Monday, March 3, 2014
"Hear me and hear me ...
good!" not "well", but "good", that is what my step grandfather old man Rev. Jean (James) Doster used to say. He was actually a very good preacher. Cold black with a shaved head. He was handsome,weathered, with snow white teeth. I used to wonder what he would think if he knew his son was a "chester", a molester.
My mother and stepfather played "normal" around other people, especially my grandfather. "It "was our little secret". Just how dumb were they? Didn't they know I would grow up and decipher all their little codes, nods and looks? Didn't they know their little secrets were not safe with me?
I nursed my mother around the clock October of '08. She was very old and hateful. I attributed her behavior to the surgery. But, she began to talk. I listened;"Mr.XXXXX used to (screw) his daughters ...dey used to jest go git in duh bed wid dey daddy." Wow! I thought, where did that come from?
Then she told me about her mother's boyfriend(on the side). "Your Mother had a boyfriend!"; I exclaimed. She just laughed and gave me a little wink.
My mother claimed that my grandfather was a jealous man and was always beating his much younger wife for flirting or something. My mother claimed my grandfather beat my grandmother Rachel with and ax handle because he found some letter some man had written her in her possession. And he shot the man his is a** and crippled him.
Perhaps my grandfather was violent at one time. That is certainly not the granddaddy I knew. Jerome Walters was my sage, my patriarch, my savior. (Thank you Jesus) Without that man my life would have been rugged.
"Hear me and hear me well!" There are some more Mathys coming and they are coming in droves. No, you don't have to care about me, but you should care about your children, grandchildren and great grandchildren. These "Mathy Janes" are hiding right around the corner. They are sexual freaks and you are laughing and winking at your sons and grandsons. Tell that boy to put his armor on!
GOD told me to be more patient. You can't pull people out of a ditch if they are unaware of the fact they are actually in need of salvation. (Carnal people can't hear you.) If they have been down so long, it no longer occurs to them to get up. If they are still locked into that "slave mentality" of just satisfying their carnal needs, there is no need to waste your time. (Reminds me of Wretched of the Earth by Franz Fanon)
#1 - You should not be living paycheck to paycheck. Let's fix that. Let's pray over our finances. Trust GOD to lead you in the right direction financially.
#2 - No lie lives forever! No matter, how smart, how pretty, how much you are loved, your lies can not outlive you. You are not around to reinforce or manipulate. Plus, GOD got this.
#3 - Thank GOD for His Divine Order!
Copyright March 3, 2014 All rights reserved
My mother and stepfather played "normal" around other people, especially my grandfather. "It "was our little secret". Just how dumb were they? Didn't they know I would grow up and decipher all their little codes, nods and looks? Didn't they know their little secrets were not safe with me?
I nursed my mother around the clock October of '08. She was very old and hateful. I attributed her behavior to the surgery. But, she began to talk. I listened;"Mr.XXXXX used to (screw) his daughters ...dey used to jest go git in duh bed wid dey daddy." Wow! I thought, where did that come from?
Then she told me about her mother's boyfriend(on the side). "Your Mother had a boyfriend!"; I exclaimed. She just laughed and gave me a little wink.
My mother claimed that my grandfather was a jealous man and was always beating his much younger wife for flirting or something. My mother claimed my grandfather beat my grandmother Rachel with and ax handle because he found some letter some man had written her in her possession. And he shot the man his is a** and crippled him.
Perhaps my grandfather was violent at one time. That is certainly not the granddaddy I knew. Jerome Walters was my sage, my patriarch, my savior. (Thank you Jesus) Without that man my life would have been rugged.
"Hear me and hear me well!" There are some more Mathys coming and they are coming in droves. No, you don't have to care about me, but you should care about your children, grandchildren and great grandchildren. These "Mathy Janes" are hiding right around the corner. They are sexual freaks and you are laughing and winking at your sons and grandsons. Tell that boy to put his armor on!
GOD told me to be more patient. You can't pull people out of a ditch if they are unaware of the fact they are actually in need of salvation. (Carnal people can't hear you.) If they have been down so long, it no longer occurs to them to get up. If they are still locked into that "slave mentality" of just satisfying their carnal needs, there is no need to waste your time. (Reminds me of Wretched of the Earth by Franz Fanon)
#1 - You should not be living paycheck to paycheck. Let's fix that. Let's pray over our finances. Trust GOD to lead you in the right direction financially.
#2 - No lie lives forever! No matter, how smart, how pretty, how much you are loved, your lies can not outlive you. You are not around to reinforce or manipulate. Plus, GOD got this.
#3 - Thank GOD for His Divine Order!
Copyright March 3, 2014 All rights reserved
Why do we lie?
Everybody that dies, every funeral we go to, everybody goes to heaven. A drug dealer gets killed in a drive by, the first thing we say; "He's in a better place....he is with GOD." It looks like the act of dying is enough to get you into GOD's Kingdom.
Or; "He was changing, he had just started going to church. He was getting ready to marry his baby mama."
I guess I'm weird. I am not lying for you. I am not pretending. And if you left here without apologizing for just some of the wrong you committed against me I am not going to shut up!
I am not going to shut up because that is all you ever said to me; "Shut duh f*** up! Always running your mouf! Mouf run lak goose s*** by the moon light."
Yes mam I am going to run my mouth until the day I die, until the day I close my eyes. You ruined countless lives for 87 years and left here unrepentant, unapologetic and evidently unashamed.
It is my bond and my duty to warn the world that women like you are on the increase exponentially. Worry! Teach! Protect!
Or; "He was changing, he had just started going to church. He was getting ready to marry his baby mama."
I guess I'm weird. I am not lying for you. I am not pretending. And if you left here without apologizing for just some of the wrong you committed against me I am not going to shut up!
I am not going to shut up because that is all you ever said to me; "Shut duh f*** up! Always running your mouf! Mouf run lak goose s*** by the moon light."
Yes mam I am going to run my mouth until the day I die, until the day I close my eyes. You ruined countless lives for 87 years and left here unrepentant, unapologetic and evidently unashamed.
It is my bond and my duty to warn the world that women like you are on the increase exponentially. Worry! Teach! Protect!
"Know ye the truth ...
and the truth will set you free." I hear you Jesus! I receive it and thank you for your prophesy.
I remember this particular day very clearly. Again I was eight years old. (As I review my life I recognize that woman cut the demonic fool on me mightily that year.) I stared at her convinced that this "yalla" woman that stood in front of me, screaming and cussing at me was NOT my mother. I blamed this monster on the Soviet Union. The Russians had kidnapped my mother and replaced my real mother with this evil look a like.
Every time I turned around she was screaming, cussing, going off, fighting, fornicating. She was never happy and she was very prejudice. She hated every one darker than she was and that was everyone because her best brag was:"I'm light bright and damn near white!"
Now I know why she bragged on her color and hair every day. I now understand why she told me the stories of passing up opportunities to be a model. Martha messed up her life and she messed up bad. No, no one ever told me. My "keep a secret, take it to your grave" family never told me s***! I had to piece all this ridiculousness together on my own.
Of course she hated me, hated all of us. A stark raving fool! A loud, low class, no class, ignorant country fried whore! Too loud, too fast and rebellious to listen to anyone.
I tallied it up. Six of us are still living and she used to make a brag of the five "muthaf********" she flushed down the toilet. That's eleven! My narcissistic, sadistic, bi-polar, fake preacher mother was the mother of "eleven head of children".
Another piece of the puzzle just fell into place. One of the last insults she hurled at me was;"You luk lak duh mother of 'leben head of churn! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" I am not going to lie. I cried. It was around '06 and I finally cried aloud. I finally soaked many pillows.
No, I didn't let her see me cry. I kept a stiff upper lip for her. One thing for sure, Martha never let us cry. She mocked you and beat you some more for crying. "DUH 'MO YOU CRY DUH LESS YOU PISS!" No sympathy from Martha that's for sure.
Why no tears Martha? You cried when ever you wanted to. Whenever you wanted money from granddaddy. (And that was at least twice a month) You cried when I sent the sorry Fayetteville Police to your house in '09.
You never cried or cared for one single person in our family in your entire long life. You couldn't wait to tell me how much you hated Uncle *Zack for calling you a whore once. I have a flash for you. You were a whore of the highest magnitude! WOMAN YOU WERE IMPREGNATED 11 TIMES BEFORE YOU SNAGGED THE FIRST HUSBAND!
Intimidating , bullying and working "roots" on people could not and will not keep you secret. As I reflect back over the years we spent together as "mother and daughter" it seems to me that you should have killed yourself and not granddaddy.
Your life has certainly proved that envy and jealousy will lead you down the wrong path. A beautiful woman that is jealous of every beautiful woman including her own daughter is an abomination, a true succubus and should be shunned.
I inherited your intelligence. You got your brilliant intellect from granddaddy, he from his mother. His mother was brilliant and tenacious like her mother, the little kidnapped raped slave that purchased her own freedom. Was a tough lady, remained in the south, acquired property, carried a rifle and was known to shot any offender regardless of color.
You blew it Martha. Our family was coming up. Our grandfather was successful by all standards, 65 acre farm, tobacco allotment. You blew it Martha. Well, I came to tell you. I am going to get it back. GOD gave me a task. He told me to expose you. Not only did you commit every sick sin known to mankind you murdered your own daddy, never shed one tear, never gave a flying flip.
You never learned much, you always falsely believed you were winning. Flat out refused to take responsibility for your own actions. Pinned all of your sins on me. That does bother me. It causes me to rage sometime. Then I thought about it. Anybody that believes the lies you spread on me should not be in my life. Anyone that can't see what a vile, foul, sick demented woman you were is blind as a bat and there is no point in me wasting breath trying to talk to them.
Vocabulary word for the day; pur-fi-dy - Deliberate breach of faith: calculated violation of trust; treachery. Yes, Martha you were treacherous, closet evil. A woman with absolutely no fear or respect for GOD. How could you do it? Were you born evil? born without a conscious, only able to mimic loving motherly behavior?
You couldn't trust GOD, huh? You pasted Jesus on your lips and you weren't "studdin'" Him! Do you understand the word "eternity" yet? Yes, Martha eternity is for ever. No Martha your daddy can't come and rescue you again. No, Martha you can't repent now. Sadly it is too late for you but not too late for the living.
Children, study and pray, stay in His WORD. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright March 3, 2014 All rights reserved.
I remember this particular day very clearly. Again I was eight years old. (As I review my life I recognize that woman cut the demonic fool on me mightily that year.) I stared at her convinced that this "yalla" woman that stood in front of me, screaming and cussing at me was NOT my mother. I blamed this monster on the Soviet Union. The Russians had kidnapped my mother and replaced my real mother with this evil look a like.
Every time I turned around she was screaming, cussing, going off, fighting, fornicating. She was never happy and she was very prejudice. She hated every one darker than she was and that was everyone because her best brag was:"I'm light bright and damn near white!"
Now I know why she bragged on her color and hair every day. I now understand why she told me the stories of passing up opportunities to be a model. Martha messed up her life and she messed up bad. No, no one ever told me. My "keep a secret, take it to your grave" family never told me s***! I had to piece all this ridiculousness together on my own.
Of course she hated me, hated all of us. A stark raving fool! A loud, low class, no class, ignorant country fried whore! Too loud, too fast and rebellious to listen to anyone.
I tallied it up. Six of us are still living and she used to make a brag of the five "muthaf********" she flushed down the toilet. That's eleven! My narcissistic, sadistic, bi-polar, fake preacher mother was the mother of "eleven head of children".
Another piece of the puzzle just fell into place. One of the last insults she hurled at me was;"You luk lak duh mother of 'leben head of churn! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" I am not going to lie. I cried. It was around '06 and I finally cried aloud. I finally soaked many pillows.
No, I didn't let her see me cry. I kept a stiff upper lip for her. One thing for sure, Martha never let us cry. She mocked you and beat you some more for crying. "DUH 'MO YOU CRY DUH LESS YOU PISS!" No sympathy from Martha that's for sure.
Why no tears Martha? You cried when ever you wanted to. Whenever you wanted money from granddaddy. (And that was at least twice a month) You cried when I sent the sorry Fayetteville Police to your house in '09.
You never cried or cared for one single person in our family in your entire long life. You couldn't wait to tell me how much you hated Uncle *Zack for calling you a whore once. I have a flash for you. You were a whore of the highest magnitude! WOMAN YOU WERE IMPREGNATED 11 TIMES BEFORE YOU SNAGGED THE FIRST HUSBAND!
Intimidating , bullying and working "roots" on people could not and will not keep you secret. As I reflect back over the years we spent together as "mother and daughter" it seems to me that you should have killed yourself and not granddaddy.
Your life has certainly proved that envy and jealousy will lead you down the wrong path. A beautiful woman that is jealous of every beautiful woman including her own daughter is an abomination, a true succubus and should be shunned.
I inherited your intelligence. You got your brilliant intellect from granddaddy, he from his mother. His mother was brilliant and tenacious like her mother, the little kidnapped raped slave that purchased her own freedom. Was a tough lady, remained in the south, acquired property, carried a rifle and was known to shot any offender regardless of color.
You blew it Martha. Our family was coming up. Our grandfather was successful by all standards, 65 acre farm, tobacco allotment. You blew it Martha. Well, I came to tell you. I am going to get it back. GOD gave me a task. He told me to expose you. Not only did you commit every sick sin known to mankind you murdered your own daddy, never shed one tear, never gave a flying flip.
You never learned much, you always falsely believed you were winning. Flat out refused to take responsibility for your own actions. Pinned all of your sins on me. That does bother me. It causes me to rage sometime. Then I thought about it. Anybody that believes the lies you spread on me should not be in my life. Anyone that can't see what a vile, foul, sick demented woman you were is blind as a bat and there is no point in me wasting breath trying to talk to them.
Vocabulary word for the day; pur-fi-dy - Deliberate breach of faith: calculated violation of trust; treachery. Yes, Martha you were treacherous, closet evil. A woman with absolutely no fear or respect for GOD. How could you do it? Were you born evil? born without a conscious, only able to mimic loving motherly behavior?
You couldn't trust GOD, huh? You pasted Jesus on your lips and you weren't "studdin'" Him! Do you understand the word "eternity" yet? Yes, Martha eternity is for ever. No Martha your daddy can't come and rescue you again. No, Martha you can't repent now. Sadly it is too late for you but not too late for the living.
Children, study and pray, stay in His WORD. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright March 3, 2014 All rights reserved.
Sunday, March 2, 2014
Are you stupid? ...
Blind, cripple or crazy? GOD is trying to tell you something and you are not even listening! (Are you deliberately refusing to hear, to receive?) Are you really that dumb? Do we need a Bible for dummies?
I really started my campaign against my mother's lies in 1988, the year I came to the full realization that she had (definitely no doubt about it) murdered my grandfather (February 10, 1979). Not one person in my family has ever had the courage (or should I say desire) to stand with me! Either they didn't believe, never really cared, felt it wasn't their concern or perhaps it is general apathy.
No matter what I am very alone in my pain and anguish. I am an online member of DONM (Daughters of Narcissistic Mothers) and a member of ASCA (Adult Survivors of Child Abuse) But, no one I know has ever heard of such pain and madness. My FIVE fellow victims won't even support me and I am a living witness to their torture. All five of my brothers have selective amnesia.
I found out many years after the fact, the only legally blind person in the family knew. (He knew Martha well and He KNEW she did it.) Declared it from the beginning and boycotted the funeral.
This message is addressed to ALL my kit and kin. If you are following in the foot steps of Martha Jane Walters Hodges Doster Watson Lamoureaux and have forgotten, disowned or abandoned the memory of Jerome Walters you are WRONG.
If you are ashamed to know the real personality of Martha Jane Walters and are still trying to pretend she was so sweet, kind, loving and pure you are wasting your time and you are in denial!
Who taught you lying and cloaking for a completely depraved demon possessed fake preacher is what GOD wants? Who taught you that telling and warning was a form of hate? If I didn't love you I would allow you to suffer. I would not warn you that she planted "roots" on you. I would not tell you that she dug a pit for for you, mesmerized your mind, died and deliberately left you in bondage.
If you have decided that "just getting by" is enough for you. That you have to continue to bow down, prostrate yourself to your demon possessed mother, grandmother, great grandmother, aunt or cousin because her life is too shocking, too unbelievable, you go ahead. If you are living to get "turnt up" on Friday night, cruise the malls, buy every pair of new Jordan's and to be satisfied with someone else's scraps and leavings, you go head.
But if for once in your life you truly want that abundant life GOD promised you, you will listen to me. You will study, you will yearn for GOD's salvation, for His Kingdom.
In the meantime I will continue to reach out my hand and warn you, everybody hollering "LAWD! LAWD!" IS NOT A TRUE CHRISTIAN!
I WILL NOT listen to anything coming out of someone's mouth because they are pretty, they sound good, because they are well dressed, well spoken and charming. Many people have told and keep telling me to FORGET it! "Let it Go!" NEVER!!!
My little niece thinks her "sweet grandma" is in heaven. Her papa told her I hate grandma and to let it go. That is not what my Bible says. That is not what the Holy Spirit is telling me.
GOD is telling me NO rank, foul reprobate is going to come to His earth, wreck and destroy lives to the level Martha did and just die. Just expire without confession, repentance, not so much as "I might be sorry."
You will not sexually molest me from INFANCY, beat, torture, lie, scheme and scam on me and convince my relatives that I am the crazy one, that I am the one with problems.
YOU WILL NOT BLOW MY GRANDFATHER'S HEART OUT WITH AND OLD RUSTY .38 AND GET AWAY WITH IT!
Children if you don't have the strength to know GOD's Truth, pray. If you just don't want to know, pray harder.
I am writing this blog and dedicating it to my beautiful little niece that deserves to know the truth about her family. And to make sure my family knows that I DO NOT hate Martha. But, I will not uphold wrong doing. I will not cloak for a rank demon possessed woman because I called her mother.
Dear niece, please tell my brother and all others concerned; I will NOT forget it! And I will NEVER shut up!
Children, if you see a demon, don't fear them, STAND and proclaim the name of Jesus. (Please do me and GOD a favor, share this blog. Please help me tell my story. I know GOD will bless you for it.)
Be abundantly blessed today.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright March 2, 2014 All rights reserved
I really started my campaign against my mother's lies in 1988, the year I came to the full realization that she had (definitely no doubt about it) murdered my grandfather (February 10, 1979). Not one person in my family has ever had the courage (or should I say desire) to stand with me! Either they didn't believe, never really cared, felt it wasn't their concern or perhaps it is general apathy.
No matter what I am very alone in my pain and anguish. I am an online member of DONM (Daughters of Narcissistic Mothers) and a member of ASCA (Adult Survivors of Child Abuse) But, no one I know has ever heard of such pain and madness. My FIVE fellow victims won't even support me and I am a living witness to their torture. All five of my brothers have selective amnesia.
I found out many years after the fact, the only legally blind person in the family knew. (He knew Martha well and He KNEW she did it.) Declared it from the beginning and boycotted the funeral.
This message is addressed to ALL my kit and kin. If you are following in the foot steps of Martha Jane Walters Hodges Doster Watson Lamoureaux and have forgotten, disowned or abandoned the memory of Jerome Walters you are WRONG.
If you are ashamed to know the real personality of Martha Jane Walters and are still trying to pretend she was so sweet, kind, loving and pure you are wasting your time and you are in denial!
Who taught you lying and cloaking for a completely depraved demon possessed fake preacher is what GOD wants? Who taught you that telling and warning was a form of hate? If I didn't love you I would allow you to suffer. I would not warn you that she planted "roots" on you. I would not tell you that she dug a pit for for you, mesmerized your mind, died and deliberately left you in bondage.
If you have decided that "just getting by" is enough for you. That you have to continue to bow down, prostrate yourself to your demon possessed mother, grandmother, great grandmother, aunt or cousin because her life is too shocking, too unbelievable, you go ahead. If you are living to get "turnt up" on Friday night, cruise the malls, buy every pair of new Jordan's and to be satisfied with someone else's scraps and leavings, you go head.
But if for once in your life you truly want that abundant life GOD promised you, you will listen to me. You will study, you will yearn for GOD's salvation, for His Kingdom.
In the meantime I will continue to reach out my hand and warn you, everybody hollering "LAWD! LAWD!" IS NOT A TRUE CHRISTIAN!
I WILL NOT listen to anything coming out of someone's mouth because they are pretty, they sound good, because they are well dressed, well spoken and charming. Many people have told and keep telling me to FORGET it! "Let it Go!" NEVER!!!
My little niece thinks her "sweet grandma" is in heaven. Her papa told her I hate grandma and to let it go. That is not what my Bible says. That is not what the Holy Spirit is telling me.
GOD is telling me NO rank, foul reprobate is going to come to His earth, wreck and destroy lives to the level Martha did and just die. Just expire without confession, repentance, not so much as "I might be sorry."
You will not sexually molest me from INFANCY, beat, torture, lie, scheme and scam on me and convince my relatives that I am the crazy one, that I am the one with problems.
YOU WILL NOT BLOW MY GRANDFATHER'S HEART OUT WITH AND OLD RUSTY .38 AND GET AWAY WITH IT!
Children if you don't have the strength to know GOD's Truth, pray. If you just don't want to know, pray harder.
I am writing this blog and dedicating it to my beautiful little niece that deserves to know the truth about her family. And to make sure my family knows that I DO NOT hate Martha. But, I will not uphold wrong doing. I will not cloak for a rank demon possessed woman because I called her mother.
Dear niece, please tell my brother and all others concerned; I will NOT forget it! And I will NEVER shut up!
Children, if you see a demon, don't fear them, STAND and proclaim the name of Jesus. (Please do me and GOD a favor, share this blog. Please help me tell my story. I know GOD will bless you for it.)
Be abundantly blessed today.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright March 2, 2014 All rights reserved
Standing flat footed on His promises!
Free!!! I can finally breathe! Can you imagine holding your breath, walking on eggshells, dazed and confused for 62 years! Sometimes I feel like Ripvanwinkel. I was comatose or at least semi-conscious for all of my life it seems. GOD gently lulled me to sleep to help me endure. Thank you LORD.
Dear LORD thank you for your Prayer. "...and deliver us from evil." Thank you for the unction, the desire you placed in me to say it, to breathe it, to live it everyday.
satan ain't no joke children. His evil is on the increase! PAY ATTENTION! People eating people, chewing their faces off, cutting out hearts and eating them, people brutally raping tiny little babies.
DOES IT HAVE TO HAPPEN TO YOU PERSONALLY BEFORE YOU SEE? BEFORE YOU
HEAR?
Pre-cur-sor is your vocabulary word for today; a person, animal, or thing that goes before and indicates the approach of someone or something else; harbinger: The first robin is a precursor of spring.
The life of Martha Jane Walters is a precursor of the evil to come, to flood into too many homes. Please don't think your family will be spared because everyone in your family lives right and always have, and always will. No one lies, steals, curses or drinks in your family. Every one in your family is morally upright. No one in your family shacks, or fornicates. No one smokes or watches porn. As a matter of fact your family is so perfect you can dismiss everything Jesus said because it doesn't apply to you or your family.
I don't care who you are or where you are, how much money you have, how fine or brilliant you are. You better put your armor on! Pray for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit. You need your helmet, your shield, your sword. You must study your Bible. You must establish a relationship with GOD.
#1 - this warning is not to scare or frighten you in any way. GOD wants you to think critically, to listen to His voice, to walk circumspectly. To do no wrong, to hurt and deceive no one to get what you want.
#2 - Trust and obey. Thank GOD, don't scorn.
Children I do want you to know something that is key to your survival. This life is painful and cruel due to the jealous interference of satan, lucifer, the fallen angel. Lucifer was beautiful, unfortunately insanely jealous. I hope that point did not escape you. Martha Jane was beautiful, unfortunately insanely jealous. Just like satan she wanted to be GOD.
Martha won for 87 years in our family because she was so terrifying, so brilliant, charming and corrupt. Cut the cord children. She is safely dead now. Shun her, trust GOD. You no longer need to lie or keep silent. You may examine your wounds. You may look carefully at your life now. You remember the day she ruined you. Now you know why. Turn your back on that demon and honor GOD! Honor your granddaddy, JEROME WALTERS!
(Warning to ALL of the descendants of Jerome Walters you will NOT be blessed until you honor him, honor GOD and proclaim His truth.)
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright March 2, 2014 All rights reserved.
Dear LORD thank you for your Prayer. "...and deliver us from evil." Thank you for the unction, the desire you placed in me to say it, to breathe it, to live it everyday.
satan ain't no joke children. His evil is on the increase! PAY ATTENTION! People eating people, chewing their faces off, cutting out hearts and eating them, people brutally raping tiny little babies.
DOES IT HAVE TO HAPPEN TO YOU PERSONALLY BEFORE YOU SEE? BEFORE YOU
HEAR?
Pre-cur-sor is your vocabulary word for today; a person, animal, or thing that goes before and indicates the approach of someone or something else; harbinger: The first robin is a precursor of spring.
The life of Martha Jane Walters is a precursor of the evil to come, to flood into too many homes. Please don't think your family will be spared because everyone in your family lives right and always have, and always will. No one lies, steals, curses or drinks in your family. Every one in your family is morally upright. No one in your family shacks, or fornicates. No one smokes or watches porn. As a matter of fact your family is so perfect you can dismiss everything Jesus said because it doesn't apply to you or your family.
I don't care who you are or where you are, how much money you have, how fine or brilliant you are. You better put your armor on! Pray for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit. You need your helmet, your shield, your sword. You must study your Bible. You must establish a relationship with GOD.
#1 - this warning is not to scare or frighten you in any way. GOD wants you to think critically, to listen to His voice, to walk circumspectly. To do no wrong, to hurt and deceive no one to get what you want.
#2 - Trust and obey. Thank GOD, don't scorn.
Children I do want you to know something that is key to your survival. This life is painful and cruel due to the jealous interference of satan, lucifer, the fallen angel. Lucifer was beautiful, unfortunately insanely jealous. I hope that point did not escape you. Martha Jane was beautiful, unfortunately insanely jealous. Just like satan she wanted to be GOD.
Martha won for 87 years in our family because she was so terrifying, so brilliant, charming and corrupt. Cut the cord children. She is safely dead now. Shun her, trust GOD. You no longer need to lie or keep silent. You may examine your wounds. You may look carefully at your life now. You remember the day she ruined you. Now you know why. Turn your back on that demon and honor GOD! Honor your granddaddy, JEROME WALTERS!
(Warning to ALL of the descendants of Jerome Walters you will NOT be blessed until you honor him, honor GOD and proclaim His truth.)
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright March 2, 2014 All rights reserved.
Saturday, March 1, 2014
I can near 'bout guarantee ...
you before you get to the end of this article your soul will cry out to the LORD Jesus Christ for mercy on your family for mercy on you. Actually that's a good thing. ( Dear LORD) We are so blind, so foolish, so duped. I know GOD is shaking His head and saying "Why? Why did I waste my time? I sent them floods and famine. I sent them prophets and martyrs. (Hell!) I sent my only begotten son. These are some stiff neck people. They are going to have to catch my wrath. I am going to have to fulfill my book (Revelation)."
Being abused, constantly chastised and related to my room proved to be the best protection and salvation for me. Since Martha was brilliant enough to curse me for talking, for merely having an opinion, I took to critical analysis, keen observation, and private conversations. You can say and I now know that I became my own best friend. I could trust me. If I said I was going to do something I made sure I did it and did it to the utmost. (Was I influenced by the fact that Martha was a gum flapper? Always running off at the mouth bragging about something she had no intention of doing. We would run to school like fools praising our brilliant beautiful mother that was opening a restaurant on Murcherson Road, or how she planned to run for the school board.
When I reflect back on my youth it appears that the only people buying Martha's load of crap were all related by blood or people extremely under educated or people of a "primitive" mentality like hers.
It appears poor Martha was caught in two worlds. She worked every day. (Civil Service, legit, never rose higher than G-4, blamed racism and that damn Dr. Martin Luther Coon for upsetting the apple cart. "Ni, black a** n**** git treated good as yalla n****!" was her constant "private" complaint.)
Martha always had a side hustle. (Reading Tarot cards, running her Madame Watson scam, Flee Marketing, Bail Bondsman) She bragged on herself so much it never crossed my mind to "dis-believe" her. And she was a lot of fun when she wasn't cursing or beating you.
Now she was famous for the cutting insults. Telling you to your face that you were ugly, looked bad, was too fat, had a n**** nose, had missing teeth , should stay out of the sun, etc. I think the worse thing Martha did was encourage her female relatives to be whores, to trade sex for money or rent. "Well S***! she wuz giving it away anyway!"
No mothers! Teach your sons and daughters to wait on "adult activity". Teach our sons and daughters that their bodies are temples of the Holy Ghost and to honor that. Don't be afraid mothers and fathers, teachers, preachers and people in authority. Advice our children with wise counsel. Don't sit around criticizing them if you are not helping. Never say; "Let life teach them."
If your children make a mistake don't ridicule them, help them. Do point them in the right direction. Do live a life that others will chose to emulate.
I promised you that this post would make your soul cry out to the LORD Jesus Christ. (Here goes) Not too many years before Mathy passed she stopped cold in my driveway and announced that I was going to be the one to betray her one day. "Betray" is the word she chose. "betray" as in Judas betraying Jesus. Except this time it would be in reverse.
Of course I protested (a knee jerk reaction). "I would never betray you mother!" I declared and meant every word at the time. Mainly because the wicked depraved demon possessed Mathy I did not know even existed, I could not see or recognize that spirit clearly in her. I had forgiven my mother for all of her problems in 1997. (After a 9 year hiatus.) I thought everything was cool. I truly forgave my mother for everything she had done to me I threw it all in the "sea of forgetfulness" as she advised. She never apologized to me for sending me that foul defecation smeared letter. Never admitted that she snapped and blew her own father away.
I forgave her for the things I knew about. (Little did I know what terrible secrets she was carefully and very successfully hiding.)
Then one day the bottom fell out of the bucket. My brother that had been estranged from the family for 25 years finally returned. Suddenly all the pieces of this great mystery fell neatly into place. Of course she hated me. Of course she hated all of us. She had to because the person she hated the most was herself.
Poor Martha never understood that it was her lack of faith that condemned her. It was unfortunate that her appetite for flattery and coddling became insufferable. "Me! Me! Me!" just like a selfish toddler.
Poor foolish Mathy could believe wholeheartedly in satan, in evil, in the occult, but had NO faith in GOD. The truth was an inconvenience that she had to sacrifice in order to get her way and Mathy was going to have her way.
I know you are shaking your head too. This woman spent 87 years on this earth attempting to destroy GOD's children, GOD's Plan. This poor foolish woman spent 87 years on this earth trying to thwart GOD's Divine Order.
How foolish. Is it any more foolish for the six living children to still be divided? Just what person on this earth actually believes that Martha was ever on the up and up, was ever decent? Yes, she was easy on the eye, seemed to be fairly knowledgable, was extremely well spoken and poised. She was charming. She did have charisma.
Unfortunately with Martha something never felt quite right. Clever, yes. A brilliant demon, yes. Martha had a ready answer for every thing. That time Doster molested us when we were 8 and 9 after an Easter Egg Hunt. "Mother called, said for us to take all of our clothes off and let Doster examine us for ticks." (Both of y'all are going to rot in hell for that one act alone.)
The time (again I was 8) she punched, slapped, pounded me in the head and cursed me over and over for my inability to read her f***** homemade clock! I know now that was a rouse. The b**** just wanted to beat me up! F***** bully! Cowardly muthsf******! The whore was just jealous! I was pretty, smart, had beautiful hair and I was obedient. I guess she looked at me, saw my father (that flat refused to marry her whorish a**) and sat down and designed the whole scenario.
How she was going to pretend that she finally loved me enough to want to teach me something. ( Had yet to bother to tell me my full name. I was just Gwen.) To give me a leg up in life. the b**** knew I was blind. That stanking whore knew that I couldn't see two inches in front of my face.
I have to give it to Martha she always had a ready alibi. She was sneaky, a sho'nuff slimy serpent. But, don't you dare think she is the only one. These women are holding GOD's children hostage right now! People know GOD's Gospel Truth yet they remain frozen in fear. Fear inculcated, instilled and absorbed into millions and millions of children by these witches. These females with Jezebel Spirits falsely believing that they are fool proof, that no one will ever know, will ever speak one word against them. That no one is brave enough to defy them. Children I assure you, fear is their only weapon.
Let that fear go children. Demons or demon possessed (frankly there is no difference ) can NOT kill you. They have no power other than to confuse and exhaust you with their serious stupidity.
Now this is the part where you will get saved. What happened to Martha could happen to you or to me without faith, without love. If you have any hatred in your heart right now, pray. Ask GOD to take that spirit away.
No! I do NOT hate Martha. I tried to love her for 62 years. She is the one that could not love, could not believe. She was a person of little faith in GOD. Martha put her faith in Hoo-doo. You will to if you fail to study the BIBLE. If you fail to hear His voice. You will end up like Martha if you try to build yourself up by tearing down others.
Say Praise The LORD! (See I told you you would say it before you got to the end of this post.)
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright March 1, 2014 All rights reserved
Being abused, constantly chastised and related to my room proved to be the best protection and salvation for me. Since Martha was brilliant enough to curse me for talking, for merely having an opinion, I took to critical analysis, keen observation, and private conversations. You can say and I now know that I became my own best friend. I could trust me. If I said I was going to do something I made sure I did it and did it to the utmost. (Was I influenced by the fact that Martha was a gum flapper? Always running off at the mouth bragging about something she had no intention of doing. We would run to school like fools praising our brilliant beautiful mother that was opening a restaurant on Murcherson Road, or how she planned to run for the school board.
When I reflect back on my youth it appears that the only people buying Martha's load of crap were all related by blood or people extremely under educated or people of a "primitive" mentality like hers.
It appears poor Martha was caught in two worlds. She worked every day. (Civil Service, legit, never rose higher than G-4, blamed racism and that damn Dr. Martin Luther Coon for upsetting the apple cart. "Ni, black a** n**** git treated good as yalla n****!" was her constant "private" complaint.)
Martha always had a side hustle. (Reading Tarot cards, running her Madame Watson scam, Flee Marketing, Bail Bondsman) She bragged on herself so much it never crossed my mind to "dis-believe" her. And she was a lot of fun when she wasn't cursing or beating you.
Now she was famous for the cutting insults. Telling you to your face that you were ugly, looked bad, was too fat, had a n**** nose, had missing teeth , should stay out of the sun, etc. I think the worse thing Martha did was encourage her female relatives to be whores, to trade sex for money or rent. "Well S***! she wuz giving it away anyway!"
No mothers! Teach your sons and daughters to wait on "adult activity". Teach our sons and daughters that their bodies are temples of the Holy Ghost and to honor that. Don't be afraid mothers and fathers, teachers, preachers and people in authority. Advice our children with wise counsel. Don't sit around criticizing them if you are not helping. Never say; "Let life teach them."
If your children make a mistake don't ridicule them, help them. Do point them in the right direction. Do live a life that others will chose to emulate.
I promised you that this post would make your soul cry out to the LORD Jesus Christ. (Here goes) Not too many years before Mathy passed she stopped cold in my driveway and announced that I was going to be the one to betray her one day. "Betray" is the word she chose. "betray" as in Judas betraying Jesus. Except this time it would be in reverse.
Of course I protested (a knee jerk reaction). "I would never betray you mother!" I declared and meant every word at the time. Mainly because the wicked depraved demon possessed Mathy I did not know even existed, I could not see or recognize that spirit clearly in her. I had forgiven my mother for all of her problems in 1997. (After a 9 year hiatus.) I thought everything was cool. I truly forgave my mother for everything she had done to me I threw it all in the "sea of forgetfulness" as she advised. She never apologized to me for sending me that foul defecation smeared letter. Never admitted that she snapped and blew her own father away.
I forgave her for the things I knew about. (Little did I know what terrible secrets she was carefully and very successfully hiding.)
Then one day the bottom fell out of the bucket. My brother that had been estranged from the family for 25 years finally returned. Suddenly all the pieces of this great mystery fell neatly into place. Of course she hated me. Of course she hated all of us. She had to because the person she hated the most was herself.
Poor Martha never understood that it was her lack of faith that condemned her. It was unfortunate that her appetite for flattery and coddling became insufferable. "Me! Me! Me!" just like a selfish toddler.
Poor foolish Mathy could believe wholeheartedly in satan, in evil, in the occult, but had NO faith in GOD. The truth was an inconvenience that she had to sacrifice in order to get her way and Mathy was going to have her way.
I know you are shaking your head too. This woman spent 87 years on this earth attempting to destroy GOD's children, GOD's Plan. This poor foolish woman spent 87 years on this earth trying to thwart GOD's Divine Order.
How foolish. Is it any more foolish for the six living children to still be divided? Just what person on this earth actually believes that Martha was ever on the up and up, was ever decent? Yes, she was easy on the eye, seemed to be fairly knowledgable, was extremely well spoken and poised. She was charming. She did have charisma.
Unfortunately with Martha something never felt quite right. Clever, yes. A brilliant demon, yes. Martha had a ready answer for every thing. That time Doster molested us when we were 8 and 9 after an Easter Egg Hunt. "Mother called, said for us to take all of our clothes off and let Doster examine us for ticks." (Both of y'all are going to rot in hell for that one act alone.)
The time (again I was 8) she punched, slapped, pounded me in the head and cursed me over and over for my inability to read her f***** homemade clock! I know now that was a rouse. The b**** just wanted to beat me up! F***** bully! Cowardly muthsf******! The whore was just jealous! I was pretty, smart, had beautiful hair and I was obedient. I guess she looked at me, saw my father (that flat refused to marry her whorish a**) and sat down and designed the whole scenario.
How she was going to pretend that she finally loved me enough to want to teach me something. ( Had yet to bother to tell me my full name. I was just Gwen.) To give me a leg up in life. the b**** knew I was blind. That stanking whore knew that I couldn't see two inches in front of my face.
I have to give it to Martha she always had a ready alibi. She was sneaky, a sho'nuff slimy serpent. But, don't you dare think she is the only one. These women are holding GOD's children hostage right now! People know GOD's Gospel Truth yet they remain frozen in fear. Fear inculcated, instilled and absorbed into millions and millions of children by these witches. These females with Jezebel Spirits falsely believing that they are fool proof, that no one will ever know, will ever speak one word against them. That no one is brave enough to defy them. Children I assure you, fear is their only weapon.
Let that fear go children. Demons or demon possessed (frankly there is no difference ) can NOT kill you. They have no power other than to confuse and exhaust you with their serious stupidity.
Now this is the part where you will get saved. What happened to Martha could happen to you or to me without faith, without love. If you have any hatred in your heart right now, pray. Ask GOD to take that spirit away.
No! I do NOT hate Martha. I tried to love her for 62 years. She is the one that could not love, could not believe. She was a person of little faith in GOD. Martha put her faith in Hoo-doo. You will to if you fail to study the BIBLE. If you fail to hear His voice. You will end up like Martha if you try to build yourself up by tearing down others.
Say Praise The LORD! (See I told you you would say it before you got to the end of this post.)
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright March 1, 2014 All rights reserved
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