Praise the LORD! Raise the roof! Scream to the top of your lungs! Do a Holy Ghost Dance all by yourself if you have to. But, don't, what ever you do, don't let any one put your Fire out!
Praise the LORD! Thank Him for His WORD. Never get so weary that you give up and just stop trying. That is what your enemy wants. Make sure you know that there are a significant number of people on this earth that are too sorry, too undisciplined, too unfocused, too full of carnal lust and evil to do any thing genuinely good.
Reeking with self hatred they run around discouraging, sabotaging, "gas lighting", planting seeds of destruction and deceit. Why? What is their issue? Nothing. They squandered their gifts and blessings, they are unhappy, miserable, and if you are to keep company with them you must do worse.
Your life can never measure up to or be better than the imaginary empire they built. You must be under them, kneel before them, prostrate yourself and always remind them of their supremacy. If you can't do that, if you still have any pride after 60 years of their clever concealed beatings, you can't be around them. Don't bring truth or GOD's true WORD any where near them. They are not going to tolerate you. They will scream liar! cry real tears and have a toddler's tantrum. They will pull every excuse they can think of out of their bag of tricks; "I'm your mother! I changed yo' s***** diapers! You Black! You're a bastard! You sneaky! You think you better than everybody else! Then they will start lying. They will tell a lie so long they soon forget it is a lie and actually believe it themselves.
GOD in His infinite wisdom made the woman the nurturer, the care giver. Your mother is your first teacher, she molds your little mind like clay. Too many babies are born to unworthy women, women that take advantage of their children and deliberately destroy them.
These women are secretly harboring deep self hatred. They don't trust GOD. They have no faith. "Oh ye of little faith." The awful truth is they know they should have faith. They just can't find it, too proud to ask. So dishonest, so delusional they refuse to be honest with themselves.
These poor women are caught in a perpetual hell of their own creation. They commit the worse sickest sins then turn around and almost have remorse, they always express a hint of regret. Never enough to change though, because they can always successfully convince themselves that their actions were justified. Plus, they didn't do it. You are lying. "Say I did what I did again and I will beat the living water s*** out of you! Shut your f******* mouth! I will stab you! I will lie on you! I will dump all my sins on you and make everyone hate you!"
"Count it all joy." GOD blessed you to know the truth. All those that can't hear you, that refuse to understand you, don't need to know. GOD's sheep can hear His voice. Not only can you hear His voice, you know and understand His plan. You can't carry out your mission being defeated and depressed. You can't do anything for GOD pretending you believe that witch's lies, being under her thumb waiting on her to die.
Kill her off now! Not literally. Kill her off in your mind. Go "no contact". She is nothing but a demonic liar and she should go somewhere and rot in hell for the rest of her life.
Excite yourself! Stoke those dying embers. Light your fire! Live! Love GOD! Love yourself! Do good! What ever you do on this earth, never let anyone or anything put your Fire out!
Pray for your enemies children and live the abundant life GOD created for you. Be abundantly blessed today.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright July 25, 2013 All rights reserved
Thursday, July 25, 2013
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
What I've learned ..
In researching my mother's condition, malignant bipolar narcissistic Stupidity (disorder), I learned these people all use the same m.o. (modus operindi). They do not or can not love. They can't love anything or anyone. They can want . As a matter of fact, all they do is want. With big greedy eyes they want every thing they see.
They are often great whores, very promiscuous because they lack any self discipline, are very impulsive and the most convincing liars in the world. Their active imaginations kick in every time they spy their next prey.
One thing they make sure of is sibling rivalry. They make sure each child fights the others for attention. Of course she does this to her children. This is what she always did to her men. Martha was very beautiful in her youth and her favorite thing was to blow a man's mind, take his money and break his heart.
She always laughed, thought it was funny. Ladies, if you can't love your man chances are you will not be able to love your children. Some of you will want to punish them. If you are a jealous natured person you will be envious of your children, If you are slow and thick headed you will begrudge then the opportunities you claimed they robbed you of.
Psychiatrists declare it is a condition. I say she is demonic, demon possessed.
Well they play puppeteer with their young, assign each his or her role. She has the Golden Child, the one she praises and molds into the narcissist she is. And then there is me, the Scape Goat, the one she blames for everything, knowing full well she is the culprit.
Most will never tell on her because her sins must be kept hidden. If the world discovers your truth you will instantly become a leper. Your lack of faith in GOD will not let you see how she has totally ruined your life. (You are protecting your jailer, fool!) Just like the house n***** during slavery, you will remain loyal and vow to take her secrets to your grave. You love her more than she loves herself.
The other children are just flying monkeys (as in the Wizard of OZ), little imps she calls on to do her bedding from time to time. She calls them often to rant, rave, brag, cry and lie. They are so grateful for the attention that they don't care.
My mother left us alone (toddlers) with no food for about four days. She did it all the time. She would drive to the "country", put on an act in front of her father and beg to take us for the weekend (she just loved us so much). Then she would need some money of course, drive us to Bridges street in Fayetteville, and just leave us unattended," unfeed", unwashed for days.
How do I know? She told me, laughed about it. "Yall sho' wuz some smart churin ... nevah opened the do', never set no fi!"
What's my point? Why did she pick me out of the 6 to be her scape goat? What did she see in me that she had to suppress or destroy? Was she jealous that I was more disciplined, better looking, my long luscious hair, my intelligence, what was it?
The truth is out of 6 children, I am the most like her. By that I mean the meanest. It is only by the Grace of my Living LORD that I never caught a case for murder. Wrong me if you wanted to, you better prepare to die.
I can credit both my mother and grandfather for my sincere desire to protect myself and not ever let anyone get away with messing over me. When I was 8 years old my granddaddy took me out and taught me how to shoot a .22 rifle properly.
My grandfather was not a racist but he used the "n" word quite extensively because he was born in the south in 1894. As he taught me to shoot that day he reminded me again; "Dawthur don't you eva' let no sorry n**** mess ova' you. And don't nevah pull no gun on no n***** unless you plan to use it, and if you use it don't be playing, shoot tuh kill!"
I put the pieces together and understand better why my grandfather taught me to defend myself. He didn't want to tell me what happened to his little girl at eight years old but, he didn't want it to happen to me either. "Feisty" is what they called me. Some have called me masculine. Perhaps. I know one thing, with more people like me, we would have a lot fewer bullies in the world.
The truth is I am not mean. I'm just old, sick and tired of the wicked getting away with inflicting so much pain in the world. I'm tired of our children being misused and abused by parents that don't love them.
I am tired of the well heeled and powerful pretending that they don't hear and making sure you know that they don't care.
Here I sit, old, tired and too fat, running off at the mouth still trying to reach people, to teach people. " ... the arc of the moral universe is long but it bends toward justice." (Dr.MLK,Jr)
Stay in prayer children.
Rachel,
Copyright July 24, 2013 All rights reserved
They are often great whores, very promiscuous because they lack any self discipline, are very impulsive and the most convincing liars in the world. Their active imaginations kick in every time they spy their next prey.
One thing they make sure of is sibling rivalry. They make sure each child fights the others for attention. Of course she does this to her children. This is what she always did to her men. Martha was very beautiful in her youth and her favorite thing was to blow a man's mind, take his money and break his heart.
She always laughed, thought it was funny. Ladies, if you can't love your man chances are you will not be able to love your children. Some of you will want to punish them. If you are a jealous natured person you will be envious of your children, If you are slow and thick headed you will begrudge then the opportunities you claimed they robbed you of.
Psychiatrists declare it is a condition. I say she is demonic, demon possessed.
Well they play puppeteer with their young, assign each his or her role. She has the Golden Child, the one she praises and molds into the narcissist she is. And then there is me, the Scape Goat, the one she blames for everything, knowing full well she is the culprit.
Most will never tell on her because her sins must be kept hidden. If the world discovers your truth you will instantly become a leper. Your lack of faith in GOD will not let you see how she has totally ruined your life. (You are protecting your jailer, fool!) Just like the house n***** during slavery, you will remain loyal and vow to take her secrets to your grave. You love her more than she loves herself.
The other children are just flying monkeys (as in the Wizard of OZ), little imps she calls on to do her bedding from time to time. She calls them often to rant, rave, brag, cry and lie. They are so grateful for the attention that they don't care.
My mother left us alone (toddlers) with no food for about four days. She did it all the time. She would drive to the "country", put on an act in front of her father and beg to take us for the weekend (she just loved us so much). Then she would need some money of course, drive us to Bridges street in Fayetteville, and just leave us unattended," unfeed", unwashed for days.
How do I know? She told me, laughed about it. "Yall sho' wuz some smart churin ... nevah opened the do', never set no fi!"
What's my point? Why did she pick me out of the 6 to be her scape goat? What did she see in me that she had to suppress or destroy? Was she jealous that I was more disciplined, better looking, my long luscious hair, my intelligence, what was it?
The truth is out of 6 children, I am the most like her. By that I mean the meanest. It is only by the Grace of my Living LORD that I never caught a case for murder. Wrong me if you wanted to, you better prepare to die.
I can credit both my mother and grandfather for my sincere desire to protect myself and not ever let anyone get away with messing over me. When I was 8 years old my granddaddy took me out and taught me how to shoot a .22 rifle properly.
My grandfather was not a racist but he used the "n" word quite extensively because he was born in the south in 1894. As he taught me to shoot that day he reminded me again; "Dawthur don't you eva' let no sorry n**** mess ova' you. And don't nevah pull no gun on no n***** unless you plan to use it, and if you use it don't be playing, shoot tuh kill!"
I put the pieces together and understand better why my grandfather taught me to defend myself. He didn't want to tell me what happened to his little girl at eight years old but, he didn't want it to happen to me either. "Feisty" is what they called me. Some have called me masculine. Perhaps. I know one thing, with more people like me, we would have a lot fewer bullies in the world.
The truth is I am not mean. I'm just old, sick and tired of the wicked getting away with inflicting so much pain in the world. I'm tired of our children being misused and abused by parents that don't love them.
I am tired of the well heeled and powerful pretending that they don't hear and making sure you know that they don't care.
Here I sit, old, tired and too fat, running off at the mouth still trying to reach people, to teach people. " ... the arc of the moral universe is long but it bends toward justice." (Dr.MLK,Jr)
Stay in prayer children.
Rachel,
Copyright July 24, 2013 All rights reserved
Be confident!
"Being confident of this very thing, that He which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ." (Philippians 1:6)
Dear LORD thank you for renewing my confidence, for re-assuring me. Because I do get weary. I refuse to drag this albatross around on my back any longer. She is far worse than any canker sore, she is a malignant cancer. There is no cure for her, no relief, except through Jesus Christ.
Should I feel sorry for her because she is unteachable, unreachable? She is an abomination unto the LORD. Did she ever truly want Christ? Does she preach to be seen, to show off her fine clothes? Did she start preaching in an attempt to erase her wicked past? Did she falsely believe that her "preaching" would make people believe that she was indeed perfect, a woman of the GOD? She is mystifying and confusing, claiming to love a GOD that she secretly hates.
Poor Martha always proclaimed her love for us, for her father, very loudly. Yet she treated us miserably and forbade us to ever tell. Who taught Martha that you can do anything you want, intimidate your victims and get clean away? If Martha could ever hate her sin as much as she hates GOD's Truth maybe she can be saved.
Truthfully I feel very sorry for all of her little minions running around hopping and fetching at her slightest beck and call. All of them fighting to out do each other for just a smile, a hug or a false compliment from her. They refuse to look behind her mask. They will not snatch her robe off.
How can they heap the credit granddaddy deserves on her? They brag that they have forgiven her, that they will honor their mother. Not one remembers when she said "Please forgive me. I am sorry". They don't remember because she has never said it and never will.
The truth is they don't want to be out here with me, her outcast, the little black bastard that she abandoned again. Personally I thank her for finally setting me free.
Yes, there is still time. She is still living, unfortunately still lying, still wearing a beautiful mask in an attempt to hide her hideous ugly face. Lie after hateful lie will never change GOD's Truth, His WORD.
Children no one can conceal demonic hatred wrapped in insincere compliments and pass them off as evidence of love forever. The people you continue to "fool" are not deceived at all. I think they are just exhausted, tired, beleaguered and have just given up.
I will never give up. Knock me down again and again, I will get up and get in your face and tell you GOD's Truth. Beat me down to the ground again. Tell me how sorry and black I am, how no one loves me or will ever love me. Tell me I talk too much. Tell me that I am always running my mouth telling people your business. Keep laughing at my brothers, talking about them behind their backs. They will never know or believe me when I tell them.
Yes, I am the problem. I ruined the family with my fabricated ludicrous lies about you. Tell them that I am just mad because I wasn't born "yalla".
Dear LORD again I pray and I pray daily for the deliverance of my brothers and my family. Reach them LORD, touch their hearts with a finger of love and give them the courage to accept your Truth.
"And this I pray, that your love may abound yet more and more in knowledge and in all judgment: That ye may approve things that are excellent; that ye may be sincere an without offence till the day of Christ;" (Philippians 1: 9-10)
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright July 24, 2013 All rights reserved
Dear LORD thank you for renewing my confidence, for re-assuring me. Because I do get weary. I refuse to drag this albatross around on my back any longer. She is far worse than any canker sore, she is a malignant cancer. There is no cure for her, no relief, except through Jesus Christ.
Should I feel sorry for her because she is unteachable, unreachable? She is an abomination unto the LORD. Did she ever truly want Christ? Does she preach to be seen, to show off her fine clothes? Did she start preaching in an attempt to erase her wicked past? Did she falsely believe that her "preaching" would make people believe that she was indeed perfect, a woman of the GOD? She is mystifying and confusing, claiming to love a GOD that she secretly hates.
Poor Martha always proclaimed her love for us, for her father, very loudly. Yet she treated us miserably and forbade us to ever tell. Who taught Martha that you can do anything you want, intimidate your victims and get clean away? If Martha could ever hate her sin as much as she hates GOD's Truth maybe she can be saved.
Truthfully I feel very sorry for all of her little minions running around hopping and fetching at her slightest beck and call. All of them fighting to out do each other for just a smile, a hug or a false compliment from her. They refuse to look behind her mask. They will not snatch her robe off.
How can they heap the credit granddaddy deserves on her? They brag that they have forgiven her, that they will honor their mother. Not one remembers when she said "Please forgive me. I am sorry". They don't remember because she has never said it and never will.
The truth is they don't want to be out here with me, her outcast, the little black bastard that she abandoned again. Personally I thank her for finally setting me free.
Yes, there is still time. She is still living, unfortunately still lying, still wearing a beautiful mask in an attempt to hide her hideous ugly face. Lie after hateful lie will never change GOD's Truth, His WORD.
Children no one can conceal demonic hatred wrapped in insincere compliments and pass them off as evidence of love forever. The people you continue to "fool" are not deceived at all. I think they are just exhausted, tired, beleaguered and have just given up.
I will never give up. Knock me down again and again, I will get up and get in your face and tell you GOD's Truth. Beat me down to the ground again. Tell me how sorry and black I am, how no one loves me or will ever love me. Tell me I talk too much. Tell me that I am always running my mouth telling people your business. Keep laughing at my brothers, talking about them behind their backs. They will never know or believe me when I tell them.
Yes, I am the problem. I ruined the family with my fabricated ludicrous lies about you. Tell them that I am just mad because I wasn't born "yalla".
Dear LORD again I pray and I pray daily for the deliverance of my brothers and my family. Reach them LORD, touch their hearts with a finger of love and give them the courage to accept your Truth.
"And this I pray, that your love may abound yet more and more in knowledge and in all judgment: That ye may approve things that are excellent; that ye may be sincere an without offence till the day of Christ;" (Philippians 1: 9-10)
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright July 24, 2013 All rights reserved
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
"This is the day ...
the LORD hath made, rejoice and be glad in it." As my granddaddy would say; "Get up soon in the morning." Don't let your problems hold you down or keep you down.
GOD blessed us with such a beautiful earth, full of His beauty and splendor. We should never be so ungrateful that we refuse to see it. Get up early, take a walk, work in your garden, paint a picture, clean up your house, if you have a job, gladly go to work and do it to the utmost of your ability.
Now smile, radiate, beam with the love and glory that GOD has planted in you. Let the love of Jesus Christ ooze from every pore. Don't hate. Pray for GOD to take all ill feelings out of your heart. The best thing you can do for your enemies is to love them anyway. Pray for them.
I'm a born teacher. How do I know? My granddaddy told me so. He never told me wrong. He was a man in covenant with GOD just like Abraham. I love and cherish those days of walking his huge farm with him. Running behind the drag catching little short rides as he cropped his tobacco.
Like a good man he left and inheritance for his children. Unfortunately the world took them. They were too blind to see. Will I leave and inheritance for my daughter? Will I leave her acres of land, vineyards and orchards? I doubt it. I certainly will leave her my opinion, my thoughts and understanding.
She can use this blog to trace my grief and disappointment. She will learn that no amount of pleading will ever change anyone. It is only by the Grace of GOD that I have any understanding. His Grace delivered me from the strangle hold that demonic woman had on me. It was Almighty GOD that set me free.
Every day I get up and get on my knees and thank GOD for His tender mercies, for my beautiful brilliant daughter. Most of all I thank him for loving me and give me the knowledge and understanding to love others.
Enjoy this day children. Stay in His WORD. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing." And don't let any demon, any evil force keep you out of GOD's beautiful Kingdom.
May GOD's Grace,Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright July 23, 2013 All rights reserved
GOD blessed us with such a beautiful earth, full of His beauty and splendor. We should never be so ungrateful that we refuse to see it. Get up early, take a walk, work in your garden, paint a picture, clean up your house, if you have a job, gladly go to work and do it to the utmost of your ability.
Now smile, radiate, beam with the love and glory that GOD has planted in you. Let the love of Jesus Christ ooze from every pore. Don't hate. Pray for GOD to take all ill feelings out of your heart. The best thing you can do for your enemies is to love them anyway. Pray for them.
I'm a born teacher. How do I know? My granddaddy told me so. He never told me wrong. He was a man in covenant with GOD just like Abraham. I love and cherish those days of walking his huge farm with him. Running behind the drag catching little short rides as he cropped his tobacco.
Like a good man he left and inheritance for his children. Unfortunately the world took them. They were too blind to see. Will I leave and inheritance for my daughter? Will I leave her acres of land, vineyards and orchards? I doubt it. I certainly will leave her my opinion, my thoughts and understanding.
She can use this blog to trace my grief and disappointment. She will learn that no amount of pleading will ever change anyone. It is only by the Grace of GOD that I have any understanding. His Grace delivered me from the strangle hold that demonic woman had on me. It was Almighty GOD that set me free.
Every day I get up and get on my knees and thank GOD for His tender mercies, for my beautiful brilliant daughter. Most of all I thank him for loving me and give me the knowledge and understanding to love others.
Enjoy this day children. Stay in His WORD. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing." And don't let any demon, any evil force keep you out of GOD's beautiful Kingdom.
May GOD's Grace,Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright July 23, 2013 All rights reserved
Monday, July 22, 2013
"Ducking and Dodging"
I think the greatest pain and disappointment in the world is discovering that your "precious mother" is nothing but a lying, snake in the grass creep. When you finally accept the truth, there is no victory, no celebration. There is relief, GOD helps, soothes and heals you. You will get over it one day.
Unfortunately that person that has devoted her whole long life to playing head games, inflicting pain and robbing her children of their dreams, has to remain in the closet, ducking and dodging, hoping and praying she can die without be found out.
No, I don't know how a mind can become so corrupt and devious. I am sure I will never know how inflicting excruciating pain could ever be pleasurable to any one. Of course I would never smash a puppy, either. I am sure very few people on this earth would. Maybe I am not so sure. Remember Hitler and his Nazi regime. Over 6 million Jews were systematically exterminated in the most violent atrocious forms of torture ever imagined.
Hitler exterminated 6 million Jews and politely justified it in Mein Kampf. The Nazis and Hitler took millions of other lives as well. If you were considered to be inferior physically or mentally the Nazis played GOD and took your life. They killed the cripple, mentally infirm, Gypsies, homosexuals, people of color.
Did the world care? Finally. Will the world ever care about people like me? Will we ever know how many mothers like Martha Jane truly exist?
I found some quotes from Adolf Hitler that I feel compelled to share. "If you tell a big enough lie and tell it frequently enough, it will be believed." That is sure Martha's m.o. (modus operindi) That is what she has done to me for 62 years and very successfully I might add.
"If you win, you need not have to explain. If you lose, you should not be there to explain." What a coward! Do your dirt and run, duck and dodge. Make sure you are not around to face your accusers. Just be a foul filthy snake, then crawl away. Never apologize, never utter the words that you are sorry. Spew venom, curse your victims for finally knowing the truth.
"What luck for rulers that men do not think." Martha is a self styled ruler, a self proclaimed matriarch, surrounded by simple minions. Luckily for them they can't think. If it ever occurred to them that they have never been anything but her simple pawns, the truth would crush them.
I guess stupidity, duplicity and blindness can be a blessing. I also know that; "none but the righteous shall be saved."
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Unfortunately that person that has devoted her whole long life to playing head games, inflicting pain and robbing her children of their dreams, has to remain in the closet, ducking and dodging, hoping and praying she can die without be found out.
No, I don't know how a mind can become so corrupt and devious. I am sure I will never know how inflicting excruciating pain could ever be pleasurable to any one. Of course I would never smash a puppy, either. I am sure very few people on this earth would. Maybe I am not so sure. Remember Hitler and his Nazi regime. Over 6 million Jews were systematically exterminated in the most violent atrocious forms of torture ever imagined.
Hitler exterminated 6 million Jews and politely justified it in Mein Kampf. The Nazis and Hitler took millions of other lives as well. If you were considered to be inferior physically or mentally the Nazis played GOD and took your life. They killed the cripple, mentally infirm, Gypsies, homosexuals, people of color.
Did the world care? Finally. Will the world ever care about people like me? Will we ever know how many mothers like Martha Jane truly exist?
I found some quotes from Adolf Hitler that I feel compelled to share. "If you tell a big enough lie and tell it frequently enough, it will be believed." That is sure Martha's m.o. (modus operindi) That is what she has done to me for 62 years and very successfully I might add.
"If you win, you need not have to explain. If you lose, you should not be there to explain." What a coward! Do your dirt and run, duck and dodge. Make sure you are not around to face your accusers. Just be a foul filthy snake, then crawl away. Never apologize, never utter the words that you are sorry. Spew venom, curse your victims for finally knowing the truth.
"What luck for rulers that men do not think." Martha is a self styled ruler, a self proclaimed matriarch, surrounded by simple minions. Luckily for them they can't think. If it ever occurred to them that they have never been anything but her simple pawns, the truth would crush them.
I guess stupidity, duplicity and blindness can be a blessing. I also know that; "none but the righteous shall be saved."
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, July 21, 2013
Dear children,
Don't let any one mistreat you and make your life a living hell. Don't you dare suffer for some one else's so called mental illness. If they are diagnosed bipolar, malignant narcissistic, sociopath or psychopath and refuse to get help, tell them to lose your number.
Life is too wonderful and much too short to suffer with a lying fool. Kick that lying albatross to the curb.
A person can not love you and in turn do nothing but make you miserable. Be careful, they will be the first ones to tell you that Jesus said to forgive them seventy times seven. Don't forget Jesus also told you to shun the very presence of evil.
I would rather live in a cold dark cave all by myself forever than live with my wicked corrupt clamorous mother for one milisecond. Not only is she a "root working" witch, she is a fake preacher. "Be ye hot or cold"; dummy! "I will spew you out of my mouth!" Mathy you got spewed!
"Killed yo'own daddy!" Yea, I'm "shame" of you too. That was your undoing "heifa"! (heifer) You murdered my poor old 84 year old feeble granddaddy for no reason at all. You wanted his money! You stole his social security and VA checks for years. You are greedy and no count!
By the way, did I remind you that you are nasty, a nasty a** *'ho. Don't you cuss me out one more time. You know you nasty, you never had any restraint or discretion. Shame on you. You told me that when your mother was dying of cancer you promised the LORD that you would change if GOD let her live long enough to see you change. "And He did too! I changed."
No you didn't. But GOD told me to tell you the Good News! You can change. "Even in the last hour you can come into the Kingdom." (Jesus)
Aren't we blessed. We serve a GOD of second chances. We serve a GOD that sees all and knows all. Won't you come? Martha! Turn your back on all evil and proclaim the Living LORD as the head of your life! Tell Him that you were foolish, without knowledge and understanding. Tell GOD that you are sorry. Do something good and right for your entire family, for mankind, finally.
"GOD is moving by his Spirit ..."
Sincerely,
Your daughter Rachel
Copyright 2013 All rights reserved
Life is too wonderful and much too short to suffer with a lying fool. Kick that lying albatross to the curb.
A person can not love you and in turn do nothing but make you miserable. Be careful, they will be the first ones to tell you that Jesus said to forgive them seventy times seven. Don't forget Jesus also told you to shun the very presence of evil.
I would rather live in a cold dark cave all by myself forever than live with my wicked corrupt clamorous mother for one milisecond. Not only is she a "root working" witch, she is a fake preacher. "Be ye hot or cold"; dummy! "I will spew you out of my mouth!" Mathy you got spewed!
"Killed yo'own daddy!" Yea, I'm "shame" of you too. That was your undoing "heifa"! (heifer) You murdered my poor old 84 year old feeble granddaddy for no reason at all. You wanted his money! You stole his social security and VA checks for years. You are greedy and no count!
By the way, did I remind you that you are nasty, a nasty a** *'ho. Don't you cuss me out one more time. You know you nasty, you never had any restraint or discretion. Shame on you. You told me that when your mother was dying of cancer you promised the LORD that you would change if GOD let her live long enough to see you change. "And He did too! I changed."
No you didn't. But GOD told me to tell you the Good News! You can change. "Even in the last hour you can come into the Kingdom." (Jesus)
Aren't we blessed. We serve a GOD of second chances. We serve a GOD that sees all and knows all. Won't you come? Martha! Turn your back on all evil and proclaim the Living LORD as the head of your life! Tell Him that you were foolish, without knowledge and understanding. Tell GOD that you are sorry. Do something good and right for your entire family, for mankind, finally.
"GOD is moving by his Spirit ..."
Sincerely,
Your daughter Rachel
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I said ...
"Thank you LORD for speaking to my heart." I also said ; "LORD why have I been in perennial pain for my entire life? Why is Martha Jane Walters my mother? GOD directed me to the book of Ecclesiastes written by King Solomon.
"I have seen all the works that are done under the sun; and, behold, all is vanity and vexation of spirit." (Ecclesiastes 1:14)
"That which is crooked cannot be made straight: and that which is wanting cannot be numbered." (Ecclesiastes 1:15)
"For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow." ( Ecclesiastes 1:18) I said Amen! Praise the LORD!
May the Dear LORD add a blessing to the reading of His WORD.
May you be abundantly blessed for seeking GOD's Truth,
Rachel
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"I have seen all the works that are done under the sun; and, behold, all is vanity and vexation of spirit." (Ecclesiastes 1:14)
"That which is crooked cannot be made straight: and that which is wanting cannot be numbered." (Ecclesiastes 1:15)
"For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow." ( Ecclesiastes 1:18) I said Amen! Praise the LORD!
May the Dear LORD add a blessing to the reading of His WORD.
May you be abundantly blessed for seeking GOD's Truth,
Rachel
Copyright 2013 All rights reserved
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