You are the dummy attending "church" two or three times a week and NEVER reading your Bible! You are the fool sitting in "church" texting on your phone or playing a video game and missing your sincere pastor's message.
You are the blind boob demanding a pastor worth millions, hoping, praying, tithing, greedily and foolishly thinking GOD's manna from heaven is going to fall on your secretly begrudging-get-over-heart.
You are the go-a-longer that does not care, claims that it is none of your business if your pastor is in fact a soothe sayer, an adulterer , a pedophile, a pervert, an INCESTOR! You don't talk about things that are disgusting. You just suffer in silence and if anyone comes and tries to rescue your tormented ass you revile and scorn them proclaiming that you would rather live and die in your misery rather than face your horrendous truth.
Pretend Land and De-Nial are preferable to you. You have never realized you never found the courage to confront the succubus that deliberately enslaved you, purposefully lead you into captivity. But you do outwardly denounce the one victim that came to consciousness light years before the world, and finally said something!
My family proudly denounces me! ( Straining at a gnat, swallowing a camel,….shunning ME! I am not the one you dumb ass ******* need to be shunning!)
You are still her flying monkey, still too terrified to see your truth, to come to the light. So, bruised, so broken, so torn and destroyed, you accept the early grave your own "mother" sealed you in. You are convinced that you are protecting her honor. Perhaps, but you are a liar too. Did she successfully recruit you for her "root working" team, her collection of workers of iniquity, "dirt chunkers"?
Are you not ashamed? Were you tricked into forsaking Almighty GOD for some hocus pocus magic? Do you falsely believe Mathy Jane is all you deserve? Did you love that stanking 'ho? How could you? You know you know! Jesus told me to rebuke such a creature. "If your right eye offend thee, cut it out."
"Shun the very presence of evil" "FEAR NO MAN!" So, where did this, "Just don't say nuttin' " come from?
My ignorant ass "mother" was ALWAYS the EXACT , complete OPPOSITE of EVERYTHING she presented herself to be! Phenomenal! She was a human Tsunami!
Wait! There is Joy! Unspeakable joy! When I look back over 64 years and count the number of times Almighty GOD rescued me from MATHY JANE , her vile, treacherous, repulsive schemes , when I "was yet unawares", my soul screams GLORY!
Martha Jane Walters was an imp, a pure reprobate, a million times magnified. She was that clamorous woman found in Proverbs. You would rather live in a cave or a hole in the ground! We had no "daddies" so Mathy Jane was free to torture and vex us, over and over, until she grew tired. And the stankin' 'ho NEVER grew tired. FOR 87 GRUELING, HORRIFYING YEARS THAT SECRET RAVENOUS WOLF NEVER SO MUCH AS GOT WINDED! She did in fact turn us every which way but loose.
GOD said No!
Fully knowing our minds were blank slates, wet clay, putty in her hands, evil, demonic, lecherous, viperous, sneaky, Mathy Jane , went to work. Determined to herd hordes, millions, into captivity for satan. Hand delivered us to satan simply because she messed up her own life.
GOD said No!
The strategy of an imp when caught in wrong doing is to destroy, create worse, rather than seek any kind of self improvement. An impish student will stare at the pages of a book for hours, pretending to read, never reading a single solitary word. That imp will smile sheepishly , convinced they have deceived You. Satisfied with getting away. Not caring they missed the opportunity to learn or improve.
I did ask GOD why my mother never sought any sincere self improvement, why ALL lies, why so much manipulation and compete "fakery". He said; "She was satisfied." This world told her she was "in". She was "yalla", had "good hair". This world told her that high moral character was a hinderance. She believed satan.
PTL!
I press on ...
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