"Be still and know that I am GOD!"
Dear LORD, I thank you for another opportunity to serve you, to be obedient to your WORD. I love our long conversations. It does still hurt me when unbelievers declare me crazy, rebuke and revile me. But then I remember that you said many would be called, but few would be chosen.
I should be amused by the blind scared sheep that let the evil one run all over them and rob them while they stand stoically and hide their pain just so they can be accepted, included, not counted as some weird reject.
I know what I know! I know the woman that birthed me was no more than a sadistic RAPIST! A MURDERERING ROOT WORKER that dared to preach. I know she was a baby beater, a man beater, a pathological liar, a thief … I know she was everything GOD said she would be once He released her over to a reprobate mind.
I know I am not trying to get in line with jealous, envious haters that do nothing but wish evil on every one on this earth but themselves. People too dumb to know, to recognize there is only one race, THE HUMAN RACE!
People too ignorant to recognize ETHNOCENTRISM (the false belief that one's on culture is superior to all others) Blind dummies, marching, claiming they want to end racism by tearing down the largest piece of exposed granite in the world.
I know the wickest woman that ever walked this earth was RACIST! A black woman that hated BLACK people with a passion. I know that she tried to destroy me, secretly, clandestinely, stealthily , until the day she died! I know it was Almighty GOD that told me to return to her den of iniquity after nine years no contact (1997). I know every evil in the world befell me when I obeyed GOD. I know that she thought her roots were working. I also know her Flying monkeys helped her and they are ALL cursed with a curse!
I know Matthew 11:12 (thank you Pastor for reminding me with your awesome sermon this morning.)
I know the "red letters " of my LORD Jesus Christ! " And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of Heaven suffereth violence, and the violent take it by force."
I know my own mother was a violent whore! I know she deliberately took my VIRGINITY, my innocence , by force! I know "good Christians" don't want To know, refuse to know, so afraid they may have to do something for GOD.
I know what I know! I know ; "Shut duh f*** up! " was her solution, her answer for every demonic deed she committed in 87 years. I know GOD told me to tell "It"! I know no one on this earth can shut me up! I know my mother was that Jezebel spirited woman that taught her sons to do things that are "unseeingly", deliberately took their manhood by force! Scrambled their brains and left them here emotionally crippled, destroyed, feeble minded and did laugh.
I know GOD told me; "Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto all nations." Jeremiah 1:5
I know that GOD did not bring me her to suffer 62 years of maddening confusion and hypocrisy. He did not call me here to be terrorized by a root working, preaching, two legged viper.
What have I to fear? If you don't want to know about such women, maybe you are one? Perhaps you share some of her characteristics . SHE WAS EXTREMELY WHORISH! Age, size, gender and kinship, meant absolutely nothing to Mathy Jane and the more the merrier. I do know that my own mother was Sodom and Gomorrah personified, IN THE FLESH and she thought if she shamed and terrorized us enough, we would never tell. Or no one would believe us. LIES YOU TELL SATAN!
I will never give up the right for the wrong. Not for you! Not for anyone, but especially not for you. You deliberately cast all the hatred you earned and deserved on me. You gutted me like a fish and laughed all the way to your dirty little grave.
She was insanely jealous, knew no boundaries, would steal the butter out of a biscuit, Bibles from hotels. I know she was a closet demon that MURDERED her own father and never so much as flinched.
I know the WORD said; " …they shall fight against thee; but they shall not prevail against thee; for I AM with thee, saith the LORD, to deliver thee." Jeremiah 1:19
I know ; "…the wrath of GOD is revealed from Heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men who hold the truth in unrighteousness;" Romans 1:18
I know for a fact my mother was a notorious root worker, called herself Madame Watson! I know she haunted graveyards collecting "goofer dust". I know; "Because that, when they knew GOD, they glorified HIM not as GOD, neither were they thankful; but became vain in their imaginations,and their foolish heart was darkened. Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools. …. Wherefore GOD also gave them up to uncleanness through the lusts of their own hearts to dishonor their own bodies between themselves: Who changed the truth of GOD into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever, Amen. For this cause GOD gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature."
"…even as they did not like to retain GOD in their knowledge, GOD gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do things which are not convenient. …. Without understanding, covenant breakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful: Who knowing the judgment of GOD, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do." (Romans , chapter 1)
I know my mother was a vile serpent that enjoyed torturing me, for 62 years. I know I would have remained confused without GOD leading and guiding me. I know she was a closet lesbian.
I know my grandfather was in covenant with GOD, acquired 65 acres of land that Martha made sure we lost ! I know she was implacable, unmerciful. I know that she did not have natural affection for her six children. I know she died laughing, unrepentant .
I also know that it is the repugnance of her shame that keeps her secret. I won't! I promised her when they viciously raped me at age eight that I was going to tell GOD! I remember her exact words;"You ain't telling shhhiiittttttt!"
I also know she is the wave of the future. Mathy Jane is the new woman. She is all this world can expect because this world fears her. This whore is ruling! She is in charge! She is an emasculating whore and most men fear her!
I don't fear her one bit! I am proud to tell on her! I pray that one day I will stand on top of Mount Everest, stand flat footed and tell on her!
I know; "For therein is the righteousness of GOD revealed from faith to faith: as it is written, THE JUST SHALL LIVE BY FAITH"
PTL!
I press on ...
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