being black every day of my life.
Perhaps very few people will ever care about my life or trauma. But, GOD cares. GOD loves and protects me. Always did and always will. GOD turned all of my nightmares into bright sunny days. He pulled me out of that pit that I shared with you.
I can still hear you screaming; "When you gon' Die!!!!!old man!" I can still smell the stench of the urine that permeated your house because you were too lazy to change him and to wash his sheets. I still have that phony obituary that you wrote full of lies. Claiming that your tall fine too young husband was in Chicago. That man had left you high and dry for years before granddaddy's funeral.
A man that you trapped with voodoo and conjure.
Woman you have lived in a complete demonic fantasy for eighty-seven years pretending that GOD has blessed you with a long life because you honored your parents. Hogwash! Complete hogwash! You are not decent. You have never been decent one day in your entire long life. It is not GOD "blessing" you with a long life.
True you have been on this earth an extremely long time menacing, maiming and destroying. You are a foul demon but you will not get away. "LOOK AT YOUR FRUIT!" Look at your fruit and howl at the moon you depraved animal.
Sick! Lost! Blind, cripple and crazy! Look at the many lives you deliberately destroyed. YOU LOST! Look at your sons and lament what could have been if you had not been so carnal, selfish, greedy and abusive.
My poor brother secretly hating you and clinging to you at the same time. Lost and destroyed for no reason. I pray that he will stand up to you and defy you. I pray that you will say the wrong thing to him and he will snap. Snap back into the man that GOD created him to be.
I may never know why a woman so evil, so despicable ,so revolting and repulsive has been allowed to live, to ravage so long. But, GOD knows. It is all in Divine Order.
Your life is so repugnant it is hard for the faint of heart to read my blog. But, if they know like I know they will gird up their loins and prepare for the worse. My grandfather taught me that the "Unexpected is always here." No greater truth has ever been spoken.
No greater evil has ever crawled this earth than you Martha. You cursed me for knowing the truth and being "no sense-ED enough to tell it". "Honor your mother!" you holler. "HONOR GOD!"
"HONOR GOD WITH THE TRUTH" If your truth is too hard to bear, to face, REPENT!
Repent anyway. Get on your knees and beg GOD to forgive you, to release you from the prison of your ignorance.
I know I've been very long winded today but I have a lot on my heart.
Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in perfect peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn, (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
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