"What kind'na fool?"

Dear LORD, what kind of world are we living in?  A man kills a lion and the world is outraged!  He is vilified, crucified for killing ONE lion!

This  reaction to this man's deed,  proves we are some dumb, blind simple followers.  Easily led astray, all seeking to be popular and accepted by man.  Few are living for Christ.  Far too many get abundantly blessed and immediately forget GOD, deliberately and loudly shun Him.  GOD is not worried.  You will be back.  Just as soon as the evil one slays you, makes a complete and utter fool out of you.

If you run into enough joy snatchers you will be back.  You will come to the light.  If you are a fellow, sneaky, envious, covetous evil-doer, conned into believing you can balance your evil with your good, you are a liar. You are deceived.  You are just as deluded as my ignorant mother and still followers.  That kind of stupidity slays me, wounds my spirit.  Truthfully, five brothers, we shared the same mother, THEY KNOW!

That was my mother.  She justified her evil doing by giving  you some money, some cheap funky gift she never wanted in the first place.  She would give you boxes and boxes of old funky clothes and brag to the entire world.  Always hinting that you were poor and destitute.  That you  can't get or keep a man because you are crazy, you are cold or because you  don't like men.

That ogre, that whore for satan will never reveal that she was a baby raper.  Martha will never reveal the true reasons for the "weirdness of all her children."    She did gladly get on the horn tearing us down WHERE WE WERE FORCED TO BUILD OURSELVES UP!

Martha knows, knows full well.  But you better NOT EVER TELL!  If you know what is good for you, you will go along with her bullshit, because she PREACHES!  She got here first.  She owns you, you are her property to do with as she pleases.

Each day brings greater clarity.  A complete slave, a little black pickaninny, I gladly hung my mothers very fine expensive garments up, daily.   Fox furs,  she even had a mink stole.  Martha would buy fine garments,cast them to the floor and walk on them like rugs until I hung them up.  Martha bragged  about the credit cards she made her married secret lover give her.

Martha would shop the  The Capitol, one of Fayetteville, North Carolina's finest department stores.  Load up on clothes, shoes, handbags and deliberately never share.  It was her ***** she sold, she bragged!   So, none, nothing for you.  I got a bathing suit once, only because the man, a professor at Fayetteville State,  went shopping along with us.

I can see it now.  The sly whorish dog always inviting me to go shopping with her, just to gloat, just to force me to witness her shower herself, making me beg for a tiny crumb.   Martha's implication; "I sell my *****, if you want anything, I suggest you do the same."  

There was one glaring problem, I was only fourteen.  Did Martha, deliberately and secretly hate me for not being the incestous repugnant whore she was?  Obviously!

It is coming to the light.  Just like GOD promised.  If you don't want to reap it, I strongly suggest you not sow it.

This WHORE FROM BABYLON telling me daily for 62 years that I had NO right to MY Life!  That I was too BLACK!

A complete volunteer abomination for satan telling Me, blasting her evil lies in my ear, that I HAD NO RIGHT TO THE TREE OF LIFE!

Worse, far worse than anything my mother did to me, a dying world that agrees!  Well, I forgive every one of you NO BIBLE READING BLIND DUMB ASS SHEEP!

If you still can't see, still can't get it, if you insist on being a Mathy Jane, go right ahead.  "A hard head makes a soft ass."

PTL!

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I am going ...

to tell you whether you want to know or not.  There is something evil going on.  We are highly engaged in Spiritual Warfare of the greatest magnitude.  If your greedy ass preacher does not tell you, that's your fault.

You are the dummy attending "church" two or three times a week and NEVER reading your Bible!  You are the fool sitting in "church" texting on your phone or playing a video game and missing your sincere pastor's message.

You are the blind boob demanding a pastor worth millions, hoping, praying, tithing, greedily and foolishly thinking GOD's manna from heaven is going to fall on your secretly begrudging-get-over-heart.

You are the go-a-longer that does not care, claims that it is none of your business if your pastor is in fact a soothe sayer, an adulterer , a pedophile, a pervert, an INCESTOR!  You don't talk about things that are disgusting.  You just suffer in silence and if anyone comes and tries to rescue your tormented ass you revile and scorn them proclaiming that you would rather live and die in your misery rather than face your horrendous truth.

Pretend Land and De-Nial are preferable to you.  You have never realized you never found the courage to confront the succubus that deliberately enslaved you, purposefully lead you into captivity.  But you do outwardly denounce the one victim that came to consciousness light years before the world, and finally said something!

My family proudly denounces me!   ( Straining at a gnat, swallowing a camel,….shunning ME!  I am not the one you dumb ass ******* need to be shunning!)

You are still her flying monkey, still too terrified to see your truth, to come to the light.  So, bruised, so broken, so torn and destroyed,  you accept the early grave your own "mother" sealed you in.  You are convinced that you are protecting her honor.  Perhaps, but you are a liar too.  Did she successfully recruit you for her "root working" team, her collection of workers of iniquity, "dirt chunkers"?

Are you not ashamed?  Were you tricked into forsaking Almighty GOD for some hocus pocus magic?  Do you falsely believe Mathy Jane is all you deserve?    Did you love that stanking 'ho?    How could you?    You know you know!    Jesus told me to rebuke such a creature.   "If your right eye offend thee, cut it out."

"Shun the very presence of evil"    "FEAR NO MAN!"    So, where did this, "Just don't say nuttin' " come from?

 It came straight from satan's mouth to my mother's ear!    A complete abomination for "satan's satan", the true ruler of all darkness,  demanding to be kept secret from her dirty grave!  GOD said No!

My ignorant ass "mother" was ALWAYS  the EXACT , complete OPPOSITE  of EVERYTHING  she  presented herself to be!   Phenomenal!  She was a human Tsunami!

Wait!   There is Joy!  Unspeakable joy!  When I look back over 64 years and count the number of times Almighty GOD rescued me from MATHY JANE , her vile, treacherous, repulsive schemes , when I "was yet unawares",  my soul screams GLORY!

Martha Jane Walters was an imp, a pure reprobate, a million times magnified.  She was that clamorous woman found in Proverbs.   You would rather live in a cave or a hole in the ground!    We had no "daddies" so Mathy Jane was free to torture and vex  us, over and over, until she grew tired.  And the stankin'   'ho NEVER grew tired.   FOR 87 GRUELING,  HORRIFYING YEARS THAT SECRET RAVENOUS WOLF NEVER SO MUCH AS GOT WINDED!  She did in fact  turn us every which way but loose.

GOD said No!

Fully knowing our minds were blank slates, wet clay, putty in her hands, evil, demonic, lecherous, viperous, sneaky, Mathy Jane , went to work.   Determined to herd hordes,  millions,  into captivity for  satan.  Hand delivered us to satan simply because she messed up her own life.

GOD said No!

The strategy of an imp when caught in wrong doing is to destroy, create worse,  rather than seek any kind of self improvement.   An impish student will stare at the pages of a book for hours, pretending to read,  never reading a single solitary word.  That imp will smile sheepishly , convinced  they have deceived You.  Satisfied with getting away.  Not caring they missed the opportunity to learn or improve.

I did ask GOD why my mother never sought any sincere self improvement, why ALL lies, why so much manipulation and compete "fakery".    He said; "She was satisfied."    This world told her she was "in".   She was "yalla", had "good hair".   This world told her that high moral character was a hinderance.  She believed satan.

Evil doer, you may get by for a long time, but, you will NOT get away!

PTL!

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"I'm facting …"

"I'm not bragging, I'm facting" was an expression my mother used often.  I did love her despite the fact I never trusted her fully, and she did prove to be a sociopath.
So, today I am "Facting":

#1 The enemy, the evil one, bad luck, what ever you want  to call it is going to come after you.  You are not safe even if you are an evil doer.  Do know evil is prevalent on this earth.  You can not escape it.  You must prepare yourself, arm yourself with knowledge  AND YOU MUST TRUST AND BELIEVE IN A HIGHER POWER!

#2  All that declare proudly that they don't believe in GOD, sincerely and truly believe that it was all them,   their superior intelligence and "wisdom", got them to the place of "a higher status", are fools.  Too selfish, too proud, too self-centered to give GOD so much as a nod.

The Bible declares it; "He who says there is no GOD, is a fool."  The argument; "How can I believe in something I can't see?" is mute.  You can't see that toothache that brings you to your knees either.  But, you know it is there. YOU CAN FEEL IT!

My grandfather did teach me the concept of predestination.  He firmly believed that our lives were predestined, mapped out and planned by GOD before we came here.  "I knew you in the womb …I know my plans for thee …"  I know this  is true and can testify of the goodness of GOD.

 That evil ogre we fell victim to, meant us no good.  Martha Jane Walters,  clearly meant for this world to pay for robbing her.  For not delivering what was promised to her for being "yalla, good-haired, big-legged, flat-butted- like-a-white-woman".  My poor mother played "white-woman-substitute" for color-struck men and was proud to do it.

#3  If you have great gifts, satan, the evil one, haters, want them. They are going to come after them ravenously.   And they are going to declare my mother's favorite motto; "By hook or crook … git it any way yo'hafta TUH  git it, BUT GIT IT! AND DONT YOU TELL NO MUTHFUCKING BODY!"

They, the masses, most people,  will assail you with insults a million times before they will compliment you.    But don't give up.   Keep pressing on.  Leave them.  They are stuck.  Dumb as dirt and happy as a pig in shit.  Leave them.  If they want to come they will follow, eventually, perhaps.

 Don't cut off your ear. (Van Gogh reference)  You must be strong, remain strong, pray for strength.  That is why the enemy comes after infants.  Aborts them, flushes the innocent flesh down toilets.  We have become so corrupt and so vile as a society, we are taught to be selfish, to put our sexual gratification above human life.  "Come Jesus!"  Help us LORD!

We don't want to talk about it.  If we talk about it, we have to do something about it.  We will have to face the truth.  Have we become Babylon? Sodom and Gomorrah?  Obviously we have.  Praise GOD Almighty!  Alive in my memory, I can STILL  see it and feel it, being sexually assaulted by my "mother" and "stepfather" when I was 4 YEARS OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This world screams SHUT UP! WE DON'T WANT TO KNOW!  Get ova'it!

I say what about the children to come?  My mother was born in 1925!  Well before Internet porn.  We see it everyday.  We have fake child service protection agencies.  I was a social worker once.  We were deliberated overworked, over loaded.  We  were no earthy good.  This was done deliberately to cause us to become callous and uncaring.  Over worked, burdened beyond human endurance you ae forced to lie, to fudge the books.

Teachers can't teach for writing lesson plans.  The poor children languish waiting to be taught.  Vulgar  disrespect rules.  Children of color are treated like criminals, thus act like criminals.  The antiquated plantation system of the antebellum south is alive and well in the public school system.  Our public schools are on the same level as a public toilet, full of shit and filth.

I was in the public school system for 30 years.  Every one of them, from the superintendents on down deserve jail time.  Including myself.  Caving, passing a "boy" with a .07% average.  The principal screamed; "Let life teach'um!" (And he is also an ordained minister)

GOD is watching us.  We have no excuse.  I am ashamed of the way we treat our children and the elderly in this country.  Our politicians are Pimps.  A "Pimp"  is a lying exploiter that can not be trusted.  They will say and do anything for votes and graft.

My "mother" was a Pimp.  She was fun.  She would make us play cards with her, deliberately cheat us out of our hard earned cash and laugh.  We would laugh too.  We had no rules.  My "mother" was cool.  Underage drinking, cussing like a sailor, driving her Cadillac, helping her rip people off if they were dumb enough to come to her looking for some "roots".

#4 You must study.  You must be an intellectual in this world.  You must practice discernment, "look well" into every situation.  Let GOD lead you. "Do NOT lean to your own understanding."

#5  Honor GOD with your obedience.  Put Him first.  Honor the Spirit of the Holy Ghost that dwells in you.  If it is not in you, if you can't feel it, pray to feel it.  If you can not pray, "pray to pray".  Do NOT PREY!  Stop being predatory.  A predator is a user.  They are whorish!  They trade their bodies, sex, for favors.  There are some men and women that exchange pretend love for anything of monetary value.  Stop IT!  You are a whore!  You will hate yourself.  You will suffer from low self-esteem and then you will become a Mathy Jane.

#6   Shun ALL evil.  If there is hate in it, GOD's not in it.  If there is a lie in it, GOD's not in it.  All lies stem from fear.  What are you afraid of?  Track it down, root it out.

#7  Be You!  Be "you" and do it proudly!  Be the unique human being GOD created you to be.  Don't listen to fools and always consider the source.

PTL!

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My dear sweet cousin ...

Betty Jean went home to be with the LORD last Sunday.  Her Home Going service was today.

"Life is a vapor."  At the longest , wheeeeew, it is gone.  We are too soon old, too late wise,  then we are finished.  All the more reason our world should not be plagued with vipers like my "mother".

"Study to show yourself approved."  If you expect to learn anything, you must study, you must READ!

The vast majority of people are too lazy to read, too arrogant; they think they know everything.  Most people do lean to their own understanding, which is dull.  And most people are extremely jealous and envious.  That is why GOD commanded us not to Covet.  "Don't covet your neighbor's ass."  Don't lust after other people's stuff.

I can write!  I KNOW  I CAN WRITE!  But old envious, corrupt, viperous, crabs in a barrel , have vexed and hexed me all of my life.   Not, just my mother, most women.   I did have some luscious hair and one fine body! (A diet of grits and grease, pinto beans, no sugar, no candy will give you a six pack.  And slave labor will give your perfect muscle definition.)

Most people are just plain wicked.  Remember, that "wide road".

Massess of wicked people that see no need in reading a book that they have no intention of following in the first place,  is understandable.  But, why pretend?

GOD told me you are not pretending you are doing the best you can,  with out a sincere honest to GOD preacher.   Actually we are doing pretty well in this cesspool we were born into.

Jesus warned us of  these ravenous wolves, this generation  of vipers.   satan is in the church!   As a matter of fact, in my personal experience, there are far more envious,  covetous ignorant  imps in the "church",  than true Christians.  Timid, fearful, unlearned, unread potential Christians keep them there.

I am still waiting on some one, any one from my "mother's" church, Simon Temple A.M.E.Zion Church,  to contact me.   I have reached out to them , they have never reached back.  Are they just a bunch of greedy dogs like my mother told me?  Or are they waiting for hell to freeze over?  Evidently.

I do know there is a GOD and I know He is good!  Divine Order is unfolding in my life.  All of my "haters" are falling like dominoes.  Every day gives me more clarity (GOD's promise).

I do think a part of my tears, my meltdown, my sack cloth and ashes mourning, stems from my deep denial.   I just did NOT want to believe it.  Impossible.  I am living this, I am experiencing this, I don't believe this.

Martha was good!  She was perfect!  She willed HERSELF  to believe her abominable lies! In the magic of her sick depraved mind she could spin any lie into the truth in order to protect her demons.

I was ten seconds from being viciously raped by my stepfather AGAIN!  I ran screaming.  We were in a motel.  The low whore had no choice but pretend.   I refused to believe the obvious until I was an old woman.

"Know ye the truth …"

"Look well to your going …"

Stand up to satan , to all evil.

When I look back now I can clearly see my mother was a "ball buster".  The low whore birthed five sons.   I came to the light, to the truth.  I pray for them but I can't make them see or acknowledge and frankly,  if they prefer that low whorish piece of garbage to me, so be it.

"You shouldn't be angry …fuh git it!"  

No, I think I will teach the world that GOD's WORD is real, He just has too many exploiters of His WORD right now.  Too many people that can not explain the difference between PRAY and PREY.

It is all in Divine Order!  I am catching on LORD.  "It is done."

Thank you for my covering!

PTL!

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"I never promised you a rose garden."

I read Lynn Anderson's obituary in the paper today. I always loved this song.  GOD never promised any of us a rose garden, never said certain people or a certain color, or status deserved to be treated better.

I taught an absolutely brilliant student during my tenure at Stone MOUNTAIN High School.

His father was extremely jealous of him, tortured him severely on the sly.  The young man ultimately killed himself.  Did he ever tell a counselor, an adult in authority? I don't know.  His best friend told me the whole sickening saga after his painful "suicide".

We all accepted that explanation.  Now I  wonder aloud?  He had just won a very prestigious scholarship to a very prestigious University.

I wonder how many times my "mother" really tried to kill me?  I know she put a hurt on my spirit.

I know she MURDERED MY GRANDFATHER! AND NONE OF HIS DESCENDANTS SEEM TO CARE.  I've told them they are cursed with a curse for cloaking her.  They can't hear me.  They all lean to their own understanding, selfish, uncaring.

Perhaps I would not be so tormented by their failure to honor the only true patriarch we ever had, but, to HONOR MARTHA JANE!

No one is that stupid.  Obviously wicked.  I look at their fruit, shake my head as they struggle playing by the rules laid down by man.  Lying, fickle man.

Demons and imps are reigning in America because the weak faith "Christians" let them.

I will not bow down to satan or any evil, though it claim me as kin.  If I still have one relative still loving and holding on to the false image of Mathy Jane, still declaring what a good woman she was, I pity you.   I do send you my prayers.  Yes, those prayers that my "mother"  claimed did not reach the top of my head.

Well, you can continue to wax worse and worse or you can come to GOD's Light, His saving Grace.

PTL!

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Dear LORD, ...

I pray there will be no bloodshed today.  But I see the ominous signs, a full moon, and hate filled , liquored  up ignorant imps.  Woefully uneducated people spoiling for a fight.  Mob mentality.

Blatant ignorance, hatred and stupidity,  deliberately stirred up by the Media.   And for what?  That mountain is not the problem!   That mountain of ignorance ,  pure putrid envy and jealousy and greed, that's what needs to come down.

I can not help comparing what is happening in our nation to what happened in my life.   It is the exact same thing my "mother" did to me, to us, the entire Walters clan, the Fayetteville, North Carolina community.

A brilliant young physician, self educated, self made, may have cured cancer,  if it had not been for the "beasts" his "mother" secretly harbored.    A brilliant musician, that was "Miles Ahead" of his time was perhaps deliberately robbed by that exact same beast.

This would- be writer, artist, actress, struck down secretly, viciously raped and deliberately tortured and stalked for 62 years  by her own mother!    Laughed at and purely scorned for being successful, for refusing to be as whorish.  Secretly hated simply for succeeding,  for overcoming the stumbling blocks her hateful, jealous, envious mother created.    Robbed of all family and friends because she was the one victim that dared to tell the Truth.

 A woman's whose life story is so horrendous, few can bear to read it.  Well, I lived it!

   A woman that pretended to love GOD,   put on the most convincing show you ever saw.  But was the most demon possessed "human being" that ever lived.

My mother, Martha Jane Walters, was everything GOD predicted.  She was a ravenous wolf in sheep's clothing.  She was a Jezebel and she did entice others to do abominable things.  She did lead into captivity.

The blind are leading the blind today, all over the world.  As an elderly woman, I know better.   I was tricked in my youth, siding with "my leaders", helping their causes, just to find out they were corrupt greedy dogs.

"Look well to your going children."

PTL!

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I was just praying and said in my spirit ;"What an awful world we live in when people don't know GOD. "  Then the Spirit spoke to me;  'No, what is awful,  is an abomination, when people pretend to love GOD, preach magnificently, eloquently, never believing one word coming out of their own mouth.   Deliberately betraying  the innocent and gullible, leading them to slaughter.  And the worse is that whorish woman that fully knows better. …know YOUR truth!'  "

P.S. Don't you dare think there is only one Martha Jane.  Our world is overrun with them!  Fear keeps them in "power".  "Fear no wo/man"

"Look well to your going …"

…your going in,  your coming out."  We are under a full moon in hot as Hades Georgia.    Far too many people are just plain ignorant, woefully uneducated.  Thousands will rally around the "flag" at Stone Mountain.  Some one wants to start a race war.  There is enough greed and self promotion on both sides.  "Mob mentality" is the norm due to the intellectual blackout.

Beware, don't go there.  There is going to be trouble.  I predict bloodshed.  Imps against imps.

"Shun the very presence of evil.'

PTL!

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